withloverehmak

[withloverehmak]

[withloverehmak]

Sometimes you meet someone, and it's so clear so immediately that the two of you, on some level, belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you're in love or creating things toget her or foxhole buddies or partners in crime. It's so clear, right off the bat, that this is what you're supposed to be doing, that this is what you're for. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest of circumstances, and they help you make a life.l don't know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but. It definitely makes me believe in something

[withloverehmak]

every day i discover the meaning of life and then i lose it and then again a new day and i discover the meaning of life and lose it by night time and then again and so on

[withloverehmak]

I say ''fuck it we ball'', but I'm not balling, instead I'm spiraling, and it's not towards a good place.

[withloverehmak]

May Sarton, The House by the Sea

[withloverehmak]

Let these letters be the hands that hold your heart when mine are too far to reach.....

[withloverehmak]

At the end of the day all I love is sleep

[withloverehmak]

ten years ago you were so scared of such different things, but you survived them anyway. the same goes for five years ago and two years ago. everything that has ever felt like a hurdle, you’ve passed through. so be afraid, identify your fears, and then allow yourself to remember that in just a little while, this will be another thing that you have overcome.

[withloverehmak]

[withloverehmak]

i could be so much worse. for example, i could start acting like my father

[withloverehmak]

And I run around like a madwoman, begging people to see me, to look beneath my skin, deep into my soul, and love me with my flaws embedded in my flesh.

[withloverehmak]

The feminine urge to say this to the right person🦋 ~

main tab tak saath chaloon tere

jab tak na kahe tu main haara

Isliye tujhse main pyaar karoon

ki tu ik badal aawara

janam janam se hoon saath tere

hai naam mera jal ki dhara

[withloverehmak]

“Ishq naazuq mizaaj hai bay hadd // aqal ka boj utha nahi sakta”

love is so incredibly fragile, it cannot bear the weight of intellect.

- Akbar Allahabadi

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i know that life isn't a race and that everyone does things on their own schedule and that i shouldn't compare myself to other people who haven't lived the same life that i have and overcome the same obstacles i have. BUT

[withloverehmak]

girlhood never ages

[withloverehmak]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[withloverehmak]

Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage