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My Daily Life #10

Well, Today is one of the shittiest days in a while. I was just scrolling through my phone & I came across my high-school photos. I was just filled with intense regret of not talking and making friends with a lot of people. The fact that I had very little people to talk to about it didn't help at all.

I couldn't do anything because of this feeling today. I was just kind of having a depression due to the regret. I had zero motivation to do anything.

I'm sorry, I just feel really shitty today.

PEACE✌️

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The Year is 2015. Northfield Sports Week & my last game ever playing as a Goalie. In the middle of the match I started to worry if I was alone on the pitch as I could hardly see anyone due to the fog☠️

Credit to whoever put this up on the website✌️

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So Yea this is what's outside my house. The "Construction Work" I was talking about

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My Daily Life #9

So just here to do my daily entry. Its my 9th entry here & I feel more comfortable writing here each day.

These days I feel really good about myself. I have less moodswings & I am able to keep my emotions & insecurities in check. I have even started working out a bit. (The usual Dumbbells & Pushups). Next thing I want to do, is have a daily study session of a few hours & make that a habit before I go to Philippines.

The World Cup is now just 6 Days away & I am soo hyped for it. Probably the only thing I am looking forward to other than Christmas & my departure to Philippines.

Other than that, unless I have a different kind of day, I think its kinda stupid & boring to write about the same day everyday i.e. wake up, breakfast, construction work, gaming etc..

So I'll definitely update anyone that sees these daily entrees or just update myself on it.

PEACE ✌️

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My Daily Life #8

So I went and visited my Aunt yesterday & his kids as well. I had a good chat with them & seeing her kids content with what they have really touched me. They live a simple & humble life & that is something I want to implement in my life as well. I told them to come visit us as well after their exams get over.

Back in my house, there are still some work going on & my Dad is also leaving the house to go to a different district for a few days, which means I'll be home alone for a while😅. Oh yes, I also lost a ton of money in betting in the morning, but did manage to win some back at the end of the day😶.

Right now, all I want is some socializing opportunities with some women. To be more accurate, I just want someone in my life right now (A girl obviously) who I can talk with without any hesitation about anything. I just to be friends with such a girl & right now even though I have some female friends we aren't that close yet. I really hope I find my special someone next year or in the coming months

#PEACE✌️

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My Daily Life #7

Took some time to keep my emotions in check but, I'm back here again and ready to go. Nothing big has changed since the last entry so let me just get on with things.

So my online classes have started now & that means I have to wake up before 11am at any cost (Although I skip a few classes🤫). I wanted to retain whatever knowledge I could gain from these classes before I go to Philippines, but yo, Physiology is soo damn boring. I mean Biochemistry & Anatomy somehow I can manage & develop a little interest, but Physiology just SUCKS!

In other news, India got absolutely dominated by the England Cricket team in the T20 World Cup semis yesterday. (They beat India by 10 wickets😑). Speaking of World Cups, the FIFA World Cup is next week, so yea I'm pretty excited about that too. I will be rooting for the Germans this time around.

I was trying out Lecturio (an online learning platform for medical), but the premium prices were very high for me. I was searching for alternatives but couldn't find it anywhere. I guess I'll have to make an email account every time I want to use it

PEACE✌️

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My Daily Life #6

Day 6 & Today was a rather dramatic day in terms of my emotions. Over the past few days, I was relatively content with myself and I didn't worry about the future, but today I found myself thinking & kind of being upset about my current self. So let me begin.

I woke up quite early today at 8:30am & got myself a haircut at home as I wanted to look my best for my cousin's engagement party. After that I had some breakfast & started getting ready to go for the event. My Dad & I reached the venue and attended the engagement ceremony along with other family members & relatives. My cousin is 29 Years old (which is seen as relatively a young age to marry in my State) & I am 22 Years Old and I have never even dated a girl in my life, whereas my cousin right here is getting married. I know its kind of stupid to think like this right now, but today I started feeling insecure about me being unable to date a girl. And seeing both of them really in love with each other, smiling at each other made me feel really single as well. I hope I can get through this period of I don't know, stupidity/depression I guess?

In other news, I got information that I will be going to Philippines in December. I'm kind of excited & anxious at the same time about this. Let's see what happens.

PEACE✌️

(BTW I was supposed to post this yesterday, but I saved it as draft & forgot to post it😶)

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My Daily Life #5

Well, I didn't do an entry for yesterday, but well I wasn't gonna do it everyday in the future anyways. Still I will continue to blog for most of the week.

Today, I woke up at the usual time & I already had plans to visit my cousin brother who were naming their newborn daughter today at their place & they had also invited us to have some food. So I had my breakfast, took a shower and started getting all dressed up to go.

We reached there by 2:30pm itself before all the other guests had arrived there. The baby was on the bed sleeping alongside my Eldest aunt (i.e. my Mom's Eldest Sister). I also spent some time with their eldest son (about 5-6 years old) and talked with the rest of the family members present there. I had a really good time there & thanked them for inviting us and also for the food as well. I got back home at around 6:30pm due to heavy traffic in the whole of the town. I planned to fry some leftover Momo's from yesterday & eat them at night in case I get hungry again.

Tomorrow again, I have to go attend an engagement party of another cousin brother of mine. So yeah I'll update the details about that too tomorrow.

PEACE ✌️

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My Daily Life #4

Starting today's blog very late here as I kinda forgot about it and was kind of a not so normal day for me as well. Let me explain

Woke up at 11am & just straightaway went for breakfast. After that I was just preparing for what sports bets to place for tonight's matches. There was no electricity till 3pm & so I could not access my Laptop to start the blog & also my phone battery was down to 5% by the time I realized that my Inverter battery had also died.

Later, after the lights came back, I started playing a game called Rust with my brother. That went on for a good 30-50mins till the lights went off again. My cousin brother came to visit me & we had tea and I downloaded a Netflix movie for him called "All quiet on the Western Front" which I had already watched.

And right now, I was just watching a Football game of Man City Vs Fulham in which I had placed a bet on a City win because it seemed like a routine win for them. So fast forward 30mins into the game, City have a red card & the score is 1-1 and now from out of nowhere we have a game on our hands.

I wrote this blog during the Half Time, hopefully City pull through and win the game.

PEACE✌️

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My Daily Life #3

3rd Day & I'm starting this blog very late today not because I was busy but rather hesitant on whether I should continue blogging. But here I am again so lets begin.

I woke up at 11am today & straightaway went to my TV Room and starting watching the T20 World Cup match between New Zealand & Ireland. It was New Zealand that picked up the win in the end, but I didn't care as I was just watching for the bets that I'd placed (All Lost btw).

Pretty much my entire day went me placing bets, complaining to the betting site as to why my bets lost & watching Cricket. Nothing much dramatic happened later in the day.

I always look forward to my weekends as there are football matches taking place and my favourite football club Arsenal FC will be in action as well

Yea so that's pretty much it for today, (Quite Boring as you might imagine) but there will be better days with more adventures (I HOPE!).

PEACE✌️

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My Daily Life #2

So 2nd Day into blogging & I must say I am already getting bored of it, but lets see how far I can go. My plan is to blog for this entire month of November(I hope I can make it!)

I woke up pretty late today than usual at around 12:30pm & Immediately went to have my breakfast. Its a cool cloudy day with rain expected later in the day & also there are some light construction work going on which is creating a lot of noise and is kind of bugging me at the moment. Anyways, I was just looking online for some sneakers for myself but couldn't find the color or the size I was looking for. And those that I found to my liking were waayy above my budget for shoes. But then I realized that I may have to wait till December to go to Philippines & I could wait for the shoes to be restocked and buy them before I go, as I heard from my friends over there, that almost everything in Philippines is double the price of what I get here in India.

Today for some reason, I was in a mood to do some household chores. I watered the plants, made tea for my uncle and the construction workers & also cleaned my toilet as well. Later in the day I got news that my cousin brother had a new baby girl born to them. I haven't got the name of the baby girl yet.

My day ended with just watching & Betting on some CSGO eSports (Which I ended up losing) & Playing Valorant.

PEACE✌️

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My Daily Life #1

So this is my 1st ever blog & I don't know the protocols to blogging so I'm just gonna go full freestyle on this one.

So yesterday I had a night to remember & that's cos I made a 6x Profit in sports betting(Sorry to disappoint haha) in the last kick of the game. I was soo hyped up that I couldn't sleep till 4am last night.

Moving on to today, I woke up at around 10:30am to the sound of my phone ringing & it was a friend of mine that called me up. So we talked about some college stuff & I also told him about yesterday night and he simply congratulated me on the winnings. I finally got out of bed after 30mins of using my phone in bed & had some breakfast which had scrambled eggs & boiled Yam with rice. (So for breakfast we usually eat rice with meat or vegetables & not the regular tea/coffee with other stuff). Oh and btw it was a lovely sunny weather with clear blue skies here in Nagaland today.

After I got done washing up and all, I wanted to order some food(Cos I made some money yesterday lol) & sort of treat myself, but after waiting for more than an hour, I didn't receive my order & I called the delivery guy. Turns out he had been calling me for the last 10-20mins but all the calls were seen as spam by my phone😑 & he left the place already for another delivery, but he was a good guy and promised to deliver later in the evening. At the end I complained for a refund & got both the Food+Refund at the end😂(Talk about Luck for a 2nd Day!)

My day was going really good till I saw my Dad drunk and in Bed all day. It just angers and breaks my heart to see him like this. I really want to talk to him about it but I always find it difficult to initiate this conversation. When he is himself, he is the best Father I could have ever asked for.

I HOPE THAT ONE DAY I CAN HAVE THAT TALK WITH HIM & WRITE IT DOWN HERE.

PEACE✌️