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Peek through the trees

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Seriously just wish my sleeping pills last night had finished me off but instead I woke up with chest pains

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I've not felt this bad in a really long time. I feel numb from being so down. My entire body feels heavy. I really just want to end everything and it's so hard to see the point anymore.

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Over a year later and this is still relevant

I can’t remember the last time I was alone and didn’t want to kill myself

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Sick of myself. Sick of everything. Things would literally be 100,000% better for everyone if I just died. People would be happy to be rid of me. All I ever do is bring them down. If I met me, I'd avoid me at all costs. Bye or whatever.

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I’ve been trying really hard not to fall back into old habits depression wise but fuck, life it making it hard.

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Isn’t it ironic that you get sad a lot but don’t even cry anymore. You just sit there with a lump in your throat and a blank stare because you’re so used to it.

(via neuroticdream)

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‘united we fell’

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I can’t deal with people

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Good at nothing…

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Do you ever lay in bed and realise how lonely you are?

because I do. (via cigarettesforlunch)

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Two years on and seeing into the guy who sexually assaulted me still manages to send me into a major panic attack