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Ctto

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Calling me intelligent and kind would flatter me more than calling me beautiful

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I was trapped in here. Nowhere to go, no one to call.

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I have a very social awkward personality. It's like sharing one of my stories to people around me is already an achievement for me. When it is voluntarily because usually in a conversation involving 2 or more people, I would only listen rathen than talk.

And lately, I've been isolating myself from my friends and classmates at school. I keep my distance because I feel uneasy around people. I feel tired and exhausted interacting with them. And lately, I feel like they dont like me as well and they were just forced to be kind to me because they need something from me.

I dont like people except my family and loved ones. I dont like how they are so nice at you because they need something from u then when they got what they need, they will ignore you and just treat you like nobody. Fuck them all. And fuck me for thinking this way.

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Today, and as of now, my whole body feels so weak. My energy are all drained to the point that even standing consumes my energy. I dont feel sad, I dont feel happy either. I just feel hopeless and helpless. All I did these past few days was survive and do the things I need to do in a day to literally survive without feeling any sense of happiness.

I had come up to the point where suicide has been my option. I think it was 3 days ago. And in that day, all I did was cry as hard as my inner soul wanted. Until my eyes are so puffy and the person that loves me has been bothered.

I don't want this feeling. I want this pain to stop. I want this fcking pain to stop along with my breathing. I want this to end... And here I am again with the thoughts in ending my life. It sucks.

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The third one._. So pretty you wont even be able to think he... She was a boy. So beautiful

2008 vs 2018

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Oooohh the phases

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from : weheartit 

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from @weheartit

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― Donnie Darko (2001) Gretchen: You’re weird. Donnie: Sorry. Gretchen: No, that was a compliment actually.

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I love todoroki 😍 i love how cold his personality is yet he has a warm heart for the people he love especially his mother 😍😍😍 waaaah can I marry hiiiim

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resist the urge to give up on healing just because it is slow

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I need oxytocin right now, i need ur hug