⚠Hey, I'm 20 and dealing with an eating disorder. This blog's triggering. If you are recovering or starting to get into this "lifestyle" leave now. I'm 1000% pro recovery, not in it myself. I do not support people giving themselves eating disorders and i do not promote them. That being said, if you ever need to talk I'm here for you. HW: 289 CW: 244.2 gw1🔓: 252 gw2🔒: 230
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ed things as john mulaney quotes (pt. 1)
(note: i’m not doing this to promote, just coping in my own weird way lol)
1. you: *goes out in public*
2. you: i want to recover / your ed:
3. when u eat 2 calories over ur limit and u feel like it counts as a binge/fail
4. hearing “ur ed will eventually kill you”
5. the number on the scale: *goes up by .1* / you:
6. when u feel like you’ve lost weight but the number on the scale is higher than last time u checked it
7. you: i want to be skinny / your ed:
8. someone who doesn’t have an ed: *makes a joke about ed’s* / you, internally:
9. anyone: *comments on your weight in a positive or negative way* / you:
10. when u have absolutely no energy to exercise
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this post is a promise to myself that i will be skinny in 2020
i’ve spent far too much time crying about my appearance and hating myself because of my weight. i’ll be 19 next year and i can’t do this anymore i can’t go through life being fat anymore. i will be skinny in 2020, i’ll make sure of it
reblog if this is a promise you’re making to yourself too
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this post is a promise to myself that i will be skinny in 2020
i’ve spent far too much time crying about my appearance and hating myself because of my weight. i’ll be 19 next year and i can’t do this anymore i can’t go through life being fat anymore. i will be skinny in 2020, i’ll make sure of it
reblog if this is a promise you’re making to yourself too
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Looking for more blogs to follow 🖤
Reblog if:
your sw is 250+
you struggle with binge eating
you don’t currently “look like you have an ed”
you’re 18+
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some thinspo imagines🤠
-your collarbones are so defined that whenever you wear a necklace, the chain falls into the dip a little bit. when you wear off the shoulder tops, people stare and wonder if those dips could hold water or not.
-you purchase regular jeans, not high waisted, and wear them with a crop top. when you sit, your stomach is completely flat without the jeans covering anything up. everyone is jealous.
-it’s come to the point where you don’t crave food anymore. sure, you eat, but it’s always small and dainty meals, and you never binge.
-you’re known around school/town as the skinny one. people wonder how you lost that much weight. you tell everyone that it’s just self control as you drink your black coffee.
-your friends are jealous, but also concerned. they ask you if you’re alright because you bruised so easily from a small bump on a table. you smile and tell them that you feel the best you ever have, because it’s the truth. you met your UGW and it’s better than you could of imagined.
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Wanna be able to sit in someone’s lap and not cut off their circulation in .2 seconds because I’m a huge fatty thanks
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you’re not strong if you decline a meal you love
you’re strong if you let yourself enjoy it even though your disorder is screaming at you not to
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Half a tuna sandwich, 2 cheesticks, and this with is a cup of rice and a melted cheese stick. I'm giving most to my dog though
#tw#eating disoder tw#tw eating problems#tw avoiding food#avoiding food#skip meals#don't eat#skipping meals
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Do you ever just like take a deep breath & then all of a sudden start crying? No? oh me neither.
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i binged yesterday but still lost half a kilo reblog for good luck 💆🏻♀️
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Winter Thinspo: ❄️✨
Black leggings where your thighs don’t touch
Being extra cold from your ED and winter weather™️ so wearing multiple layers
3 layers of fuzzy socks because your feet are so cold from how well you’re restricting
No one can see your weight loss but you right now, focus!
Fluffy sweater paws covering dainty wrists
Having to move slowly so you don’t pass out. Why be in a hurry?
SUMMER BODIES ARE MADE IN THE WINTER 👏🏼👏🏼
On Christmas, you’re stomach is so small you only pick at dinner
You won’t even binge anymore, you’ll be past that point
Distant relatives hug and greet you with a “Wow! You’re so thin, you need some meat on those bones!”
You deserve happiness.
Your dream body will look gorgeous in all of the flowy outfits Spring offers.
Returning in the months of spring with thin thighs and a small waist
You WILL be in control.
Receiving clothes as gifts and they don’t fit because of how much weight you’ve lost this month
Feeling hot green tea slide into your empty stomach
Back pains from standing too long.
A beautiful thin neck that peeks out of warm turtlenecks
Collarbones peaking through your T- Shirt. You can’t help it.
Your friends commenting on how you seem thinner, you reply with “I’ve just had the flu is all.”
Christmas lights illuminating your carved out cheekbones as you sit in front of the tree.
Sitting in front of the fireplace to warm your thin frame.
Sipping on 50 cal hot chocolate as you study for school
Just like a snowflake ❄️ , the fat will steadily melt off of you.
Feeling like a dainty, thin elf as you dance around on winter nights in your beautiful body
Disclaimer: I DO NOT SUPPORT EATING DISORDERS THIS IS FOR ME! If you fear you may be developing a disorder please seek help immediately. Please do not report my account, this is my safe space.
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I wish I would lose weight as fast as I'm losing my will to live.
I wish my BMI would drop as low as all my grades.
I wish my fat would leave me as quick as my friends do.
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Im not sick! I am just cheap, my currency is calories 🤷🏻♀️
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