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i think it all boils down to them wanting to feel loved and wanted in the way that they need it, for it to be shown in ways without directly telling them because it’s all serious when it’s said in a direct way.

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and it’s not even saying the people they miss in our system! god, i’m so distraught about this. do you all understand what i’m talking about? do you ever love someone so much that it physically pains you to watch them hurt?

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this doesn’t even begin to explain the pain i feel because of them missing people, too. they miss someone every day of their fucking life. i want to take all of this sorrow and bury it under the sea. she doesn’t deserve this pain. she doesn’t deserve to remember someone who doesn’t want her back anymore. she doesn’t deserve the pain of loss, a someone she holds tightly onto depsite knowing he’s never coming back. and she’s trying to not face there’s someone else she’ll never see again, and probably another after that. it’s so important for us to stay because others have the tendency to not, and stevie cannot handle more loss. the pain is too much to bare. someone better not fucking leave them again or i will personally stop it from ever happening again. it’s bullshit he shouldn’t have to handle. i won’t sit here and allow it to happen over and over. it can’t and it won’t. i love him too much to watch it come and go like waves.

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this makes me fucking sad to see, man. i wish they didn’t have to feel this way. i wish i could’ve told her somehow that things would’ve ended up like they are, so that he could’ve known how to keep the good being good. it makes me sick to know she’s ruined something and cannot go back to how it was before. it’s at first glance an easy fix, but things aren’t so simple, are they? fuck, man. i wish i could make things better for them and her partner. i know he’d be happier because of it. i wish i had a way to tell the partner how to make it better as well, but i’m afraid i don’t have the words for that, or even a beginning for that matter. i think it’s simply over, can’t be undone. it doesn’t help the fact i wish i could.

i miss flirting and feeling fine about it

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i mourn for stevie that they cut specific things out of their life just to avoid the consequences of having to think about missing someone. i wish i could take this pain from her.

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my purpose is to surrender myself to the act of loving you.

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it’s a bit funny when we suddenly stop being talked to because someone else is fronting (me), but i can’t blame them, haha. i just don’t like being alone, to be honest.

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i love my partner so much.

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I AHWVNT BEEN FOLLOWING UR BLOG OOPS hi will. again. Smiles wide

haha, hi :) that’s alright, darling, no worries. /lh

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help

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aw, fuck. i could’ve made ramen instead of rice :(

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i’m making it my personal agenda to get johnnie to front with stevie soon so that they can have their date and have a nice time together. i firmly believe they both deserve it! i’m also aware of stevie’s plans and i’m supportive of my partner’s decisions.

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judgemental thang

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i love weed :)

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look at our fucking makeup! it looks fucking incredible!

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i’ve decided i want to do some makeup for us. we need a non-online distraction right now, and makeup seems like the best option!

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i love my partner :)