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Hey!

Yeah! It's the same again.

Again and again.

Sometimes, I'm wondering why things happens to us. Na para bang mean't na talaga na palagi tayong magsa-suffer sa bandang huli.

Why does we feel so dead inside kahit na alam natin na we are being loved by others. To think, that we have someone already pero yun nga, you feel so alone pa din.

Why do we asked attention? dahil ba wala tayo noon nung bata pa tayo?

Did someone stole that from us?

Alam mo yung di dapat tayo ganito. Pero bakit ganito yung nararamdaman natin? Patay na patay sa loob pero need natin mabuhay kasi may umaasa na satin.

Yung gusto mong sumigaw, umiyak at magwala kasi nararamdaman mo na hindi ka na okay pero need mo maging okay.. kahit sobrang sakit na.

I just wished na maging okay na tayo, self.

Alam mo sa sarili mo na yun. Let go.

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Dear God,

Please send me the motivation and willpower to continue this life. I'm on the edge of nothingness at the moment and somehow I'm trying to get out of it.

Kiddingggg...

I just need to be the alpha female again hhaaah

I've been there. And I need to go back again.

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Yung narerealized ko na no matter how good I am to other, nakakapagod din pala umintindi at intindihin sila.

When they are not good situation, you were there for them to help them, which is good kasi, atleast you manage to save a life.

Pero.. how about you, bruuhh?? Nauubos ka din. Nadri-drain. Kahit anong sabi mo sa sarili mo na "you'll be fine" but in totality, you're not. Imagine? You manage to imprison all your monsters inside and your good in holding it. Then eventually, bigla silang lalabas na naman kasi you let your wall down.

So, I guess. I need to be this snail again and hide myself. Unleash my inner goth and forget the society muna.

Thanks and Goodbye, Earth.

#selflove #art #commish

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I guess, my biggest regret in life is physically alive but deep-inside I’m dead already. I owe my self to the person who wants me alive so he live. 

I guess, I thanked him. 

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It's been a while. But it's good to be back. Here is my 3rd art for this year.

I'm still on my practice mode and trying to gain my confidence back. Although life always punches me, I still manage to go back again. Here's a drawing to this group that I joined with. I hope, I can still draw more. #art #animestyle #animegirl #cyberpunkchallenge #cybergirl #designsbymyheart #drawing #oc #original

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I'm starting to like Autodesk. Suppose to be this Park Bo Young, but then again, I can't draw the real her. 😫

#practice #draw #drawingstyle #anime #animegirl #animedrawingstyle