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When I was in the hospital, they gave me a big bracelet that said ALLERGY, but like. I'm allergic to bees. Were they going to prescribe me bees in there.

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crown.

you are the permanent clench in my jaw

the sores inside my cheeks

the scars and scabs on my legs from clawing at my skin in my sleep

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"People empty me. I have to get away to refill."

– Charles Bukowski

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“narcissist” is not a mental health diagnosis, NPD is. you dont get diagnosed as a narcissist, you get diagnosed with NPD and can choose to call yourself a narcissist or just a pwNPD.

Someone with NPD can be abusive and it can have nothing to do with their NPD, someone without NPD can be abusive and it can have everything to do with narcissism. “narc abuse” is just a description of how the survivor was abused, not an attack on people with NPD.

No survivors of this particularly incidious type of abuse are not ableists for calling it what it is. No the sub reddit Raisedbynarcissists is not a cesspool of bigotry and ableism because the people within in recognise their own horrible experience and know what to call it. No you are not the victim in a total strangers abuse simply because you have a cluster b disorder. Get your head out of your ass.

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I'm realizing now that what you really wanted was to be able to call yourself a good parent. Which is different than wanting to *be* one.

It didn't matter if I struggled, as long as you found a way to argue it was my own fault.

It didn't matter if I was hurting, as long as you could persuade yourself it was best to do nothing.

It didn't matter if I was in need, as long as you had everyone convinced that you gave plenty.

You were too busy crafting your own story to put any care into the way you crafted mine

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mmm soob

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i dont know what its like to not be in pain anymore

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When people think of suicide

They think of a hanging rope,

A drug overdose,

A slit on the wrist.

But a rope does not kill you

And neither do pills or a cut.

You see,

Depression kills what matters most,

Leaving only the physical part of you to finish off yourself

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When frankenstein's creature said accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust? And when Judas said why didn't you make me good enough so that you could've loved me? And when wych elm said why did you do this to me? I was your baby. You made me. But then sophokles said, i am the shape you made me, filth teaches filth.

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everyone talks about cutting off a toxic parent

but no one ever talks about the pain of wanting a parent but knowing yours cannot love you the way they should

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When I found out that the med I take makes me severely immunocompromised and no one warned me.  During a pandemic...

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I thought I would be understood

Without words

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𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕳𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝕰𝖝𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖗 𝕬𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖈

Which is your favorite?

Let’s be friends on Instagram @SpookyScaryShelby

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Everybody shut up I'm sinking into a daydream universe where I'm loved and nothing is wrong