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I loved you so fucking much. I know that you don't feel the same anymore and that life goes on, but it hurts so fucking much.

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“I hope it’s you and I at the end. That would make all this pain and aching worth it.”

— D.O. // please let it be us 

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“And I’m still hoping that maybe one day I’ll get that drunk text from you saying how much you miss me.”

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Winter - Pvris

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“I wish I knew what you think when you hear my name.”

— Unknown

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“it wouldn’t matter if it was 3am or 3pm if you decided to call i’d answer the phone”

— weakness 

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Pain Is The Cure

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“you broke me yet i still think of you as the greatest person and that’s how i know that i truly did love you”

— confirmation

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I feel like I’m breaking my own heart over and over again

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Phora // Fake Smiles

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Shout Out to My Ex // Little Mix

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No matter how happy my life becomes, I’m still going to miss you when I’m living those unforgettable moments. I’m still going to wish you were right there by my side, laughing with me the whole way through it. I’m still going to feel like there’s something missing.

-out of my mind

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I can’t listen to love songs anymore without thinking about you. I try and keep myself busy so you’re not constantly on my mind but it doesn’t work. I always end up wondering what you’re doing and if you guys made love already and what your parents think of her. I catch myself looking for reasons why you guys wouldn’t work out and I find so many but deep down, I know you love her so you’ll make it work. You’ll be so happy with her and that breaks me. So I guess I know I don’t truly love you because instead of being happy for you, all I feel is jealousy.

will I ever be over you?

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I tried to end it. Again. I just couldn’t get deep enough. And it looks so pathetic. 

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I’m singing for her. Only for her. And I really hope that she’s seeing this. That she can feel how much I love and miss her. Also, sorry for that blurry thing going on, but I don’t want people to see my cry, haha. A? This is for you. I hope you like it.