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"Arms stretched out next to me, I howled, and everything came out of me. Visions pored up my throat and past voices surrounded me. The sky listened." - Markus Zusak

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{Bob Marley}

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

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📚 Wander

How much longer must I wander? As the sunrises I think to myself why does the day enter into yet another dismal place without her here. Shouldn’t it of stopped? Before I went to sleep last night I prayed that I mustn’t wake in this deserted place again. How can I live if it isn’t to strive for her Love. They say you die when your heart stops beating, I must be a miracle because she was my whole heart. I was born to be hers I didn’t choose this, she was my destiny since oblivion. So now I understand why no stone was left unturned between us in such a short period, love is infinite ♾ she stopped in to remind me.

~ ekto-xo

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"Roses grow at her feet, never prickling the skin.. softly caressing with their petals as she gives the softest grin. The velvet beauty of forever just above her lovely chin, passionate colors aflame in the smile that which I wish to live.."

When she smiles, I know the reason that roses grow in the world.. such is beauty. It can't exist without more of it in the world - eUë

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“I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it – and that’s all I’ve got.”

— Sabrina Ward Harrison

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I couldnt breathe

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If you dont dive into your desire at the right time it`ll leave you with a bruised eyes and a taste you cant desribe.

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The rain reminds me of you, not just the storm but the way the city feels washed and cleansed for a bit. While the beaming hot sun is covered by the light thundering clouds, as i take refuge to appreciate the calm in the storm I know this feeling is temporary and that's what hurts. I tend to cling to these beautiful moments i want to last forever that are inevitbly destined to be temporary.(

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Before, I never understood people who lived lives that were free from judgement and consequence. But now I understand when you have nothing to live for or its lost, judgements of decisions take a whole new route.

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“Do not lose hope. Please believe there are a thousand beautiful things waiting for you.”

— Unknown

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We pursue images of glee

The excitement they elicit

Echoes down the innermost

Parts of our senses,

Brightening the dim corners

Imbuing dynamism within,

Handing us the wand of hope

And the strength to believe,

Leading us to new stepping stones

Coaxing us out of our comfort zones,

It's surprising how

Pictures somewhere in the mind

Turn us into completely new beings.

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“The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.”

— Ritu Ghatourey

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eddie: i’m not gonna lie, robin, im kinda scared of your girlfriend.

robin: oh, nancy? nancy wouldn’t hurt a fly!

eddie: okay, that’s reassuring-

robin: she would kill a man though.

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“I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love… I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful.”

— Clemence Poésy

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I remember the first morning taking on the greatest storm i will ever come to face.

I was living in a dream beligerantly smoking cig after cig after cig as each one was sucked down with every full drag trying to suffocate on something other than the true torture of watching every fucking regret, every fucking moment i let the evil world turn me into something that wasnt recognizable because i know she died because in this world we became way too tarnished to experience and appreciate the perfection thats intended for us to share with one another. True love is an understanding that goes beyond the explanation we can fathom in this realm.

You wont understand

You dont understand

I wish you could, because in this agony

As it carries on in a way i never expected it to,

Its a feeling thats difficult to wrap around

.i dont see the same world, the first few months

Being ravaged through by the fact my favorite

voice to hear, not just the sounds she makes but the pain she hid behind her jaw dropping heart stopping alpha dominant feminine energy. The voice that sounds as if it won a gold medal for talking, not just the sound but the things Alyvia would say, you can tell she held close to her heart when tupac said

"I want, when they see me, They know that everyday when I'm breathing is for us to go further. Everytime I speak I want the truth to come out. Everytime I speak I want a shiver. I don't want them to be like they know what I'm gonna say because it's polite. Im not saying I'm gonna rule the world or I'm gonna change the world, but I guarantee you that I will spark the brain that will change the world. And that's our job, It's to spark somebody else watching us. We might not be the one's, but let's not be selfish and because we not gonna change the world let's not talk about how we should change it. I don't know how to change it, but I know if I keep talking about how dirty it is out here, somebody's gonna clean it up."

I just miss the rendevous with the coolest person in the world. No one else was rarely ever invited because we had more than enough with each other. After 2 years of talking to her somehow i stayed stuck in the (ill do whatever it takes to be your friend for as long as i live because youre that amazing to me stage. But anyway i was in NY sitting on the back step of this house the morning after my first blackout night of my life and I've been drinking 8 years.... the first moments of coming to an understanding and nonchalant radical acceptance.

Naw shes just in jail trust me i know her and we have such a full amazing beautiful life ahead of us sharing careers that we sickingly chase with pure grace and passion. I still gotta see her grow beside me as she experiences my growh because we're a great team.

It didnt reoccur to me in those first moments of news all our good memories and just tears no it was more like

"This is what i was fucking warning her about.

deep breath

I was not ready what so ever to hear that news

I was ignorance is blissing it we a

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During the moments I spent with her, as the agonizing days pass without her here.

I am discovering how physical affection is in the worlds playground. On this earth confined to a temporary "life" confined between space and time.

There are Limitations,

rules to follow,

Religion as well as random theories are used to gain some sense of direction to the human race.

Do you understand, that if something is defined a conclusions been made.

There is now no more room for imagination/ creation.

In the same sense every soul/spirit I believe has the potential to dream/imagine/create with unfathomable limits.

In this world as i know it ive discovered that regardless of how pure my intentions have been. When i was young, and niave believing casting a beatiful net will land me only beautiful things.

I have come to the realization that my vessell is a compact complex universe that was destined to create its own orbit.

Designed for limitlessness

but the ones before us decided to rob the generations prior of this absolutely true infintely powerful tool called love

Love is a gift that everyone has the chance to partake in first

1.) the trust fall - to have a vision/preminission/dream that is yet to be physical but to have and to hold an idea that calls your heart home as if its sitting there presently with no actual promise of that dream being obtained. As the world turns and moments pass with this destination in mind that is constantly breathing new life and oppurtunities. The journey of losing and finding direction truly is a one of a kind no replica path that we all hold within us. Everyone of us will experience a different life and that is so beautiful because in this it goes to show looking back at peoples lives when theyre over.

There are stories of infinite multitudes but i say none are right or wrong because my soul has always led me to where i belong and i somehow had the balls enough to do countless things that were not ideal or comfortable from a certain aspect.

In those moments where I decided to listen to my soft soulful spirit which gave me this new alternate path that was beyond all rationality and logic. There were so many times this grand path of mine that everyone else is completely blind to landed me multiple times in a place which seemed like failure and I was told i was wrong. What if i actually planned on the conclusion to crash and burn because i love the excitement. Or they could be right, i was wrong. its truly whatever because . I started finding a sense of peace that i never imagined recently.

Why does the world america lives in see only black and fucking white? Such a dull dismal place to rot. I see the colors between the colors as well as the shades on top beneath and sides.

I came to a period in time i finally became released from the clutches of a judgemental, titling, accusing world.

I am no longer a slave to the previous battles i experienced on the journey.

Considering i was walking down an untread path for centuries. Feeling my way through the dark labrynth those days seem compared to searching for the holy grail.

I recall feeling so fucking alone my whole life, as i watched and admired from a very young age love in companionship, friendship, grace, with an amazing gift of forgiveness as well as true understanding.

That's all i wanted, that's all i fucking dreamed of. Nothing else i could care less about cars, money, sex, a house, no. I remember i craved this presence like it was out there calling for me at all moments. Like getting called home to a wonderful forever type feeling. I wondered and dreamed who she was, where she was, what she was doing, what she was wearing, i just wanted to make sure she knew i belonged to her only because it was a very clear feeling and always has been.

I craved learning about love from the Bible feeling as if i needed to learn all about love because i was supposed to share it with her.

Its crazy to think that for 20 years i longed for Alyvia but i never saw her in a vision/dream or anything like that. But i felt her! I felt her hope clear as day. I felt her pain. I felt her loneliness/ desire for our long lost family a burning desire right with mine. I felt her happy. I felt her fucking dreams and lived in them but it just felt like an empty magnificent museum at the time. I wouldve never imagined that a 100 pound girl could contain a beauty so magnificent she has, is and always will be my desired destination.