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Do y’all still read? 😭

If so…

-Toya

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Thank you Dee ♥️

Im definitely leaning more towards the first version of the story. I even know why I stopped writing (I started to rush the story) so it’ll help me to refocus. Up until the 7-8 chapter the story was fine in my eyes.

I’m doing some looking back and reblogging now. (The memories chy lol) so I’ll be back to let everyone know when to expect me to start posting it how I’ll go about it.

Please post AKLDM. Every time I look for cole fics that one always comes up lol. I want to read it so bad

Whew honey….

I know I saw the chapters in my email, I’ll look and see what I find.

There is two different version but the first one was my favorite honestly….so I’ll look and see how many I find in my email.

If I can find the chapters, I’ll post and let everyone know the status of that.

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So update:

I have found alllooott of drafted chapters and even some that are finished of the second version of AKLDM. Nonetheless, I’m coming up short with finding many chapters on the very first version of the story. I definitely remember the story line up into I stop writing on it (I have forgotten the ideal ending, my bad). So, what would be prefer is honestly my question for you and anyone else looking to re-read?

In both stories J. Cole’s character was an NBA basketball player (which I love the idea of, so I will be keeping that).

However, the first version he was an NBA player who  was very successful in his sport however, had forgotten about an high school best friend turned college girlfriend, who he also shared an child with. (Their child was unfortunately born still-born, I believe. I have forgotten if that’s exact, but I know the child doesn’t live). Cole’s character pretty much leaves the young lady to deal with their issues alone while he continues his career, and eventually they drift apart with unspoken issues.

The second story, he was battling fixing his marriage with his wife after constantly cheating and having a baby on her. (Yes, I was the bad guy after one particular situation chy LMAO). Nonetheless, it was the typical love-gone wrong, trying to fix it story line. They are in the beginning of a messy divorce, an arrogant side-chick/babymama, property issues, and his wife letting him know she’s found out she can’t have children.

I personally enjoyed both, but would prefer to know which one everyone is interested in. I will say, if my memory serves me right, the first version received more recognition and responses per chapter....but hey.

Let me know and I’ll work on something cause I’m in need of a true FF read, even if it’s my own.

Please post AKLDM. Every time I look for cole fics that one always comes up lol. I want to read it so bad

Whew honey….

I know I saw the chapters in my email, I’ll look and see what I find.

There is two different version but the first one was my favorite honestly….so I’ll look and see how many I find in my email.

If I can find the chapters, I’ll post and let everyone know the status of that.

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Please post AKLDM. Every time I look for cole fics that one always comes up lol. I want to read it so bad

Whew honey....

I know I saw the chapters in my email, I’ll look and see what I find.

There is two different version but the first one was my favorite honestly....so I’ll look and see how many I find in my email.

If I can find the chapters, I’ll post and let everyone know the status of that.

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What happen to AKLDM fic ?

I actually never finished this story, I’m sorry. I really have thought about it however. At least to put on Wattpad.

I found some old chapters in my emails. So, it’s possible to revamp while I’m in this writing spirit.

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J. Cole Short

08-19

Part 1 of ….

The darkness covers the skies as I punch the gas petal; a red plastic cup not inches away from me giving me the leisure to sip in peace whenever I feel the desperate need for the Royal Crown to consume me once more. My mother would probably have a temper tantrum knowing the amount of liquor I’ve downed in the night alone.

Thank goodness she lived her life and gone on to hopefully watch over mine; especially in times like these. If she’s doing the job everyone says; I won’t wreck this $145,000 R8 on the streets of 1-4, causing a scene and while giving the some of those here in Miami exactly what they want most; the angry-tempered man finally reaching the end of his chances. What most won’t admit is, I once built the same cliffs, bridges, and brought water to the rivers that I’ve burned, torn, and swam across to get to a better end. More importantly they won’t give life to the times I’ve held tightly to ones that meant the most to me before becoming Earth’s very own man-storm.  

No one remembers the good.

My stepfather preached that to me and my five siblings the entire fifteen years he spent in our world. I didn’t realize how serious he was until it was too late and I was faced with the truth that as long as you take care of those that are around; you can replace God himself and they’ll knell before you. But once you say no, even to the smallest task…you’re no longer the King you once were. You’re nothing more than a burden that’s holding them back, even when the truth is, you’re the reason they’ve gotten so far.

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Hope you do a jcole of course. The fics have slowed down but I still see a group of black authors still staying strong and updating.

Definitely want to do something J. Cole for sure. Thanks for that hun.

There definitely are some strong writers still around; which I’m proud of tremendously. I’m actually trying to find a list of active stories just so I’ll have something to read in the meantime.

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so...

Here’s the set up,

I miss writing and therefore I miss the fanfic world a whole lot. Of course, Tumblr and it’s major policy and recent change has caused even more of a drough on our wtiting world, so stories are at a all time low right now, but this void can’t be ignored anymore.

And I don’t have the energy to commit, lie, or promise an full story. Especially when there’s not many stories on here that are being regularly updated anyways.

Nonetheless, as you probably have guessed, I need to vent and release some of these thoughts in my head and what’s better than Tumblr to do so.

This page will be my shorts page. A page dedicated to short stories I write and eventually grouped by the artist or theme (if there’s no artist/visuals given).

Cross our fingers and hope this goes as planned. P.S.: I’m open to any opening suggestions and thought you all have.

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Hey,

I know tumblr dead especially for Fanfics now 😩😢

However, I have made a personal tumblr that I’m open to share with everyone. Just so we can keep in touch.

{x} <<<< There’s the link.

If tumblr ever starts back poppin on the writing and fanfics side of things; I will definitely start back posting. Until then follow and let’s keep in touch on a more personal level.

Also, please keep in mind I’m also over the age of 23. My tumblr doesn’t post pornography at all, but I am grown....so yeah.

Love you all.

Toya ❤️

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𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒔𝒆𝒚 - 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒆𝒓.🕊🏁

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J. Cole x Ty Dolla $ign 

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Nipsey Hustle passing.. hit different. At a loss for words.

DO IT WHILE YOU’RE HERE.

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J. Cole at the 2019 State Farm All-Star Saturday Night

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Happy 34th Birthday to J. Cole! 🐐🎈

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Bailey

He didn’t even survive pass the next day.

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