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He gets pissed off easily but I like that about him.

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Gage is definitely contender for the funniest Fallout 4 companion because he’s such a sad little kind of ugly loser of a man, who basically everyone in Nuka-World either hates or just dismisses every time he opens his mouth, and who will spill his guts to you at the first opportunity just to tell you about how shitty and sad his life is

“Yeah I think I’ll just be the guy behind the Overboss pulling the strings” shut the fuck up you’re my pet now boy. Put the collar and maid dress on

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when Sam went “why me” it gave me major mass effect flashbacks. it’s Horizon all over again innit, this has to end in marriage

edit: well it did end in marriage

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if PDB description of enneagram subtypes is accurate (I’m no expert), I believe Aiden Caldwell is sp 6 yes, hes kind hes a good boi thats why Mia liked him thats probably how he survives the wasteland. but so secondary? No matter what path you choose, hes not looking for a support group, joining a group to feel empowered, however you phrase it. still, sx 6 doesn’t make much sense, I mean he’s into parkour and has a good body 100%, but he’s not doing it to feel secure? and don’t mention attract mates. (am I missing something here? why’s he into parkour?) at this point I’ll stick to sp 6. no guess for secondary

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I don’t know from which point of life I just stopped interacting with human beings. both online and in a physical world. I am antisocial I have to admit, but I lost the drive to express, to utter, to function at a maintenance level. making a sound takes too much effort, I just feel tired every second. no wonder why I indulged myself in video games. at least you don’t need to think about what to say to NPCs… heh

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speaking in tongues by youth fountain struck me like a lightning when I read its lyrics in details. I wrote bunch of these kind of “lyrics” when I was 15, 16, couldn’t be older than that. one of them is wayyyyy too similar. similar themes, similar rhymes. not to say that I didn’t write that one in English. can you believe it in two different languages they rhyme. holy shit. there’s a person out there sing it out loud for that 15 yr old me and my inner teenager. damn. I am so going to carve this one on my tombstone. also it’s so good to know that *I am not alone and never was*. thank you tyler you are a god

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sometimes I think I understand Noctis.

I am in denial of the reality. of many things. I refuse many things because I “know” how it will unfold. I have my reasons

but at the end of the day? I will come to terms with myself and the world.

it’s time to stop deceiving myself.

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CYBERPUNK 2077 | AUTOMATIC LOVE

you’re a dick, y’know. and you’re a cunt. maybe we’ll fit together after all.

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me1!kaidan: baby

me3!kaidan: daddy

[insp]

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I personally don’t ship Connor and Hank but their relationship in any form is beautiful. friends, family, mentor-mentee, lovers, all good.

also to me theres no Connor without Hank and vice versa hahahaha. their relationship is soooo precious. I’m even more attracted to the bond between them than the two characters themselves lol. they deserve to be happy no matter what. bless them till the end of time

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I absolutely love hank anderson’s playlist. I can sit in his car all day. he picks the radio.

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its a myth that johnny silverhand has prominent Fi (if you did let him talk) and stereotypically chaotic (unhealthy) Se and loads of Ni and Te (which is immature and quite effective at the same time), and is typed ENTJ on PDB. I mean ISFP and ENTJ are equally absurd to me. a Te dom with too much Fi and dysfunctional Te or an Fi dom whos waaaaay too loud? or even an ESFP with hella strong Ni? none makes too much sense

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- growing up a tomboy. they said I might be a lesbian. “why?”“am I one?” I asked myself too often

- no? I’m only interested in (some) boys… - in a non sexual way. after almost a decade, I got to realize

- why did peers call me bro and say you aint a boy at the same time

- and girls gave me side eyes

- “go f*ck yourself, androgynous pervert”

- in high school musical festival they referred to me as “the gentleman in a suit who played the piano” “cute boy there”

- “bro” “bro” “bro” everywhere

- voice got deep (!) short hair all the way. wide chins… jeez.

- “you always this cool?”

- college got even wilder. “was that person with you a guy or a gal” and ppl were surprised no matter what my friend told em

- my hair was longer. but I looked like a dude wearing a feminine wig

- I won’t reject the idea of having a romantic relationship. but YOU TELL ME PEOPLE WANT TO F*CK THE OTHER OR GET F*CKED?????????

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- I…

- I guess I am asexual, then.

- and hell, there’s more to go…

- what about “gender identity”? by THEIR standards? by how they ve been treating me? what am I?

- I’m neither. obviously.

- agender, then.

- who am I attracted to, I’ll have to admit I have this emotional need

- they have to be a veeeeery specific person. with so many criteria gender doesn’t play a part

- agender panromantic asexual. sealed.

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Vic is so much like my grandpa lol. hard core professional, borderline performance artist, has The Younger Days and always retreats when emotional situations occur. hahahahaha

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“you’re asking me to write a newest chapter, FOR CASSANDRA” something like that. I know the last part won’t be different even if you aren’t romancing Cass but welp I really like to interpret it as Varric teasing the inquisitor like “you’re courting her with my sappy love fics 😏”

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Kidney stones are human-pearls.