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When you have 50+ lbs to lose it becomes so difficult and discouraging to keep going. When you’re closer to 200 than 100. Everything you do you can feel the fat on your body and you can’t even hide it.

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

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About to go babysit some kids who are a total terror but so cute. Just thinking about my life and my future goals and how I really don’t want to be fat during it. I am excited for a lot of things, starting a van conversion and seeing things I have never seen before, getting married, and other things. The most important thing im hopeful about is eating healthy and watching the lbs roll of. A lot of people wish to be so scarily thin, but I would be so happy to be 140lbs by the time the summer starts/ july. 

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Do you guys think I could lose 20 lbs in 20 days ?

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I keep craving

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Yesterday after a long hiatus I went walking around my neighborhood. It was so embarrassing for suburban moms with strollers to pass me up while I was trying my best but that’s what happens when you gain a ton of weight. I did about 8000 steps while out so that’s something I guess

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Binged so hard yesterday. What is wrong with me?? I have shit to do this year I can’t be fat while doing it

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Manifesting.

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I just want to be thin so I can hang out with thin hot girls and have Friends!!!! without worrying about what I look like next to them

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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I really need some friends to talk to to help me keep on track. If you have around the same stats as me and want to talk pm me

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