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⚝ don't let me love you | masterlist

SYNOPSIS ❥ You ended up here to turn over a new leaf. He's trapped here because he can't get a divorce. Your life is already riddled with secrets. Can you keep one more?

Welcome to Sunderland, where all people do is live fake-ass lives.

⚝ Bang Chan x (adab) Reader ⚝ Neighbors AU: (Forbidden) Romance, Angst, Psychological ☢ Stories published on this blog are not exhaustively tagged for their entire content to prevent spoilers. See disclaimer here and please use your own best judgement to proceed. General warnings & themes explored — (In)fidelity, crossroads of lust and love, dysfunctional marriage, heavy sexual frustration, extramarital affair, a lot of morally gray stuff, depictions of criminal behavior (scamming, fraud…), referenced past traumas, toxic jealousy, obsession, murderous intent, manipulative tendencies, (mutual) possessiveness, explicit sexual content, depictions of sexual deviance, strong language.

CONTENT (3 of 5) · Chapter 1: Seduction · Chapter 2: Connection · Chapter 3: Attention

© 2022-23 cb97percent. Translations & reposts of any kind are prohibited.

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It's weird that people just like... Forget you're disabled.

You'll be like "yeah I've got chronic fatigue and chronic pain" and then you tell them how it impacts your life and then they just... Keep expecting you to do able bodied things.

Like I can't always clean up my hair from the shower without taking a break first because showering is a very physically demanding task. But if I ever say I don't have the energy to do that. They call me ridiculous. They say that's unreasonable.

It's just kind of bizarre.

It's only when you remind them that you're disabled that they back down. Because they forgot. They forgot you couldn't do everything they do.

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ough

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oh, the sweet irony of his death. designed for this life—yet never meant to endure it

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I honestly thought I would be dead by know and I have no idea where I'm going

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Sometimes, I think I am never enough for the person I love the most.

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please stop asking me how i'm doing i'm tired of lying

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i just wish i wasn’t born

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Me being constantly active on tumblr means i have fallen once again,and idk if i want help this time…

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Me going about my day normally

My brain: Damn, you should kill yourself

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Fuck I haven’t harmed in a long time and most of the scars are white so just going to have a bit of a breakdown over that

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WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?????

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ive been mentally ill for since i was 11/12 years old.

i cant even remember what mentally stable feels like