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[whoreforall]

DECISIONS PT. FIVE

once me and tom are in his house he gives me a tour. eventually we get up to his room and i put my suitcase next to his night stand. "your bed- holy shit it's fucking huge." i say excitedly. i jump onto his bed landing on my stomach. i turn over onto my back looking up at the ceiling before i feel tom crawl over me.

he looks down at me with a smile. "i have a lot of big things." he wiggles his brows and laughs. i gently shove his face and smile. "ok ok, but seriously. i have a question." i raise my brows and wrap my arms around his neck before continuing. "why were you so mean to georg? he was just trying to be nice and check on me." tom quickly rolls his eyes and his smile fades. "because he looks at you weirdly. and i already know how he feels about you because he's my friend." he looks at me again.

"so he really does have feelings for me?" i sigh. "bill was right!" i laugh. "of course he was right. plus, who the fuck asks someone who just went through something like that if their ok?" he scoffed. "obviously not!" he says. "yeah, but he's still your friend." i say as he lays himself down on me. "yeah but he knew you were mine." tom mumbled. "yours?" i question. "but i'm not yours." i add. "you can if you want to be though." he looks up at me, resting his chin between my boobs.

i smile. "are you asking me to be your girlfriend tom kaulitz?" i raise my brows still smiling. "indeed i am." he smiles. "then i'm yours." i whisper, making his smile grow more. "i can't wait to see the look on his face when he finds out. you should've seen the look he had when he saw you laying in my lap. PRECIOUS!" he laughed. i chuckled at his petty behavior and looked around for the tv remote. when i found it i reached out and grabbed it. "what you wanna watch?" i ask him as i turn the tv on.

"i don't know... what do you want to watch?" he says and i feel him lay his head back down on my chest. "we are watching shameless. i need to finish the last season." i say concentrated. "what the fuck is shameless?" he asks. i shake my head. "a show. you probably won't like it." i smile. "so if you don't tell me and i'll put something else on." i say and put my hand on his back rubbing it. his arms snake around my waist and i lift my back up to make it easier.

***

after a few episodes played i looked down at tom, i didn't even notice he was fast asleep. i was too invested in my show. i turned the tv off and grabbed most of his braids. i started playing with them. i was gently making a braid out of his braids. crossing the pieces over. then undoing them. after a while of me doing this i felt toms arms slid out from beneath me and stretch out to the sides. he then lifted himself up and i pulled my hands away from his head.

he felt the back of his head and looked down at me with tired eyes. "what were you doing?" he smiled a bit. "playing with your hair." i smiled. he shook his head and pulled his hand away from it. he stretched again and looked down at me. "i want to take a shower." he stated plainly. "so go take a shower?" i laughed. "sorry let me rephrase that, i want to take a shower with you." he smirked and grabbed my legs yanking me down more. i gasped and he leaned over me again.

he kissed me roughly before it turned into a makeout. our lips moved in sync. i felt him grab right below my ass and pull me off the bed. i quickly wrapped my arms around his shoulder and broke the kiss. "you asshole your supposed to warn me." i giggle and pull myself closer to him. my head rested on his shoulder and i looked around as he started walking. "shower time!" he said before kissing my shoulder.

i laughed and lifted my head up as he walked down the hallway. he pulled me up to hold me more comfortably and i looked down at him. he stopped looking up at me. "i can't see with your head up you know?" he smiled playfully and i rolled my eyes. "sorry. i won't distract the driver." i joked and laid my head back onto his shoulder. he started walking again until we got to the bathroom. he sat me on the big sink and stood between my legs.

my arms slid off him and he walked over to close the door. i hopped off the sink and looked up at him while he turned around. once he was infront of me i rested my hands on his hips. i slid my hands under his shirt and up his body to take it off. he lifted his arms out and tilted his head down as i grabbed the hem and pulled it over his head. i dropped it on the floor and examined his chest, then his abs. "crazy how before the tour we barely spoke and now here i am at your house ready to take a shower with you" i laughed.

"crazy how your so quick to undress me and all i had to do was stand here." he mocked me. we finished getting undressed and i hesitantly pulled my underwear off. tom was still in his boxers and when i looked up we made eye contact. i started fidgeting with my fingers and looked at the floor. "why are you so nervous?" he asked suddenly sounding concerned. "well i've never like done anything like that... and since you asked me to shower with you i assume that is what you-"

tom cut me off. "we won't do anything you don't want to do. we will simply just shower. i'm not rushing us having sex if that's what your insinuating." i looked up at him and felt guilty for just assuming. he had a serious look on his face. "i'm sorry. i just thought about showering with you and-" i sighed. "my brain overthinks things." i finished. "don't apologize, i just wanted to make sure you didn't think i just wanted to have sex." he smiled while reassuring me. i smiled back and felt my mind at ease.

"thank you." i said. "no need." he smirked. i took off my bra as tom took his boxers off. he finished taking them off before me and walked towards the shower turning it on. "we are using really warm water. almost hot. but that's how i shower." he shrugged with the same smirk on his face. i turned to look at him as i let my bra fall to the floor. as soon as he turned his head to me his eyes wandered to my chest.

he looked back up at me and spoke. "really nice." he wiggled his brows jokingly. "stop it with the damn eyebrows!" i laughed. "never" he did it again. (imagine someone wiggling their brows to like ACTUALLY FR try and rizz you up, id cry. BUT TOM IS JOKING HE NOT DOING IT FR.) tom stepped into the shower first and i followed. he slid the curtain shut behind me. i examined the shower and my eyes eventually led to his dick.

[whoreforall]

DECISIONS PT. FOUR

the next morning i wake up and tom is still holding me. i look up and see him peacefully sleeping. i sit up and slide my arm carefully off his torso, his arm slides down to my hip. his black braids are sprawled over the pillow. i smile as i take in his features. i look over to bills bed to see he isn't there. i furrow my brows before i hear the bathroom door open and out walks bill.

he looks at me and smirks. "cuddling as if i wouldn't see. you know i wake up early." he crosses his arms and looks down at tom. "can i awake my brother. we are leaving in abouttt..." he picks up his phone and checks the time. "an hour" he raises his brows, tossing the phone on the bed. "yeah yeah." i groan and smile after.

"so how did he go from the chair to you bed?" he cocks a brow and sits down putting his shoes on. "well he looked uncomfy." i tilted my head up as i spoke in a 'matter of fact' tone. "interesting, one moment he's a bitch, the next he's holding you while you sleep." he laughs. "shutup!" i laugh with him. i look over at tom again, smile remaining. "tommmm!" i say as i move towards his ear.

he opens his eyes and his brows quickly knit together. "goodmorning mr cuddle bear!" bill shouts. i watch time roll his eyes and giggle. "what." he groans, i feel him tug at my waist pulling me closer. his eyes start to close again. "you have to get up and get packed." i say. "yeah get your lazy ass up." bill says and shakes his leg. toms eyes open again and his hand raises from me to flip bill off.

"gasp. ok then. have fun in an hour when you have NO WAY BACK HOME!" bill says as he grabs his clothes and starts folding them and placing them in his suitcase. toms hand falls on his side and he sits up. he rubs his eye and looks at me. "how'd you sleep?" he tilts his head a bit. "i slept good. was your sleep also enjoyable?" i smirk. "yes very much." he chuckles and gets up. "i have to go pack but i'll be back." he leans over and kisses my cheek.

i say goodbye and he leaves mine and bills room. i get up and grab clothes from my suitcase. bill watches me grab baggy pj's, and a hoodie and shakes his head. "how can i look more luxurious then you?" he jokes. i look up at him as i zip up my suitcase. "because i do not get luxurious for long car rides. i prepare to sleep." i smile.

"yeah but you never wear anything luxurious! everrr!!! it kills me." he whines and leans his head back. "baggy jeans and a crop top is luxurious!" i defend myself in a dramatic tone. (clearly joking guys 😎 but that's fr my style 😭) "the nicest thing you own is sneakers." he rolls his eyes. "i have to give you an ENTIRE makeover one of these days." he shakes his head.

i laugh and walk to the bathroom to change. after i'm done i make sure i have everything and take the bedsheets and pillow cases off and put all the bed stuff in a pile. bill looks at me confused. "why do you always do that when we leave the hotel?" he asks as i make my way over to his bed. "because i'm trying to make the people who clean the rooms life a little easier." i shrug. "i don't know my mom and me would do it when we went on vacations."

bill laughs at me and goes to the bathroom to style his hair. once he comes out i walk up to him. "my favorite emo" i smile. "my favorite homeless person." he smiles back. we both laugh and i walk over to the bed putting my shoes on. while i'm doing so there's a knock on the door. i look up quickly. bill walks over to the door and asks who it is. "tom! who the fuck else?" he sounds offended.

bill opens the door. "never know." he looks at tom then to me and back to tom. tom raises his brows. "my bad... i wasn't thinking..." tom says walking in with his suitcase. i look down to my shoes and start tying them. i'm trying not to think about the previous night. i'm trying to focus on the positive right now. "alright the van is here!" bill says as i finish tying the other shoe. i stand up and grab my suitcase and we meet gustav and georg in the hallway.

when we get to the van there is two sets of backseats as per usual. the driver grabs our suitcases and i crawl into the way back seat like i always do but this time tom comes with me. he sits next to me and i look over to bill who just winks at me. they put the seat back up and gustav climbs in and georg follows.

bill talks to the driver for a minute before he gets in aswell. the door closes and the driver gets in, soon we started driving. the boys are talking except tom. i listen to the boys joke with each other and talk about the concert and their fans and whatnot. i feel toms hand go on my knee making me look over at him. he's looking at his hand but his eyes soon lock with mine. he leans toward me and whispers in my ear. "your so pretty you know that right?" i could hear the smile in his voice.

once he pulls away i mouth a thank you and smile at him. he leans his head against the seat, and it tilts down ward a bit and he looks down at his hand. slowly it moves up my thigh. i look down watching it inch closer to my heat. i quickly grab his hand, holding it tightly and look up at the boys to make sure they didn't see. they didn't, they are all too invested in their conversation.

i look at tom when i hear his chuckle. "it's not funny!" i whisper as my face heats up. "it's so funny" he whispers back with that same stupid smirk on his face. "didn't you hate me yesterday? and the day before that. and the day before that and the-" he cuts me off with a more serious look on his face. "you thought i hated you?" he furrows his brows. "i didn't hate you. i just never knew what to say to you." he whispers all this and checks to make sure they aren't listening.

"then why were you so mean before?" i asked genuinely. he pauses and looks down. he interlocks our fingers and looks back up at me. "you made me nervous. i would just blurt out anything to get out of a conversation with you. and i don't know how you feel about me but, i do know there must be something more that you feel if you kissed me back..." he says quietly. as he said all this he looked deep into my eyes.

i didn't say anything just yet... but i had a cocky smirk take over my face. "i made you nervous." i said proudly. toms shakes his head and chuckles. "shut up." he responds. "i like you tom, i have for a while now." i lean my head against his and look down at our hands. "then we are on the same page." he says and presses his lips against mine. we pull away and he looks me up and down.

after about an hour in the van i started getting tired. we were just blasting music and singing along. so of course i'm tired. since i'm conveniently not buckled i get an idea in my head. i lay down on my side resting my head in toms lap. i feel him jump a bit and smile. he leans over me and i see his face in my view. i giggle and he starts to speak. "you better hope i don't get too excited" he jokes and kisses my cheek. "goodnight" i whisper and he leans back against his seat. "goodnight y/n" he says before he puts his hand on my arm.

***

i'm awaken by tom shaking me. "wakey wakey" he says. i open my eyes and look up at him. "we are here." he says and i stretch before sitting up. i look and see no one's in the car. i look back at tom with furrowed brows. "where is everyone?" i question. "we actually got here like 20 minutes ago. but you were sleeping so i thought 'fuck it' and let you sleep a little longer. i smile and look out the window and see we are at toms house. "my moms gonna blow up my phone asking where i am." i laugh.

"wait why did you bring me to your house instead of mine?" i look at him. "because" he shrugs. "i want you to stay the night." he says before crawling out of the back and opening the door. once he's out i follow and close the door behind me. i stretch my arms and legs quickly and observe toms house. i smile to myself.

[whoreforall]

DECISIONS PT. THREE

i rested my head on toms shoulder and let out a deep breath. i watched bill close the door and rush over to me. as soon as bill spoke tom let me go but kept his hand on my back and sat beside me. "hey, y/n... it's ok. their gone..." he hugged me. i wrapped my arms around bill. "the door is locked, the police are gonna deal with them, the security guards are going to guard the hallway for our last night ok?" he said softly.

i nodded in response. once bill pulled away i saw gustav and georg sitting on the bed across from me. they were staring at me. i looked down at the floor. "are you ok y/n?" georg said. "does it look like it?" i heard tom respond with annoyance. "i'm ok." i said quietly. i felt an arm wrap around my shoulder and looked up at tom who was already looking at me, his expression was full of concern. i looked down at the floor again.

"i was just asking." i heard georg mumble, very late might i add. "don't ask stupid questions." tom replied. "ok. i'll take georg back to his room, y/n i hope you feel better which i know wont happen right away but, make sure you get some sleep ok?" gustav said sweetly as him and georg stood up. "thank you." i smiled a bit. "yeah that's a good idea." bill said and looked at tom while his arms crossed over his chest.

once gustav and georg left bill sat on the other side of me. i felt toms hand gently lay my head on his shoulder. his head rested on mine and i closed my eyes. "y/n, i'm going to take a shower. so if you need me just knock ok?" bill spoke, causing me to look at him. "thank you bill." i smiled. he smiled a bit with a nod and walked to the bathroom.

me and tom sat like this for a bit and i heard the shower turn on. "lay down." tom said softly. i lifted my head up and his arm slid off of me. i stood up and walked over to my bed. i looked over at tom who gave me a smile. "i'm not going anywhere don't worry." he reassured. i nodded and laid on my side facing the window. it was dark outside. the room was lit only by the lamp on the nightstand. i slowly drifted off to sleep.

***

my eyes fluttered open, i sat up and shifted to sit up right. i looked around the dark room which was now illuminated by the moonlight. i looked over at bill who was snoring a bit in his bed. he was sprawled out. i then took notice of tom who was sitting in a chair near the window. i smiled to myself, his head was leaned against it as he slept. he looked uncomfortable to be honest.

"tom?" i spoke a little above a whisper. nothing. "tom!" i quietly yelled while leaning forward. i saw his head lift up and he looked at me. "hey... you doing ok? something happen?" he stood up looking around the room. "no no, you just looked uncomfortable in that chair." i grinned. "yeah, you'd think they put better chairs for the prices at this hotel." he shook his head.

"if you want you can lay with me." i said nervously, it wasn't like me inviting him to SLEEP SLEEP with me. i just don't want him to sleep uncomfortably because of me. i know he's in here because of me. "if you don't mind?" he shrugged. "i don't, you performed for a long time you deserve better sleep then that." i chuckled. he smiled at me and climbed onto my bed.

once he was up he pulled the blanket over himself and i noticed i was already under the blanket. i furrowed my brows, i didn't put the blanket over myself when i went to bed. i looked over at tom who was still sitting up. i turned a little to face him. "thank you by the way." i spoke. "you didn't have to beat him unconscious though" i smiled. "of course i did." he smiled.

"those assholes deserve it. what did they even want anyways." he scoffed at the thought. "they wanted to hold me for ransom." i brought my knees up and held them. "fuck them. i wish we got here sooner." he shook his head. we stayed quiet for a moment and toms eyes met mine. "come here" he said with concern written all over his face. i moved toward him and laid down.

i was facing him fully now he wrapped his arm around me and moved closer so our faces were almost touching. "i'm sorry you went through that." his gaze went to my hair as his hand tucked it behind my ear. "but i'm here for you y/n. always." he gave me a reassuring smile. i wrapped my arm around his torso and played with his shirt. "thank you." i smiled.

he examined my features before i felt his hand rest on my jaw. "i always thought you were beautiful you know?" he said sending shivers down my spine. "i used to have the biggest crush on you when we were kids." he chuckled. "i would always pull at your hair just to get your attention." when he said this i smiled thinking back to all the times he used to do that. "some feelings never go away." he whispered quieter then before.

his eyes locked with mine once again. he slowly lifted his head off the pillow and leaned in. his lips brushed against mine before they pressed against mine. my eyes closed and i leaned into the kiss. we pulled away and i shifted more toward his chest before pressing my head against it. "get some sleep y/n..." he said and kissed the top of my head. i smiled before responding "you too." i soon fell asleep.

[whoreforall]

DECISIONS PT. TWO

tw: kidnapping

*present time*

me and bill are sitting in the hotel room on my bed which is of course near the window. georg left a few minutes ago and always gets super awkward around me. and bill thinks it's because he likes me. in fact that is what he's talking about right now. "y/n you can't deny it any longer! georg has a thing for you!" he whisper yells. "how come you always deny it!" he shakes his head smiling.

"maybe i don't want that to be true because i don't think of him that way." i raised my brows and smiled. bill dramatically gasped. "PLOT TWIST!" he shouts excitedly. "you like someone else." he pointed his finger in my face with a smirk. "who is it. you have to tell me." he sits up straight as i bring my knees to my chest. "no i do not!" i deny his accusations.

"don't lie to me. i'm your bestfriend, acting like i don't know you." he cocked a brow. i felt my face heat up. "no i do not!" i let myself fall onto my back, knees still up. "we aren't supposed to keep things like that from each other." he crossed his arms and gave me a joking dirty look. i laughed at him and sat up. "well i've had a thing for this guy for a little over a year now-" bill cut me off "WHAT!" his jaw dropped open.

"HOW HAVE YOU NOT TOLD ME THIS?!" his eyes widened. "i can't! you know the person. i'd hate myself forever if you knew." i put my hands to my face feeling guilty. "so it has to be someone we both know... and you don't know many people." bill said making me look up. "i only haven't told you because of who it is and now i feel like a middle schooler talking about crushes." i giggled. "well if we sound like middle schoolers so be it. i'm invested. WAIT!" he cut through his thoughts.

"IS IT? NOOOOOO- NO WAY" he laughed hysterically. he laughed for a while making me nervous that he was thinking right. "if i'm right about this i'll make fun of your forever." he said finally calming down. "is it my brother?" he smirked. my heart rate tripled out of no where and my face felt like it was in flames. "i'm right!" he smiled excitedly.

"you were scared to tell me about that for the wrong reason. i don't give two shits if you like him. but i will say you know how my brother has been. he has slept with alot of woman and you are so anti- people to have even lost your virginity." bill chuckles and i smile. "i just didn't think you would like the idea of me being interested in him. i thought it would cause a problem in our friendship and i value our friendship more then your dumbass brother." i giggled.

"he is pretty dumb. always has been. he's always been weird towards you though, like just mean for no reason." he shook his head. "i know i don't even get it. which is also why i don't get how i like him." i shook my head to myself. "who knows. he barely says anything to you and when he does it's always insulting. he's a jerk." bill rolled his eyes. "but i'm also excited about the idea of this." a sly smile formed on his face.

"think about it... we are really close, basically siblings. if you guys got together you would be my sister in law!" he said and started doing a lil dance. i laughed as he did so. "that's only if i got married to him." i said. "married, dating, not dating whateverrrrr. still your my sister." he smiled. "alright brother. well this is your last day of touring and you've got 2 hours before it's starts. better get dressed before the van gets here." after i said that bill stood up and sighed.

"show time!" he said in a sing-songy voice and rushed over to his suitcase, pulling out his outfit before rushing to the bathroom. i smiled to myself and went on my phone. after a little while of scrolling through tiktok there was a knock on the hotel door. i looked up groaning as i got off the bed. i walked to the door and before i could say anything the person on the other side said "it's tom." i opened the door and stepped to the side letting him walk in. he looked at me for a second before looking ahead and walking.

such a boujie ass hotel and they don't even have the peep hole for me to see who's there. such bullshit. once he was far enough in i closed the door. and followed him before returning to my spot on the bed. tom sat on bills bed, "where's bill?" he asked as i picked up my phone. "bathroom" i responded quickly and went back into tiktok. he didn't respond and looked over toward the bathroom waiting. once bill came out and walked over, tom stood up.

"the van is here we gotta go." tom said as he walked past his brother patting his shoulder as he did so. "ok one second." bill said grabbing his phone off the charger before following. "BYE Y/N! I SHALL RETURN!" he laughed. i smiled and said goodbye aswell before the door closed.

i turned my phone off and watched some tv. after a few hours i fell asleep. the sound of knocking woke me up and i sat up rubbing my face. "it's tom!" he yelled outside of the door. i walked over opening it and saw two men. "see i told you she would be here." one of them spoke. my eyes widened and before i could close the door they walked inside. one grabbed me and the other closed the door.

he forced me over to the bed and as i started screaming for him to let go he covered my mouth. my eyes shot wide open once again. my back hit roughly against the bed and the man straddled my lap keeping his hand over my mouth. i felt tears quickly fill my eyes. the other man came into my view and i looked between the two. i was so scared i physically felt it. before i knew it i was shaking.

"open the bag fucking idiot!" the man above me urged the other. the other man set a duffel bag beside me and opened it. he quickly pulled a roll of duct tape out and handed it to the man above me. my muffled cries were heard making them look at me again. the man pulled at the tape with his teeth before the other took it and ripped it off. he removed his hand but put the tape over my mouth.

he slid his hand over it to make sure it was secure and patted the side of my face with a smile. i took my hand and punched the guy above in the dick making him fall over, as i sat up to try and run the other one shoved me back to sit on the bed. he grabbed my hands and put them behind my back. the guy i punched was groaning and holding his crotch. i felt the duct tape wrap around my wrists.

"fucking bitch!" i heard the man groan in pain. after he recovered he stood infront of me. "you better hope they care about you. cause you'll get to live." he shoved me with his pointer finger. "and we will get our money." he smiled pulling his hand away from my chest. he knelt down and the other man handed him the tape which he used to restrain my ankles. i should've fucking kicked him in the face. as he stood up the door opened and in walked bill and the rest of the band.

my terrified eyes were met with bills shocked ones. tom reacted before my brain could fully process the situation unfolding. he lunged at the guy behind me and began repeatedly punching him in the face. i looked over at gustav and georg to see georg already on the phone with security. the other man went to go get bill but security barged inside tackling the man. this is when i realized i was hyperventilating but didn't care about that.

so much happening at once... the other ones pulled tom off, who i didn't realize was still going at it, before pulling the beaten man up. he was unconscious. tom pulled his attention to me and ripped the tape off of my mouth making me wince. "y/n? hey stay with me." i felt my eyes getting heavy. i was so panicked. his voice sounded fainter until he shook me. suddenly i was wide awake and not so drowsy.

tom looked in the duffel bag and grabbed a knife from it. he cut the tape off of my wrists first then my ankles. i looked up seeing security had cuffed the men and were walking out with them. i felt tom press against me and looked down at his shoulder. he was holding me tight, rubbing my back. i felt like i could breath properly again. i looked over and saw another security guard speaking to bill, georg, and gustav. i put my attention back to the hug.

my hands went up, holding tom close. it really happened so fast...

and this is the day that everything changed.

[whoreforall]

DECISIONS PT. ONE

*9 years earlier*

"im gonna find you bill!" i ran around the kaulitz home on a mission of hide and seek. i rush up the stairs listening closely for any sign of bill. we see each other at school all the time but i begged and begged my mom to let me go over for weeks before she finally gave in. i creep down the hallway quietly and peer into one of the bedrooms. i walk toward the bed and lean down to check for bill.

not there. i sigh and stand up straight again. i look at the closet and smirk. i open the door quickly seeing if i could scare him. still no noise. i frown and push the clothes around to see if he's behind them. no sign of bill. i close the closet door and notice a tall mirror leaned against the wall in the corner of the room. it's huge. my eyes widen more amazed by the mirror. it looks so fancy. i step in front of it and admire the design on the edges.

my thoughts are interrupted by bill crawling out from the side and as soon as our eyes meet he freezes. "UGH!" he says dramatically and i smile. "i thought you left! i was gonna switch spots." he whines while standing up, he crosses his arms over his chest and rolls his eyes. i giggle at him. "see. told you i'm better at hide and seek." i said proudly. "NOW COUNT TO 30 AND TYRN AROUND!" i shout while running out of the room.

as i slow my running down i look back and hear bill. "1!... 2!... 3!... 4!..." shoot i'm wasting time. i think as i creep down the stairs. i walk into the living room and approach the tv stand. i notice the 2 cabinet doors quickly and smile to myself as i open one. this stand is a decent size i should be able to fit. i get down and crawl inside. i adjust to get more comfortable and close the door. i sit in silence for what feels like forever before i hear someone enter the living room.

i stay quiet and eventually hear them walk out. i hear the person head upstairs and i let out my deep breaths. (u guys ever hide so good that the air quality is horrible but u risk it to win. i did that shit all the time and won everytime. 😈) suddenly the cabinet door opens and i was about to say something, but i stopped and grew confused to see another boy who looks like bill. he smiled and laughed at me.

this made me more confused. "shhhh. you'll get me caught!" i whispered. "relax. bill is dumb. he won't know. who are you anyway?" he raised his brows. "y/n. bills friend." i said simply. "who are you?" i questioned. since i'm a grade below bill and, the only reason me and bill met is because he came into my class to present for a club he was in, i'm unfamiliar with everyone else in his grade. and i haven't seen him at school.

safe to assume he's bills brother since they look a lot alike. but was he older? or was this the twin he was talking about? "im tom." he replied. "bills twin...?" i questioned. he nodded and we stared at each other for a moment before he yelled. "BILL SHES DOWN HERE!" he looked back at me and chuckled. my eyes widened and bills running was heard in the distance, until he peaked his head down to look at me. "tom! why did you tell!" i shouted.

bill and tom laughed. "i invited tom to help me!" bill smiled as tom moved away and stood up. i crawled out and stood up aswell, brushing myself off. i crossed my arms and looked at the two annoyed. "dumbies." i mumbled and walked away. the boys continued to laugh before bill came up to me, tagging me on the shoulder. "TAG YOUR IT!" he yelled as the boys ran away. my frown turned into a smile as i shook my head and ran after them.

***

and that was the first

time i met tom. we would all play everytime i came over after that but tom would always say mean things to me. it made me sad but i got over it quickly. i never showed him how it made me feel, but when he would say things like that he would always laugh. he would constantly mock me and there was times bill heard and kicked him or gave him a slap on the back of his head. it usually made tom stop laughing and instead get annoyed with his brother.

*4 years later*

it's my 14th birthday and of course i spent it with bill. at this point he was my only friend. i didn't care that i had one friend, but he was busy alot more. and he doesn't go to my school. he stopped going after they formed a band with georg and gustav. they were more busy and there parents decided homeschooling would be best. i was sad when i got the news but happy that bill was doing something he enjoyed.

since they had tours to go on i went with them and stayed hidden from the public. i have anxiety especially when it comes to people. so bill made sure he could spend time with me, and keep me away from the media. he's my bestfriend. and i appreciate him for everything. so once they finished their show and came back to the hotel all the guys came into bills room.

where i was waiting for them to finish. i smiled at bill as he rushed to me. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N!" he said excitedly. he climbed onto the bed and pulled me into a hug. he squeezed me tightly before pulling away. "thank you billy bob." i laughed. "hey." he made a fake serious face and pointed at me. "we talked about this." i chuckled as he spoke before gustav interrupted. "happy birthday." he smiled and sat on the other bed.

i returned the smile and thanked him before georg sat next to gustav. "happy birthday!" he also smiled. i thanked him aswell and felt the bed dip down. i looked over at tom who was now sat on the corner of the bed looking down at his phone. "tom. don't be rude say happy birthday." bill said and flicked toms hat. tom looked at bill with furrowed brows then looked back down at his phone. "happy birthday." he said dryly. i laughed a little and looked at bill who was also laughing.

"thank you so much tom! that's the sweetest thing you've ever said!!" i joked making him look over at me. "you are so welcome!" his voice full of sarcasm as he faked a smile. his attention went back to his phone and the rest of the boys laughed aswell as me. bill sat down again and started telling me the plans for the rest of the night.

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i’m gonna be posting my fanfic of tom kaulitz on tumblr!! it’s gonna be in parts ofc and i’ll list it in the masterlist. all the parts are already on wattpad and it’s still in progress so posts on here will be one a day! thank you sm :)

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TOM KAULITZ FANFIC⁉️

you read that right sluts. i’m writing a tom fanfic cause he’s my husband and i’m hella downbad for him fr. it’s called “decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)” by yours truly 😍 my username on wattpad has changed to “SLUSHCHRRY” and it is not him as a child cause hella ppl doing that AND WRITING SMUT like bitch… outrageous. anyways. in the story y/n is 19 and tom is 20 and she meets tom through bill since bill and her have been besties since elementary school 😜. go check it out if your interested :) love you bitches‼️‼️

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MASTERLIST

tom kaulitz

evan peters

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first time (pre-cult kai x fem/reader)

:pre-cult kai, body dysmorphia, some praise, bleeding (first time blood), soft kai, dom kai, sub reader:

request by: eddiemunsonsbitch69

“nosey people, like yourself…” he paused. “have to go to court. it’s illegal to be as nosey as yourself.” he raised his brows. i hummed. “well, if i have to go to court. what is my sentence.” my brows raised aswell. kai smirked. my face dropped as i realize what he’s about to do, he knows i hate it. “kai. don’t you da-“ my own laughter cut my sentence short as he tickled my waist. “fuck- you-“ i said between laughs as my back hit against the bed. my arms attempted to pry his hands off me. but i fail like usual. i pushed at his face and i tried not to laugh so loud. “kai-“ i breathed out. “your parents!” i whisper yelled as he smiled down at me. he stopped and my laughter died down as my chest heaved up and down.

“your an asshole.” i breathed out. he smiled as i now realized what our position was. i didn’t notice him crawl over me. his knees were at either sides of my hips and his hands now rested next to my waist. he was basically straddling me. “but you love me.” he smirked. “but your lucky your parents didn’t hear. your dad would be pissed to know i’m here, but the real shocker would be him knowing i’ve been living here.” i smiled. kai shook his head. our gazes stayed glued to one another. kai’s face inched towards mine and his lips gently took place on mine.

soon enough our lips were moving against one another’s. i felt kai’s hand rest on my waist before slowly moving up. i moved my hands to his neck to deepen the kiss. his hand found itself on my boob and he squeezed it which took me by surprise. a moan escaped me and kai took this as a chance to slip his tongue in my mouth. as we continued making out i felt a sort of need slowly developing at my core. kai pulled away from the kiss, he opened his mouth to say something but i tugged at his belt. kai looked down at my hands which remained in their place. “a-are you sure?” he looked back up at me.

was i nervous? yes. of course i was. but i wanted to, it feels right. i nodded before saying “yeah.” kai smiled gently. he stood up removing his own clothing first, his boxers remained on though. i let out a breath i didn’t know i was holding. i admired his slim yet toned figure. kai looked at me again and moved his hands to mine arms. he pulled me up rather quickly making me gasp. i looked up at him as his hands tugged at the bottom of my shirt. before i knew it my shirt was off. i quickly felt a lump fork in my throat as i looked down at my body. i moved my hands over my stomach before kai’s hands came into view. i looked up at him. his eyes were focused on my arms as i felt him pull them away. “stop hiding y/n.” he paused and looked at me. “your beautiful” he smiled. i felt my face heat up as i smiled back at kai.

he knelt down keeping eye contact as his hands moved around to my back. he unclasped my bra pulling it off of my shoulders. he tossed it to the side and admired me. it was the first time i actually allowed him to see me. he had a loving look on his face as he kissed the middle of my chest. he rested his head against my chest and his hands rested on my hips. my hand went up to his hair gently playing with it. “i love you kai.” i smiled to myself as the words left me. “i love you” he replied kissing the top of my breast before making eye contact with me. i felt his hands glide down to the hem of my pajama pants before he pulled them down gently. i laid on my back looking up at the ceiling and lifted my hips up to help him.

he pulled them all the way off and before i knew it he was kissing down my stomach. i took notice of my breathing, as it got a little heavier. i could feel how wet i was already and i got nervous again. overthinking is apparently my specialty. what if that’s not supposed to happen yet? i looked down as kai reached my pussy. he kissed my bud making me moan before he licked a stripe up my folds. he looked up at me and we made eye contact before i let me head rest against the bed. “are you ok with this?” i heard his soft voice. “yeah i’m just nervous.” i brushed it off. “are you comfortable?” he spoke up again.

“physically?” i asked. i heard him chuckle. “that, and mentally?” i smiled at his words. “physically yes, mentally almost.” just then i felt kai’s finger slide into ms slowly. my lips parted as i grunted quietly. his finger pumped in and out at a slow pace. the feeling was unfamiliar. i’ve master bated but kai’s fingers were longer and thicker then mine. it felt different. his hands were more rough then mine, it felt good. “you think your ready for two?” he asked. i mumbled a yes and when his finger pulled out, 2 pushed back in. i gasped and furrowed my brows. “kai-“ i grunted out.

“feels good?” he questioned. i nodded, too focused on the feeling to speak. i felt my hips grind against his hand and he did just what my body wanted. he went faster. i moaned as my breath started getting shorter. my back arched and i felt my stomach heating up. the feeling slowly getting more intense, but before it could go further his fingers left. i looked down confused and kai was already looking at me with a smug smirk on his face. he got up and grabbed me which caused me to yelp. he laid my head against the pillow, placing me in the correct position on the bed. kai was ontop of me and kissed me again. i felt him move and when he broke the kiss i looked down to see him boxers were now off. my eyes widened at the size of his dick. he had a boner obviously but damn-

i was expecting it to be average… it’s not giant but that thing is bigger then what i expected. my guess is 7. my thoughts were interrupted by kai. “hey.” he said making me look at him. “if your not ready that’s ok, remember that. i won’t be upset with you.” he smiled. “who said i was having second thoughts?” i said playfully. “your face did.” he raised his brows. “well my face lied, please continue.” i rested my head against the pillow smile remaining. kai returned the smiled and kissed the bridge of my nose before reaching over to the nightstand. i know it’s gonna hurt, i know i’ll most likely bleed. a lot of girls do when they lose their virginity.

kai slid the condom on. and positioned himself. he looked at me and we made eye contact as he slowly pushed in. my eyes squeezed shut. “fuck.” i whispered. once he was all the way in he stayed still. i felt my brows knit together at the immense pain. this shit hurts worse then i thought. my hands found kai’s shoulders and my nails dig into his skin. i heard him moan softly before i slowly opened my eyes. kai’s eyes were down, looking at the scene down there. i joined him and felt liquid dripping out of me. “am i bleeding?” i asked him. he looked up at me and we made eye contact. “yeah, don’t worry it’s normal.” he smiled. “i know it’s normal-“ i groaned as i felt him move a bit.

“you ok?” he asked worried. “yeah still adjusting…” i closed my eyes once again. i felt kai’s lips on my neck placing gentle kisses before he found a spot. he started sucking my neck making me moan. just then i felt the pain slowly slipping away. and once i couldn’t feel it, i felt that needy feeling. but it was more intense then before. i grinded my hips up to have some movement and kai pulled away from my neck. “i’m ready…” i breathed out. kai slowly pushed in and out of me but it wasn’t his full length anymore. i knew he was inching towards it but he wanted me to feel good. i felt his breath on my neck right before he buried his face there. after a few minutes of the slow thrusts it felt so painfully slow. “kai… faster?” i said almost as if asking permission.

i felt kai smile as he progressively got faster. this time was different though, it was his full length. moan after moan, i got louder and kai’s face was yet again infront of mine. he quickly kissed me to keep me quiet. the heat in my stomach was getting more and more intense each thrust. my hands scratched across his back now as he was basically pounding into me. that heat felt like a knot all at once. the knot got tighter and tighter as if it were going to snap. and before i knew it kai was hitting a certain spot inside of me which drove me crazy. how could something feel so good. i felt kai’s finger on my clit as he rubbed it, he applied pressure. kai and me couldn’t stay quiet. but kissing definitely muffled our sounds.

i felt myself tighten around him, and after that i felt laid dick twitch inside of me. it took one final thrust for me to come undone. kai pulled out and i moaned one final time. kai collapsed next to me and the only noise in the room was mine and kai’s uneven and shortened breaths. i felt like i was in a daze. my body overcame with relief. i looked over at kai as he pulled the condom off and tossed it in the garbage. he looked at me and smiled. “how was it?” he asked with a smirk. “it was… so good…” i panted. “well excuse me.” he paused sitting up. “while i clean the murder scene.” he said playfully as he stood up.

he pulled his boxers up and walked out of the room. when he came back he had a towel. he climbed on the bed and i sat up bringing my knees to my chest. kai’s hand separated my legs and he cleaned my now, very sensitive heat. then he wiped off the bed. he handed me his t-shirts and a pair of his boxers with a smile. “now let me sneak you to the bathroom so you can take a piss.” he kissed my head. “thank you kai.” i said weakly. he looked at me again. “no need to thank me. i should be thanking you for giving me your card.” he joked. “shut up shit head.” i laughed as i got dressed.

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