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two days ago and yesterday I skipped supper, but I had snacks instead (at least yesterday) and the main reason was I didn't want to take my rubber bands (for braces) out and it was already late when i remembered and there was no organised meal, just get whatever for yourself

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yesterday at supper I had trouble eating the food, like I wanted it and body was fine but my brain wouldn't let me. exectuive dysphunction for literal eating :(

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I was doing fine for months, everything was going well, it was ok, and then at the end of supper I felt the nausea and it sucks and please don't be starting agian I can't do this this SUCKS WHYYYY

I am hoping so hard that this is only because it was homemade mac and cheese and it's because of my allergy. I am clinging on to that hope

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ok so this blog has been very inactive and I have basically not used it at all recently. however good news! this is because I haven't needed it recently. the issues leave and come again pretty randomly, so this will be used very sporadically.

so don't worry, I didn't die! I just haven't needed this much lately <3

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what if nether endermen develop a slight blue colour due to constantly being surrounded by the fungus basically all the time the crimson nylium starts to gather on em

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what I ate yesterday

breakfast: one double chocolate muffin (didn't have two because needed to leave quickly) and a little bit of apple juice, ate kind of early for me

lunch: second muffin, half a plate of leftover buffalo chicken rigatoni (pasta thingy), two thin slices of italian bread, and a cup of my milk supplement, ate late

supper: chocolate pretzel nut granola bar, one square slice of cold pizza, and a ginger ale, ate very late after everyone else, like 11 pm

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Hello! this blog is for saying what I eat in a day because I struggle with appetite and general stomach issues. this will probably not be every day, just harder ones. this isn't really about weight, and i will not be saying how much calories things are as I don't really keep track of that at all. this will not be professional in the slightest, and I might not keep my formatting consistent. I also don't eat very healthy but please don't talk about it :)

I some of the issue is almost defiantly my very mild allergy to milk and/or gluten. I don't think that it is an eating disorder, although I'm not exactly sure what classifies as one. I will try to put the tw/cw in tags every time, but if you know a way to make that automatic I would appreciate it, also if there's any that I missed or anything please tell me