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Wanted to say I'm alive. I'm still taking care of my family and my mom. Maintaining an online presence is too much right now on top of everything else. I'll be back, but for now I'm still working though it all. I don't like sharing bad news, so once everything finally settles, I'll one back with good news. :)

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sorry for not answering messages for three thousand years i have. Stew. in place of a brain. you know how it is

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there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

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[white knuckling the bathroom sink] but i stay silly :3 but i stay silly :3 but i stay sil

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you can replace all your daily tasks with 24 hours of the hyperfixation. But watch out

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Gatorade is like healrh potion when you have health problems that cause dehydration. +20 hp

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Hey, don't be sad! This post was licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International License! Okay? :)

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i love being an attention whore on this site because everyone js like NOOOOO MY POST GOT 50 NOTES and them meanwhile i get multiple reblogs on a post and my malicious and sinister intents begin to expand and i am feeling a little peculiar and so i wake in the morning and i step outside and i take a deep breath and i get real high and i scream at the top of my lungs whats going on

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teacup dinos 🌷 new stickers coming to my shop soon!

online store | twitter | instagram | portfolio

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me vs the urge to add <3 or !! or extra letters or keyboard smashes to the end of everything to make sure it doesn’t seem passive aggressive

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I did rainbow art for Pride. I think I went too saturated with the kitten but you live and learn.

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fun life tip you can listen to an audio drama!!!

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My queer fungi project is finally done! Pretty happy with that!

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being in love with ur friend like entirely platonically is insane. like. hey, i love you so much by the way. i carry a part of you in me, so if were apart ill still do things that will remind me of you because i got it from you. hey man i know were talking right now but i miss you. i love you

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knowing people is such a joy bro i tear up every time i think abt it. there's a universe inside every person and we get to map out their constellations.

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho