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im more in the mood to make edits than write tho so what if i made some edits of our muses... and posted them with fun lyrics... what if

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sorry i accidentally disappeared i was MOVING which is wild, i found a new apartment p quickly and have been getting everything set up

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we should do more blogs where we use sims as faceclaims

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she's like a 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 . . . ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

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I'm engrossed in wanting you so.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned (1922)

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@sorehsu ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

she's watched him for a few days now ; in and out of the cantina quickly, hood always up. she can't quite tell what he's doing, but he speaks to the same person . . . ❪     does he feel me ? sense me ? or has he so deeply severed his connection to the force that he cannot feel even me ?     ❫ tattooine is a godless planet with unbearable heat and vile gangsters, but anything was tolerable for this daily peek at him.

when he drifts past her, serena stands this time. a difference.

she doesn't hide that she's following him ━━ he'll either confront her or lose her.

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soft, girlish giggles bubble to her lips from his comment. she knows he isn't busy ━━━ even if she hadn't asked him about his work schedule ❪     she couldn't help being curious !     ❫ she squeezes his hand, thankful that she isn't being forced to pay attention to anything else. she focuses on watching his blue eyes, rimmed with pretty lashes and shining with the light of the streets as the pass under the rare lamp. every time that their eyes meet, she feels butterflies in her stomach. serena sighs to herself ; where did she find him, again ? in a neon pantheon in the dark, on a blackened alter ? even the paleness of their skin is different ; ian's veins show icily against his wrist while serena's cheeks are rose - blushed. she doesn't know when following him around the video store turned into hang outs, which turned into make outs in the back of his car and picking her up from ballet, but she's thankful nonetheless.

❛     i hadn't thought about it,     ❜ serena says. taking in his profile, she understands what he means with the least amount of words. ballet was about a certain standard of beauty ; but what did that matter when serena finds ian so beautiful anyway ? and she's happier anyway if no one else agrees with her ━━ then there was no one to take him away from her. ❛     i don't want you to be uncomfortable . . . but i really do want you there. these are front row, so you'll be able to actually see me. um . . . most people wear formal clothes to ballet, so you should wear something like that, but . . . whatever you want to wear that's formal ! if it's not suitable to you, and just what everyone else is wearing, i'll be upset.     ❜ though ian would look so gorgeous in a suit, she didn't want to see him conform to the others.

the warmth seeping from her hand into his much colder one only made his fingers curl around a little tighter —— attempting to perhaps selfishly absorb some more of it... ( it's only a bonus that he also doesn't want to let go. ) and even though he's unfortunately forced to keep an eye trained on the windshield, he can hear the coy tone at his side... he wants to see if there's a matching look paired with it. but he doesn't —— instead letting his own smile stretch a little wider while he waits for her to feed into his curiosity... and the disc ( sloppily scrawled with sharpie the date he burned it ) that was shoved into the mouth of the radio quietly moves on to the next song.

❛❛ i'll have t'check my schedule. ❜❜ but that's obviously just a joke, as proven by the small laugh that rattled around somewhere in his chest after he says it —— probably under one of the same ribs that protect his heart. ( he felt it do something weird at the sentiment. ) truthfully, he'd been curious for a while now ! occasionally watching her practice wasn't the same as seeing her on stage... but that stupid little nagging voice in his head liked to tell him that she probably wouldn't want him at one of her shows; he'd stick out like the sorest thumb you'd ever seen. dirty in comparison and detract from the beauty. his index finger gently caresses the closest piece of skin in his grasp, and his tone ( his smile ) softened some before he continued. ❛❛ 'm sure they're worth it... you really want me there? y'don't think i'll, like... look weird being there? ❜❜

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im gonna do some writing rn but

today is my baby brother's funeral and im kind of falling apart! he killed himself and i found him on thanksgiving and i havent been able to type that bc there are no real words for it

i dont rly wanna talk abt it but i'd love all the distractions, i am processing my emotions healthily with my family rn and journaling but i also want a space where i can just be free and not think abt it at all

my discord is .mayqueen if any mutuals would like to chat and stuff before this evening, i rly just wanna plot and talk about rp stuff to get my mind off of this for now

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❛     i'd love to,     ❜ serena says, watching him stand upright from his bow to her. she steps closer to him, her palm on his shoulder, as she smiles up at him. her hand reaches up to embrace his cheek, and she gives him a kiss against his skin.

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“ been a while, ” he says with a smile, lifting his lips from the back of her hand. “ dance with me ? ”

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gently takes her hand and kisses the top. oh?

serena gives cal a soft smile, cheeks flushing. he always knows how to enchant her, whether on purpose or just naturally. ❛     oh, hello . . .     ❜

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alex wiggles his eyebrows obnoxiously

wiggles her eyebrows back :eyes:

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will start doing some stuff after i eat, but i made a multi muse @scandalocious !!!

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OH, WHAT A VALIANT ROAR! what a bland goodbye. the coward claimed he was a lion. private obi-wan kenobi of star wars, prequels and legends based. cherished by cassidy.

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i want to write something new so like this for a starter <3

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serena lays her knees to the side. if they were on a couch, she'd be tumbling into his lap, soft and girlishly pressing their knees together. instead, she just watches his hand seek hers, and she can't hide the wide smile on her pink lips when they lock together. his hand is cold from the chilled air, his fingers long and lithe and handsome. she gently squeezes his hand, feeling like a high school crush. that's an experience she had never had - no, her heart had been set on some nutcracker prince, handsome and perfect. no normal boy, not even her fellow dancers, had ever been good enough to catch her eye.

❛     yeah,     ❜ serena says coyly. what is she thinking about? him, of course, and how the moonlight seems to caress him to the point of reverence. maybe she feels a pang of jealousy. ❛     i got you something. some tickets to the next show. um, i'd love if came. you can tell me if the late night pick ups were worth it or not.      ❜

blues free from eyeliner ( the way god intended ) after having been given the day to breathe turned back toward the road as his right hand returned to the wheel. his left, however, ashed out of the window with a quick thumb —— and he ignored the floating specks that flew back in like they couldn't stay away for long and fell into his lap. ( he didn't bother to turn the volume back up either, ) especially when given her response. it makes him laugh some as the chill air nipped at the side of his exposed neck and the hand clutching his cigarette.

not at her expense —— but because... how could she say that without specifying? ❛❛ yeah? ❜❜ he takes a careful turn before reaching back out with that same hand in charge of the radio to blindly find a piece of her. ( fingertips brushing over the knee closest to him, ) and they find her own in the process. his index gently curls around one of hers when he glances over again. she's so pretty... even when being taken in at short intervals. ❛❛ thinkin' about what? ❜❜

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her breath catches lightly in her throat when the streetlights illuminate his jawline just so. sometimes the christmas lights that are already hanging flash against his pale skin in hues of green, red, blue, and silver. even if it weren't december, with the sun setting at five o'clock, it would be midnight's pitch black by the time serena finished with ballet - ian was kind to pick her up. her feet ached too much to walk, and taxis and the like had lost their charm since becoming ian's "passenger princess".

serena watches every little movement, silver smoke curling into the air, his fingers twitching to flick the ash out the window. her blonde head is laid back against the headrest, her knees pulled up to her chest. when his hand reaches forward, serena's fingers twitch -- like she's prepared to open them, lock them together -- then she flexes her digits and rests them on her knees instead. ❛     no, it was fine. i was just . . . thinking about something.     ❜

of course, he's taking her the long way home —— the winding backroads to enjoy her company at his right side, even if it wasn't spent the whole time talking... in fact, he's had his radio cranked for most of the ride while a mix cd spun in the player after bragging about how good he curated it. ( this is all just an excuse to steal more time with her. ) he'd be willing to drive several hours and back to pick her up from wherever she was if that's what it took ! but he wouldn't say that... though he wouldn't mutter a faux complaint about sitting outside waiting for ballet to end, either. he'll just offer his chauffer service free of charge and smile every time she climbed into the passenger seat instead.

his fingers idly drummed against the steering wheel in time to adema's giving in as blues watched the road ahead and the rolled down window sucked the plume of smoke curling from his cigarette out like a vacuum. ( his tongue absently prodded at the silver inside his lower lip, ) and he felt her gaze all the while... because of course he felt it —— he's almost hyper aware of her presence whenever he's with her. after a break from the chorus, his ring adorned hand suddenly shot out to turn down the volume by a couple notches while he glanced over at her with a flicker of something akin to concern. ❛❛ what—? is it too loud? ❜❜

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𝜗𝜚 ━━━━ eternal sunshine by ariana grande sentence starters. feel free to change any pronouns or anything as needed! ♡

INTRO (END OF THE WORLD) :

❛ how can i tell if i'm in the right relationship ? ❜

❛   aren't you really supposed to know that shit ?   ❜

❛   if the sun refused to shine, would i still be your lover ?   ❜

❛   and if it all ended tomorrow, would i be the one on your mind?   ❜

BYE :

❛   this ain't the first time i've been hostage to these tears.   ❜

❛   at least i know how hard we tried , both you and me.   ❜

❛   you know, i'm stronger than i think.   ❜

❛   usually i'd join you on the floor , but this dance ain't for me.   ❜

❛   now it's just too late to choose me.   ❜

DON'T WANNA BREAK UP AGAIN :

❛   i fall asleep crying, you turn up the tv. you don't want to hear me.   ❜

❛   i'm too much for you.   ❜

❛   i'm too much for you , so i really gotta do the thing i don't wanna do.   ❜

❛   i don't wanna fuck with your head.   ❜

❛   it's breaking my heart to keep breaking yours.   ❜

❛   i don't wanna break up again.   ❜

❛   but you didn't even try.   ❜

❛   won't abandon me again for you and i.   ❜

❛   just one kiss goodbye.   ❜

❛   hope you won't regret me.   ❜

❛   hope you'll still think fondly of our little life.   ❜

ETERNAL SUNSHINE :

❛   i don't care what people say , we both know i couldn't change you.   ❜

❛   i've never seen someone lie like you do.   ❜

❛   so now we play our separate scenes.   ❜

❛   now she's in my bed , laying on your chest.   ❜

❛   now i'm in my head , wondering how it ends.   ❜

❛   i showed you all my demons , all my lies.   ❜

❛   hope you feel alright when you're in her.   ❜

❛   i found a good boy and he's on my side.   ❜

❛   you're just my eternal sunshine.   ❜

SUPERNATURAL :

❛   i want you to come claim it.   ❜

❛   what are you waiting for ?   ❜

❛   this love's possessing me , but i don't mind at all.   ❜

❛   need your hands all up on my body , like the moon needs the stars.   ❜

❛   let's go too far.   ❜

TRUE STORY :

❛   this is a true story about all the games i know you play.   ❜

❛   ain't gonna happen to me.   ❜

❛   i'll play the villain if you need me to.   ❜

❛   i'll be the one you pay to see play the scene , roll the cameras please.   ❜

❛   i'll play whatever part you need me to.   ❜

❛   i'll play the bad girl if you need me to.   ❜

❛   if it makes you feel better.   ❜

❛   i'll be the one you love to hate , can't relate.   ❜

❛   i'll play whatever part you need me to , and i'll be good in it too.   ❜

THE BOY IS MINE :

❛   i'm usually so unproblematic.   ❜

❛   something about him is made for somebody like me.   ❜

❛   baby , come over.   ❜

❛   the boy is mine.   ❜

❛   i can't wait to try him.   ❜

❛   watch me take my time.   ❜

❛   i can't believe my mind.   ❜

❛   the boy is divine.   ❜

❛   i know it's simply meant to be.   ❜

❛   i take full accountability for all these tears.   ❜

❛   but i can't ignore my heart.   ❜

YES , AND ? :

❛   and if you find yourself in a dark situation , just turn on your light.   ❜

❛   say that shit with your chest.   ❜

❛   be your own fucking best friend.   ❜

❛   i'm so done with caring what you think.   ❜

❛   your energy is yours , and mine is mine.   ❜

WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS ( WAIT FOR YOUR LOVE ) :

❛  we can't be friends.   ❜

❛   but i'd like to just pretend.   ❜

❛   i'll wait for your love.   ❜

❛   i don't like how you paint me.   ❜

❛   it's something like a daydream.   ❜

❛   you cling to your papers and pens.   ❜

❛   wait until you like me again.   ❜

❛   you got me misunderstood.   ❜

❛   but at least i look this good.   ❜

I WISH I HATED YOU :

❛   i wish i hated you.   ❜

❛   i rearrange my memories.   ❜

❛   i try to rewrite our life.   ❜

❛   i wish you were worse to me.   ❜

❛   hoping life brings you no new pain.   ❜

IMPERFECT FOR YOU :

❛   my boy , come take my hand.   ❜

❛   my love , they don't understand.   ❜

❛   i'll hold your hurt in the box here beside me.   ❜

❛   how could we know we'd rearrange all the cosmos ?   ❜

❛   i just can't go where you don't go.   ❜

❛   usually i'm fucked up , anxious , too much.   ❜

❛   i'll love you like you need me to.   ❜

❛   i'm not like that since i met you.   ❜

❛   how could we know we'd make the bad stuff delightful ?   ❜

ORDINARY THINGS :

❛   i don't want anything but more time.   ❜

❛   no matter what we do , there's never gonna be an ordinary thing.   ❜

❛   there's never gonna be an ordinary thing as long as i'm with you.   ❜

❛   i don't need no diamonds, just your time.   ❜

❛   you hit just like the first sip of wine after a long day.   ❜