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Requested by anon

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It's interesting how if you're a system and you have at least one insys couple , no matter how much you say you hate yourself , in some capacity , deep down , you do love yourself .

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having a constant identity crisis and then bonking your head in a cartoonish way because you remember you have DID

like huh why is there a horse here oh wait this is a farm

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Requested by anon

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YOOOOO THIS IS AWESOME

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a beautiful baby boy named pk;member new

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sorry babe i can’t come over. i’m arguing with the voices in my head about whether or not they exist again

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When you're dissociating and someone asks you if you're okay

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Me: I need coping mechanism

Brain: We have coping mechanism at home

Coping mechanism at home: pk;m new

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having a thought thats not your own like [does a double take] WHO SAID THAT

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looks at all the old host's friends. like what am i supposed to say "hey sorry i replaced your friend but we can be friends instead!" like WHAT

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pretty much

– Elliot

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this is awesoem

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Undiagnosed systemhood is

Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.

Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.

Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.

Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.

Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.

Feeling like you don't belong in your body, like you aren't actually you.

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When you switch several times during a conversation and you just have no idea what's going on anymore or what you're even taking about

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me, forgetting i have gets possessed disorder: wow that memory sure felt like i was possessed