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whiteswanco · 7 days ago
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s 2024 Birthday Story - First Snow Wish Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a story that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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Lucien’s 2024 CN Birthday Event (Golden Love Ratio)✧ Birthday Story (You’re here!) | Birthday Prologue + Birthday Date | ASMR | Birthday Party
Of course, he would have his parents live there too, reserving the biggest and most beautiful research room for them.
That way, Mom and Dad wouldn't have to go to the laboratory anymore.
When that time came, he would invent a machine that could make things easier for his parents, so they wouldn't have to be so busy and could spend more time with him.
Translation under the cut!
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This year’s theme is “childhood dreams,” so the pre-evolve CG depicts the dreams the boys had as children about what they would be like as adults. Along with the usual birthday R&S-style story, there’s also a chibi event story.
The R&S-style story focuses on his birthday as a child (possibly his 5th birthday, since his 6th is already covered in his 3rd birthday R&S). Meanwhile, the chibi event explores the dream he has. As for translating the chibi events... let’s see if I will have time🤧
[Birthday Story - First Snow Wish]
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Loveland City has reached late autumn, but the first snow has yet to arrive.
A little boy sat at his desk, leafing through a thick science magazine and occasionally glancing out at the cold weather outside. At this hour, Mom and Dad should be coming home soon.
As if confirming his intuition, he soon heard the sound of the door lock turning downstairs. The boy's eyes lit up instantly as he dashed out of his room, quickly bouncing down the stairs, where he saw his mom and dad at the entrance, taking off their coats. His dad was holding a box of videotapes, while his mom carried a cake box.
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"Happy birthday, my precious! Your dad and I brought a movie on videotape. We think you'll really like it! Want to watch it together?" Mom said, smiling as she hung up her coat and took the boy's hand.
"And besides the cake—" Dad winked mysteriously, "I'm going to show off my skills today and cook a feast for you and your mom."
[T/N: His Mom called him 宝贝 (bǎobèi) 🥺 It's not a loanword from the English "baby," but rather a Chinese term of endearment that literally means "treasure" or "precious one." I translate this word as “my precious” to attempt to capture this nuance.]
In the living room, the television hummed softly. Mom carefully adjusted the VCR, making sure the picture was clear. Dad carried the boy to the sofa and meticulously covered him with a blanket.
The videotape started to play, and a snow-covered castle appeared on the screen. The boy sat between his parents, his small hands holding a steaming plate of dumplings, completely absorbed in the story unfolding on the screen.
[Notes from Lux: The dumplings!!!🤧 reminds me of his first CNY SSR when he asked MC to teach him how to make dumplings 🥺]
The inventor in the movie was creating all sorts of wonderful machines in his castle: flying bicycles, talking teapots, and even a machine that could make rainbows. The boy's eyes widened greatly as he watched these bizarre arrays of fantastical inventions.
"Mom and Dad, will your lab be able to make such magical things in the future?”
Dad laughed cheerfully. "The magic of science is that it can make seemingly impossible things possible. Just like the inventor in the movie, we are also pursuing new discoveries."
"But what's even more magical," he added, "is that... son, whatever you like, Mom and Dad will work hard to make it a reality."
The boy raised his eyebrow a bit skeptically, but he didn’t rush to voice the question in his mind. However, his expression was keenly noticed by his mom, and he felt the gentle touch of her hand on his hair.
"My precious, whether it's science or life, the driving force behind everything is the simplest ‘love’."
Before they knew it, snow began to fall over the small town in the movie, as the film was drawing to a close. The boy contentedly looked at his parents, but then from the corner of his eye, he caught sight of the fresh snowflakes drifting down outside the window. It was the first snow of the year.
"Let's go out and take a look, we can even build a snowman~" Before the boy could even speak, his mom had already read his mind and gave his dad a meaningful glance.
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So Dad immediately got up and found scarves and gloves for the three of them. First, he carefully helped the boy put on his hat and tied his scarf, then he wrapped Mom in her favorite warm-colored scarf. Once the three of them were all bundled up, they excitedly headed out the door.
A thin, delicate layer of white snow had already accumulated in the courtyard, glimmering faintly under the streetlight. The boy couldn’t wait to dash into the yard. He reached out his small hands to catch the falling snowflakes, watching them quietly melt in his palms, and let out a laugh of delighted surprise.
Dad squatted down and started building a small snowman. “Come, let’s give it a big belly together.” The boy and his mom joined in, working together seamlessly: the father took charge of building the main body, the mother shaped and refined it, while the boy was responsible for “dressing up” the snowman.
"We should use these for its eyes!" The boy picked up two small pebbles and solemnly pressed them onto the snowman's face.
"What about the nose?" Mom asked.
"How about a carrot? Just like in the movie."
Dad immediately ran home to get a carrot and also brought out one of his old hats. It seems that as long as it’s something the boy imagines, they’ll do their best to make it come true in real life.
"Hmm... it also needs a lab coat, so it looks like the inventor in the movie." The boy examined the snowman quite seriously, just as he saw his mother, unable to hold back a smile, take off her own scarf and attentively wrap it around the snowman's neck.
As the curtain of night began to descend, snowflakes continued to drift down quietly. The snowman stood alone in the snow, wearing Dad's hat and wrapped in Mom's scarf. The boy thought of the grand castle from the movie and the inventor's lone and busy figure in the laboratory.
A tiny hope suddenly welled up from the bottom of his heart. How wonderful it would be if he could live in a place like that when he grew up, surrounded by fantastic inventions, with snow always visible outside the window. Of course, he would have his parents live there too, reserving the biggest and most beautiful research room for them. That way, Mom and Dad wouldn't have to go to the laboratory anymore.
The boy pondered, his eyes gradually lighting up. When that time came, he would invent a machine that could make things easier for his parents, so they wouldn't have to be so busy and could spend more time with him.
However, if he became a scientist like his parents, he could not only explore more of the unknown in the world, but also become as capable as them and help them solve difficult problems at work.
[Notes from Lux: In other words, becoming an inventor was his ‘selfish’ dream, stemming from his desire to spend more time with his parents. However, he also always wants to follow in his parents' footsteps and be a scientist, that way, he can also help them 🤧]
The bright moonlight illuminated the piling snow in the courtyard, casting a long and slender shadow of the snowman across the ground. The boy looked up at the gently falling snowflakes, feeling they were like powdered sugar sprinkled from the sky.
So he caught some of the "powdered sugar" with his gloves and ran toward his parents. Although he hadn’t yet decided on his dreams, he wanted to keep this feeling in his heart forever.
Because more precious than any dream is this snowy night, his parents' smiles, and the small world that belongs to the three of them.
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whiteswanco · 7 days ago
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - First Snowfall Date - English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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Lucien’s 2024 CN Birthday Event (Golden Love Ratio)✧ Birthday Story | Birthday Prologue + Birthday Date (You’re here!) | ASMR
"Actually, the reason for wanting to own a castle is quite simple."
"Because that way, I could have a space of my own to carry out those daring and even dangerous experiments."
"And my parents could also accompany me in the castle, pursuing the research they are deeply passionate about."
"That way, they wouldn’t have to be 'trapped' in the lab all the time."
Translation under the cut!
I’m sorry for dropping this so late. As you might have seen from my tweet, my dad was hospitalized in ICU this month. I’m still struggling emotionally now as I wait for him to wake up. It’s been a difficult time, and the grief is still heavy on me as he hasn’t regained consciousness yet… 
Sharing this date translation is the least I can do to celebrate his birthday for now, even though I won’t be annoyingly scream about it like I usually would hhhh. I guess this date feels a bit like a small comfort—a reminder that even if your loved ones have passed away, it’s not all sadness. There’s still warmth in the memories they left behind :”””.
So, Xu Mo, happy birthday. I’m so happy to see you finally embracing your past with such warmth and nostalgia. Honestly, this year feels like it’s all about him finally gaining ‘blood and flesh,’ becoming more human and beautifully stained with the colors of the mortal world. His world is no longer monochrome, and now he’s moving toward the most vibrant and colorful spring. 
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Before reading recommendations:
[2024 Birthday Birthday (a MUST read because this date is heavily reference this!) - My Translation]
[Winery date - Youtube (EN Loc)] 
—秋天是个本身就是带着悲伤和落寞的季节, 但是秋天也拥有盛放的花草, 拥有醇美的葡萄 酒, 还有不变的思念。(Autumn itself is a season inherently tinged with sadness and loneliness. Yet, autumn also boasts blooming flowers and thriving plants, rich and mellow wines, and unwavering longing.’) 
[Autumn Blaze Date - Youtube (EN Loc)]
No tear-floods, Nor sigh-tempests move. The fulfillment of a promise is...
“诺言的实现是别离的开始”。(“The fulfillment of a promise is the beginning of separation.")
[Tidying Up Date - My Translation - Youtube (EN Loc)]
—如果在那些被定格的风景里,你依然生动 鲜活,是否证明我还想念着你。(If in those frozen scenes, you still appear vivid and lively as before, does that mean I still miss you?)
那些被我判定为重要的事,即便现在已经 不再拥有同样的心情,那我是否还爱着你。(If what I previously judged to be important no longer reflects my feelings now, does that mean I still love you?)
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[Birthday Prologue]
Sunlight shines on the sofa, and the cozy warmth makes me lift my head from my laptop, stretching with a big, lazy yawn.
MC: It always feels like something’s missing…
Lucien's birthday is coming soon, and to properly celebrate that day, he's been rushing his experiments progress lately, making him incredibly busy.
So, I want to give him a "soft and fluffy" birthday where he can lie down anytime and anywhere.
It's just that I've run into a little problem for the time being.
=Flashback Start=
MC: Lucien, what do you think of this town?
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Lucien: It seems quite nice. It just so happens that the lab next door seems to be going here to do some research.
MC: What? No, no, if we're not careful, you'll be swept away by work!
I took out my Plan B and placed it in front of Lucien.
MC: How about this southern city then~ It should be very warm here.
Lucien: Hmm... If you don't want to be disturbed by outsiders, I'm afraid this place won't work either.
Lucien: I remember an academic summit is being held here soon. I just returned the call and declined the invitation to attend.
=Flashback End=
Therefore, after several plans were forced to be aborted one after another, my gaze inevitably shifted to the other side of the ocean.
Let's go somewhere farther away!
That way, Lucien can have a peaceful birthday without being disturbed by work or the outside world.
I immediately change my search keywords and start browsing travel guides for long-distance birthday trips.
Suddenly, a relevant news notification pops up on the webpage.
A castle museum owned by a renowned inventor from the last century will soon be open to the public.
In the photo, the historic castle is adorned with falling red leaves in the sunlight, resembling a piece of condensed amber.
I excitedly click on it and discover that, in addition to the open exhibition area, the castle is also available for rent by the square meter.
MC: ...Castle rental?
My eyes light up, and an idea forms in my mind.
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When Lucien returns in the evening, I quietly close my laptop and walk to the door with a smile.
MC: Lucien—welcome home~ Ahem, I have a new idea about your birthday!
Lucien takes off his coat and gently embraces me, his eyes reflecting a soft, tranquil smile like the surface of a shallow water.
Lucien: What's the idea?
MC: Heehee, let me give you a hint~ How about we go somewhere far away for your birthday this time, a place with a vintage feel?
A gentle puff of air that seems like a suppressed chuckle reaches my ears, and a thoughtful expression appears on Lucien's face.
Lucien: Hmm... So, how vintage are we talking?
MC: Like, no elevator, and maybe no heating?
Lucien: Sounds like it could be a bit cold. It seems we'll need to pack some warm clothes.
I subconsciously nod, then immediately react.
MC: Wait, you've already agreed?
Lucien: Mm, after all, celebrating a birthday in a castle is a very appealing option.
MC: !!
MC: Hey! I clearly kept it under wraps, I haven’t even booked the tickets yet.... how did you figure it out so quickly?
Lucien's lips curve into a smile as he takes my hand, his index finger gently tapping on the back of my hand.
Lucien: It's probably because... your browsing history is synced to my computer.
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[Date]
If you want to follow along with the voice- you can hear it here . The date starts at 14:10
=[Part 1]=
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The late autumn sunshine is softened by the clouds, leaping through the glass window and casting a honey-like, mottled glow on the wooden floor.
MC: Mmh…
The cold air wakes me. As I'm about to stretch, my right hand accidentally brushes against something warm and soft.
Lucien lies peacefully beside me, breathing steadily. His brow, furrowed from days of relentless work, finally relaxes as he falls into a deep well of sleep.
We crossed the ocean and arrived at an ancient castle on the Atlantic coast last night.
It is said that this castle was personally designed and built by an inventor from the electrical era. He gifted it to his wife as a wedding present upon its completion.
They fell in love as they settled down at this very place, continuously building love founded on mutual companionship. Here they remained until they eventually passed away together and were laid to rest eternally within the castle grounds.
The profound emotions and story, coupled with the beautiful view of maple leaves and the ancient castle before my eyes, strengthen my resolve to rent this castle.
Amidst the intermingling of light and shadow this early morning, I quietly gaze at Lucien and a soft warmth wells up in my heart.
A hand with defined knuckles encloses my right hand, his palm pressed against the back of my hand, transmitting his body heat.
It's as if he's reluctant to grasp it tightly, yet unwilling to let go, so he just gently cups my hand.
I raise the hand that he isn’t holding, my fingertips hovering at the smallest distance as I trace the outline of his features.
Eyelashes, the bridge of his nose, his lips… until those closed eyelids suddenly quiver and blink lightly.
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Lucien slowly opens his eyes, a hint of soft sleepiness lingering in them.
His hold on my hand tightens as he looks at me drowsily, revealing a gentle, soft smile under the sunlight.
I shift my body slightly, blocking the sunlight that's falling into his eyes, then lean down and gently press my cheek against his.
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MC: Happy birthday, Professor Lucien~
Lucien: [his sleepy, soft voice is so cute-] Thank you, my little lady.
He tilts his face up, nuzzling affectionately against my cheek. The sunlight falls on his side profile, making him look fluffy.
The strands of his hair tangle with mine, stirring tender and lingering itches.
Lucien: Waking up in a castle and hearing MC's blessing, I must be the happiest person in the world right now.
Lucien: If I were to say there's still something missing, it would probably be...
Lucien: [chuckles] You're right. This castle is indeed quite cold.
His teasing tone makes me unable to resist lifting the corner of my lips. I snuggle closer, resting my cheek on his collarbone and nuzzling against it, warming the slightly cold patch of skin.
After warming up his skin that was exposed to the air, I tilt my face up to look at him.
MC: Being here with you under the covers like this makes it feel just a bit warmer.  
MC: However, getting up and moving around might help warm up our body too.
I wink at Lucien, speaking with a feigned seriousness that makes the matter seem like a big deal.
MC: I’ve decided to leave this difficult decision to the esteemed castle owner. May I ask, what would Your Highness like to do*?
My words are the picture of courtesy, yet I press myself against Lucien, my hand boldly and unreservedly traces his cheek.
His chest, pressed tightly against mine, trembles softly. Lucien takes my fingers, bringing them to his pale lips for a gentle kiss.
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Lucien: Since I’m the owner of this castle... then, I want to stay in bed with my girlfriend for a bit longer right now.
He looks at me and blinks, his eyelashes casting a warm shadow on his cheek.
Lucien: [chuckles] Is that okay?
His voice holds a touch of playful mischievousness. I meet those eyes filled with smiles and feel a little dazed.
MC: Of course…
Before I can even finish speaking, I feel his hand tighten around my waist, and I yield as he wraps me back in the blanket again.
From just a breath away, I hear Lucien's long, contented exhale.
Lucien: [chuckles softly, then exhales comfortably] Then stay with me a little longer, let's indulge in bed a bit more.
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*: MC playfully used 您 (nin) here, which is like the formal way to say ‘you’. I translate this to ‘Your Highness’ as an attempt to capture this~
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=[Part 2]=
We linger in bed until almost noon when Lucien finally 'digs' me out of the warm covers while I’m still drowsy from sleep.
After freshening up, we enjoy the sumptuous and exquisite brunch prepared by the butler.
Before the birthday dinner arrives, we still have a long stretch of leisurely time that we can freely arrange.
Considering this rare opportunity to vacation in the castle, we decide to spend half the day on the castle's lawn.
Late autumn is a season of vibrant colors, and the castle's designer clearly understood this well, planting a row of deciduous trees along the castle's edge.
[Trivia: Deciduous trees are trees that shed their leaves each year in the autumn!]
The lawn remains as green as an antique jade, but the leaves of the trees have already turned yellow, with a backdrop of maple forests ablaze in crimson.
The sunlight is warm, the fallen leaves crunch under my feet, and I can't help but take a deep breath.
MC: Mmm... It's the scent of autumn!
Lucien chuckles softly and, imitating me, takes a gentle breath of the autumn air.
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Lucien: [chuckles] The air is so fresh. It must have rained last night; I can smell the petrichor.
MC: Hearing you say that, it feels like even the air today is a fresh gift for you~
I reach out and catch a falling leaf carried by the autumn breeze, gently placing it in Lucien's hand.
MC: Lucien, I want to give you a gift of autumn!
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Lucien: A gift of autumn?
Lucien takes the leaf with a slightly puzzled look. I swing his hand gently and give him a wink.
MC: Consider this leaf a humble offering to spark something greater.
MC: I want to use these fallen leaves, flowers, and fruits to make an autumn basket, offering a small gift to today's birthday boy using nature's bounty.
Lucien gently nods in understanding, the curve of his lips remaining unchanged.
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Lucien: Even though you're preparing a gift for me, the birthday boy himself is eager to join in too.
Lucien: Or is it that my little lady will only allow me to stand back and do nothing?
As he leans in slightly, his tone carries a hint of seriousness, and his fingertips lightly brush against my palm.
Sunlight sprinkles across his face, and his smiling eyes, framed by the interplay of light and shadow, appear even deeper, revealing a gentle slyness.
MC: Of course I need Professor Lucien's help, but when it comes to the final weaving stage, the birthday boy can't peek~
Lucien: No problem, I will be an honest collaborator.
The autumn wind lifts his hair, creating gentle curves as it sweeps through the strands. I gather his fingers in mine and we step onto the forest path by the castle.
MC: Let's go then, we still need a lot of materials~
In the maple forest during late autumn, fruit trees laden with fruit hide amongst the low bushes, while vibrant beeches with flourishing branches and leaves stand beside the tall oaks.
Purple crocuses peek their delicate buds from the grass, while after the rain, strange fungi unfurl their caps and release spores.
It's like stumbling into an autumn oil painting with bold colors and thick brushstrokes, every glance reveals a colorful and magnificent scenery.
When Lucien picks up a plump acorn, a red squirrel with a fluffy tail scurries out and squeaks at him.
MC: Wow, such a daring little squirrel!
Lucien and I are both taken aback for a moment; this little fellow seems completely unafraid of us.
MC: Is it greeting us, or is it trying to steal the fruit we've picked up?
Lucien seems to already have a way to handle this, a hint of cunningness flashing in his eyes.
He takes a pine cone in his hand and gently dangles it in front of the little squirrel's tail.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Little guy, do you want this?
The greedy little squirrel's eyes instantly fixate on the new pine cone, completely captivated by his movement, and it scurries forward a few steps.
It stuffs the pine cone from Lucien's hand into its mouth in one gulp, then hops away with its cheeks puffed out.
Lucien: [chuckles] This maple forest is their world. That pine cone, well, let's just consider it an ‘entry fee'.
Lucien raises his hand again, and when he opens his palm before me, there they are—several even plumper and cuter acorns.
MC: Hold on, turns out you've been secretly keeping all these 'hidden treasures' to yourself!
Lucien: [in an ‘innocent’ tone] After all, my little lady needs these acorns, so I had to find a way to evade those sharp-eared and keen-eyed little fellows.
Though he says this, Lucien shows a relaxed expression, looking like a little fox pretending to be innocent.
The thought of the Great Professor Lucien actually ‘tricking’ a squirrel makes me burst out laughing. I grab his hand and pull him along as I run in the other direction.
MC: Hahaha, Professor Lucien, quick, run with me! Be careful, the little squirrel might go find the squirrel police and report us!
I hold hands with Lucien as we walk through the woods. The surrounding scenery is vibrant with colors, creating the impression of a flowing oil painting.
The air around the sweet osmanthus trees is filled with a sweet fragrance like cotton candy, while black walnuts and red oak acorns roll on the ground.
My pockets are loaded with autumn's ‘spoils’ which keep spilling out as I run, as if they are merging with the forest's hidden mysteries.
Despite these minor incidents, we still manage to gather a basketful of autumn's gifts.
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Back indoors, I carry my blessings for Lucien and patiently weave them together.
Leaves and fruits gradually take shape in my hands, carrying small heartfelt wishes, preserving the warmth and liveliness of autumn.
And then, I find Lucien by the window.
He seems to have just come inside, a hint of coldness still clinging to him, but when he turns and looks back at me, a gentle smile quickly spreads across his face.
I smile and lift the basket of fruits and flowers with both hands as if I'm holding all the beauty of autumn.
MC: This castle’s most beautiful autumn is all right here! Here, it's all yours—
MC: I hope every day of your future can be as complete, fulfilling, and beautiful as this~
Lucien's eyes curve into a smile as he takes the basket.  Suddenly, I feel a touch of moist coolness against my ear.
Through the glass window, I see him quietly tuck a vibrant Cleome flower into my hair.
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Lucien: Thank you, I really like these autumn gifts.
Lucien: But for me, the most beautiful part of autumn is right here before my eyes.
Lucien: She blooms year after year, staying by my side, and leaving me utterly captivated*.
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[T/N]
I think the Cleome Spinosa flower, also known as 醉蝶花 ("intoxicated butterfly") carries symbolic meaning. When Lucien gives her this particular flower, it reflects his emotions about her. The final line (她年复一年地盛开,陪在我的身边,令我沉醉其中 — literally translated as "She blooms year after year, staying by my side, and leaving me intoxicated") directly connects to the "intoxicating" (醉) in the flower's name with the word 沉醉 (immersed in a state of intoxication) in the last line, which combines 沉 (to sink or immerse) and 醉 (to be drunk or intoxicated).
沉醉 conveys the emotional nuances of being utterly captivated, deeply enchanted, and overwhelmed in a consuming, blissful way. This imagery mirrors the 'intoxicated butterfly' of the flower, as if he's the 'intoxicated butterfly', utterly captivated and completely consumed by her existence.
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=[Part 3]=
It's past dusk, and the sunlight is as golden and radiant as freshly harvested honey. Outside the window, a vast expanse of red maple trees sways in harmony with the evening breeze, whispering a soft melody. Leaves flutter and dance their way into the room every now and then.
I rub my arms, for even this gentle and beautiful scenery can’t stop the temperature from dropping as night falls.
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MC: Uh... It feels even colder than it did this morning.
Just then, the sound of rolling wheels comes from behind me. Lucien approaches, pushing a small wooden cart, a plush shawl in his hand.
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Lucien: I found a pretty good way to warm up, want to give it a try?
He gently wraps a shawl around me, and I comfortably nuzzle against his warm and cozy neck.
MC: I'm all ears to hear the esteemed opinions of the castle's owner!
Lucien smiles mysteriously, holds my hand, and pushes the cart as we walk together to a door leading underground.
MC: This is... a wine cellar?
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Lucien: I think it would be more ceremonial if we chose the wine list ourselves tonight.
He lights the two oil lamps that were prepared in advance. Each of us carries one, and we slowly move forward through the rich aroma of oak barrels.
According to the butler, the wine cellar was recently ventilated.  
Yet, perhaps the overwhelming aroma of wine saturates the air, walking inside makes me feel a bit stifled. I even feel slightly intoxicated just from the scent, before even having a sip.
Besides me, only Lucien still carries the fresh and crisp scent of grass and trees from when we were gathering fruits and fallen leaves.
It feels like he is the only antidote in this dim room filled with the floating aroma of wine.
Red maple leaves, the wine cellar, the wine itself… memories from the past seem to overlap at this moment.
Suddenly, I recall the winery we visited long ago.
The memory of the autumn stained red by the maple leaves has brought with it the restlessness and infatuation of the past, spilling out from the bottom of my heart without any reason...
It's as if my lips still retain the feeling of his touch when he wiped away the wine stain for me, making my heartbeat inexplicably quicken. Just then, I catch sight of Lucien gently placing a bottle of wine into the cart.
MC: Professor Lucien, what kind of wine did you choose?
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Lucien: Riesling white wine.
Lucien turns the bottle around to show me.
Lucien: When I got the cart, the butler knew I was going to the wine cellar and recommended this castle's specialty to me.
Lucien: And you?
I suppress the excitement in my heart and wink at him mysteriously.
MC: Hmph, you'll find out soon enough.
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The light and soft aroma of white wine fills the air, and even the candles on the wall seem intoxicated by the wine's fragrance, their flames gently flickering.  
Under the twilight dome of the sky, the shadows of the wine rack and stone walls sway gracefully in the flickering firelight.  
Lucien and I sit at a small table nearby, two crystal-clear glasses already filled with wine, exuding a faintly tipsy aura.  
After two glasses of Riesling, I feel warmth spreading through my body and let out a satisfied sigh.
MC: Ahh, so comfortable... I don't feel cold at all anymore~ As expected of the wine Professor Lucien chose.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Would you like some more?
I smile and shake my head, winking at him mysteriously.
MC: First, let's try the wine I picked~
I open the bottle of wine I selected and pour a glass for Lucien, sneaking a glance at his face from the corner of my eye.  
The candlelight cast a soft filter over him, concealing his keen and contemplative eyes, which revealed a soft glow under the haze of the wine.
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He parts his pale lips, gently swallows the wine, and seems to be momentarily dazed.
MC: How is it?
I can barely contain my anticipation as I watch his brow smooth slightly, relaxing further after taking in the wine.
Confusion and surprise flit through his gentle eyes, before swiftly transforming into a clear understanding.
Lucien:  ...This flavor is very unique, and yet also very familiar.
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Lucien: It's sweet and tender, yet with a touch of bitterness and complexity*.
[Notes from Lux: He copied her remark from back then, word by word :”””. 纠结 is a tricky word to translate because it literally means “intertwined”/”tangled”. But figuratively, it implies a kind of intertwined, tangled feeling, commonly describing a state of emotional or mental conflict, where someone feels torn between different choices or is experiencing confusion and hesitation (a.k.a the state of the earlier stage of their relationship-). I went with ‘complexity’ to capture some nuances, but it might not capture this ‘entangling’ feeling.]
The complex yet familiar remark sends a rush of emotions through me. Just as I’m thinking about what to say, Lucien smiles.
Lucien: But when I savor it again, I feel a warmth, like that of sunshine and rain—a delicate, pleasant warmth.
The familiar words stir a trace of emotion in my heart, and in a daze, it feels as if the autumn equinox of that year has arrived at this very moment.
He still remembers—this is the same bottle of wine I tasted back when we were just getting to know each other, during our visit to Eileen's winery for an interview.
My fingertips unconsciously rub against the bottle, and my thoughts follow my gaze to the red maple trees bathed in the evening glow.
Back then, it was also the season when the maples were crimson and the flowers were in full bloom...
A maple leaf, as if on cue, is swayed by the evening breeze and drifts toward me. I instinctively reach out, and the leaf gently lands in my palm.
It feels as though the early days of tentative exploration and the subtle sweetness of that time have traveled with the falling leaf, arriving here in this foreign land at this moment.
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Lucien: I remember, on the way to the winery, I mentioned Maple Road. We ended up going there together.
Lucien: On Maple Road, we read a poetry collection together and visited a maple sugar shack.
Lucien: Later, I drew a picture of you collecting maple leaves. That drawing even ended up in an exhibition...
The rippling light of the wine in the crystal glass reflects on him, even his gaze holds tender memories.
Lucien speaks calmly, his memories unfolding like a heavy book, slowly opening before me with the sound of his voice.
The bond beneath the red maple tree and the feelings growing in the vineyard, word by word, moment by moment, intertwine and become etched into our story-
Only those who created it together can turn its pages and retrieve each other's anchors from the endless flow of time.
My heart is stirred, subtly and uncontrollably. I can't help but rush into Lucien's arms, hugging him tightly.
MC: I remember too.
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MC: Not just these things you've mentioned... everything about you, I remember it all.
MC: So after today, Professor Lucien should also update this birthday into all our autumn memories.
His chest pressed close to me, trembles slightly. A warm, gentle kiss falls on my forehead, soft and cherishing.
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Lucien: Such beautiful memories, I don't seem to have any reason to let them fade away.
I lift my face joyfully and gently kiss his chin.  
We have already experienced countless stories through many autumns and celebrated each of his birthdays.
And I also want to write down promises with him for each and every autumn in the future, continuing on for a very, very long time.
MC: Then it's a promise!
Lucien smiles faintly and lifts me up with one hand, his gentle gaze meeting mine at eye level.
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Lucien: [chuckles] However, if I want to make the anchor of this ‘memory’ even more profound, I still need to gather a bit of inspiration…
The remaining of his words are lost into our mingling breaths, replaced by a crisp kiss tinged with the scent of wine.
This kiss is gentle and intoxicating, leaving me somewhat tipsy, though not from the effects of alcohol.
Perhaps it's because the youthful and inexperienced flavor of that past has long since mixed with the passionate love that has matured over time…
Blending and growing, pulling me deeply into it.
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=[Part 4]=
The twilight gradually fades into the night, and the bright moon quietly hangs in the autumn night, illuminating the still dazzling and fiery red maple leaves.
Lucien and I are still sitting at the table, enjoying the tranquility, when a sudden coldness brushes against my cheek.
I raise my head and realize, without noticing it, that snowflakes have already begun drifting down from the sky. Just then, I hear Lucien's smiling voice beside me.
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Lucien: It seems that today's ‘gifts’ are not over yet.
MC: After all, today is your birthday—the whole world will be sending you blessings~
Our gazes meet, and with a tacit understanding, we both set down our glasses and take each other's hands.
Lucien: Then, can I invite my ‘world’ to go out with me and experience this beauty together?
In the courtyard, rustling red maples intertwine with falling snowflakes, as if autumn and winter themselves are completing their handover at this very moment.
We get an umbrella from the butler and hold hands as we follow the stone path down the hill from the old castle.
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The moonlight on a snowy night grows brighter as we walk side by side to the small town at the foot of the hill, where the houses and streetlights are all covered in a delicate layer of snowflakes.
On the streets of the small town, many people, like Lucien and I, stroll under the moonlight, accompanied by the backdrop of the first snowfall, tacitly enjoying this tranquil night.
I turn my head to look at Lucien and find him reaching out his hand, gently catching a falling snowflake.
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His eyes curve faintly, as if harboring some kind of quiet longing, even carrying a touch of rare childlike innocence.
MC: [smiles softly] Why does it feel like Professor Lucien has a special fondness for this snow?
My tone holds a hint of curiosity, wanting to capture this rare glimpse of his innocence. Lucien smiles and begins to speak softly.
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Lucien: [softly, like recalling a cherished memory] Just remembered a movie I watched when I was little. I remember... it was about an inventor who lived in a castle.
Lucien: After watching it as a child, there was a time when I also wanted to be an inventor with a castle.
My eyes widen in a bit of surprise.
MC: [pouts] I can understand wanting to be an inventor, but why did it have to be one who lives in a castle…
MC: Professor Lucien, could it be that you're teasing me on purpose just because we came to a castle this year?
Lucien: [chuckles] Of course not. But if this story will make this little lady happy, I’d be more than willing to tell it to you.
MC: I want to hear it, I want to hear it!
I enthusiastically put on an attentive look, Lucien smiles as he begins to speak.
Lucien: Actually, the reason for wanting to own a castle is quite simple.
Lucien: Because that way, just like the main character in the movie, I could have a space of my own to carry out those daring and even dangerous experiments.
Lucien: And my parents could also accompany me in the castle, pursuing the research they are deeply passionate about.
Lucien: That way, they wouldn’t have to be 'trapped' in the lab all the time.
Lucien speaks naturally, his voice imbued with a soft smile, yet it's as if a tiny window is being opened.
Through that window, I seem to see a little Lucien, his eyes sparkling with fascination as he watches the movie, his heart filled with simple and pure longing.
My heart suddenly softens, and I can’t help but smile tenderly as I start to speak.
MC: The dream of becoming an inventor could now be considered halfway realized~
MC: After all, Professor Lucien is a great scientist walking at the forefront of humanity—it’s perhaps even more remarkable than that!
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MC: As for the castle... you've been the ‘owner of the castle’ for a day today, does that count?
Lucien: [chuckles] Of course it counts. And now, there’s even the first snowfall.
He takes my slightly cold hand and slips it in his pocket, softly rubbing it.
Lucien: I can no longer recall the plot of that movie very well. But I do remember that on the day we watched it, it also snowed in Loveland City.
Lucien: That day, they finished work early and brought home the videotape of that movie.
Lucien: The movie ended with the town welcoming its first snowfall, and we also stepped outside together to enjoy the snowy world.
He speaks vaguely, but I understand everything.
His low voice feels especially serene on this snowy night, yet as he speaks, another scene unfolds before my eyes.
When his room flooded before, he tidied up those old videotapes and set them aside, placing them carefully in a separate spot.
Is this old movie among those tapes?
As he put away the videotapes, did he recall that ancient castle and that warm snowfall?
I don’t know the answer, but I can feel that those fleeting, rarely mentioned fragments of his past were once so distant and cold.
But now, those precious fragments have thawed like melting ice and snow, filled with nostalgia and warmth as they slowly flow.
I instinctively tighten my hold on his hand.
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The first snowfall is falling thicker and thicker, yet it isn't biting cold. Snowflakes gently drift past the edge of the umbrella, landing on the tips of my hair and forehead, as well as Lucien's.
It's as if this world is bestowing its blessings on Lucien in the most gentle way.
MC: Even though it's many years late, it seems that we've now made little Lucien's childhood dream come true.
With a chuckle, Lucien's low voice reaches me through the wind and snow.
Lucien: [chuckles] Indeed, so I was quite surprised, but also delightfully so.
Lucien: However, if it weren’t for this twist of fate, perhaps I wouldn’t have thought of this idea again for a very, very long time.
Lucien: [softly] Because I've long had something far more important.
Lucien: To me, those forgotten thoughts are more like a bottle of wine hidden in a cellar.
MC: Wine?
Lucien: Mm, just like the wine we’re drinking today.
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Lucien: Grapes can never return to their original form, but time makes them richer and more mellow, and they will always meet someone who knows how to cherish them.
Lucien: She will give me a castle, stay in bed with me, treasure an entire autumn with me... and walk with me through quiet streets on snowy nights.
A snowflake quietly lands on his eyelashes and melts a moment later. It’s as if the melted droplets seep into my heart, creating ripples of sweet warmth.
I can't help but speak softly, offering all my blessings to my beloved standing before me under the moonlight of this snowy night.
MC: Happy birthday, Lucien.
May each and every year of your future be surrounded with love as you move forward.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*FIN*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
[Bonus Phone call]
Lucien: I received the email you sent. Looks like it has some intel about a birthday.
MC: Yes! It's a text-based open-source game I found online. I modified it a bit~
MC: You can start from age 0 and randomly generate the 'life' of a little Lucien!
Lucien: Mm, just now, I've already completed two endings.
Lucien: The first time, little Lucien was accidentally captured by an alien spacecraft at the age of three and left Earth forever.
Lucien: The second time, little Lucien received a mysterious admission letter at the age of sixteen. No one knows where he went.
[Aren't these just a reflection of his past??? from being kidnapped by BS to mysteriously disappearing hhhhh]
MC: Haha, is the game’s random value design too harsh? Maybe I should tweak it a bit...
Lucien: No need, I really like this level of difficulty. It’s precisely this randomness that makes it so interesting to me.
Lucien: I’ve just started my third playthrough. This time, I’ve decided to reallocate some of the 15 points I gave to intelligence and assign some to luck.
[Not this basically saying that his genius may be the reason for his unluckiness in life :""". His 'luck' in life is that he's able to met her]
MC: So Professor Lucien had been putting all the points into one stat before! No wonder you kept having such over-the-top mysterious experiences...
Lucien: I just subconsciously wanted to test the limits of this little game, and unexpectedly made real discoveries.
Lucien: Although these endings greatly increased the game's replayability, this time, I want to make the game last a bit longer.
Lucien: That way, perhaps I can meet you in the game as well.
MC: Hehe, you can look forward to it!
MC: So, how's it going? What age did you reach in your third playthrough?
Lucien: …Hmm, I've already invented the elixir of immortality and reached the age of two hundred, but I still haven't encountered you.
Lucien: Am I on the right track?
MC: Pfft! I did set up an encounter, but I didn't set an age limit, thinking it would slightly increase replayability...
MC: I feel like I might have overdone it...
Lucien: It’s okay. In the game, little Lucien has already met you—at the age of five hundred.
Lucien: Then, on his birthday, we confessed to each other at the same time and spent a happy life together.
[Man so love-brained that he creates an immortality elixir and stubbornly waits a long time to finally meet her LOL. In this way, it can be said that his current life might be the 'luckiest' possibility because it allows him to meet her so soon]
MC: Hahaha, that's good, that's good... So, do you like this "life path" of becoming an inventor?
Lucien: I like it. I like everything and my destined encounter with you.
Lucien: I’ll be home soon, and when I get there, I’d like to invite you to explore all the other possibilities for little Lucien together—
Lucien: And explore every moment I spent with you on this birthday.
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Strategy Game Date - English Translation (2/2)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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My fingers inadvertently brush against his earlobe as I slowly drape my necklace on his face.
Like marking him as my guaranteed prize in advance, I grasp the chain and gently tug it, pulling him half a step closer to me.
The dazzling light settles back into my eyes, as if he has always meant to be mine.
Translation under the cut!
Previous: Part 1 & 2-> [Here]
=[Part 3]=
After I mention wanting to learn chess, Lucien unexpectedly takes me straight to the exhibition hall next to the banquet room.
Seven black and white checkered platforms of varying sizes divide the space vertically, connected by steps and reaching almost to the ceiling.
Towering above me, the black and white chess pieces are nearly life-sized. Like the legions of a mighty emperor arrayed for battle, they cast a majestic gaze down upon me, making me suddenly realize something.
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MC: This... could this be a giant, three-dimensional chessboard?
Lucien: Hm, when the organizers created this exhibition hall, they probably wanted people to directly experience the spatial sense of three-dimensional chess.
Lucien picks up a remote control from the entrance and brightens the lights.
MC: So, if we're thinking like chess players, shouldn't we head up to the top level?
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Lucien: [chuckles] Sometimes I wonder if this student has secretly seen my courseware.
He smiles and takes my hand, leading me up the steps. We weave between oversized chess pieces, finally reaching the top of the chessboard.
Lucien: Actually, looking from directly above, the rules for moving the pieces are generally similar to international classic chess.
Lucien: You've had some 'hands-on' experience with me before, so you should pick this up pretty quickly.
Lucien: The pieces in three-dimensional international chess can move vertically between adjacent boards. In addition to this, these small boards can rotate under corresponding rules.
He presses the remote, and a small chessboard begins to rotate horizontally until its black squares once again align with those of the adjacent larger board.
MC: Wow...! That's so interesting!
Lucien: [chuckles] Might as well give it a try.
I take the remote and, after a few shifts, gradually start to figure out the pattern.
MC: The smaller boards can only rotate if they're empty or have just one piece on them.
MC: But it seems like it can only move on the same side of the big chessboard and to the adjacent corners?
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Lucien: [chuckles] As expected of a clever girl.
MC: Well, it's all thanks to the patient and guiding Teacher Lucien.
Lucien: Now then, rather than boring you with the rules, why don't we learn and gradually reinforce them through hands-on practice?
MC: So, are we going to jump right in and play a chess game?
Lucien: Mm, in an interesting way.
Lucien takes my hand and leads me to the level where the white chess pieces are arrayed.
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Lucien: By entering the game personally, perhaps you'll be more immersed in it.
He smiles calmly and walks over to a white Queen piece. He extends his hand and pushes it aside, creating an empty space.
Lucien: Come on, give it a try.
Only at this moment do I belatedly understand the meaning of ‘entering the game personally'.
Gazing at each of the chess pieces solemnly arrayed around me, I take a deep breath and step into the center.
Like a coronation, the light crowns me. And amidst my nervousness, I also feel a thrill of excitement.
MC: Lucien, I'm ready.
Lucien: [chuckles] Okay, but you'll need to be cautious from now on.
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Lucien: In chess, the Queen is the most powerful piece, and also the one most easily captured.
A voice that feels strangely familiar traverses the depths of distant memories, falling clearly upon my ears. I freeze for a moment, then a smile spreads on my face.
MC: Of course I know, especially since this is my first time on the 'battlefield’.
MC: However... I will do my best to fight a good battle.
Lucien: [chuckles] I'm honored to be your opponent.
With Lucien stepping onto the position of the black king, the instructional match begins.
To gain a more intuitive understanding, I open up the chessboard simulation that Lucien gave me.
Lucien: In three-dimensional chess, occupying and controlling the center layer is very important.
I suddenly recall the knight's jump in Carl's opening and skillfully push the white knight forward, seizing the initiative to start the game.
A flicker of surprise momentarily crosses Lucien's face, but he quickly smiles and moves to occupy the White Knight's most likely next landing spot.
After a few rounds, we soon converge on the strategic focal point—the center of the chessboard.
Lucien: The Queen piece can move along any horizontal row, vertical column, and diagonal line.
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MC: Then I won't hold back.
Seeing my chance to capture Lucien's freshly placed pawn by moving between levels, I don’t hesitate. I walk over and gently push it.
A spotlight immediately illuminates this small victory of mine.
The display stand is already waiting nearby, and I proudly push the captured pawn onto it.
As Lucien explains the rules, the beams of light repeatedly light up, and I capture several more black pieces in succession.
MC: This feeling is just too addictive!
Lucien: Looks like this classmate is gradually discovering the joy of chess.
A subtle smile plays on Lucien’s lips, his expression brimming with lively interest as he appears engrossed in this entertaining and educational game.
At this moment, I notice Lucien standing diagonally across from me, just a step away.
According to the rules, I can checkmate this enemy king in just one step.
Suppressing my wildly beating heart, I casually start to speak as if it’s unintentional.
MC: What do chess players do at the moment of victory?
Lucien: They usually call out 'Checkmate' to tell the opponent, 'You've been ‘eaten’ by me'.*
MC: Ohhh~ Checkmate!~
Looking at him with his smiling eyes, seemingly unaware of his situation, I feel a bit giddy and rise slightly on my tiptoes.
Suddenly, tiny flecks of light glimmer across Lucien's face. Following his slightly narrowed gaze, I realize it's the light reflecting off my necklace.
The flecks of light dance just perfectly on his face, inexplicably arousing a desire within me.
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I want to triumph over this genius, to have him celebrate for me, to have him witness my coronation.
Driven by this thought, I gently set the chessboard aside and take off my necklace.
My fingers inadvertently brush against his earlobe as I slowly drape the necklace on his face.
Like marking him as my guaranteed prize in advance, I grasp the chain and gently tug it, pulling him half a step closer to me.**
The dazzling light settles back into my eyes, as if he has always meant to be mine.
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MC: Checkmate.
I look into his eyes and speak softly.
MC: Lucien, it seems like you're about to be ‘eaten’ by me now.
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Lucien: Is that so?
Lucien: But... it seems my turn to make a move now
MC: …?
He raises an eyebrow, pushes the black Bishop aside, and moves along the line towards the King chess piece behind me.
Because I was focused on capturing pieces earlier, I didn't set up any defenses around my king. Now, I can only watch as Lucien advances towards it unimpeded-
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As if in response to his words, the white king collapses in defeat.
Everything is happening so suddenly. A blinding beam of light abruptly shines just a few steps away, making me squint.
The chessboard, which just moments ago rested on the ground, now lies askew without me noticing, its tilted surface like a declaration of my defeat.
A golden chess piece rolls dejectedly towards the light until a large hand with defined knuckles picks it up.
Within the spotlight, Lucien holds the chess piece between his fingers and casually glances up.
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Lucien: [the way his CN VA said this in english🤧] Game Over.
Lucien: Did this Miss Player enjoy the game to her heart's content?
The translucent colored glass refracts the cold light into his eyes, making him look like a proud and indifferent figure of high status.
It's as if, should he desire a win, the golden fruit of victory will naturally fall into his hand; and should I relish the challenge, he would be quite happy to help me experience that same joy.
Lucien has always been a good teacher.
Although the frustration of failure lingers in my heart, there is still a hidden sense of thrill that draws me toward him.
MC: Winning would make it even more enjoyable for me.
MC: However, losing might not be a bad thing either.
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MC: That way, I can see how far I still have to go before I can beat you.
Lucien: [chuckles] That's very good.
Lucien: ‘Desire to win’ is the first step towards victory.
He gently caresses the chess piece in his hand, stretches his arms out even more languidly, and makes no attempt to hide his overflowing eagerness and anticipation.
Lucien: MC, do you still want to play?
MC: Of course.
He smiles ambiguously, his narrow eyes taking me in completely.
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Lucien: Then, go ahead and beat me quickly.***
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[T/N]
p.s. Did you catch all the references to S1 chapter 23 👀 Very interesting to see him saying essentially the same thing as Winter World Lucien/Ares, but more in casual tone and wording🤧 Also, as for the plot,… For now, I can only say that he's truly a black-bellied ‘beauty bait’ 😂 I will talk more about the plot at the end of the date~
*: In Chinese, 'capture' in chess is expressed as 吃掉 (chī diào), which literally means 'to eat up' or 'devour.' This creates an interesting double meaning in the MC's line, if you know what I mean🥴
**: The phrase used here is 囊中之物 (náng zhōng zhī wù), which literally translates to "something in the bag". It implies that something is already securely in one's possession, entirely under one's control, or easily obtainable—like something that's already been caught and placed in a bag or like a prize of a secured victory. By using this phrase, besides being overconfident she also expresses a desire to assert her “sovereignty” on him~
Also as for the line right after that (仿佛他本就是我的), a more literal translation would be that “as if he inherently/naturally/fundamentally belongs to me.”. like, him belonging to her just feel natural and inherent 🤧. That sounds awkward in EN so I use a more natural-sounding phrase sksksksks
***: Alternative translation: “Then, go ahead and win me quickly.” . 赢我 (literally, “win me”)can either be interpreted as him urging her to beat him in the game or literally ‘win’ him, with him still wearing her necklace a.k.a her stake on him, like a prize yet to be claimed… both can be true imo-
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=[Part 4]=
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Throughout our trip, Lucien's chess lessons continue to progress step by step.
Soon, it's the last day, and we're heading back to the guesthouse after completing our itinerary.
I rest boredly on Lucien's lap, thinking about how to properly wrap up the vacation.
Suddenly, an idea pops into my mind.
MC: Lucien.
Lucien: MC.
Our voices ring out at the same time, and then we both laugh together.
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Lucien: [chuckles] You go first.
MC: I've been learning chess for a week. Shouldn't the teacher check the results?
Seeing me glance meaningfully at the chessboard on the desk, he catches my meaning with a knowing smile.
Lucien: It seems a chess match is inevitable then.
MC: Hee hee~ But since Professor Lucien often has a habit of going easy on me, I must give you a serious reminder…
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MC: If you don't give it your all, then I won't play with you anymore.
Seeing my eager expression, Lucien smiles and winks.
Lucien: In that case, I'll probably give it my all even more than I would for the championship.
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MC: Woo hoo, you're too amazing!
Lucien innocently arranges the chessboard, as if he wasn't the one who checkmated me three times in five minutes.
Lucien: Do you want to play another round?
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MC: No, no, no more. If we keep playing, I might develop some psychological scars…
Lucien: [chuckles] In that case, why don't we go have some fun?
MC: Hm?
As Lucien draws open the floor-to-ceiling curtains, a bright orange-pink view suddenly floods my retinas.
Flamingo floaties, heart-shaped balloons, and red lip-shaped water balloons are arranged around the pool, creating a lively party atmosphere.
Lucien: We agreed to have a pool party on the first day we arrived here.
Lucien: It's just that a certain classmate was so engrossed in learning chess that she seems to have completely forgotten about this.
Hearing the pretend grievance in his tone, I laugh and pinch his nose.
MC: Could it be that a certain professor was playing such a fast game of chess just to get me to go have fun sooner?
Lucien doesn't say anything, but a smile plays on his lips as if in confirmation.
Lucien: You always keep your head down when we play chess. It seems like I haven't seen your eyes in a long time.*
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A party should naturally have the vibe of a party.
By the time I arrive in the garden, having changed into my pink dress, Lucien is already waiting for me.
The beige suit hugs his elegant form, accentuating his sharp lines, while the light green tie adds a touch of freshness.
MC: This trip is totally worth it!~ I unexpectedly got to see so many different styles of Professor Lucien.
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Lucien: Initially, I didn't quite understand why you didn't want to wear a swimsuit to the party, but now—
Lucien: Seeing such a lovely picture, I think I understand.
The summer breeze gently tousles his bangs, and I suddenly realize that his hair has grown longer without me noticing.**
I can’t help but reach up to fiddle with his hair a couple of times, but it doesn't feel like enough. So I take off my hair clip and stand on tiptoe toward him.
My fingertips twirl a strand of his hair. He seems to realize what I'm doing and gently leans down. His warm breath falls steadily on the corner of my lips, like a phantom of a kiss.
His naturally exquisite brows and eyes are now fully unveiled, making me smile with satisfaction.
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MC: It's better this way~ I can see your eyes all the time now.
Those dark eyes freezes for a fleeting second, then the world held within his gaze curves into the faintest of smiles. For a moment, I'm completely spellbound by the sight.
"Pop!" The balloon bursts with a bang, and we both blink in surprise, then burst into laughter together.
Sunlight casts dappled light and shadow on the water's surface, and a giant flamingo float drifts towards us, like an invitation of some sort. So, I reach out my hand to Lucien.
MC: Are you ready?
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Lucien: Although I don't know what MC is referring to, I think I'd be more than happy to entrust myself to you.
He places his hand on my palm, and I immediately hold it tightly.
MC: [laughs] Then I won't hold back-
I raise our intertwined hands high above our heads and take a big step forward, jumping towards the flamingo with all my might.
As we float in midair, the warm sunlight, woven with dappled shadows cast by the trees, rushes toward me, and a joyful exclamation escapes my lips.
His familiar gentle voice sounds by my ear as his strong arm pulls me close and protects me firmly in his embrace.
Bam-!
We feel a soft, bouncy sensation on our backs as we sink before being bounced back up.
Colorful balloons float in mid-air, while polka-dotted water balloons bobbing along with the waves, like a pop art canvas unfolding before one's eyes.
The splashing water droplets glint like the world’s own flash, capturing all the joy in that moment.
The flamingo drifts leisurely until the waves finally calm down, and I turn to look at the person beside me.
MC: Once you board my “pirate ship”, there's no easy escape!
Lucien: [chuckles] If you're using yourself as bait to lure me onto your pirate ship…
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Lucien: Then it seems this pirate miss has ensnared herself in her own trap. After all, we're in the same boat now... [whispers] you can't escape either.
With a soft laugh, he deliberately tightens his arms around me.
MC: Hahaha! Don't underestimate me!
I feign a struggle to break free but discover something tangled around my arm—
Several bright red lipstick decorations each trailing a long red thread, winding messily and mischievously around our bodies.
I'm just about to take it off, but then an idea strikes me, and with a smile, I tilt my chin up.
MC: Shall we play a little game?
Under his noncommittal gaze, I loop a red thread around his fingertips, pressing one red lip against his chest. The other, I keep in my hand.
MC: Let's see who can snatch away the other's 'red lips' first. I may not be able to beat you at chess, but I'm still quite confident in this kind of little game—
Before I even finish speaking, I feel a sudden tug on my fingertip.
I turn my head in surprise and find that Lucien has already firmly grasped the “red lips” in my hand.
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MC: ….
Isn't this too fast?!
I laugh in spite of myself as I turn my head back, meeting that gaze filled with a hint of smugness and mischief.
MC: [pouts] So you really have such a high desire to win.
Lucien: Of course.
He gives a subtle, almost imperceptible smile, and purposefully tightens his grip on the red lips, but doesn't take it away.
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Lucien: But compared to winning, I find myself savoring this moment even more.
Lucien: A well-matched opponent... makes the competition itself more enjoyable.***
Gazing deeply into his calm, smiling eyes, I can't help but hook my finger around his tie, pulling myself closer to drown in their depths.
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MC: But... when I really think about it…
MC: Lucien, have I ever won against you?
Lucien: [chuckles] What do you think?
His dark, ink-like eyes glimmer with interest, yet remain extraordinarily serious as they're waiting for my answer.
MC: I don't know.
MC: Sometimes I feel like I've never won, because it seems that even when I use all my strength, I'm only just engaging in a match with you, still a distance away from victory.
MC:  Sometimes I feel like I've won, but those instances don't seem to count as ‘winning or losing’.
The shimmering light of the waves drowns in the depths of his tender gaze, making me fall into those eyes just by looking at them.
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Lucien: [sincerely] You've won against me many times.
Lucien: Sometimes, even when I fight back with everything I have, I still can't overcome you.
He smiles, a little helplessly, yet with a hint of willing surrender in his expression.
MC: Am I really that powerful?
Lucien: [chuckles] Mm. Besides, whenever I'm playing with MC, the rules, the strategies, winning or losing… none of it holds any significance anymore.
Lucien: I think, maybe you're just naturally talented at turning everything into the world's most fun game, making people want to keep playing…
Before I know it, he has silently wound a red thread around us, like the unbreakable red thread of fate. Greedily, I wind it tighter, until my fingertips touch his.****
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MC: So, can I take that to mean that Professor Lucien enjoys playing with me the most?
Lucien: [chuckles] If I said yes…
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Lucien: [whispers hoarsely] Would you be willing to play with me forever, MC?
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[T/N]
*: “You always keep your head down when we play chess. It seems like I haven't seen your eyes in a long time.”- By seeing her eyes, he confirms that she’s also ‘looking’ at him, paying attention to him. He's basically saying that she's so absorbed in chess that she seems to haven't looked at him for so long🥺 Although he's saying this in a lighthearted way, it also hints at his longing for her attention 🤧
**: This highlight how MC hasn't paid much attention that now his hair has grown longer without her noticing u.u
***: 旗鼓相当 (qí gǔ xiāng dāng) - "Evenly matched" or "well-matched." This idiom literally translates to battle flags and drums being of equal strength, symbolizing that both sides in a competition are equally capable or have the same chance of winning. It also implies mutual respect for the opponent, recognizing them as a worthy rival.
****: The red string/thread of fate! In the East, it conveys a sense of destined love. Lucien being the one who silently wounds it around them, he takes the initiative to establish the bond between them, but it is loosely at first, as if inviting her to be the one who tightens it. He’s not just forcing a bond; he’s creating an opportunity for her to choose how close they want to be. And longingly and greedily, she tightens the bond because she wants them to be as close as possible 🥺 Love is always a two-way street that requires active participation from two sides 🤧. Along with his “childish” proposal, you could also interpret it as a “trap” that he weaves for the two of them, but it’s one that neither of them wants to escape from 😂
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[Moments- Emotional Expression]
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Lucien's post: Sometimes, showing childishness can be seen as a way of expressing emotions.
MC: Do you also feel this way?
Lucien: Of course. In front of you, I often can't help but want to act a little spoiled.
[Reply 2]
Lucien's post: Sometimes, showing a ‘childish’ side can be seen as a way of expressing emotions.
MC: Does Professor Lucien like this way of expressing emotions?
Lucien: Mm, if lovers can freely show their childishness, it might mean their relationship has entered a new stage.
[Reply 3]
Lucien's post: Sometimes, showing a ‘childish’ side can be seen as a way of expressing emotions.
MC: I agree! Sometimes I want to act like a little kid in front of you~
Lucien: You have always been my little friend.
[T/N]
While "childishness" has a negative connotation in English, it carries a more neutral and sometimes even endearing connotation in Chinese. In this context, it conveys a sense of playfulness and innocence rather than pure immaturity👀
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[Lux's Afterwords]
Not gonna lie, when I first read it, I felt a bit disappointed because this date seems to emphasize Lucien's victories despite being promoted as an "evenly matched game." 😂 However, after reading it a second time, I think I understand what the writers are trying to convey with this date (Also thank God at least they show this ‘evenly matched’ aspect in his Halloween date LOL).
I think this date is really trying to showcase Lucien's mischievous and “childish” side, reminiscent of his childhood before everything changed after the car accident 🤧 As we know from the R&S (that I shared before the beginning of the date- go read it if you haven't ahah), he was a gentle and quiet kid, yet there’s also that little “bad” streak in him. As a child, he loved teasing Fan Zihang (Zack in EN localization), and now he’s shifted that teasing to his girlfriend🤣 although there's still an obvious double standard like him still willing to go easy on her from time to time~
Just like what his reply in the moments said, a partner showing ‘childishness’ might mean that the relationship is entering a new stage. The fact that he can show this side of himself means he feels comfortable enough with MC to let his guard down. It’s like he’s letting her see a glimpse of the genuine him, the one who can be mischievous and has a high desire to win, just like he was as a kid. Perhaps…this is the kind of person he would have become if his parents were still alive. From being indifferent and distant, the snow is melting and he's entering a new spring in his life🤧
Then, reflecting on how the date mostly highlights his victories, I think Lucien’s not letting her win easily isn’t just about his mischief or his strong desire to win. He also hopes to challenge her with, make her understand, and eventually surpass his true capabilities 🥺. What MC says (“That way, I can see how far I still have to go before I can beat you.”) emphasizes this point. His display of true strength is meant to motivate her, not discourage her. He’s willing to give her a taste of victory, making the game more enjoyable regardless of winning or losing, and is even willing to teach her how to beat him. After all... an evenly matched opponent makes competition all the more enjoyable.
Furthermore, Lucien sincerely acknowledges that there are times when he can't win against her even when he fights with all of his might. Although it feels hollow if we only based it on the date alone, there are many, many instances of him ‘losing’ to her in previous dates and main stories- one instance that I can think of is this line from The Sea No Longer Distant MQ:
He feels as if she has left him far behind, as if she knows more things that he cannot comprehend.
He’s helpless to such outcomes, yet willing to surrender (coming from someone with such a strong desire to win... if this isn’t love, I don’t know what is). The result doesn’t matter as much as just enjoying the moment together🥺 Lastly, let's talk about his last line.
MC愿意永远和我一起玩下去吗? (Would you be willing to play with me forever, MC?)
With this date revolving around games and his ‘childishness’, the closing line is perfect 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。 永远 (forever) is a heavy word, and it turns this seemingly playful line into something like an earnest yet almost childlike proposal 🥺. Through this, he’s expressing a wish for her lifelong companionship and commitment. There’s also an underlying vulnerability here—by asking for "forever”, Lucien hints at a deeper hope that she’ll stay by his side, to keep ‘playing’ with him until the end of life and more🤧
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Strategy Game Date - English Translation (1/2)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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"Wow, if you remember someone, they must be really impressive!"
"Not at all. In fact, on most of the days we've played, he couldn't even win a pack of biscuits."
"So, about the same level as me then~"
"But MC is special to me. Whether it's ‘biscuits', 'candy', or even 'unreasonable requests', you always manage to win them over in another way."
Translation under the cut!
[T/N: Before reading the date, I highly recommend you all to read this R&S: Regarding What Book Doesn't Say (and while at it read The Victim Who Disappeared too~). This date contains important references to that R&S, and I would like to analyze this date later in comparison with it at the end of this date🥺 There's also some reference to S1 chapter 23 but I'm gonna assume that y'all already read it u.u.]
If you want to follow along with the voice, you can follow it here.
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[Call- On The Way Home from Work]
Lucien: I just saw your missed call, what's wrong?
MC: [worriedly] I was just wondering why Professor Lucien, who clearly got off work an hour ago, still hasn't come home yet.
Lucien: [chuckles softly]  Sorry, I was held up a bit by something.
Lucien: If you're not too busy, could you bring a trolley and come pick me up at the small park outside the complex?
MC: I certainly can, but what happened?
Lucien: I was stopped by that old gentleman who often plays chess in the park, and he invited me to play a game with him.
MC:  Hmm? Why did that grandpa suddenly "abandon" his friends and come to you?
Lucien: Today, his chess friend stood him up, so he was searching the whole park for a "destined" person who could play chess.
Lucien: And on my backpack, I happened to have a chess pendant that you gave me.
MC: Oh~ But the Xianqi (Chinese chess) Grandpa plays and international chess aren't the same type, right?
Lucien: There are indeed quite big differences between the two, but luckily, I'm not too unfamiliar with the rules of Xiangqi.
MC: Judging by Professor Lucien’s tone, it seems like he has won~
Lucien: It was a narrow victory.
Lucien: However... I'm having some regrets now.
MC: Why?
Lucien: Things seem to have gotten a little out of hand after I won the game. He enthusiastically invited me to solve an endgame puzzle—
[Trivia: In chess, endgame refers to a chess problem where only a few pieces remain on the board, and the challenge is to find the best moves to win or achieve a draw.]
Lucien: And after I solved it, I found out that this puzzle has apparently been around for a few years.
MC: Wow! That's amazing...! So, doesn't that mean the brilliant Professor Lucien is going to become a big celebrity in the park?
Lucien: [sighs] ...But they're a bit too enthusiastic.
Lucien: [he sounds so helpless and dumbfounded it's cute LOL] To celebrate, that grandpa and the elderly watching the game gave me all the eggs, rice, and cooking oil they got from the supermarket.
Lucien: I couldn't refuse at the moment, so now I'm stuck here, overwhelmed by this weighty goodwill.
MC:  Pfft, hahaha~ So that's why you asked me to bring a trolley and rescue you!
MC: I think I see you! Hmm? Are you buying something?
Lucien: [chuckles] Mm, I just found a flower vending machine here.
Lucien: After all, I did ask my girlfriend to come rescue me, so I figured I should at least buy a bouquet of flowers as a thank you.
[Prologue-Surprise Journey]
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MC: You're going to compete against the world champion of 3D chess next week?!
When I arrive home from work and step into the entryway, the news hits me like a brick, leaving me frozen in place.
[Trivia: 3D Chess is a variant of traditional chess that adds a third dimension with multiple horizontal layers. It's different and more complex compared with classic 2D chess because besides being able to move horizontally, it can also move vertically between layers, and naturally, it has different rules compared to the classic (I tried to search the rules of one type of 3D chess and ended up being confused at it HAHA). Most ppl def can't easily learn it in one try unless you're Xu Mo]
Lucien calmly takes my bag and nods slightly.
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Lucien: Mm, the tournament organizers invited Carl to play a simultaneous exhibition.
[Trivia: In chess simultaneous exhibition means one player plays against multiple opponents at the same time]
Lucien: Besides me, there will also be many 3D chess players and enthusiasts participating.
MC: ...Wait a minute, Lucien, you haven't been scammed, have you?
MC: There are a lot of scams going around these days that seem to trick people with things like registration fees.
[gurl why would you think that the great and mighty™️ Professor Lucien would get scammed🤣]
Lucien: That possibility certainly can't be ruled out, but I've already confirmed it.
Lucien can't help but chuckle a bit and opens the official website of the International Chess Federation.
Following the movement of his fingertips, I quickly found Lucien's name on the shortlist.
MC: So awesome…
MC: You've obviously only been playing 3D chess for a month, yet you're already able to participate in such a competition.
Lucien: This type of game is actually not that difficult once you grasp the rules.
MC: ...That's precisely something a genius would say.
He winks a little smugly, smiles, and pulls me into his arms.
Lucien: So, would MC like to go together?
Lucien: I recall you don't seem to be very busy next week.
MC: Of course, I would like to!
MC: This is your first time participating in a chess tournament, so I wouldn't want to miss it.
Lucien: That's good to hear. Otherwise, I might have to repack my suitcase.
Following his gaze, I notice he's already packed some of my clothes in the suitcase and I can't help but laugh.
MC: You already knew I'd say yes.
Lucien: Mm, after all, it seems like MC can never bring herself to turn down my requests.
[Date]
=[Part 1]=
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MC: The guesthouse you chose is so beautiful!
I lean out from the villa window and look outside; the warm breeze passes through the tropical orange trees, stirring sweet orange-scented ripples on the clear pool water.
MC: This garden is exactly like a scene from an American movie, I feel like a pool party is about to start any second now.
Lucien: [chuckles] After I finish my competition, we might as well have a pool party here too.
MC: Sounds good! Then I…
I spin around excitedly, but then my gaze is suddenly caught by a vibrant blaze of crimson, making me fall silent.
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Lucien is dressed in a cherry-red suit paired with an olive-green tie, giving off a bold retro vibe.
Complementing this look, a sleek leather belt with a ring buckle and a tilted round hat adds a touch of simplicity and style.
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Lucien: [teasingly] If you keep looking at me like that, I might actually get a little shy.
Despite saying so, he doesn't shy away and instead approaches me with a smile.
MC: It's just so stunning... Did this Great Chess Player pick this outfit specifically for the competition?
Lucien: There will be a lot of people at the competition, so maybe this will help me better attract the attention of a certain little lady.
[T/N: Great Chess Player (大棋手 - dà qíshǒu) is how MC teasingly and admiringly refers to him while little lady (小姑娘 - xiǎo gūniang) is Lucien's special term of endearment to MC. So yes, he's the one picking the outfit to attract her attention, just like male peacocks displaying their feather🤣 Please don't be harsh on his color choice because he literally can't see them🥲]
MC: [pouts] Humph, I want to protest~
MC: Even without any help, I can still instantly spot you in a crowd!
Lucien: [chuckles] Of course, I believe that. But I also have a selfish motive.
He gently pinches my puffed-out cheeks and meets my gaze with a smile.
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Lucien: [gently and sincerely] Just thinking about you watching me throughout the competition... it'll likely fill me with strength.
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In the vast venue, a hundred chess players are seated at their tables, eagerly awaiting the arrival of Carl, the world champion.
The audience seats are already packed with hundreds of spectators, and the broadcasting equipment, along with the commentators, is set up and ready to go.
Feeling the solemn atmosphere, I shrink back a little and quickly walk over to the family seating area within the venue to sit down.
Host: Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the International 3D Chess Championship!
Host: Here today, we have chess elites gathered from all around the globe.
Host: They have emerged from fierce preliminary rounds and will face Carl, the champion of the International 3D Chess Championship, in a head-to-head battle.
Just then, on the large screen suspended above the venue, a refined-looking man is waving and greeting the crowd below.
Host: Following the classic tournament rules, each player will have 120 minutes to make their first 40 moves, after which they will have another 60 minutes to complete the rest of the game.
Host: To ensure fairness and smooth progression, a team of referees will supervise the entire match.
Host: Please remain quiet during the match so that the players can concentrate.
Host: We hope you all enjoy this feast of intellect and strategy!
As the match bell rings, the first game appears on the big screen.
Carl opens with a knight's jump, using the black pieces. Time flows in silence for a long while before his opponent finally makes their move.
Just as the unfamiliar and complex cross-layer moves are starting to make my head spin, the game reaches Lucien's table.
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Facing Carl's aggressive opening, Lucien doesn't panic. Calm and collected, he establishes his defensive formation.
I quietly note the position of his piece, trying to summon the knowledge I learned from playing classic chess with him in an effort to keep up with the game.
However, as the game progresses, I quickly become lost amidst the complexity of the situation.
Thankfully, that splash of cherry-red color always manages to blur out the world, allowing me to clearly see him every time I look up.
While waiting for his turn, Lucien leans back and intently watches the live screen, unlike the others who are engrossed in studying their own games.
[This passage implies that, unlike other players who are focused solely on their own games, Lucien is observing the matches on the live screen to study the world champion's strategies and gameplay. Also, this passage is an interesting parallel with how Lucien sees the world - to him, her color blurred the world around her, allowing him to see her clearly🥺]
Yet whenever it's his turn to make a move, he does it extremely quickly.
After a few rounds, players on the field are gradually eliminated and leave, but Lucien remains seated, his remaining time nearly equal to Carl's.
Most of the time, his expression remains calm, only occasionally does his brow and eyes curve slightly as if he's noticed some clever moves.
Even though he's far away, I feel like I can see that fascinating and captivating world through his eyes.
I gaze for a long time, so long that I only snap back to reality when Carl sits down opposite Lucien.
The stage is empty, and before I realize it, only that red figure remains.
The black and white sides are locked in a tense struggle, like a small battlefield. Pieces fell constantly, yet new attacks were relentlessly launched.
A hushed silence gradually spreads over the audience. Finally, the timer goes off, and the referee, who has been observing from the sidelines, rises to his feet.
He takes a step forward, waiting for Lucien to put down the piece in his hand, pick up a pen and write something, then seal the paper in an envelope.
As if on cue, the people around me rustle and leave. I instinctively get up as well, feeling puzzled, and head towards Lucien, who is also departing.
MC: Is the match over?
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Lucien: Not yet, it's just that the official match time is up. Now the moves are sealed, and the match will resume in an hour.
MC: I see. So, what do you think?
Lucien: Although the situation is a bit tense right now, I've more or less deduced the strategy he'll likely use.
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He narrows his eyes, looking like a smug little fox.
MC: Wow, I knew you were good, but I'm blown away that you've been able to hold your own against the world champion for so long…
Lucien: Would you mind holding onto that compliment until the 26th move and telling me again later, MC?
MC: Um?
I suddenly figured something out, and in that instant, I found the answer in those confident eyes.
Lucien: By then, I'll have won.
=[Part 2]=
Lucien wins.
At the 21st move in overtime, Carl topples his cornered king piece and concedes defeat.
It's not that I never thought he would win, but seeing Lucien standing on the podium, the clear reality of his victory washes over me along with the tide of applause.
I clap with extra force, wanting to convey all my heartfelt congratulations to him.
MC: Congratulations, grand champion!
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As the award ceremony ends, after waiting by the side of the stage, I step forward and greet the person before me with a big hug.
An icy chill clings to him, yet the voice that falls upon my ear is incredibly gentle.
Lucien: [chuckles] I received all of MC's congratulations.
Lucien: Even though you were a bit far away, the way you clapped so enthusiastically was especially adorable, just like a little seal.
MC: Of course! As your girlfriend, I can't let myself be outdone by anyone else…
??: Mr. Lucien, congratulations.
A stranger's voice suddenly interrupts the conversation as Carl, dressed in a suit, walks over in surprise.
Carl: I'll always remember this match, I hope to see you again on the competition stage someday.
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Lucien: Thank you, there will be a chance.
Lucien nods politely, and only after watching the other person disappear into the crowd does he speak, his voice tinged with uncertainty.
Lucien: Was that Carl?
MC: Hmm? Even a superbrain like you can have face blindness?
Lucien: Perhaps I was too focused on the chessboard, so I didn't pay attention to his appearance.
Lucien: Besides, his clothes seem completely different from what he wore this afternoon.
Seeing him explain earnestly, I can't help but laugh.
MC: [laughs] If I were Carl, I think I would be more hurt that my opponent, whom I faced for half a day, doesn’t remember me than about losing the match.
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MC: Speaking of which, you don't forget everyone you've played chess with, do you?
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Lucien: [stunned as if hit by a memory of someone from his distant past] …
It’s as if something leaps into the depths of those dark eyes along with my words, and they suddenly blink quickly.
Lucien: Not quite everyone.
MC: Wow, if you remember someone, they must be really impressive!
Lucien: Not at all.
Lucien: In fact, on most of the days we've played, he couldn't even win a pack of biscuits.*
MC: So, about the same level as me then~
I can't help but curve my lips into a smile, and it seems as though my rising smile also slowly melts that touch of indifference.
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Lucien: [chuckles] You're right, it's about the same level. But MC is special to me.
Lucien: Whether it's ‘biscuits', 'candy', or even 'unreasonable requests', you always manage to win them over in another way.
MC: [laughs happily] Hahaha, that friend of yours would probably think you're way too biased if he heard you say that!
Lucien smiles faintly as if my words allow him to vaguely picture that person before his eyes—
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Fuzzy... distant... yet somehow a little vivid.
Lucien: Perhaps, but all of those are just assumptions.
MC: Even if they are assumptions, aren't they still based on deductions from the past?
I hook my finger around his, gently swaying our hands together.
MC: Even if the past may be gone, isn't there still “something” from it that continues to run through your life in different forms;
MC: Accompanying you as you pass by and meet many amazing, yet lovely and warm people?~
Lucien: Of course, I have never denied that.
It was as though an imperceptible wound within those profound eyes had been quietly mended, allowing a trace of a smile to escape.**
Wanting to keep that smile lingering for a while longer, I wrinkle my nose.
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MC: But... I've clearly played chess with you too, and several different kinds! Yet the first person Professor Lucien thought of wasn't me!
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Lucien: …
Seeing his eyes widen slightly, I smile with satisfaction.
MC: Hmph, looks like I need to work harder! In that case, I'll start by learning 3D chess!
I take the prize chessboard from Lucien's hands, giving it a gentle shake.
MC: Please teach me, Teacher Lucien.
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[T/N]
*: the biscuits!!! I'm sobbing ;-;, turns out Lucien still remembers Fan Zihang/Zack so clearly... I hope we'll get another mention of Fan Zihang/Zack on his birthday too huhu.
**: I'm taking liberties in translating this one 😂. The original line is “那双幽深的眼瞳里似有道小小裂隙被悄悄填上,终于泄 出一点笑意。” which if literally translated it will be “In that pair of deep and dark eyes, it was as if a small crack had been quietly filled up, finally revealing a hint of a smile.”. The 'crack' can symbolize an unhealed wound from the past. As it gradually fills, this wound is slowly mending, allowing him to release some of his past burdens and letting a hint of joy show through his eyes. Or, you can also think of it as a frozen lake that slowly melts and reveals a small crack, allowing the sunlight to fill in and showing what's in the water all this time (there's happiness from those past memories too).
Next: Part 3 & 4-> [Here]
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whiteswanco · 2 months ago
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Flavor Date - English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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It feels like all my other senses are being fully engaged and heightened by him as well.
As Lucien and I taste the same flavors, my eyes are filled with Lucien, my ears hear only his voice, my nose is enveloped by Lucien's lingering fragrance…
In my heart, there's only Lucien.
Translation under the cut!
[T/N: This date has a theme that is a kind of continuation to his car UR MQ, [On Fire MQ]; So please give it a read if you haven’t! I personally love this date because it’s sort of role reversal for them? I think Lucien truly understands her struggle here because he used to go through the same thing (losing his ability to sense the world around him to some degree) before meeting her :” So he sincerely wants to help her regain them]
[Subbed Video]
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[Transcript Ver]
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Waiter: We used horseradish cheese sauce and basil pesto in this dish, resulting in sour and spicy flavors. Please enjoy the meal.
The waiter eloquently introduced us to the newly served exquisite dish. Lucien nods and takes a bite.
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Lucien: Mm, the sour and spicy flavors make the ingredients themselves taste more refreshing. It's delicious.
Watching Lucien savor the dish so attentively, I also take a bite, my heart full of anticipation.
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MC: Uhh…
MC: [unconsciously frowns in disappointment]…ah…
Seeing my slight frown, the waiter immediately becomes a bit nervous.
Waiter: Madam, is there something you're not satisfied with about our dish? Please feel free to share your feedback…
MC: No, no, the flavor is quite good!
I wave my hand, signaling to the waiter that he doesn't need to continue attending to us. After he leaves, I turn to Lucien and let out a long sigh.
Lucien: [chuckles] How did your face turn so sour* while eating?
MC: Ugh, it's all because of my tongue…
Last week, the flu virus spread explosively through the company, and I unfortunately became one of its victims.
By the time I finally managed to break the fever and stop coughing, I discovered I had developed a bit of an "aftereffect."
My sense of taste... has undergone a subtle change.
MC: I can clearly tell that this dish is sour, and that dish is salty, but no matter what I eat, there's no lingering flavor…
MC: Lucien, I finally understand what 'taste like cardboard’ means!
I listlessly poke at the food in front of me with my fork as I speak. Seeing me like this, Lucien can’t resist chuckling.
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Lucien: [chuckles] It’s indeed painful for our gourmet Miss MC not to be able to experience the deliciousness of the food.
MC: The pain doesn't stop there.
I can't help but start counting on my fingers, listing them one by one.
MC: You have no idea how expensive and hard to book this private kitchen is!
MC: I booked a month in advance, battling countless scalpers on their app, and finally managed to snag a VIP table for two.
MC: I specifically chose today to celebrate the end of your research project…
MC: Argh, and I was even planning to take you to try out this newly opened specialty cocktail bar after this meal!
Before I can finish my grumbling, Lucien suddenly takes hold of my fingertips.
Under the warm light, his smile is gentle and clear.
Lucien: So, are you regretting the money you spent, the loss of your taste, or the fact that our date isn't going as planned?
MC: You tell me.
I hook my finger around his, pouting justifiably*.
MC: Can the clever Professor Lucien help me think of a way to turn this "tasteless" date into something more "flavorful"?
Lucien tilts his head slightly, pondering seriously for a moment.
Lucien: Then let's change our date plans. After dinner, let's do something that doesn't require a sense of taste.
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[T/N]
Fun fact, him finally reaching the end of his important research project is something that also recently happened in main story SO yeah imo main story and dateverse are indeed connected-
*: Lucien uses the word "苦瓜脸" (bitter melon face - kǔguā liǎn) to teasingly describe her facial expression😂It is a Chinese idiom used to describe someone who looks unhappy or has a sour expression. It implies that her expression resembles the bitter, wrinkled appearance of a bitter melon!
**: The phrase used here is 理直气壮 (lǐ zhí qì zhuàng) which is a Chinese idiom that describes someone confident and assertive, often due to having a strong justification for their actions or words. It literally translates to "reason is straight, spirit is strong.". MC feels wronged because the date doesn’t go as planned, so she assertively challenges Lucien to ‘turn the tasteless date into something flavorful’ and feels justified to do so~
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=[Part 2]=
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After leaving the private kitchen, I hand full control of the date over to Lucien with complete peace of mind.
We stroll along the riverside path, petting kittens at pet stores, gathering flowers still damp with evening dew, and finally arriving at a used bookstore.
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MC: Lucien, is this the book you've been looking for?
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Lucien: [with a surprised tone] Where?
Lucien takes the old book from my hand and flips through a few pages, his eyes light up noticeably, and a surprised smile appears on the corner of his mouth.
Lucien: [delightful gasps] It really is this one... good thing you have a keen eye; If it were up to me, I'd have definitely missed it.
MC: Heh, I have a keen sense for anything related to you.
I proudly nuzzle against his arm and then lean my head against him.
The bouquet in my arms, the faint scent of ink mingling with the fragrance of Lucien's clothes, all lingered around my nose, drawing a contented sigh from me.
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Lucien: [chuckles] What's wrong?
MC: It's nothing. I just suddenly realized that although my sense of taste wasn't indulged today, all my other senses have been thoroughly delighted thanks to your arrangements.
MC: I'm really happy, so I want to cuddle up to you for a bit.
Lucien lowers his head at my words, a hint of smile playing at the corner of his lips.
Lucien: [chuckles, then whispers softly] I'm also very content and happy today, and I don't want to just ‘cuddle’ with you.
I understand the meaning behind his words and deliberately elongate the end of my tone.
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MC: [interesting word choice you got there MC] Ah, it's not really appropriate in a bookstore, is it~?
MC: I'm also feeling a bit tired now. Shall we head home?
Lucien: [chuckles] That's just what I was thinking.
I carry the flowers, and Lucien carries the old book as we head home together.
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As soon as I push open the door, I notice a pile of delivery boxes stacked next to the shoe cabinet. Lucien also notices my gaze and starts to explain.
Lucien: They're all your packages.
Lucien: I happened to run into the delivery person on my way out, so I signed for them.
MC: Ah, I don't recall buying anything recently?
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Lucien: Hmm… it seems MC was indeed a bit out of it from the fever a few days ago.
Lucien picks up the scissors to open packages, struggling to suppress the laughter in his voice.
Lucien: That night, weren't you a bit out of it from the fever, refusing to go to bed, and ended up watching a bunch of food live streams?
Lucien: [his tone when he imitates the notification sound asjjxjdjdkl] During that time, I heard a lot of ‘ding ding ding, payment successful’.
MC: —I remember now!
Heat rushes to my face in an instant, and I bury my face in my hands, feeling a little embarrassed
MC: …As expected, it was a combination of cravings, impulsive shopping, and a viral invasion that left me with no rationality at all.
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Lucien: I actually think it was a good thing that the food livestream distracted you that night, so you didn’t feel so uncomfortable.
Lucien helps me take the snack bags out of the box, then soothingly takes my hand and leads me to the sofa to sit down.
Lucien: Besides, I'm also curious to know if these snacks are as delicious as the live streamers described them to be.
Remembering the live streamers' over-the-top expressions, I also get curious and take the initiative to tear open a bag of sandwich cookies first.
I chew and swallow with the utmost seriousness, but I can still only taste bland saltiness and sweetness.
Seeing my increasingly dejected expression, Lucien is about to offer words of comfort, but I quickly stuff the other sandwich cookie from the bag into his mouth.
Lucien: [confusedly] Um…?
I prop myself up on a pillow, lean closer to Lucien, and wink at him.
MC: Hehe, I want to watch you eat it.
MC: If you think it's delicious, then that means I think it's delicious too.
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Mirroring my gesture, Lucien winks back, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallows the cookie.
Lucien: [chuckles] So, you want me to be your ’tongue’ then?
MC: Exactly, you describe it, and I'll imagine it; that's not a bad idea either.
MC: Maybe if I keep imagining and imagining, my sense of taste will return as well.
Lucien can't help but smile, his eyes curving with amusement. He leans down and places a kiss on the corner of my lips.
Lucien: [kiss sound] I’ve noticed that a certain little foodie’s resentment towards not being able to enjoy delicious food has become as deep as a black hole.
MC: Haha, it's not that exaggerated…
Lucien: I completely understand how you feel, MC.
Lucien's sigh-like whisper overlaps with my words, swallowing my dry laughter entirely.
He doesn't say anything more, but I know he understands my current frustration and dejection.
I let out a long sigh, then bury my head in his chest affectionately, murmuring softly.
MC: I really want to get my sense of taste back soon…
Lucien: Then, how about we try making a plan to reawaken your taste buds?
MC: What?
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Lucien: Taste buds are essentially signal receivers. When they malfunction, your brain also experiences cognitive errors, leading to a decreased sensitivity to taste.
Lucien: The tongue is most sensitive to sweetness first, then saltiness, followed by sourness, and finally bitterness.
MC: What about spiciness?
Lucien: Spiciness is actually a sensation of touch, not taste.
Lucien: How about we try this: starting tomorrow, you taste, and I describe. We can use synesthesia to try and awaken one flavor at a time?
MC: That might actually work. So, which flavor should we start with?
Lucien smiles, then unwraps a toffee candy, holds it between his teeth, and leans towards me.
Lucien: [chuckles, kisses, then whispers hoarsely] …Sweetness.
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=[Part 3]=
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Perhaps because I'm looking forward to Lucien's ‘taste buds awakening plan’, I wake up really early without needing an alarm.
I yawn as I drag myself into the bathroom and find that Lucien is also washing up.
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Lucien: Good morning. Have you decided where we'll carry out our plan later?
MC: There seems to be a highly-rated dessert shop on Floral Road. My colleagues have recommended it before. Let's go check it out.
I squeeze out some toothpaste and start brushing my teeth, continuing to chat with Lucien with my words slightly muffled.
MC: By the way, I happn to fearch for popular science articles 'bout tafe recobery before going to bed, it said… Lucien! Lucien! (By the way, I happened to look up some science on taste recovery before going to sleep, it said… Lucien! Lucien!)
Startled by my voice, Lucien immediately lifts his head from the towel.
Lucien: Hmm? What's wrong?
MC: I think I can taste a bit of toothpaste!
At this moment, I realize with a mix of delayed comprehension and crystal-clear certainty—my sense of taste seems to be gradually returning!
Lucien is momentarily stunned, then he also breaks into a chuckle.
Lucien: That's great, it seems like this afternoon we should be able to… Mmm.
The rest of his words are cut off as I pounce on him, kissing him. He widens his eyes slightly in surprise, but almost instantly, he happily accepts my lead.
I grasp his arm, and with a sense of satisfaction, I lick my lips.
MC: Did you taste it?
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Lucien: Mm, it's the taste of white tea and pomelo.
MC: Right, right! Although it's faint, I can finally distinguish some of them now!
MC: I almost don't want to rinse my mouth.
Lucien's smile deepens as he hands the glass of water to me.
Lucien: Well, this classmate still needs to rinse their mouth. Otherwise, how will you be able to taste the deliciousness that's yet to come?
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Lucien: [teasingly] You look as nervous as if you're about to go to a job interview.
MC: Regaining my sense of taste is a big deal, of course I'm going to take it seriously!
I'm sitting up straight in the dessert shop, looking at Lucien with a serious expression on my face.
MC: On the other hand, does Professor Lucien have the confidence to be a good ‘tongue’ for me?
Lucien raises an eyebrow at me noncommittally, then picks up the menu.
Lucien: Hello, I'd like one macaron, one red velvet cake, one Basque cheesecake, one Napoleon pastry…
I watch Lucien expertly order a mountain of desserts, and I can't help but feel a little guilty.
MC: [worriedly] Wait a minute, can we really eat this much?
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Lucien: No need to worry, if you can't finish them, just hand them over to me.
Lucien: Besides, you're still in the recovery phase of your sense of taste. Of course, you need to try as many different flavors of sweetness as possible in order to remember them well.
I nod in partial understanding. Soon, plate after plate of desserts are brought to our table.
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Vibrantly colored jams, intricately patterned cream, and delicate little candies…
They are arranged across the table and dessert tower, resembling bright and vibrant gems under the afternoon sun.
Lucien picks up a cupcake and holds it near my lips.
Lucien: [chuckles] You first.
I take a bite of the cake, and the moist, soft texture instantly fills my mouth.
Lucien: How does it taste?
MC: Hmm... It seems like it's light cream with a tart fruit jam?
Lucien: [chuckles] You got most of it right.
MC: Then what's the remaining small part?
Lucien doesn't answer right away. He lightly trails his finger across the frosting on the cupcake.
The fluffy frosting rests on his finger like a tiny cloud. He lowers his eyes and sticks out his tongue, slowly and carefully licking it.
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A small amount of the thick and sticky jam escapes the lingering sweep of his tongue, slowly slides down the skin of his knuckles.
Lucien's voice is neither hurried nor slow, each word enunciated with a hint of honeyed sweetness.
Lucien: [why his breathy and husky voice sounds so seductive here-] The cream melts quickly, leaving a slightly fatty, sticky coating on the tip of the tongue, but this sensation is soon overtaken by the sweet and tart flavor of the jam.
Lucien: [x2] In the end, they blend together, creating a gentle and delicate flavor.
Even though I haven't taken a second bite of the cake, Lucien's description makes me involuntarily swallow.
That's the most fundamental desire—known as appetite*.
I don't know why, but I'm suddenly thinking about that deep kiss from this morning.
Looking back, I definitely should have kissed him a few more times.
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[T/N]
Can confirm that MC kiss isn't just a peck on lips because the summary of the date phrase it like this: “顺便也尝了尝许墨嘴里牙膏的味道” (while at it, I was also tasting the toothpaste in his mouth), the text uses "嘴里" (zui li), which literally means "inside the mouth”, and add the fact that she was not just ‘visiting’, but tasting…. the kiss was rather an… intimate exploration🤪
*: the use of 食欲 (appetite; desire for food) is interesting because at first, you would think she was referring to the food (and it IS more commonly used for food), but then instead she thinks back to the kiss they shared that morning.... like, ma'am are you confusing lust with hunger again just like in the qixi AU LOL
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=[Part 4]=
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Lucien: [gently] Basque cake is very thick and sticky, not quite like the filling of an egg tart. You can slowly and gently stir it with the tip of your tongue to melt it…
Lucien: The Napoleon pastry from this particular shop is generously filled with almond slices. As they blend with the flaky pastry, you can slowly distinguish their textures and flavors…
MC: The puff pastry is crumbly and buttery, while the almond slices are smooth with a slight chewiness?
Lucien: [chuckles] Well said. Would you like to try the apple pie?
MC: I'd love to!
I take a bite of the apple pie he cut for me, chew carefully, and my eyes widen in surprise.
MC: I can taste it... this apple pie is a bit tastier than the one we had last time!
Lucien: [chuckles] It seems that classmate MC is starting to develop a standard for distinguishing similar flavors?
As Lucien speaks, he takes a bite of the apple pie and nods.
Lucien: Hmm... it does seem like it. I think the difference might be that they added a bit of liquor to the filling, which gives the apples a more fermented flavor. Can you smell it?
I lean closer, my nose twitching slightly. Sure enough, amidst the rich aroma of apples and cream, I catch a faint whiff of alcohol.
MC: There really is a hint of alcohol! How did I not taste it earlier?
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Lucien: [chuckles] That means it's time for you to try the next dessert and awaken your taste buds further. Here, have a macaron.
We taste various desserts, and Lucien continuously describes the different textures and aftertastes to me, guiding me to gradually recover my sense of taste.
This ‘awakening plan’ seems to be doing more than just reawakening my sense of taste. It feels like all my other senses are being fully engaged and heightened by him as well.
As Lucien and I taste the same flavors, my eyes are filled with Lucien, my ears hear only his voice, my nose is enveloped by Lucien's lingering fragrance…
In my heart, there's only Lucien.
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Lucien: [chuckles] What are you writing?
After returning home from the dessert shop, I excitedly open my computer and create a new document.
MC: Now that my sense of taste is back, I definitely need to rearrange the gourmet plans that I put on hold over the past couple of days.
MC: It's the first time I've truly felt how much having a sense of taste can enhance happiness!
MC: How about we go for a hot pot this weekend?
MC: It's also time to stimulate my tongue with some salty and spicy flavors!
MC: I know you said spiciness is a pain sensation, but hey, they are all handled by the tongue anyway…
Lucien leans back on the sofa, listening to my chatter, nodding with a warm smile beaming on his face.
Lucien: [chuckles] Only planning for next weekend? I was actually thinking about what we could eat together tomorrow.
MC: Of course, we should also plan for tomorrow! Let me see if there are any good places to eat nearby…
MC: Oh! There's this too!
I lean over and grab those bags of snacks from yesterday, the ones I couldn't taste when I ate them.
Rich cheese, tangy plums, savory dried meat... I savor each snack, one by one, and a feeling of immense happiness wells up in my heart.
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MC: Sniffle sniffle… Lucien, those streamers weren't lying! It really is delicious, you should try some too!
I hold out the snacks to Lucien's lips like I did yesterday, but he doesn't open his mouth. Instead, he just looks at me and smiles.
MC: Why the smile? Do you think I'm being too greedy?
Lucien: [gently] Of course not. I just realized there was an idiom I didn't like before, but now I don't feel the same way about it anymore.
MC: Which idiom?
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Lucien: "饮食男女" [yǐn shí nán nǚ - literally mean drink, eat, man, woman, it is derived from what Confucius once said, "饮食男女,人之大欲存焉 (Food and sex are the greatest/basic desires of humans) -T/N]
Lucien: Food and sex are the greatest desires of humans. These are the most basic and instinctual impulses of human beings, and there's nothing vulgar about them.
He reaches out and gently wipes the snack crumbs from the corner of my mouth.
Lucien: On the contrary, they're very endearing.
MC: Of course, being able to experience and engage the world through one's nature is a very endearing thing.
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MC: And haven't you noticed that your perception of the world is becoming increasingly nuanced, vibrant, and lively?
Lucien: Are you referring to our 'taste bud awakening plan' today?
MC: Far more than that. It's also the text messages you sent me, the photos you took and gave to me, and all our trivial little chats;
MC: We're experiencing the beauty in all the small, ordinary things together. Even if it’s merely a tiny change like adding a bit of alcohol to the apple pie…
I gently nuzzle my cheek against his fingers, which he hasn't yet withdrawn, smiling with contentment and pride.
MC: It's because I'm endearing that you're becoming endearing too.
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MC: We're endearing people who enjoy the basic desires of humankind.
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Lucien: ….
Lucien is momentarily stunned, and then his narrow eyes suddenly lit up at my words.
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His lips open and close, but in the end, no words come out. He just leans toward me slowly.
The atmosphere becomes somewhat suggestive. I realize what he's about to do and quickly cover my mouth, leaning back.
MC: Wait... Not now!
Lucien: [chuckles then asks gently] Why?
MC: I just ate jerky, dried fruits, and cookies, now my mouth tastes like a mess.... So, not now!
I twist my waist, trying to dodge him. Lucien, resigned yet amused, can only straighten back up.
Lucien: [chuckles helplessly] I'll brew you some plain tea then.
Lucien finishes brewing the tea and hands it to me. I accept it a bit awkwardly and sip slowly, regret starting to creep into my heart.
Why am I even bringing up rinsing my mouth? When I was brushing my teeth this morning, wasn't it natural to just pounce and kiss him directly?
Besides, Lucien wouldn't mind if it's me…
Now it's like this, my mouth doesn't taste bad anymore, but kissing has become this serious and stiff affair, like some kind of formal ceremony.
MC: I really…
Lucien: What?
MC: It's nothing, it's nothing. I meant... I finished my drink.
I pull Lucien's arm, then, feeling a bit uncertain, lower my head to huff a breath.
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MC: It should be fresh now, right...?
MC: Lucien, why do I feel like I'm starting to doubt my sense of smell again?
Lucien: [whispers] No need to doubt.
Lucien cups my face in his hands, and his scent, like that of green tea, envelops me completely.
In the moment of our intertwined breaths, Lucien personally confirms the answer.
Lucien: [breathes then whispers huskily] Very sweet.
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[Bonus Moments - Dull Interdental Pain]
(this is just so funny I can't resist translating it LMAOO. Man really got toothache from too much sweet he ate for her sake skksks)
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Lucien: Sweetness is both a kind of joy and a lingering dull pain.
MC: Have you taken some painkillers? Maybe you should go see a dentist tomorrow QAQ
Lucien replied to MC: Dentists are very scary, I don't dare go alone.
[T/N: it's read: let's go but you have to accompany me *insert pleading pink rabbit xm here*]
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[Afterwords]
HELLO LUCIEN'S COPYWRITERS???? how come you are able to write another banger even for a mere fragrant sunshine ER! There are many things that I like about this date and I'll slowly list them one by one~
Just like car UR MQ, the central theme of this date revolves around fully experiencing the world through your senses and his emotional growth.
How do I put it, but really, loving Lucien is like pulling a god down from his high altar. He begins as an indifferent observer, detached from the warmth of the human world, but with MC's guidance, he learns to immerse himself in it; What's interesting is that this date shows a kind of role reversal for them.
In both the main story and the 'date-verse,' it was Lucien who had lost his senses to fully experience the world, and MC’s presence helped him regain them and learn how to immerse himself in it. In this date, however, the opposite occurs—MC is the one who loses her senses, and Lucien helps her reawaken them.
Lucien genuinely wants to help her because he truly understands her struggle. He went through a similar experience, his senses used to be f*cked up due to the experiments he went through (as confirmed in S2 ch 33), hence hindering his ability to fully experience the world around him. And as I mentioned in his car UR MQ analysis, emotions and senses are linked, so his limited sensory engagement with the world naturally made his emotional perception and expression rather dull and detached.
With MC, Lucien slowly regains his sensory and emotional connection to the world, learning to immerse himself in it. This date is clear proof of his growth. Whether it’s him beginning to appreciate and savor food or finding beauty in the small, everyday things, his perception of the world has become vibrant and alive—no longer dull or detached.
Then there's also his emotional growth. Lucien's words that he didn’t like the idiom "饮食男女" reflect his earlier detachment from human emotions and basic desires. This dislike implied that he thought those things to be mundane or even vulgar aspects of human nature. Perhaps he even used to see himself as above them and wanted humanity to evolve beyond those desires. However, now, he sees these basic human needs in a different light. He now understands that there is nothing vulgar about these instincts—they are part of what makes life meaningful and humanity rather endearing🥺.
Lucien’s growth is a response to MC’s care and love. All of this (his emotional growth, his increasingly nuanced perception of the world) is influenced by MC.
MC: It's because I'm endearing that you're becoming endearing too.
MC: We're endearing people who enjoy the basic desires of humankind.
I like these lines because she basically mirrors Lucien’s earlier use of the idiom "饮食男女" (basic desires of humankind; food and sex). She reflects his words about how these simple, instinctual desires make people endearing. MC’s ability to embrace what makes us human rubs on Lucien, making him more "endearing" as well. I always love how they influence each other throughout the years🥹. Honestly, this date is another win for the writers!
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Entangling Date - English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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[Warning]: The content of this date is currently the most explicit compared to other SSR dates and may not be suitable for individuals under the age of 17 (CN server). It is recommended that those who do not meet this age requirement refrain from proceeding beyond this point.
// ⚠️ cw v*re-ish theme, (not heavy) blood, dubious consent, (magic) bondage, strangulation you'll never guess who. Please proceed with caution if you are sensitive to these topics
[Translation Notes]
In here, both MC and Lucien are Snake Demons (蛇妖). Demons (妖 yāo) – (which is sometimes left untranslated as “Yao” or alternatively translated as Monsters) are born when an animal, plant, or even an inanimate object absorbs spiritual energy over a long period and then gains spiritual awareness. They're not necessarily evil and are different from 魔 (Mó)/Evil Spirits. Still, their identity as such beings in this AU is important to remember because it means that both MC and Lucien are indifferent to human standards of morality.
Also in this date, there's a concept of cultivation or "修炼" (xiūliàn), which is a central concept in many Chinese fantasy genres, particularly in xianxia (仙侠) literature. It involves the practice of refining one's body, mind, and spirit to achieve higher levels of power, enlightenment, or immortality. As for other terms… I'll add T/N if there are more specific terms ahah-
And, let me explain a bit about the v*re theme... So, in some Chinese fantasy literature and cultivation stories, consuming others can be a method of cultivation. This practice might involve eating parts of these beings to gain their powers or absorb their essence, which is believed to advance their cultivation level. Although I’m also kind of convinced with what Chuverall said that ‘hunger’ here is a metaphor for another kind of desire or Lucien just genuinely confuses lust with hunger😂
[Subbed Video]
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I highly recommend watching the subbed video! I SWEAR I never heard him moan and pant so much on one date or heck, even in ASMR. If YouTube decides the date is too explicit, I'll upload it on Twitter instead~
Also, to avoid the video getting deleted by youtube, I age-restricted it u.u
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[Transcript Ver]
—[Part 1]—
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I'm starving.
I swallow a pile of random 'food' expressionlessly, yet the intense emptiness and hunger are not satisfied in the slightest.
Immense power courses through my body, but it seems as if it is confined within an earthen jar, desperately trying to find an outlet, yet unable to find a way out.
I am well aware that, after four hundred years, I have once again encountered the opportunity to break through the Primordial Spirit stage.
Back then, I devoured the crocodile demon that had occupied the deep pool for hundreds of years, and only after digesting its entire Primordial Spirit did I successfully achieve the breakthrough.
[T/N: Primordial spirit or 元神 (yuán shén) is typically regarded as a higher, more refined level of consciousness or spiritual essence within a being. If cultivated enough, a primordial spirit can gain some consciousness and you can project yourself outward (important for the later part ;)]
[T/N: A breakthrough in cultivation refers to a significant leap in spiritual or martial progress, often leading to enhanced abilities or a higher level of power. It can happen several times.]
I feel the surge of power within me, and now I only crave for more.
Half a country's worth of humans is probably not enough. I still need to find a way to concentrate on cultivation, or perhaps consume another powerful being.
The harsh, blazing sunlight pierces through the cave entrance, casting a bright circle inside the cave.
I squint my eyes, lazily stretching my snake tail towards the patch of light.
The cautious tip of my snake tail ventures only an inch into the light but is instantly pierced by the scorching heat, causing it to shudder and quickly recoil back into the shadows.
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MC: …So hot.
MC: I'll think about it later.
The chilly and damp stone cave dispels the scorching heat of the sun. I close my eyes and adjust my position for greater comfort, half my body submerged in the pool water.
There's no need to rush. After all, this scorching summer heat that could kill a demon is a mysterious demon-slaying technique in itself.
??: …
Suddenly, I sense something entering my cave.
It's just that the little creature's demonic power is too weak to stir even a sliver of my interest.
Perhaps because of my indifference, "it" seems to be growing bolder, venturing closer and even approaching my pool.
Slightly displeased, I open my eyes, only to meet with a pair of unfamiliar eyes—deep and brimming with smiles.
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??: So hot. May I borrow a corner of your abode, My Lord?
The man's clothes hang loosely on his frame, barely concealing his broad, sculpted chest in a manner that seems almost deliberate as he leans casually against a nearby rock.
[T/N: The use of 欲盖弥彰 😂 This idiom literally means "trying to cover up but only making it more obvious." This implies that his attempt to ‘dress modestly’ is actually drawing more attention to his physique and carrying a subtle hint of deliberate seduction LOL]
Who is he?
Countless lesser monsters inhabit this mountain, and I never pay attention to those I can crush with half a finger.
But perhaps it's because I'm so bored, or perhaps because he carries the scent of my own kind, that I can't help but stare at him for a long while.
Lucien: My Lord, my name is Lucien.
Perhaps sensing the reason for my silence, he smiles gracefully and bows his head respectfully.
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Lucien: I have been living in this mountain for many years, always relying on your protection, My Lord.
Lucien: I have expressed my gratitude to you many times before, My Lord, but it seems...
He pauses, his deep and bright eyes settling on me.
Lucien: ...those sentiments have not reached you.
Hearing him say this, I try to recall the countless memories I've accumulated over the years on this mountain, but I can't possibly remember the face of every insignificant lesser demon.
Seeing that I still show no reaction, the lesser demon's face seems to stiffen for a brief moment.
But a seductive curve quickly forms on his lips as he steps into the pool.
His body bends gracefully in the pool as water laps over his waist and abdomen, leaving him glistening wet.
He extends his arms into the pool, seemingly sensing and finding my tail as if guided by instinct.
His cold fingertips gently caress my scales, then encircle my tail and draw it towards his chest.
Water droplets run down his hair, trace the contours of his jaw and cascade onto his chest, mingling with the water dripping from the tip of my tail. Together, they seep through his semi-transparent garment, disappearing into the curve of his waist.
The uncomfortable warmth faintly spread over me, yet his audacious behavior piqued my curiosity. I wonder what intriguing actions this lesser demon can do.
But my somewhat arrogant and silent scrutiny doesn't seem to instill any fear in him.
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He nuzzles my snake tail with his face, his lips gently pressing against my scales. After a moment of delicate caressing, he—
Suddenly bites down hard.
MC: …!
A tingling numbness quickly spreads from the tip of my tail. The venom is manageable, and it will take me less than a moment to neutralize it.
Yet, in that fleeting moment, a particularly hazy, green-colored figure forms in my mind.
MC: Are you that little green snake who bit my tail decades ago and then fainted?
—[Part 2]—
=Flashback start=
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One autumn many years ago, the sunlight was still pleasant, and I was coiled idly in the mountain, feeling bored to death.
The autumn light stretches endlessly, the entire forest suffused with a lingering pleasant fragrance that makes me coil my body even more lazily.
My demonic aura permeates the entire mountain, utterly unrestrained. The lesser demons cower in corners, none foolish enough to dare disturb my tranquility.
Suddenly, a burst of very weak stings prickled the tip of my tail.
Puzzled, I lifted my tail, only to find a small green snake clinging to it.
It must have tried to feed on my energy but was overwhelmed by the backlash of my demonic power. The little snake has already fainted, but its tiny fangs are still tightly embedded in me.
It's natural for creatures to have a predatory instinct, but such a bold and greedy little thing might eventually develop even greater desires.
I observed it for a few more moments with interest before casually tossing it away.
=Flashback ends=
That blurry green shape in the daylight unexpectedly coalesces into the face of the person standing before me.
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Turns out it really transformed into a demonic form.
My tail instantly coils around his entire body, tightening around his neck, and pulls him towards me.
MC: What did you say your name was?
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Lucien: [his sexy gasps and breathless voice?#(#+-$(asdfghjkl] My Lord, my name is Lucien.
The venomous fangs in his mouth remain unretracted as if deliberately left exposed to provoke.
I grip his upper jaw, my fingertips sliding into his parted lips, caressing the delicate tips of his fangs.
As I gradually apply pressure, a pale yellow liquid slowly trickles down my fingertips.
A fascination stirs within my heart, and I drive the venom to flow uncontrollably until it overflows my palm.
The labored breath escaping his lips doesn't bring even a hint of fear to the face before me. Those eyes, like mysterious deep pools, draw me in completely.
MC: I remember you.
I lick the venom on my fingertips and then lightly lean toward his lips.
MC: Perhaps devouring you wouldn't be such a bad idea.
Lucien: [x2!] It would be my honor to become a part of you, My Lord.
Venom from his fangs spills to the corner of his lips, adding an inexplicable allure to his serene expression.
Lucien: [X3!!] However... to you, my lord, my demonic power is very weak. Even after appearing before you many times, I never caught your attention.
Lucien: [X4!!!] I'm afraid I can't help you achieve your breakthrough, my lord.
[T/N: Throughout this date, he used a "您" (nín) to address MC instead of the usual “你” (nǐ), which is the formal and polite way to say "you" in Chinese. It is used to show respect, deference, and admiration to the person being addressed.]
His face even bears a hint of hidden bitterness, as if silently reproaching me.
MC: How did you know I wanted to breakthrough?
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Lucien: Because in my eyes... all I see is your figure.
Lucien: In the corners you never noticed, I've always been watching you.
Through those deep and unfathomable eyes, I see a reflection of a slender white figure, and her face is filled with disdain and inexplicable emotion.
Lucien: You've protected this place for many years, providing us with a safe haven. So, I also wish to contribute my humble efforts to your cause.
Lucien: I have found a group of remarkable humans who might be able to help you break through your cultivation, My Lord.
Half a country wouldn't even suffice.
I form this sentence in my mind but don't say it out loud.
Facing my silence, he gently smiles, as if he had expected it.
Lucien: What do you think, My Lord... about the 361 demon-slaying cultivators of the Qingping Sect, including the Sect Leader—what should be done with them?
His hushed whispers are carried on a breathy exhale and reach my lips. Sinking into the depths of his dark eyes, I curl my lips into a smile.
MC: What's your purpose in doing this?
Lucien: In the past two years, many demon hunters from this sect have repeatedly disturbed the peace in the mountain, and many lesser demons have fallen at their hands.
Lucien: My Lord, you have cast spells in this mountain, clearly not wishing to be disturbed. I merely volunteered to ease your worries.
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MC: But those bugs always manage to get in, do you know why?
Lucien: A sophisticated formation like yours, My Lord, is naturally beyond the comprehension of a lowly demon like myself.
Lucien: The Qingping Sect is also a great sect with a hundred years of history; [chuckles] Perhaps there are some mysterious and powerful humans there.
Lucien smiles modestly and looks at me obediently.
I close my eyes, pondering his words over and over.
The Qingping Sect people have been coming to the mountain to hunt demons in summer and winter for the past few years. They must have observed my movements.
When I'm dormant, I'm usually too lazy to bother with such trivial matters. But if it's delivered to my doorstep, there's certainly no reason to refuse.
But with Lucien's cultivation level, it should be very difficult for him to handle such a large sect.
I think for a moment, then fling him away.
MC: So, in a place where the talented and powerful people hide, how are you going to offer them to me?
Lucien: I'm just using a few little tricks. You can inspect it now, My Lord.
His words barely leave his lips when the scene before me abruptly blurs. In a flash, I conceal my demonic form.
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An unfamiliar Taoist temple comes into view. We are already standing in the shadows of a corner.
I glance around, slightly raise my fingertips, and strangle Lucien's neck.
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MC: Lucien, I don't like being controlled by anything else.
[T/N: MC actually called him 小许 (Xiao Xu) here which can be translated into ‘Little Lu' but that sounds odd in EN-]
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Lucien: [gasping for breath and hoarsely says-] Perhaps… I was just too eager, hoping I could be of some help to you.
Lucien: [still with his hoarse voice-] I really long to see you happy.
His eyes curve into a gentle arc, showing a certain beauty that is both pleasing to the eye and delightful to the heart.
I let out a cold snort, dismissing him, and step out of the shadows, releasing my hold on his neck.
The scorching sun beats down mercilessly, making me irritable. Just as I'm about to turn around and warn that little creature to make it quick, I sense an unusually strange and mysterious Qi in the air.
In the shadows, Lucien stands still, his deep, dark eyes hiding a gleam.
Interesting.
A spark of interest ignites within me, and I swagger down the road.
Several demon hunters who look quite delicious pass by me. They appear numb, like puppets, and show no sign of panic in my presence.
??: Ah, it's Mr. Lucien!
Suddenly, a young Daoist Priest seems to regain his senses and runs towards me.
Lucien, who is already standing beside me, responds gently.
Lucien: Greetings, Daoist Priest.
Lucien's eyes shimmer with an emerald green light. As his voice trails off, several nearby demon hunters eagerly gather around, engaging him in conversation.
MC: "Do they know you?"
I glance at Lucien and use a spell to transmit the words directly into his mind.
But he merely smiles faintly, and under the gaze of those empty eyes, he leans down and whispers in my ear.
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Lucien: [whispers] Some things are easier to erode from within.
Lucien: After all... I'm just a little green snake.
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—[Part 3]—
Abundant power surges within me. After absorbing and dissolving the last remnants of the primordial spirit, I open my eyes, feeling refreshed and invigorated.
While there's still a long way to go before my primordial spirit breaks through, I won't force it.
The blazing sun overhead reminds me of the day I parted ways with Lucien, leaving me to wonder how many days and nights have slipped by since.
The vastness of time has long since lost its meaning for me.
=Flashback start=
MC: Some of these are for you.
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Lucien: …?
Upon hearing my words, he seemed to freeze for a moment, his eyes darkening slightly.
Lucien: If I wanted to keep it all for myself, I wouldn't have invited you, My Lord. All of this is my offering…
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MC: You're so long-winded.
MC: Rewards are given for merit; take it if it's given to you. Those are my rules.
I was too lazy to listen to his long-winded speech, so I stood on the steps and looked down at him.
MC: Lucien, I have only one question for you right now.
MC: Aren't you hungry?
Lucien: ….
He stood in my shadow, deeply gazing up at me.
After a long pause, he curled his lips into a bewitching smile, his gaze locked intently on me. He extended his tongue, lightly licking his lips.
Lucien: [the long licking noises!??+$+*+$+] Very hungry, my lord.
=Flashback end=
I stand up and stretch, ready to take a stroll in the mountain and see how Lucien's cultivation is progressing.
He's very clever. In just a few decades, he's not only cultivated into a demon form but also amassed considerable power and even dealt with the entire Qingping Sect.
Perhaps in a few more decades, he could be the final piece I need for my breakthrough.
Just as I am about to leave the cave, I sense an extremely familiar pheromone nearby.
Its owner is cleverly masking their scent within my demonic aura, but it seems they're struggling to maintain the disguise, and faint traces are still leaking through.
I raise my head to gaze at the colossal Buddha statue before me, and then with a swift movement, I stand atop the entwining vines that encircle it. A quick glance reveals a familiar figure—
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Lucien: ...!
His dark green outer robe has slipped down to his arms, revealing a large expanse of his back. The slanting rays of the sun illuminate the faint snake scales on his skin.
Gold dust spills from the cracks in the Buddha statue, scattering around him. One of his hands, unable to contain the surging power, has fully transformed into its demonic form.
His broad and supple snake tail is fully exposed, writhing restlessly against the stone statue, creating a subtle rustling sound as it rubs against the surface.
Fine beads of sweat emerge on his forehead, gradually dampening his hair, which clings stickily to his flushed skin and trails downwards.
Lucien seems surprised by my arrival, turning around with a guarded look, his fingers reaching for his shoulder as if wanting to cover up more.
Lucien: [panting as if he's in a freaking heat] My Lord, how could you...?
MC: Lucien, you're really good at finding places, aren't you?
I examine the area around the Buddha's Hand. Lush bushes cover most of the cave entrance, providing him with ample shelter along with my demonic aura.
A small white snake then slithered into the opening of his clothing, making its way up to his face.
[T/N: Remember what I mentioned about how powerful cultivators can project themselves outward—so this white snake is indeed MC but she has projected her soul outward]
Lucien: [x2] I'm fortunate to have your protection.
He pants lightly, his eyes never leaving even for a moment, fixed firmly on my figure.
Lucien: I understand that you needed to focus on your cultivation and didn't want to be disturbed.
Lucien: [while slightly panting] But I haven't experienced many breakthroughs before. I need to focus all my energy on refining my spirit. Last time, I almost got eaten by other lesser demons…
Lucien: [with more panting and huskier voice] Being by your side, My Lord, I feel more at ease and can also help guard against potential dangers for you.
His husky voice sends tingling sensations through me, making me inexplicably feel a bit hungry.
Lucien: [man literally panting with each sentence?!$+($+$asdjfjdkd] I just didn't expect you to be so powerful, absorbing so many spirits in such a short time…
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He furrows his brow in what seems like frustration, which looks a bit cute.
MC: Those are still far from enough, but your breakthrough speed is also faster than I thought.
Lucien: [still with the sus panting as if in heat] It's all… thanks to you, My Lord.
He forces a weak smile, seemingly still struggling to suppress the surging power within him.
I know that feeling, the unbearable heat from the inside out, the frantic surge of Qi sweeping through the body again and again, as the soul drifts between fullness and emptiness.
I've always been on my own, so it's quite interesting to witness someone else going through this for the first time.
Lucien's fingertips continue to tighten, revealing an attractive white color.
He seems to be waiting there, waiting for me to disappear. But I don't.
I wiggle my fingers, and the little white snake glides along his burning skin. Every inch closer elicits a heavier, instinctive gasp from the depths of his throat.
The increasingly prominent snake scales seem to be burning, and his long tail coils around the Buddha's hand over and over while continuously trembling.
MC: Is it hard to bear?
He knows she's laughing.
Through his hazy gaze, he sees the girl perched on a nearby branch, like a wisp of delicate white gauze, overlooking him completely.
He can feel the cold little snake mischievously exploring all over his body as if her fingertips were stroking him.
This makes him feel even more messed up.
The power surges within him, more violently than he anticipated, and it's taking longer than expected.
He overestimated her greed, and at the same time, underestimated his own.
A tremendous sense of emptiness drowns him in an instant, magnified infinitely under her wicked gaze.
At that moment, it's as if he forgets everything.
He instinctively follows that surge of intense force, returning to a darker place, where he finds some form of primitiveness and liberation.
A surge of heat courses through him from his chest to his lower body, carrying him from the heights of the clouds to the mist below.
He is obviously filled with a momentary sense of satisfaction, yet a greater emptiness is born. Amidst the lingering white mist, her eyes always remain clear.
Bright, vile, and charming.
As if shining into his greedy soul, allowing him to see the reflection of his face so clearly.
Lucien: [breathing heavily after some kind of ‘release’...but obviously haven't ‘satisfied’ yet-] ….
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Suddenly, I see Lucien smile.
He leans against the Buddha's palm, his entire body sprawled out and clothes in a mess. It's as if he's completely submerged in water.
The tense snake's tail trembles as it lifts, gently and intimately coiling around my wrist.
People say snake demons are masters of seduction, but perhaps they are not even one ten-thousandth as good as the person before me.
Lucien: [panting, whispers hoarsely] Teach me... My Lord.
MC: Aren't you afraid that I'll really eat you?
I laugh and tease him. The moment my toes touch the Buddha's hand, a scorching hot snake's tail wraps tightly around my waist, coiling down to one of my ankles.
With a gentle tug, he pulls me into an even hotter embrace.
Lucien: [moans and pants as he whispers hoarsely] Then just eat me.
Lucien: [x2] From the very beginning, I didn't mind becoming one with you, My Lord.
His breath is hot, and so is his gaze. This kind of temperature, which usually makes me uncomfortable, fills me with some kind of pleasure now.
I gently caress his chest, feeling the surge of Qi within him, and can't help but smile even wider.
MC: If you want to be eaten by me... you're still too weak.
Infusing my power into my palm, I gather his power into one place.
At this moment, I realize that I might have left Lucien with too much force. It's no wonder he hasn't fully absorbed such a massive force. It's also fortunate that he has exceptional abilities.
If he were an ordinary demon, his meridians would have ruptured long ago.
[T/N: Meridians (经脉) are the channels through which Qi/vital energy flows in the body, if it ruptures it can lead to death]
MC: Luckily, you've been able to hold on until now.
MC: But... you still need to work harder.
I push my palm forward, dismantling that power and sending it into his primordial spirit.
I feel myself being hugged tightly, his whole body trembling uncontrollably. His snake fangs bite hard into my shoulder and release his venom with a force that feels like a torrent.
The venom he secreted is like sweet honey, devoid of any threat.
When he raises his head again, I see that his deep eyes have become even brighter, as if they have swallowed a thousand surging tides.
MC: How do you feel?
Lucien: [x3] My lord... your body is so cold and feels so good.
His tail coils tighter around me, and his scorching breath falls on my neck.
He seems to have coiled his entire body around me, enveloping me in his center.
Lucien: [x4] You... are very beautiful.
His wet tongue slides again and again across my throat and neck. I feel like his whole body is exuding a delicious scent.
I'm so hungry.
I can't resist the urge to bite his lips. His strong essence is absorbed into my body through our intertwined lips and tongues.
Lucien doesn't resist at all and just hugs me tightly as if devoutly offering his entire being to me.
In an instant, I push him away, meeting his gaze, which seems to hold an air of expectation.
Lucien: [gasping weakly] Are you not going to eat me anymore?
He looks a bit tired, but his lips still rest against mine, like the instinctive nuzzling of an animal.
I don't respond to him, only glancing at him for a moment before covering his captivating eyes with my hand.
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MC: Go to sleep.
Just a little longer. If I wait a bit more, he'll be even more delicious, and it'll help me break through even further.
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[T/N: Fun fact: In real life, snakes intertwine their tails and bite each other when they mate. Why do I mention this? Well you'll see :)]
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—[Part 4]—
Over a month later, on the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, the evening breeze brings a chill. I stretch and head down the mountain, holding up my skirt as I walk.
I quite enjoy human festivals. Every year, during these times, the lively and interesting rituals make this frail race seem a bit more endearing.
Bathed in the soft glow, a familiar figure dressed in green appears in my sight.
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Lucien: My Lord, it seems quite lively down there. Is that the human "temple fair" they speak of?
MC: You've been in human form for decades, and you know quite a few demon hunters from the Qingping Sect. Haven't you ever been to a temple fair?
Lucien: I'm just a lowly demon, so I wouldn't dare.
Lucien: But if I go with you, I'm sure I'll be able to experience some of the fun.
MC: [smiles softly] Are you a fool?
With a grand sweep of my hand, I lead him into the warm and dazzling sea of lights.
I turn to face him, a smile playing on my lips as I tilt my chin up in a challenge.
MC: Since you're already a demon, you can afford to be even more bolder sometimes.
His pupils dilate sharply. The gently swaying lanterns cast a soft, flickering light as Lucien gazes deeply into my eyes. Then, in a surprising turn, he reaches out and takes my hand in his.
Lucien: I will certainly heed your teachings, My Lord.
We make our way through the bustling crowd. Though Lucien seems a little curious about everything around him, he still walks steadily by my side.
Suddenly, he stops in his tracks.
I turn back to see him carefully wiping a jade bracelet on one of the stalls.
The bracelet is a vibrant green throughout, its color rich and translucent, with a subtle, warm glow. At a glance, it's clearly a piece of exquisite jade.
I don't know why, but that captivating shade of green reminds me of his original appearance.
He quickly pays for it, and amidst the vibrant spectacle of festive lights, gently places the bracelet on my wrist.
MC: What are you doing?
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Lucien: I saw that other humans seem to do this. Do you like it?
In that fleeting moment, he seems to be imbued with the essence of the human world. His eyes curve into gentle crescents as he smiles tenderly.
In the vast and endless expanse of time, I can no longer remember if the last person who smiled at me like this was also so soul-stirring.
Perhaps, there has never been such a person before.
MC: Though I can't say whether I like it or not...
MC: But you seem to have become even more delicious.
Lucien seems to smile even more happily. For some reason, I think I see the same emotion of mine reflected in his eyes.
But that's probably just my imagination. Despite his greed, he's ultimately just a weak lesser demon.
As we stroll along, the distant voice of a storyteller drifts towards us.
Storyteller: “Continuing from where we left off, the battle between the thousand-year-old white snake demon of Baihua Mountain and the crocodile demon has been at a standstill for a full hundred days…”
Groups of young boys and girls walk together, their faces flushed with shy smiles. An elderly woman calls out, advertising her steaming hot meat buns. Red firecrackers explode, welcoming a bride from some unknown family.
The festive atmosphere surrounds us. Perhaps influenced by the surroundings, I hear Lucien's curious voice.
Lucien: My Lord, are you also interested in human love?
MC: That's the most impermanent thing in this world.
I take a bite of the candied hawthorn he's holding and gaze at the ordinary faces around us.
MC: It might be interesting, but as demons, we live for far too long. So long that...
MC: Such fragile things can't nourish our parched and greedy souls.
MC: But if you're interested, you could always find a human and experience it a little.
I smile and playfully bop his nose.
MC: [teasingly] But be careful, don't let any bad woman trick you, Lucien.
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Lucien: You worry too much. I have no interest in those.
Lucien: Because I've already encountered and tasted something far more delectable.
His dark inky eyes hold my reflection captive, as if drawing me into their hidden depths.
Lucien: Lord MC has taught me everything I wanted to know…
Lucien: As one of the same kind.
Later, Lucien takes the initiative to show me around several places. After we've explored the town extensively, fireworks illuminate the deep night sky.
Lucien: Do you know where we can enjoy the most beautiful fireworks?
MC: You've asked the right demon.
With a flick of my finger, I whisk him away to an ancient pagoda that's been sealed for many years.
The airtight walls keep the interior pitch black. The air is filled with the scent of sandalwood, and the faint sound of fireworks echoes like distant bells.
Lucien: It seems... we can't see any fireworks here.
MC: Just wait.
I turn my palm, and in the blink of an eye, the surrounding stone walls suddenly become transparent, as if they were never there.
I pull Lucien to sit at the center of the circular platform. Suddenly, a profusion of vibrant fireworks bursts forth all around us, their carefree beauty so close as if within reach.
The vibrant colors of the fireworks paint Lucien's figure, layer upon layer. For the first time, someone is here with me to enjoy the fireworks, and my heart can't help but fill with a touch of joy.
MC: Humans are so rigid. They think a tranquil place can't also be lively. What a waste of a good spot.
MC: Might as well let these Buddhas enjoy the show too.
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Lucien: [softly] Indeed… incredibly beautiful.
As he speaks, it's hard to tell if his eyes are fixed on me or the fireworks behind me.
But beautiful scenery is always fleeting. Soon, the fireworks display comes to an end.
And as I try to stand up, I suddenly realize that I can't move.
Just as I'm about to summon my power, a piercing pain shoots through my entire body. It feels as though some invisible ropes in the air are binding me in place.
While I'm still puzzled, I hear Lucien's surprised voice—
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Lucien: ...I didn't expect it to succeed on the first try.
I lift my head, and our gazes collide. His eyes are full of smiles.
His index and middle fingers pressed together, their tips shimmering with a faint light as he swiftly forms an intricate seal in the air.
The instant I see the strikingly familiar gesture, my eyes widen in shock.
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MC: ...Why do you know a sealing spell used only by demon hunters?!
Lucien: Humans are rigid, thinking a tranquil place can't be lively. And you demons are just as rigid. Who says...
Lucien: ...a demon can't learn the arts of eliminating demons?
His lips form a triumphant and seductive curve as his cold fingertips caress my cheek.
Lucien: Don't worry, I know my own capabilities.
Lucien: The formation I've set up across the entire town, combined with the second layer of formation at the heart of it, will only restrain you for a short while.
Lucien: [whispers] However, this short time will be enough.
His voice softly weaves into my ears as he holds me tightly in his embrace.
MC: Those places you took me to earlier... were they all part of setting up this formation?
Lucien: That was merely just a test.
Lucien: [chuckles] It was you who said, I could be a bit bolder.
His delicate breath steadily brushes against my neck, making me feel lightheaded that maintaining my human form takes almost all of my strength.
MC: This… this is a Qingping Sect ancient text... You couldn't possibly have had the chance to…
A shockingly unbelievable thought suddenly pops into my mind. I clutch his lapel tightly, my whole body trembling.
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MC: So it was you... You found the weakness in the mountain formation and led the Qingping Sect to hunt the demons.
Lucien: Yes, it was me.
All pretense vanishes from his eyes, revealing utterly raw and unbridled greed and desire.
Lucien: Those humans are so easily deceived. As long as I help them kill a few demons, they think I'm a talent worth cultivating.
Lucien: So I had the chance to plant the poison. In just over a decade, they would be completely under my control.
Lucien: And My Lord, you are my best reward.
Lucien: I finally found the opportunity to gain your trust. And with your help, I also obtained the ancient text.
[T/N: I think, her ‘help’ refers to her ‘eating’ the most Sect member which was his offering. Now that the whole sect was gone, he was able to gain access to the Sect's sacred ancient text, which allowed him to learn how to create this formation to trap her-]
His words are incredibly gentle, yet devoid of any warmth. He meticulously plans every step, taking small risks for greater gains. In the end, he uses the entire town as a formation, waiting for me to walk into the trap myself.
MC: Have you been wanting to eat me all along?
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Lucien: [whispers hoarsely] I've never lied to you.
He smiles as he presses his cold lips against my brow and eyes, tenderly caressing my lips.
Lucien: [his whispers become increasingly obsessive-] I told you, from the moment you appeared in my life, in my eyes... all I see is your figure.
Lucien: [x2!] A snake wanting to eat another snake… that's normal, isn't it…?
Lucien: [x3!!] I've always, always... wanted to eat you.
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Along with his voice, a slippery tail coils around the tip of my own.
As if fearing I might escape, it coils around me tightly from the start. Our scales rustle as they rub against each other, and I feel inexplicable suffocation.
Lucien lowers his gaze to look at me, his eyes filled with undisguised desire. He bares his fangs, teasingly grazing my skin before swiftly sinking them in with a sharp bite.
After a slight sting, a cold liquid is injected into the bite mark. My skin grows hotter and hotter, making the coldness even more alarming.
He probably knows that this bit of venom can't harm me, so he indulges in "tasting" me to his heart's content.
His sharp fangs expertly latch onto the easy-to-bite spots, biting down hard as if he really intends to devour me.
He leans toward me, pressing closer and closer. Our tails are already entwined inseparably; the tips of our hair and the sashes of our clothes are in complete disarray.
I can't summon any power to resist the venom's encroachment. I can only feel the burning heat spreading through my limbs and bones, my whole body trembling uncontrollably.
Lucien: [moaning and panting] I know I can't completely devour you yet, but it doesn't matter…
Lucien: [x2!] I will leave my mark inside your body, on every inch of your skin.
Lucien: [x3!!] Let your every breath…… be stained with my scent.
He bites my lip, his mouth devouring every bit of my moan and wet sounds. His tongue, laced with venom, forcefully swirls over mine, compelling me to swallow every drop.
Lucien: [hisses and groans] Until... the day I eat you.
My head is swimming, all I can feel is his snake tail coiling tighter around me, a tingling heat flowing through my body as something is being poured inside me again and again.
The feeling is too arousing, making me instinctively tighten my body, but also wrapping him even tighter.
The air is heavy with erotic scents, and the sound of our entwined scales rubbing against each other creates an ambiguous symphony of slick and moist noises, intensifying my hunger step by step.
MC: [laughs] The one who should be eaten... is you, isn't it?
MC: Given time, I will cleanse your weak poison completely.
MC: Great, you already look delicious.
Unfamiliar yet pleasurable waves surge rapidly within me, hitting me again and again, causing me to instinctively bite him back.
The cloyingly sweet blood, mixed with venom and clear bodily fluids, fills our mouths, necks, and entire bodies.
Lucien: [groans and breathlessly says] …Then let's see if you can.
Scalding sweat trickles down his jaw, blending into my clothes that are already soaked with sweat.
Lucien pushes deeper into me as if even the deepest part of my soul is being imbued with his essence.
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Lucien: [moans and gasps] No matter the outcome… we will… become one.
———————Fin——-—————
[Lux's afterwords]
Not much analysis here, this date is pretty much just ‘fast food’ LOL. So, while his obsession towards MC definitely gets amped up in this AU, I do like how it still retains his core like his greediness, curiosity, and obsessiveness/stubbornness though 👀 and the details of them mirroring each other's desire are always so!!!
Although the ending is fairly predictable given his character, this date introduces a fresh element with its unique dynamic where the power balance shifts in favor of MC 😂 It conveys a similar dynamic of the ‘God x mortal’ trope, where the mortals yearn for the love of their God. And despite all the things he did, I really can't help but think that he really is just a hardworking yet stubborn/obsessive little snake HAHA.
His final line! I think… it's the biggest proof that he never really lied to her. His final line on this date reveals that his ultimate goal is to become one with her, whether through her eating him or vice versa, the method or outcome doesn't matter to him. Since he is much weaker than her, it's easier for him to be consumed (which is why he keeps asking her to eat him). However, in case she doesn’t want to eat him, he also has this backup plan. Whether he is to be consumed or to consume her, both scenarios require decades of deceiving humans to first gain her attention. While his methods may not be entirely honest, it is undeniable that he has worked very hard for her and it's a bit endearing🤧 or maybe it's time for me to admit that atp i'll forgive any shits he pulled *kicked*
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s The Sea No Longer Distant MQ translation (Part 1/3)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a MQ that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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[Warning]: The content of this MQ is pretty explicit and may not be suitable for individuals under the age of 18 (CN server). It is recommended that those who do not meet this age requirement refrain from proceeding beyond this point.
Translation under the cut!
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[Notes from Lux: Special thanks to @ivioivioivi for checking some lines of the translation! Personally, translating this date is a hell of a struggle for me and I wouldn’t able to finish it without her help lol-
Before we start, I’d recommend you all read Fantasy Book Date, Devotion Date, Distant Similarity, and Monochrome Scenery. This MQ specifically references these dates/shares a similar theme so, if you haven’t read it or just want to jog your memory, please check them out first! :>
Currently, I haven't made the subtitled video, so for now here’s the CN video link if anyone wants to follow along his voice acting.]
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—[Part 1]—
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Host: ... And now, we are about to unveil the final award of the evening at the Magnolia Awards - the Best Variety Show.
As thunderous applause erupts, I find myself holding my breath, my heart pounding in my chest.
The "Best Director" award I just received feels heavy in my hands as if it's also waiting for another trophy of equal weight to be embraced.
Host: ...Now, let's take a look at the nominated works for this year's Best Variety Show.
The first nominee, produced by my company, appears on the big screen, a montage of past highlights flashing by.
After the five short films are shown in sequence, the award presenter opens the envelope in her hand.
Presenter: And the winner of the Magnolia Award for Best Variety Show is...
Her final words unleash a thunderous wave of applause, and the dazzling lights make it nearly impossible for me to keep my eyes open, leaving me in a daze.
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The ceaseless traffic flows by like a stream, and it is not until a vaguely familiar building appears in the distance that I slowly come back to my senses.
I blink, and the white building becomes clearer as I focus on it, standing out with a sense of tranquility in the fading twilight.
….Unbeknownst to myself, I find myself subconsciously drawn to the vicinity of the research institute.
I can't help but sign, feeling a pang of annoyance as I become aware of my own emotions.
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MC: I really do want to talk with Lucien after all…
Am I hoping for his comfort? Or seeking his advice?
Perhaps I just want to see him at this moment.
MC: He is probably still busy…
At 7 in the evening, the world slows its pace with the fading twilight on the horizon. The rhythmic flashing of the red traffic light at the crosswalk spreads the last remnants of twilight.
And in that small, illuminated scene, I see a familiar figure.
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He gazes steadily ahead, his eyes appearing to hold a multitude of things, yet also seeming to contain nothing.
His face bears traces of exhaustion, and he seems distant and unreal as if he were merely a figment of my imagination.
But in a twist of fate, his vacant gaze shifts in the next second and meets mine.
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After a moment of stunned silence, I see him smile gently.
The green light stops flashing at the last second, and I see Lucien standing in front of me.
Lucien: [chuckles] Good evening, MC.
MC: [smiles softly] Good evening, Professor Lucien, I didn't expect to meet you here.
I can't help but smile, and naturally take his hand as we walk towards home.
Lucien: I want to leave work early today.
Lucien: Meeting you proves that this was the right choice.
His voice gently accompanies the evening breeze, and I inexplicably feel that Lucien's mood doesn't seem particularly good either.
Considering his recent state of intense overtime, perhaps he's been dealt with some setbacks or failures.
I swallow the words that are about to spill out of my mouth. I purse my lips and start talking to him about amusing things I haven't shared yet, and listen to him talk about the bickering among his assistants.
Such a rare leisurely stroll, sharing everyday life we've missed with each other, everything is so good.
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Lucien: By the way, I forgot to congratulate you on winning the awards.
Suddenly, I hear Lucien's voice.
Lucien: I received your message this morning, but I had some unexpected situations this afternoon, so I didn't have time to watch the live awards ceremony.
Lucien: Having won all the major awards for both "Best Director" and "Best Program" in two variety shows, for such an amazing Miss Producer, I should have congratulated you much earlier.
His tone is so brisk and firmly assured* that I'm momentarily stunned, letting it fall heavily to the ground.
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Lucien is also stunned.
The air around me turns stiff, and I don't know how to describe my feelings.
The wave that's directly crashing over me now feels far more immense and intangible than the moment the guest announced it, causing both pain and sadness.
I clench my palms and instinctively muster a smile at him.
After all, if I were to cry pitifully now, it would only make me appear weak and humiliated.
MC: Hehe, I'll accept half of Professor Lucien's congratulations first! Winning Best Director is a small victory, right?
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MC: I still need to keep working hard!
I can't even bring myself to look into his eyes and just want to keep walking forward.
Just as I'm about to walk away, he holds my hand to stop me, and when I turn around, I see his deep gaze filled with guilt and comfort.
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Lucien: [guiltily] Sorry, it was my mistake for not confirming.
Lucien: [in a comforting tone] Don't worry, you've already done a great job. Awards are just one way of judging, and they can't determine everything.
Lucien: If you feel sad, tell me all about your feelings.
The night falls, and the streetlights stretch his shadow long.
Lucien: It's okay, you can always slow down your growth in front of me.
I look at the person in front of me, take a deep breath, and hold his hand back.
MC: I know, I am moving forward at my own pace.
MC: If I didn't do well, I'll just find a solution.
MC: Please don't worry Professor Lucien, I know what I need to do. I will keep working hard.
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[T/N: Before we move on to the next part, I want to say that this time I won't write an essay because I think the date itself explains its plot theme pretty well, I'll just use T/N to highlight some important parts and more ;)
MC uses the word 笃定 (dǔ dìng) to describe Lucien's tone (and also gaze, which will be used in part 2). I translated it to 'firm assuredness'. This word often describes how certain and unwavering a person is about something or a specific belief. In this context, Lucien is confident that MC will always be the ‘best’ and can achieve any goal she sets. However, this may also imply a kind of ‘expectation’, which is where the ‘problem’ of this date arises.]
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—[Exclusive Radio - Resignation Application]—
[door knocking sounds]
Lucien: Come in.
Zeng Shu: Long time no see, sorry to bother you.
Lucien: Is there a problem with the project's progress?
Zeng Shu: No, the project is going very smoothly. The results from the last few trials have been very stable.
Zeng Shu: The reason I came to see you today... is to discuss a personal matter with you.
Lucien: Oh? Please go ahead.
Zeng Shu: I want to withdraw from the project.
Lucien: …
Zeng Shu: Ah, don't worry. I will complete all the handover tasks before I leave.
Zeng Shu: The project is very stable in all aspects now. Although the manpower is not abundant, having one less person won't be a problem.
Zeng Shu: Thank you for giving me the opportunity to join the project. I'm sorry I won't be able to work with everyone to see it through to completion.
Lucien: …
Zeng Shu: …
Lucien: Is there a specific reason for this?
Lucien: Although we're not in a critical period, personnel turnover will inevitably have an impact on the project.
Lucien: I believe most problems can be solved.
Zeng Shu: You've misunderstood. There's no problem.
Zeng Shu: I'm just tired.
Zeng Shu: I want to take some time off.
Lucien: How much time off do you need?
Zeng Shu: I’m not trying to pressure you into approving my leave, Professor.
Zeng Shu: I just... need some time to really think about whether I’m actually suited for research.
Lucien: You’re not a fresh graduate.
Lucien: You’ve worked on your own projects, supervised students, and you’re experienced. You’ve also published numerous high-impact papers.
Lucien: I can't understand the meaning behind your statement.
Zeng Shu: …
Zeng Shu: Professor, I'm aware of everything you mentioned.
Zeng Shu: But not everyone can be like you, maintaining such passion for research no matter what.
Zeng Shu: And not everyone who pursues research is as gifted as you are.
Lucien: ...I always thought you were quite level-headed.
Lucien: I generally don't recommend bringing emotions into work.
Zeng Shu: Your judgment of me is not wrong; I am very calm right now.
Zeng Shu: From the moment I had this thought to... coming to your office, I've carefully considered it for three months.
Zeng Shu: This is the result of my comprehensive consideration. I hope you can approve it.
Lucien: …
Lucien: Do you want to withdraw from the current project, or are you not considering joining any future projects either?
Zeng Shu: I won't join any of them.
Lucien: Even the project you proposed two years ago? I received news last week that it can be officially approved.
Zeng Shu: Yes. I'm not considering it anymore.
Lucien: [sighs heavily] I understand.
Lucien: I will respect your decision.
Lucien: However, I hope you can continue to perform your related duties normally before you leave completely.
Lucien: If the project is affected at this stage, it will be difficult for either of us to handle.
Zeng Shu: I understand, don't worry.
Zeng Shu: I'll start the handover process tomorrow.
Lucien: Alright.
Zeng Shu: Sorry for the trouble, goodbye.
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[T/N: This part is interesting because it shows how Lucien's subconscious 'expectation' extends not only to MC but also to the people who work with him. This 'expectation' can make people ‘tired’ and ‘exhausted’ from trying to keep up with him, and it's something that he himself is not really aware of. Additionally, I want to highlight how he doesn't understand the concept of being tired in a non-physical sense, like, at all, which will be important in a later part ;)]
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—[Part 2]—
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Sunlight streams through the windowsill, casting a brilliant and rejuvenating glow over the quiet room.
I walk into the computer room, swiftly turn on the computer, and bring up the rough cut of the video completed yesterday.
In the footage, the guest laughs endlessly in a seaside cottage. The suitable music and adorable text overlays convey the happiness even more directly.
I sit on the seat while hugging my legs, letting the laughter from the headphones linger in my mind, but it can't seem to drown out what happened yesterday.
I don't know when it started, but after putting in so much effort, success has somehow become a kind of arrogant ‘matter of course'.
Perhaps I've gotten used to the taste of success, so when failure arrives, I become even more at a loss.
And compared to this frustration... my mind returns to the firmly assured eyes I saw yesterday.
??: Boss, why are you here so early?
I lift my head and see Willow standing in front of me with a bit of a worried look.
MC: You're one to talk, didn't you come early too?
Willow: I just felt like something was up, so I thought I’d come and check on things.
She says that as she sits down next to me and turns on her computer. The dim glow of the screen reflects on her face, revealing traces of fatigue and frustration.
Yet, she turns her head and smiles at me.
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Willow: Boss, do you want to take a break? You've been busy for a long time lately, haven't you?
I think I should say something, but as I gaze into those firm eyes, it seems like all words are inadequate.
In the end, I just shake my head with a smile.
MC: Don't worry, I'm not tired.
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Over the next week, the shadow of failure gradually fades away, and everything returns to normal.
Lucien is still busy, and I'm still immersed in the intense preparations for the summer special.
It's just that I often feel Lucien's gaze on me. During our interactions, he seems to observe me from time to time, yet he never says a word.
Is he thinking about how to comfort me, or is he worried that I'm just pretending to be strong?
After much thought, I stubbornly chose not to break his silence.
Compared to words, perhaps more proactive actions can show him that I have become more resilient.
It seems like an invisible thread is becoming more tense, but neither of us has the time to care.
I come home late at night and notice Lucien sitting on the sofa, looking at some documents.
A vast expanse of night covers him, and his eyes, as calm as still water, seem unable to be touched by any emotion.
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MC: Lucien, are you okay?
He doesn't seem to notice my return. He freezes for a moment before slowly raising his head.
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Lucien: I'm fine.
Speaking softly, he naturally draws me into a hug, his chin resting on my head. A long sigh escapes his lips.
The world becomes peaceful in the instant, fully contained within this gentle embrace.
MC: [worriedly] Is the experiment not going well?
Lucien: [inhales deeply before speaking softly] Mm. I've tried a few methods, but none of them can quite solve the problems.
Lucien: So, I'm thinking of throwing this out and starting from scratch.
MC: Is the direction wrong?
Lucien: [chuckles] Probably.
He remains silent for a while before continuing slowly.
Lucien: One of my senior research associates who's been working with me recently quit. No one can fill his shoes right now, so it's making the process a bit more troublesome.
Lucien: Overall, it might be more efficient to just start fresh.
MC: Why did he quit?
Lucien: He said he was too tired.
His calm voice seems full of incomprehension and ambivalence. Although I can't see Lucien's face at the moment, I can imagine his slightly furrowed brow.
Lucien: But theoretically, the work arrangements are sound, and I didn't force him to constantly monitor every result with me.
Lucien: So I don't know either.
Lucien: Since he was determined to leave, I let him go.
His tone reveals a rare cold sternness as if he is unwilling to waste time on unnecessary matters.
Lucien: There will always be a replacement.
I blink in a daze, feeling like I can see that senior professor.
I really want to say something to Lucien, but in the end, I still don't know how to start.
Lucien: MC, let's not talk about that. Actually, I really want to chat with you.
MC: Hmm?
He releases his hug and gently caresses my face.
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Lucien: [in a gentle tone] I wonder if you're still feeling a bit sad because you didn't win the award for best work.
The soft moonlight made his face appear so gentle at this moment.
Under his dotingly gentle gaze, I don't want to hide my heart. I know Lucien has been waiting for a long time.
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MC: Actually, I thought I had already secured victory, but unexpectedly, I failed.
MC: So when the results were announced, I felt very frustrated.
I look at Lucien honestly and muster up the courage.
MC: I originally thought this feeling of frustration was simply because… I failed.
MC: But when I saw you and when you congratulated me, subconsciously assuming that I should be the "best"...
I feel my voice tremble a little.
MC: It was then that I realized I hadn't fulfilled your expectations.
MC: And at that moment, it was the saddest time for me.
Lucien is rational and effortlessly capable. He believes that if something can be done, it can be done.
So he subconsciously believes that the heights I can reach are ones I will undoubtedly attain, or even surpass.
Otherwise, on this long and arduous journey of pursuit, I would only watch his figure grow further and further away.
In those slightly widened eyes, I see a lot of confusion and incomprehension.
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Lucien: I…
“Ring ring-”
A sudden, insistent phone call interrupted him. After hesitating for a moment and seeing the caller ID, I decided to answer.
Man: Boss, urgent news! Looks like a storm is about to hit. The weather department says the coastal weather won't be good for the next two weeks.
Man: All the subsequent filming will be affected. We just went over the script and realized we need to make major changes.
Man: What should we do? Should we cancel it? Or what? The guests' schedules are kind of hard to change.
MC: It's definitely going to be difficult to change the guests' schedules now, and it will also affect the following weekly broadcasts. Let's revise the script.
I quickly run through the ideas in my head and a vague idea comes to me.
MC: Have the production team book me a flight tonight. I'm going straight there.
After hanging up the phone, the previous atmosphere has already dissipated. Lucien sits in front of me, much of his body falling into the shadows.
MC: Lucien, I didn't say those things to make you feel guilty or anything, because those were just my own feelings.
MC: It's me who wants to catch up to you and fulfill your expectations.
I smile and reach out to stroke his face, gently smoothing out the slight frown that forms unconsciously on his brow.
MC: I'll take care of my own feelings, so don't worry.
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MC: I'll run even faster next time.
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MC: I'm leaving now. Make sure to drive safely on your way home!
Lucien: Relax, don't worry.
Lucien: You don't need to rush. There's always a solution.
MC: I know. Don't worry~ I'll message you as soon as I land. Don't wait up too late for me.
Lucien: [chuckles] Okay, I'll be sure to follow Miss Producer's instructions. I'll go to sleep as soon as I feel tired.
In the somewhat deserted early morning airport, the girl gives him a quick peck on the cheek before heading towards the security checkpoint.
The security checkpoint is almost empty, but she still instinctively turns her head and waves to him at every turn.
Yet, it seems like she hates to leave him waiting, so she keeps waving back at him non-stop.
Lucien: "Slow down."
He mouths the words, knowing full well the sound won’t reach her, yet somehow he still has this feeling that she can hear them.
As her figure walks into the security checkpoint, she waves to him one last time from dozens of meters away before disappearing from sight.
He doesn't know why, but looking at her figure from behind, he felt as if he was being escaped from.
This feeling makes him very uncomfortable.
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He furrows his brows in irritation and turns to walk into the black night.
Where exactly did things start to go wrong?
The girl's slightly bitter smile flashes back into his mind, but it brings more confusion than answers.
Why does his unconscious firm assuredness sadden her more than the failure itself?
Why do I feel assured that she can do it, and why does she think my expectations are so important?
We're clearly not on the same track.
Clearly, she can have her own pace, and I also allow her to fail...
Is it because I am someone special to her?
Does she want to meet my expectations? But my expectation is for her to just be happy and always within my sight*.
Do I have any other expectations for her?
Too many fragmented questions flood his mind, and each one of them feels unfamiliar and chaotic. This feeling of not having a starting point unconsciously makes him a bit infuriated.
There are still more tricky problems and troubles at work waiting for him, which he has to tackle one by one.
Despite thinking this way, her face still appears again and again among the numerous and complicated tasks in his mind.
Compared to those things that can be redone or thrown away, he feels some kind of deep-seated emptiness and unease.
He feels as if she has left him far behind, as if she knows more things that he cannot comprehend.
This feeling makes him even more irritable.
He instinctively turns at a fork in the road and continues until the familiar white building comes into view. Even so, his irritation doesn't seem to have subsided even a bit.
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At this moment, his phone vibrates. He looks down and sees that it's a departure message from her.
MC’s message: "I'm boarding~ Just let me know when you get home! Don't forget to go to bed early~”
His fingers, naturally inclined to send a reply in the next second, hesitate just before hitting send. He closes his eyes and temporarily turns off the screen.
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In that instant, he suddenly feels very childish.
What does it mean to say that she can handle her own emotions, yet still wants to run away to a faraway place?
He doesn't know the answer and can't think of a way to solve it.
He hurriedly walks into the lab. His sudden appearance caught everyone off guard. After a moment of stunned silence, they quickly come forward to greet him.
Assistant: Professor, why are you here?
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Lucien: It's nothing. I'm just here to handle some other work. You can carry on.
Saying this, he walks into his own laboratory.
He doesn't plan to think about it anymore. There are still many things waiting for him, many plans and arrangements to implement—
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Lucien: [whispers softly] Why…
The sound of the plane seems to pass overhead in the distance, and the night grows even darker.
Suddenly, he feels very lonely**.
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[T/N: *: Just want to expand on what Lucien said here! One of his expectations is ‘for her always within my sight', I think it refers to what he said back in S2 ch 51
MC: Maybe it’s because I know that no matter where I go, you'll always be watching over me. MC: Lucien, I hope you can always keep your eyes on me. Lucien: Of course, I will always watch over you. Until... you go to a place that even I can’t reach...-
-that no matter where the direction she goes he will always watch over her 🤧 I personally like this quote a LOT, like it's more or less what's ‘growing’ in his route feels like. He won't stop you and will support anything you do, no matter what you'll ‘grow’ to be. Even if you walk in a different direction from him, even if what you do is risky, even if the road is full of failures… He'll always give his unconditional attention, support, and safety from afar. He hopes for her to be ‘always within his sight’ so that he can continue to do so 🥺
**: "寂寞" often conveys a more profound and enduring sense of isolation than "loneliness”. It emphasizes the emotional aspect of feeling isolated or abandoned such as the sadness, emptiness and the yearningಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ]
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s On Fire MQ translation + video with sub EN (Part 3/3)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for an MQ that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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On Fire MQ | Part 1 (1-2) | Part 2 (3-4) | Part 3 (5-6) | Moisturize ASMR
[Warning]: The content of this MQ is currently the most explicit compared to other dates and may not be suitable for individuals under the age of 17 (CN server). It is recommended that those who do not meet this age requirement refrain from proceeding beyond this point.
Part 3 & 4-> [Here]
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The kitchen is filled with all sorts of ingredients.
After studying a few recipes, Lucien starts by cleaning the vegetables one by one, arranging them neatly based on size and color.
I put the excess ingredients into the refrigerator and see him preparing to chop vegetables on the cutting board. His movements are meticulous yet unfamiliar.
MC: Do you want some help?
Lucien arches an eyebrow ever so slightly, then frees up one hand to pull me behind him, his voice gentle.
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Lucien: Yes, then come closer and help me, okay?
I wrap my arms around Lucien from behind, adjusting his hand to control the force and posture of chopping vegetables.
MC: [smiles softly]...Are you sure about this?
Lucien: Mm, I'm not particularly skilled at this. This position makes it easy for you to correct me at any time.
I wrap my arm around him with some struggle. I can feel his heat seeping through our clothes, causing a slight warmth in my ears.
Unwittingly, I remember the first time I spent New Year's Eve with Lucien. He also once stood behind me and wrapped his arm around me under the pretext of learning to make dumplings.
MC: ...Then, I'll make an effort to not get distracted.
MC: It's better to cut in from this angle...
Two people working together noticeably accelerate the process. After the pot is ready, Lucien and I stand on either side of it, seasoning it together.
Seasonal vegetables lose their raw appearance in the sizzling hot oil, transforming into delectable dishes on the dining table.
MC: The colors are right, and the cuts are similar. At least in terms of appearance, we've perfectly replicated these dishes.
MC: I just wonder how they taste. These dishes look so good, they couldn't possibly be bad, right?
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Lucien: They're definitely going to be delicious. After all, we made them together.
Lucien: However, in the coming year, I will try my best to break away from this lady’s help and lead this process independently.
MC: Hehe, it's okay if you don't break away.
MC: I'm happy to accompany you and enjoy this process together. Plus, occasionally being Professor Lucien's "guide", I couldn't ask for more.
Lucien glances at me with a smile on his face, then bends down to kiss me lightly on the eyes.
Lucien: [chuckle then KISS!!!!] Since I have your permission, I won't insist on proving myself anymore.
Lucien: In the days ahead, accompany me to tackle more complex menus.
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At the dining table, Lucien picks up his chopsticks, slowly bringing each dish to his mouth. He chews carefully, seeming to savor the unique taste of each dish
Though it's just an ordinary lunch, he eats with exceptional seriousness.
Lucien: The change in cutting technique has a much greater impact on the crispness of the vegetables than I anticipated.
MC: It's subtle, isn't it? Even though the cooking method remains the same, just changing the cutting technique makes the texture much crispier!
Lucien: Hmm, it's also interesting to stew meat with fruits.
MC: Hehe, that's because fruit acids not only tenderize the muscle tissue but also blend in smoothly with the flavor.
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Lucien: [chuckles] So, although all these dishes are delicious, I particularly enjoy the stew you've added your ingenuity to.
It's rare to see him provide detailed commentary on dishes beyond just "delicious", and I can't help but raise my chin in pride.
MC: I've actually made some observations before when cooking. Just a slight change in the dish can make a huge difference in taste!
MC: It's kind of like the difference between the front leg meat and the hind leg meat, very distinct!
Lucien's gaze, which was originally focused on tasting the dishes, shifts towards me. Under the lamplight, his eyes soften, as gentle as water flowing into a stream.
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Lucien: This classmate's metaphors are always so imaginative.
Lucien: It seems like every inch of the world you perceive is so vibrant and intriguing—
Lucien: Just like these rich dishes, they can evoke a range of emotions and also spark inspiration.
I prop my chin up, looking at him with interest.
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MC: If that's the case, then I also want to be the “fruit” in the stew, making Professor Lucien even "sweeter"~
MC: Every happy and interesting experience in my perception, I want you to experience them together with me~
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Lucien's eyes soften, and he taps his knuckles gently on the table.
Lucien: [whispers] In that case, can we do something fun together right now?
My eyes light up, and I stand up, walking over to his side. I cup his face in my hands, smiling as we lock eyes.
MC: Of course, then... what do you want to do?
Before I finish speaking, Lucien's hand gently lowers my head, and he plants a light kiss on my lips.
Although it's just a gentle touch, and although the atmosphere isn't ambiguous, I feel my heart beating wildly due to the unexpected intimacy.
I look at him with a flushed face, seeing overflowing tenderness in his eyes, and a magnified reflection of myself.
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Lucien: I want to thank this lady who “shares the world” with me.
Then, he leans down, slowly closing the distance between us—
Until our hearts and minds feel the same frequency, melding together into the gentle twilight.
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As the last rays of twilight fall, Lucien invites me to experience the festival in this small town.
Lanterns adorned with festive decorations hang on the streetlights, and the air is filled with the scent of firecrackers.
As New Year's Eve approaches, there are already many stalls in the small night market, with couplets, paper-cut decorations, and various potted plants joyfully arranged together.
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MC: These paper-cut decorations are quite ordinary, yet they're selling for two digits. They're not as pretty as the ones you've made, but I just bought something really nice!
I take out a box of pink, peach-shaped pastries and hand one to Lucien.
MC: "Longevity Peach Buns"~ Would you like to try one?
Lucien takes a bite, his brows furrowing momentarily as he examines the bun in his hand with a hint of skepticism.
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Lucien: [smiles helplessly] I wouldn't recommend it.
Even Lucien, who isn't usually picky about food, expressed dissatisfaction with the bun, which piqued my interest.
I take a bite, and the dry bun with a hint of artificial flavoring fails to satisfy even basic taste expectations.
MC: Uh...!
MC: [unamused] Although it's not tasty, it does look festive... Let's just display it at home when we get back.
Lucien smiles and shakes his head, then picks up a set of spring festival couplets from a nearby stall.
Lucien: The wording on these couplets seems rather ordinary.
Lucien: I'm thinking, why don't we buy some raw materials and try writing our own couplets at home?
MC: Sounds good! Then when the God of Wealth arrives, he'll see that the couplets we've put up are heartfelt and sincere.
MC: If he's in a good mood, who knows, maybe we'll strike it rich~
From the "福" (fortune/blessings) character for the front door to the refrigerator and even the shoe cabinet, to the money tree for the entrance and the glowing little dragon...
As we chat and laugh, the bags we're carrying are already overloaded.
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We load the bags into the car and return to our seats. Just as I start to fasten my seatbelt, Lucien pushes open the car door again.
Lucien: I suddenly remembered there's something else I need to buy.
MC: Then I'll go with you.
Lucien: No need, it's right nearby. I'll be back soon.
Before I could react, Lucien had already closed the car door and disappeared into the bustling crowd once again.
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—[Part 6]— Video Timestamp [36:42]
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MC: What did Lucien go to buy...?
Snacks, or decorations? Before my thoughts can stray any further, Lucien's figure returns to the car with bags in hand.
MC: You're back!
The car door is pulled open, and along with Lucien’s scent, the chilly wind brings in a subtle smell... of gunpowder?
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Lucien: [chuckles] I bought some fireworks...
MC: Oh~
Lucien: And firecrackers.
MC: [surprised] Eh?
I widen my eyes and look into the bag. Besides a few fireworks, there are…
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MC: O- one-thousand-firecrackers-rolls and firework rockets?
Seeing my reaction, Lucien satisfactorily curls up the corners of his lips.
Lucien: As an "experiencer," of course I must try some sufficiently exciting things.
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The car, loaded with goods, returns to our courtyard. Lucien parks the car and, together with me, we unroll the long red firecrackers on the ground.
The long firecrackers snake around like a red dragon lying on the ground, almost covering the entire courtyard.
I hold the lighter, watching the fuse that is about to ignite the firecrackers and can’t help but feel nervous in my heart.
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MC: Lucien, could you, could you wait a moment? I'm not quite mentally prepared yet!
Lucien: [chuckles] Then allow me.
Lucien seems to chuckle softly. Before I can react, he has already struck the match, and the flame dances on his fingertips.
The fuse instantly ignites, speeding forward like a shooting star. I quickly grab Lucien's hand tightly, pulling him away as we run.
The next second, the firecrackers erupt like an awakened dragon, emitting a thrilling roar.
My body instinctively tenses, and I hastily cover Lucien's ears while he does the same for mine.
(the way they instinctively protect each other instead of themselves :”…)
His broad palm reassuringly shields those startling explosions.
Despite the barrier, my hearing becomes even more acute, listening as the firecrackers "rampage" through the courtyard.
I look at Lucien, in the faint red glow, his face is coated with a shimmering warm light, and from beginning to end, his lips are always brimming with a smile.
The bright light swiftly dashes through the dark night. After the long-lasting thousand blasts fade away, the air in the courtyard seems to have turned red.
Lucien waves his hand in front of him, trying to dispel the pungent smell of firecrackers, yet the smile on his lips never falters.
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Lucien: Whether it's from the sense of hearing or the sense of smell... The stimulation I'm receiving is far more excessive than I anticipated.
MC: Many things you just have to experience firsthand to truly feel them!
MC: Just like I've come to realize, besides with the beauty of fireworks, Professor Lucien and the firecrackers are also quite "compatible"!
Lucien raises an eyebrow and takes out all the remaining fireworks and firecrackers from the car.
Lucien: That sentence sounds like a stereotypical impression of "Professor Lucien".
Lucien: Fortunately, tonight happens to be a good opportunity for "out with the old, in with the new."
The night sky stretches endlessly, as dark as a piece of black velvet, while the courtyard ground is scattered with remnants of red firecrackers.
Lucien stands between the darkness of the night and the redness around him, with the match he ignites in his hand being the only source of light around.
This glimmer of light remains silent, yet always manages to ignite clusters of earth-shattering fireworks in my world.
So I walk towards him, and together we light up all these fireworks.
The light flies into the night sky, showering down gently, casting warm hues upon us.
And beside me, Lucien's smiling expression is just like the fireworks filling up the sky.
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In the end, Lucien and I left a few fireworks unlit and returned to the car for warmth.
The distant sound of firecrackers can be faintly heard, with occasional fireworks lighting up the night sky, illuminating the scene inside the car.
We sit side by side in the back seat, enjoying a moment of tranquility after the playful revelry.
Bright light filters through the car window, casting ambiguous light and shadows on Lucien's face. I trace his profile, and my heart is filled with joy.
MC: Looking back, we've had a lot of fun in just a few days.
MC: Going to the home exhibition together, selecting ingredients and cooking together, wandering through the festival night market, and even setting off fireworks and firecrackers...
MC: I wonder how Professor Lucien feels about this "town trip"?
Lucien meets my expectant gaze, but instead of immediately responding, he ponders for a moment.
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Lucien: I've thought of many different answers, many different adjectives.
Lucien: Happiness, warmth, contentment... Each word seems to encapsulate my feelings, yet they all appear a little shallow.
I listen earnestly, reaching out my hand to intertwine with his palm.
Lucien: Whether it's in the warm room, cooking together under the bright lights, or lighting firecrackers together and making "noise".
Lucien: At the moment of accomplishing these things, I have a vague feeling.
Lucien: These seem to be things I've never consciously longed for but deeply desire to do.
Lucien: And year after year, in the New Year, you've helped me realize these, even wishes that I myself didn't fully grasp.
Lucien pauses unusually as if carefully considering his words. After a while, he simply casts his gaze toward me.
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Lucien: So if there's anything missing, it's that I want my little lady to feel my happiness.
MC: I've already felt it...
But Lucien gently shakes his head.
Lucien: I want to paint it more vividly for you. Not through carefully crafted rhetoric, perhaps not even by speaking.
(T/N: insert the solemn, melancholic, yet hopeful 5th anniv special theatre BGM 😭 if you've read this far and haven't watched the video, I’d actually beg you to watch 🥺 The timestamp is: [42:09] )
Lucien gently takes my hand and places it over his heart.
In an instant, the world quieted down.
With the familiar heartbeat in my palm, it feels as if the overflowing sense of happiness is also held within my grasp.
"Thump, thump," resounding as if echoing through the entire universe. And it speaks—
Lucien is very happy, very content with life.
And so am I.
At this moment, I seem to also taste the shallowness of "words", for no matter how many words are spoken, they can't fully express the deep love beating in my heart.
So I recklessly approached him, wanting to convey my most profound feelings to him.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, my fingertips threading through his soft hair, as I lean in closer, Lucien gently but firmly pulls me into his embrace.
The smell of gunpowder fills my nostrils, seemingly carrying the heat capable of igniting flames with it.
The lips merely brush against each other, then clinging lovingly and inseparably, unwilling to part ever again.
Our tongues entwine as if thirsting, drawing out every bit of sweetness, until our breaths become so chaotic that they can't be distinguished from each other.
Can a deep kiss express this love? Can a long embrace reveal the yearning in the depths of our hearts?
While thinking about all this in a daze, Lucien's whisper comes to my ear.
Lucien: [whispers breathlessly] Is this kiss enough to explain it all?
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MC: Not enough...
I instinctively spoke out, not knowing whether I was answering him or telling myself.
Upon hearing this, with one arm still around me, Lucien unbuttons his shirt with his other hand, revealing his well-defined physique.
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Lucien: [chuckles and whispers] Then tonight, I will lay bare all of myself to you, okay?
His eyes still carry a faint smile, but they are moist as if they've captured light, burning and deeply sincere.
I nod and kiss the corner of his eye, taking in all of him.
His warm lips carry a slightly wet sensation as they wander over my body, igniting my skin like clusters of flame.
The intimate and meticulous licking makes me feel like I'm about to melt, my body instinctively tensing up, sliding towards the only fulcrum.
Lucien: [noises of him eating… something, and sighs in satisfaction] ….
The fingers holding my calves suddenly tighten, pulling them wider apart. I sit back heavily and then whimper out in pain.
MC: [blushing] Lucien….
My voice comes out sweetly and aggrievedly, elongating the end of his name with a deliberate undertone. It sounds like pleading for mercy yet also carries a tacit demand.
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The sound of muffled laughter reaches my ears, Lucien flips over to be on top of me and presses me down, kissing me on the lips.
Between the disorganized breaths, he murmurs something on the tip of his tongue.
Lucien: [whispers] Sorry, does it hurt a bit?
I nod, but in contrast to my answer, I thrust my hips upward, wanting to fit even closer to him. In the process, I almost hit my head on the car door, but Lucien protected me.
The decorations on my clothes roughly brush against Lucien's exposed skin as he moves, causing him to tremble lightly.
Lucien: [chuckles] These little decorations are a bit in the way.
Those words are much colder than his kisses, and I can't help but watch my heart beat faster as he gently picks at them and lets the decorations fall.
It's just that there seem to be more and more things that get in the way between us… the top, the belt, and the skirt, they all seem a bit unnecessary.
The car's air conditioning blows dry, warm air, dispersing the remaining traces of coldness on our skin.
The moist sensation behind my ears makes me feel like I'm lying on a stream, his voice, hoarse and low, reveals a fervent longing.
Lucien: [hoarsely] Now, can you understand this feeling clearly?
My heart beats fiercely, and within my hazy consciousness, I seem to hear the emotions hidden behind Lucien's questions.
Instinctively, I tighten my arms around his neck and wrap my legs behind his waist. My hand gently caresses him.
MC: I think... I still need more time to understand.
MC: This is what you want too, isn't it?
Lucien’s laughter-tinged voice drifts into my ears.
Lucien:  [whispers followed by more wet kiss noises] The night is still very long.
The ambiguous warmth inside the car envelops us like the steam of a hot spring, carrying us into the clouds.
It seems there are small trinkets on the dashboard that can't withstand the shaking, but we are too preoccupied to notice.
Unintentionally, someone presses the car window button, and the distant sound of fireworks leaps into our ears.
Tiny snowflakes land on my outstretched arms, only to be melted into droplets by the heat.
"Splat," "splat."
This night, when the old days and the new years merge, we seem to need a little more warmth.
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[Bonus: some h-word translation notes before afterword because I don't want to ruin the beautiful smut with my dumb commentary]
Lucien: [whispers] Sorry, does it hurt a bit? I nod, but in contrast to my answer, I thrust my hips upward, wanting to fit even closer to him. In the process, I almost hit my head on the car door, but Lucien protected me.
(T/N: this sentence implies that the pain is not from her sitting back but… him fitting inside *cough*)
The car's air conditioning blows dry, warm air, dispersing the remaining traces of coldness on our skin.
(T/N: this description implies that they are both already completely undressed at that point. To counteract the chill from being unclothed, the warm air conditioner is turned on :>)
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[Afterword, rambles and highlight(s)]
⎯ Just like how sunlight helps plants to grow, love nurtures Lucien's growth over the years.
Even after 6 years, Love and Producer still have such a talented writing team that never FAILS at making us feel h-word and cry at almost the same time ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽. This date is not angsty in the traditional sense, in fact, the date in general is so sweet and full of daily life. But the end really punches you just right in the feelings ESPECIALLY with the 5th anniversary special theatre BGM.
Honestly, it’s hard to explain why this date is so good and makes many CN stans cry by the end of the date. It’s… something that you can experience only if you know him for so, so long. It's something that can only be felt by witnessing his growth from the moment you first 'met' him until now. The feelings of observing someone you've ‘nurtured’ with love and care for years finally blossoming into the most colorful and unique 'fireworks' you've ever witnessed… they’re really hard to describe.
But anyway, before this essay turns into an analysis of "The Little Prince" and Lucien, let’s talk about the date, shall we? If last year's date theme was along the lines of "accepting yourself and your emotions from the past," then I predict that this year's theme seems to be about "experiencing and living the present"; and this is such a fitting theme for Lucien. Why? Because as a character, before he met the MC, he was simply an "observer" instead of a “participant”, curiously observing and experimenting on everything around him, and yet never really ‘participates’ and ‘experiences’ in it.  However, thanks to MC, he has begun to actively participate in the hustle and bustle of the world, experiencing many things that have made him more vibrant and ‘alive’. This transition from ‘observer’ to ‘participant’ is cleverly depicted in this date by making him into a participant in the experiments with MC, rather than solely being the experimenter as usual.
This date as a whole centers around two important things, experience and emotions. While the relationship between experience and emotion can be complex and multifaceted, the way I get it from this date is that; if ‘experience’ is more about the ‘input’ that we get from our senses, then ‘emotions’ are the ‘output’ of our experience. In other words, experiences provide the stimuli that trigger emotional responses. Both experience and emotions are important things for us humans; together, they contribute to our ability to fully engage with and appreciate the present moment, rather than simply going through the motions of survival… They’re also two things that Lucien has been learning over the years.
First, let’s talk about experience, when our observer scientist sheds his lab coat and removes his glasses, he transforms into an ordinary person sincerely in love with you and deeply experiencing love. This date depicts how he experiences love in the warmth of everyday life, and amusingly, it almost makes this date feel as if MC and Lucien are newlyweds on their honeymoon ahah. From shopping for furniture for their new home to encountering silly and unexpected problems that the organizer throws at them (just like how everyday lives always throw problems at us lol), to grocery shopping and cooking together, and cough even the fact that they’re basically ‘on fire’ everyday cough— The grocery shopping parts are especially funny (with just Lucien being Lucien lol)... and cooking scene is just chef kiss. It's really endearing to witness how he adapts to homemaking tasks in his unique way, all because of his love for you.
Still on the topic of ‘experience’; do you know that both of the more descriptive spicy scenes are part of the plot? First, the spicy domming ‘guiding’ scene. In that scene, MC guides him to focus on what his senses told him instead of giving processed answers. And this seems to work because, throughout the date, you can notice him developing more opinions on things based on his senses as he experiences everything. Previously, because he never slowed down and always looked far ahead (See also, his Summer UR MQ, recent CN birthday date and story for more in-depth digging about this theme-), he never fully ‘experienced’ life. But with MC's guidance, her “sharing the world” with him, he starts to perceive the world around him more keenly. This transformation is evident in tasting scenes and fireworks scenes, where he earnestly uses his senses to taste their cooking, hearing the loud firecracker noises, and smelling the scent of gunpowder. She doesn’t only ‘bring’ color to his monochrome world, but also the taste, smell and noises of the world around him as he experiences the present. All these stimuli make his world no longer feel ‘silent’ to him. Sometimes, loving him feels like pulling a ‘god’ from his pedestal to experience the lively and ordinary life of mortals. Perhaps he loses some of his ‘invincibility’ (like for example, that causes him to fall for consumerism trap lol), but in this way, he becomes more alive and real.
Then about emotions. The initial discussion about emotions centers around “emotional synchronization” between lovers, setting the stage for exploring how MC and Lucien perceive and handle each other's emotions. Just as MC accepts all of Lucien's emotions, whether they be sadness or happiness [referencing Lucien’s CN birthday date in 2023], Lucien reciprocates by accepting all of her emotions. Lucien demonstrates emotional stability and maturity as a partner, creating an environment where MC feels no need to restrain her emotions in his presence. He is fond of and intrigued by her colorful range of emotions (and a bittersweet reminder of how her moods affect her “color” in his eyes ahah:”””). This highlights their curiosity and fascination with understanding each other on a deeper level.
For them, all human emotions are important, but MC initially wanted Lucien to feel more positive emotions. With the concept of “emotional sync” in mind, she promises to convey more positive emotions for him, inadvertently restraining her own emotions in the process. However, during their time together in the small city, she learns that even so-called “negative emotions” have value. Despite facing challenges or "troubles," both characters find joy and support in each other's company. MC finds Lucien's moments of vulnerability endearing, while Lucien appreciates MC's encouragement and companionship. They both come to acknowledge the natural ebb and flow of emotions in their relationship, realizing that some negative emotions are far from being detrimental; it’s simply part of their day-to-day life. Those emotional fluctuations are just a very small part of their overall happiness~
ALL THE FEELINGS FROM THE SECOND EXPLICIT SPICY SCENES SUCCESSFULLY MADE ME CRY. Experiencing all sorts of things with her during experiments and everyday life … even things and wishes that he never consciously longed for yet always wanted:
许墨很快乐,很幸福
The meaning of these words are difficult to render accurately in English, and my “Xu Mo/Lucien is very happy, very content with his life.” are just barely scratching the surface… While 快乐(kuài lè) refers to a more transient or temporary feeling of happiness and joy, often related to a fun event, 幸福 (xìng fú) encompasses a profound and enduring sense of happiness and contentment in life. It signifies a state of well-being that extends beyond momentary pleasures, often associated with having a loving family, spouse, fulfilling relationships, and a sense of overall satisfaction with one's life. So when combined, it emphasizes the fact that while experiencing all the ups and downs of the world with her, Lucien is not only feeling immediate joy and pleasure ("快乐"), but also enjoying a deeper, more lasting sense of happiness and fulfilment ("幸福"), he is both happy in the moment and all of his life. By slowing down and deeply experiencing each moment of their shared life, he discovers his own happiness and longing that even he himself never knows about. So, he wants her to experience every bit of his happiness and love that has blossomed because of her… candidly and unrestrainedly wants her to experience all of him.
In another vein, LOVE IS A VERB, NOT A NOUN!!! It's a continual action, continual choice, continual promise to another person. And no matter how many words are spoken, both of them can't fully express the deep love beating in heart. So, when words are too “shallow” to even capture a fraction of deep love and happiness, he can only confess them through instinctive actions, recklessly pouring out his heart in every embrace, every kiss, and every touch. And yet, the question still stands, Can a deep kiss express this love? Can a long embrace reveal the yearning in the depths of our hearts? They’ve done everything, yet it still feels not enough, and perhaps… it will take a lifetime of shared experiences and ‘confessions’ to fully reveal the depths of his love and longing for her.
AND SPEAKING OF CHOICE(S), the BGM choice for that last spicy scene is freaking genius!!! It comes from 5th-anniversary special theatre“The many choices of life” video (You can check it on my YT!). This special video is all about the power of your/MC’s choice. I want to highlight the first “what if” scenario. The first “what if” is about what would happen if she had chosen to not meet Lucien.
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In this scenario, the narrative explores what would have happened if MC hadn't met Lucien. Without their encounter, Lucien would still be questioning and seeking understanding from the world around him. He would have found another path, albeit one that didn't involve her, dedicating himself to searching for the 'most optimal solution.' However, his world would remain black and white, indifferent to whether there were people who tried to understand him and care for him :”. Anyway, by using this as a BGM choice, it accentuates the power of your/MC’s choice in shaping him being the way he is right now; while still running on the path to explore truth with dedication, he also finds happiness and contentment along the way because of her choice.
In conclusion, Lucien’s writers never fail to captivate us and deliver top-tier writing! This date highlights the importance of experiencing life fully and embracing all emotions, while also underscoring the transformative power of love~ His writers really excel at utilizing his character to its fullest potential. I can go on and on, talking about all the small details and references on this date but this UR won’t be published any time soon if I do LOL. If you’ve read so far, thank you for reading this date and my rambles~
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s On Fire MQ translation + video with sub EN (Part 1/3)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for an MQ that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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On Fire MQ | Part 1 (1-2) | Part 2 (3-4) | Part 3 (5-6) | Moisturize ASMR
[Warning]: The content of this MQ is currently the most explicit compared to other dates and may not be suitable for individuals under the age of 17 (CN server). It is recommended that those who do not meet this age requirement refrain from proceeding beyond this point.
[Subbed Video, TURN ON CC!]
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[Transcript Ver]
—[Part 1]— Video Timestamp: [00:09]
Creak—The vehicle smoothly enters the cobblestone road of the small town and comes to a stop in a courtyard.
I eagerly open the car door, and unexpectedly, cold air rushes into my nostrils, causing me to shiver involuntarily.
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MC: Hiss, so cold.
Lucien parks the car, then walks to me with luggage in his hand. He takes off his scarf and wraps it around my neck.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Be careful not to catch a cold.
MC: The weather forecast clearly said that it's very warm here. If only I had known that this would happen instead, I would have brought a few more warm clothes.
Lucien's dark eyes curve slightly, and his other hand encircles me, shielding me from the cold wind behind.
Lucien: [smiles] Just endure a bit more, we'll be home soon.
I walk alongside him to the eaves of the villa, and once the passcode unlocks, we rush through the door.
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This year's winter is unusually harsh. Lucien and I came to this southern town to spend the Spring Festival, and incidentally, to complete a small task.
--A large-scale social experiment about emotions.
Certainly, without a doubt, Lucien is the consultant for this experiment.
I originally planned to leisurely spend a warm winter, but the current temperature is much lower than I imagined. But… I’m already here anyway.
I turn on the heating, and nestle into the soft sofa, waiting for the warmth to set in. I glance at Lucien, who is busy organizing luggage nearby.
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MC: Aren't you cold?
Lucien chuckles and folds the scarf that I tossed on the sofa. He then sits beside me and gently takes hold of my wrist.
His palms warmed up without me noticing, and I have no idea when it happened; they are warm and cozy now.
[🥺 He must've warmed it up beforehand, saving the warmth for her… This part is really reminiscent of his bondage date ahah]
Lucien: I'm fine, but considering the size of this villa... it'll take about another ten minutes for the floor heating to warm up.
Lucien doesn't let go but shifts to half-embrace me. He reaches into the open luggage on the table, pulling out a fleece blanket to cover me.
The fleece blanket is originally meant to cover my legs during work, so it feels a bit small when draped over my body. I snuggle into his embrace.
MC: Still a bit cold…
Lucien: [in a gentle tone] Do you need a thicker blanket? I can go to the bedroom and look for one.
I shake my head, looking at Lucien eagerly, then narrow my eyes. The next moment, I gently roll over and pounce on Lucien.
I was originally half-embraced by him, and as my body subtly shifted its weight, my chin came to rest directly against the warm hollow of his collarbone.
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MC: The heating is too slow. Can you warm me up instead?
Lucien's gaze briefly glides over my hands embracing him, then returns to my face, gently lifting the corner of his lips.
Lucien: Of course, but rather than saying I want to warm you up, it's more accurate to say I want to be closer to your body temperature.
I gently rub my still cold face against his shoulder, while my hands around his neck quietly seek warmth.
My nose catches the scent of the clothes warmed by his body heat, the familiar scent disperses the chill on my body.
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MC: Mmh…
I let out a contented sigh, lazily reluctant to get up, until Lucien's hand gently brushed over my back, carrying a suggestive hint.
Lucien: (whispers) The floor heating is already warming up. It seems this lady needs more than just its temperature.
I sense the chest beneath me vibrating slightly. Lifting my head, I catch Lucien's undisguised smile.
Meeting those cunning eyes, an inexplicable warmth rises in my ears.
MC: It's still early, we need to unpack and check out the rooms and such…
MC: But at this moment... Professor Lucien should know what I need more.
I smoothly climb up to his neck, allowing his hands to linger on my body, letting my skin absorb his warmth.
And then, we maintain this intimate position until heat replaces the last trace of coldness.
Lucien reaches out to touch my heated face, his voice carrying a hint of a smile.
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Lucien: [whispers] Do you want to go to the bedroom? We can lie together in the soft blankets, prolonging this experience.
I shake my head reluctantly. He then supports me to stand up from the sofa that's tilted askew.
I gently gather the clothes that had scattered a bit due to our previous action, then wink at him.
MC: Professor Lucien's equipment hasn't been sorted out yet... Perhaps I can go make a cup of coffee. When you're done, we can go back together.
Lucien: Alright.
(T/N: this scene is the least descriptive in the date, but yes, they impliedly had some ‘fun’ here- MC on top (read again on how they maintain the same position while replacing coldness with ‘heat’ and the sus aftermath LOL))
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The coffee releases a rich aroma under the brewing hot water. I stroll around as I wait.
The design and decoration of this villa are so simple and spacious, nothing particularly stands out. I circle back to the living room and see Lucien organizing laboratory equipment at the table.
I casually glance at the intricate device in his hands and can't shake the feeling of familiarity.
MC: By the way, I've always forgotten to ask, what is the direction of this social experiment?
MC: All participants are living in a small town for a period of time; I've never been part of such a large-scale experiment before…
Lucien sets down the instruments in his hands, taps on his phone twice, and hands it to me.
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Lucien: It's a project in the field of social psychology. Recently, this research has gained significant attention in academic circles, so sponsors decided to fund this large-scale experiment.
MC: Let me see... “Research suggests that couples tend to become more synchronized with each other over time…”
MC: "This synchronization goes beyond habits and lifestyle; it can even manifest in emotions and brainwaves."
MC: Brainwaves synchronize too? Does that mean even our thinking becomes more alike over time?
Lucien: Mm. Neurons in corresponding locations of lovers' brains activate simultaneously, like dancers dancing together.
MC: It's surprising that it can go to such extent…
Lucien looks at my astonished expression without surprise, and his slender fingers carefully move aside the instrument adorned with numerous electrode patches.
Lucien: There are two hundred couples in this experiment. The organizers will track and record them.
Lucien: After sampling the brainwaves, research institutions will verify how the brainwaves of both partners change when they experience emotions.
Sampling brainwaves... I can't help but recall that summer day in the village filled with lotus flowers, where Lucien and I wore special devices while picking lotus.
(T/N: Reference to Lotus Date!)
MC: No wonder! I had a feeling that the device looked familiar. Is it similar to the one we used to measure brainwaves in the lotus village?
Perhaps recalling that same scene, Lucien flashes a faint smile.
Lucien: Indeed similar, but this time, the experiment will include additional measurement parameters to facilitate comparison with the established standards.
Lucien: This is the responsibility I need to oversee—requires precision but is quite relaxed, and won't interfere with our personal schedules.
MC: Hehe, since you say so, I'm going to willfully enjoy your time~
The coffee machine chimes, and I bring two cups of warm coffee, joining Lucien on the sofa.
The already warmed room is filled with the aroma of coffee, and our body temperatures exchange while snuggling together.
MC: No work, no worries, and with you by my side, I'm just too happy~
Lucien blows on the hot coffee, his eyes slightly narrowed, revealing a hint of 'distress'.
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Lucien: It's just a pity that this coffee is a bit too hot and I can't finish it quickly.
Lucien: Although it's still early, we've been on the road all day today, worn out and weary from the journey.
Lucien: I think we can allow ourselves to rest early and recharge.
His voice lowers, steady and gentle, like an unspoken tacit invitation. I instinctively lean in closer.
MC: Let's take a short nap then.
I take Lucien's hand as we rise, lazily leaning against his shoulder as we head towards the bedroom.
In front of the bedroom, Lucien gently holds my chin, gently kissing the corner of my lips. Only then does he push open the door. After that, he pauses slightly.
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MC: What's wrong?
With confusion, I looked at the door and froze in place.
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—[Part 2]— Video Timestamp: [05:58]
The master bedroom is empty; not only is there no bed, but there is also no furniture inside.
The fleeting sleepiness completely vanishes in an instant. I exchange a glance with Lucien, then we both tacitly turn around and walk towards the other rooms of the villa.
Until we return to the bedroom again, wearing identical puzzled expressions on our faces.
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MC: This seems to be the only bedroom… The other rooms are decorated normally, and there are no other empty spaces.
Lucien: Same here.
Lucien knocks on the wall, his brows furrowing in contemplation.
Lucien: No furniture in the storage room could be used as a bed, and none of the sofas are convertible.
MC: ...Could it be a mistake on the part of the organizers?
Lucien: Continuing to speculate won't get us anywhere. We might as well just ask them directly.
On the side, Lucien has already taken out his phone and dialed a number.
Lucien: This is Lucien.
Lucien: Yes, we've encountered some issues…
I wait anxiously for the outcome of the conversation. When Lucien hangs up the phone, he shakes his head with a wry smile.
Lucien: Just been informed that we're also on the list of experiment participants, and the empty bedroom is part of the experiment.
Lucien: The organizers said we can go to the furniture store to choose the furniture we need, and they will cover the expenses.
I raise an eyebrow, unable to resist a quiet grumble.
MC: Nowadays, the responsibilities of scientific consultants are increasing. In addition to supervising experiment sampling, they also have to personally get involved…
MC: We'll have to make sure they get a raise for all this!
Just a moment ago, I was indulging in fantasies of a leisurely vacation life, but reality quickly gave me a small "shock".
I scratch my hair in frustration, while Lucien's gaze remains fixed on my face, seemingly studying my expression.
(And also 'studying' her color too, because MC's mood and emotions affect her 'colors'; i think this experiment regarding emotions will be interesting in his eyes 🥺)
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Lucien: Your current mood perfectly validates the effectiveness of their experimental variables. Doesn't it?
He reaches out and patiently smoothes out the tousled hair I've messed up, a smile playing on the corner of his lips.
Lucien: However, it's our freedom to choose whether to participate in the experiment or not. If you're unwilling, there's no need for this classmate to worry, you can just tell me directly.
His gaze is focused and gentle, smoothing away the slight irritation in my heart that arose from the change in our status.
Even though the vacation I had envisioned was about lazily spending time with Lucien…
Having him by my side to participate in this somewhat challenging experiment might lead to even more interesting things happening.
With that in mind, I meet Lucien's gaze and smile at him.
MC: Let's participate!
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MC: It's just a small experiment about emotions, I won't be led around by it.
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The vehicle comes to a stop at the entrance of the furniture exhibition. Through the large glass walls, the bright and clean exhibition area can be vaguely seen.
On a giant poster, the activity slogan is written: "From loss to rebuilding emotional resonance."
Below the posters, many couples are trying out various styles of furniture, chatting and laughing together.
MC: Ah, this ergonomic chair goes so well with the contemplative design of the bookcase in the villa! How about getting two chairs in different colors?
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Lucien: Hmm, the leather on this sofa is very soft, and the crescent-shaped design is quite unique. Would you like to come and lie down with me?
With our shopping list edited and revised, we've almost explored the entire exhibition area of large furniture stores. Unconsciously, the subtle emotions from earlier have already transformed into joy.
As I walk and browse, a model room catches my attention.
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From the curtains to the carpet, the model room exudes a strong Bohemian style.
As artificial sunlight streams through the openwork curtains, the light filters in patches, while the knots sway gently, creating the illusion of being in a Central European inn.
I sit on a chair woven from unfamiliar grasses and wood, swaying gently, while holding hands with Lucien, our hands swaying along with the motion.
MC: [smile softly] I feel like I might have grasped a bit of the organizer's intention.
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Lucien: Because you encountered some designs that piqued your interest?
MC: Mm, anyway, the visual enjoyment at this moment is wonderful. Like there are pieces of furniture with a nomadic style and—
My hand reaches out towards the dream catcher hanging above, then slowly glides towards Lucien, who is seated beside me.
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MC: And amidst all these flowers and greenery, there's the handsome Professor Lucien~
Lucien gently leans to the side, pressing his cheek against the palm of my outstretched hand. Just then, the deliberately subdued argument shattered our sweet atmosphere.
Boy: I told you that this chair wouldn't be comfortable for you to work in, why did you still buy it?
Girl: By your picky selection, we won't even have time to change the furniture tonight, and will end up sleeping on the floor.
MC: ….?
My attention involuntarily shifts towards the arguing couple, and my swaying legs come to a halt.
I casually get up and walk closer, pretending to be nonchalant as I carefully examine the vase in front of me.
Boy: Then blame the experiment, stop picking on me.
Girl: Wasn't it you who wanted to participate in this experiment in the first place? And I came along just to accompany you, didn't I?
MC: ...Did these two argue because of this experiment?
Fortunately, they quickly noticed the increasing number of glances and, after calming down, resumed their conversation in low voices.
My fingertips trace the patterns on the vase when suddenly, a slender and beautiful hand picks up the vase.
A familiar warmth envelops me from behind, as I hear Lucien's soft smiling whisper close to my ear.
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Lucien: You seem to really like this vase. How about it, should we buy it and take it home?
My attempt to eavesdrop is exposed by Lucien. I blush, quickly taking the vase from his hand and placing it back where it was.
MC: (blushes and averts eyes) Ahem, it's not like I was intentionally eavesdropping. the voices just seemed to find their way into my ears.
As I speak, I pull him along with a guilty conscience, until we're far enough away for that tense atmosphere to dissipate around us.
Thinking about what just happened, I can't help but compare it to my usual interactions with Lucien.
Even when there are conflicts, it seems like Lucien and I have never slipped into impatience, blaming each other, or avoiding responsibility.
MC: Lucien, I always feel like your emotions are consistently stable…
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Lucien: Hm? Why do you suddenly say that?
MC: It's just that when I saw others arguing because of negative emotions influencing each other... I couldn't help but think about myself.
I wrap my arm around Lucien's and give it a gentle shake.
MC: You see, when I'm in front of you, it seems like I've never had any qualms about restraining my emotions.
MC: Because I know that you'll accept all my happiness and unhappiness without reservation.
Lucien squeezes my fingertips and chuckles softly.
Lucien: Of course, that's also something I find intriguing. I'm really fond of your emotions.
MC: Well, if that's the case... then if I could convey more of my happy emotions to you—
MC: Would that make you even happier?
The air is filled with the scent of new wooden furniture, vibrant colors surrounding us. We stroll as if in a bustling campsite nestled within a forest.
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Lucien's dark eyes curve as he holds my fingertips.
Lucien: On the contrary, I feel that every human emotion is necessary.
Lucien: The different emotions you display are like refracted rays of exceptionally beautiful and intricate colorful light, which arouses my curiosity deeply—
Lucien: And makes me even more eager to explore the ever-changing and blending patterns of these lights.
Lucien: Like right now.
As if to validate his words, his gaze casts down slightly, and he places a tender kiss on my fingertips.
Even amid the bustling surroundings, I feel like I can hear my own heartbeat, and I can see the happiness in his eyes.
A corner of my heart reverberates, my emotions becoming clearer, and I can vividly feel that we share the same frequency of emotions at this moment.
Uncontrollably, I just want to make this happiness linger longer on his face.
MC: That being said, I still want to try to become "happier" first. After all, I also want to make you happier.
I make a cheering gesture, and a handsome curve forms at the corner of Lucien's lips.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Looks like this little lady is full of momentum.
Lucien: In response, I'll also pay closer attention to the emotional feedback I receive from you.
With a smile, Lucien takes the retrieval card from the staff, as the dusk casts its golden glow enchantingly, illuminating the tips of his hair.
Lucien: The purchased furniture is all packed up, and the "bedroom makeover" is still awaiting us.
Lucien: Let's go, back to our home.
Part 3 & 4-> [Here]
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s On Fire MQ translation + video with sub EN (Part 2/3)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for an MQ that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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On Fire MQ | Part 1 (1-2) | Part 2 (3-4) | Part 3 (5-6) | Moisturize ASMR
[Warning]: The content of this MQ is currently the most explicit compared to other dates and may not be suitable for individuals under the age of 17 (CN server). It is recommended that those who do not meet this age requirement refrain from proceeding beyond this point.
Part 1 & 2-> [Here]
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—[Part 3]— Video Timestamp: [11:53]
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After finishing the bedroom arrangement, comes a rare night of good sleep.
Upon waking up, sunlight filters through the blinds, dancing across the room. Lucien is dressed in plain cashmere pajamas, reading reports by my side.
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Seeing me wake up, he sets down his pen and reaches out to hug me.
Lucien: [chuckles] Not going back to sleep anymore?
His pajamas is a bit cold, so I shift closer from under the covers to wrap us both in a blanket.
MC: Mmm, I've had enough sleep already.
I nuzzle my head into his embrace, my chin resting on his shoulder, rubbing against his small warm patch of skin.
MC: It's a bit chilly, last night seemed much warmer than now.
Lucien wraps his arm around my waist, freeing the messy hair that had been pressed beneath my shoulders while I was sleeping.
Lucien: There was a power outage in the early morning, the heating system was interrupted for a few hours.
I sit up groggily, reaching for my phone at the bedside, only to realize it had run out of battery last night and was already powered off.
Lucien hands me his phone, with a single-digit battery percentage remaining, displaying a power outage notification sent by the organizers late at night.
MC: "Temporary Notice: Power maintenance in the town. Estimated power outage from 5:00 to 12:00. Please make necessary preparations."
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MC: Who can be prepared for this!
Subconsciously, I furrow my brow and mutter a complaint, but I immediately stop myself.
Yesterday, I promised to convey more positive emotions to Lucien. I can't ruin it now!
MC: Let it be, if there's a power outage, then so be it.
I flop onto the bed, then with a sudden inspiration, I lean over to rest on Lucien's shoulder and flash him a smile.
MC: Consultant Lucien, do you think the power outage is also arranged by the organizers, just like the "bedroom makeover"?
Lucien doesn't rush to answer. His fingertips touch the corner of my smiling mouth, tracing along the curve gently, as he murmurs softly in a low voice.
Lucien: [whispers softly] I adore the way your lips curve into a smile right now.
MC: Hehe, if Consultant Lucien could divulge a bit of insider information about this experiment, maybe I'd be even happier!
Lucien smiles noncommittally as he wraps his arm around my waist and lies down face to face with me.
Lucien: [chuckles] Unfortunately, I'm now a participant who's as clueless as you, Miss Experimental Subject.
MC: [doubtful] Hm? Really…
Considering the fox in front of me repeatedly pretended to be clueless, I look into his eyes, trying to discern some clues.
Yet, observing his calm demeanor, I faintly sense that he indeed hasn't displayed exceptional acting skills in this matter.
I turn my head slightly, then smoothly lie down against his chest, idly playing with the buttons on his cuff.
MC: What do you think we can do to pass the time?
I pout and look at Lucien, who has been watching me intently, his eyes filled with subtle amusement.
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As our eyes meet, my desire to lazily lie in the arms of the one I love this morning outweighs all other thoughts.
So, I nuzzle against his chest, snuggling up to his familiar body temperature.
MC: I've got it, let's just enjoy the morning like this~ You can keep reading your report, and I'll just keep lying here in your arms.
The sunlight filtered through the blinds scatters upon us, casting a gentle honey hue on Lucien's irises.
Lucien: Okay.
He props a pillow behind my head, adjusting me to a more comfortable position against him.
The light is dim, peacefulness fills the air, and only Lucien's rustling of papers can be heard as he reads the report.
Last night, I washed and dried the newly bought bedding before going to bed. Since I didn't have fabric softener, I added a few bottle caps of shower gel into the wash.
The scent on Lucien's body and mine should have been the same as the bedding, but everything seems to be different when it comes to Lucien.
I prop up my chin and gaze at him, then lean my head towards his shoulder, gently sniffing.
The scent of shower gel mixes with the ink from the pen, the ink from the printed paper, the aroma of new furniture wood…
All the scents are warmed by his body temperature, flowing together like a stream merging into the sea, forming the embodiment of him at this moment.
I can't help but be filled with affection. I gently nuzzle against the exposed skin along the collar of his shoulder with fondness.
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Lucien flips through two reports, then reaches out to touch my hair, his gaze bearing a questioning expression.
Looking into his calm gaze, I can't help but entertain thoughts of pushing things further. With a smile playing at the corners of my mouth, I press my lips against his skin and suck gently.
Lucien: Mm?
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Lucien: This lady who enjoys the morning... Are you now in the mood for breakfast?
I release my mouth from Lucien's smoothly sculpted shoulder, and a faint, moist dark red mark appears. I reach out and poke at it.
MC: I'm not hungry, you can continue reading the report.
I stuff the report back into Lucien's hand. His eyes seem to have become a bit more moist, and his gaze slowly shifts to the spot where I had just sucked, then back to the report.
I obediently wait for a while, making sure Lucien's attention is on the report. Then, I press my lips against his skin again.
Starting from the dark red mark just now, I gently peck and trail kisses, tenderly gliding towards the two curved collarbones hidden beneath his collar.
The skin beneath my lips trembles for a moment, then quickly returns to calm. I raise my head to observe Lucien, whose eyes are still fixed on the paper.
I suppress the smile at the corners of my mouth and continue my attack towards the next spot.
My lips pass through the tightly buttoned lapel, landing on the side of his waist. My tongue gently swirls around, leaving a shiny, wet mark.
I part my lips and nibble on this "territory", leaving a faint red mark behind.
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Lucien: [grunts sexily]…!
I’m like the greedy serpent in the Garden of Eden, having taken a bite of every apple, yet still insatiable as I look for ‘food’ everywhere.
Until Lucien puts down the report in his hand.
He grabs my restless hands on him with one hand, pinning them above my head, and gazes calmly at me with an inquisitive look.
Under his gaze, I show no sign of "repentance", and instead I chin up defiantly.
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MC: Have you finished reading the report?
Lucien: Not yet.
MC: Then, will you continue reading?
He gently tilts my chin back, wordlessly locking eyes with me, his gaze deep and enigmatic.
The air in the room seems to have become humid imperceptibly, and the next moment, a scorching breath falls on my neck.
Lucien: [whispers] It seems studying my reactions is what makes you happy this morning.
He's very close to me, and the hot, moist flow of breath from his lips as he speaks brushes against the skin on my neck, causing me to shiver instinctively.
The murmurs from his lips at my neck quietly shift to my ear, tinged with a husky chuckle.
Lucien: [whispers hoarsely] To make this lady even happier, why not take it a step further?
After speaking, Lucien lifts the blanket, his shirt in disarray, with traces of my actions visible all over his skin.
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Like water droplets splashing on white silk, a few scattered red marks slowly spread on Lucien's body, staining the surrounding skin around them with a crimson hue.
The smile I've been suppressing spills over my lips.
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MC: Then, I'm in charge now.
I dodge Lucien's hand, which is about to pull me into his arms, and roll over to reach for the pen lying on the nearby report.
Lucien lets me undo the disheveled buttons. As the sunlight filters through the blinds, it becomes thinner, casting stripes of light onto us.
I take out the pen that I've been holding in my hand, its cold and smooth body gliding leisurely over the patches of light and shadow on his body.
As I pass over those conspicuous red marks, I deliberately press and twist the pen body as if sealing and stamping them down.
MC: With me doing this... how does it make you feel?
Lucien looks at me, his eyes filled with a smile that conveys his ease.
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Lucien: [hoarsely] I like everything you do on my body.
MC: Uh-huh, wrong answer, not that one.
I twirl the pen in my hand, using the end that hasn't been warmed by body heat, lightly tapping his chest as if writing.
The icy touch noticeably catches Lucien off guard, causing his muscles to tense for a moment, and a light exhale escapes from his throat.
Lucien: [exhales sharply]…..
He looks up at me, the sunlight casts a narrow beam of light on his face below his nose, while his eyes, shrouded in shadow, appear even deeper and more profound.
MC: Do you have any new thoughts now?
Lucien: I'm thinking about your technique, it's like stirring flowers and plants…
Lucien: Gently stroking the branch, unfurling the petals and leaves…
Lucien reaches out, covering my hand holding the pen, his fingertips slipping into the gaps where a thin layer of sweat has formed, lightly clasping.
MC: [smiling and blushing] Mm~ still not quite right.
My lips linger on his hand for a moment, gently taking his fingertips into my mouth.
MC: I don't want your carefully crafted response…
Lucien's gaze momentarily freezes, and then his slender fingers curl, grazing over my tongue.
The small stimulation causes an involuntary moan to escape me. I struggle to contain the desire to completely indulge in it and release his fingers from my mouth.
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MC: You... you haven't told me... what your body's senses are telling you yet.
I seem to have lost patience as well, so I swap the pen with my fingertips, letting my hands roam all over him.
The prolonged tension in his muscles causes fine beads of sweat to appear on Lucien's body. I'm using my fingertips to trace circles on the sweats, gazing at him intently.
A hint of confusion and hesitation crosses his face, yet he remains composed.
Lucien: Your fingers are a bit cold…
Lucien: The places covered by the blanket are warm, but my exposed skin feels a bit cold because of the air seeping in through the window crack…
I let out a satisfied sigh, as a stray strand of hair is brushed away by a slender hand. There seems to be an undercurrent of emotions in his eyes as he silently watches me.
Lucien: [hoarsely] Miss, what else would you like to guide me to say?
MC: I think…
Before I could finish my sentence, my waist is suddenly gripped tightly, and the world spins before my eyes as Lucien flips over, and pins me down beneath him.
Lucien: [whispers] You've been thinking for too long. So, next, let me be the greedy guide, okay?
My lips are pressed down slightly firmly, and between our intertwining breaths, the joy I've been suppressing surges up like a tide.
I no longer endure the soft moans at my lips, allowing my senses to indulge in experiencing every inch of pleasure.
MC: Mmh…
Lucien: [chuckles and kisses wetly] I think…. the guidance just now wasn't complete. I can make it more thorough.
His lips fall down again, and a slight pain makes my whole body tremble involuntarily.
Lucien: [bites and kisses gently] From here…
He raises his body upwards, his tongue and breath engulfing everything. And in that moment as our bodies merge, I hear him whispering intimately on my lips.
Lucien: [MORE wet kiss noises] To here…
My heart is so warm that it feels like it's melting, and I'm following his guidance, looking for places that make each other feel more pleasure.
The muffled laughter blends with our breaths, while the emerald green blanket draped beneath us.
The light entering through the blinds creates an uncertain interplay of light and shadow as our bodies intertwine; the only certainty lies in the touch of the other.
It's as if we are lying in the waving grass, undulating with only each other until dusk.
(T/N: ‘waving grass’ being used as a euphemism because the green blanket making wave underneath them is genius🤪 also, dang they're really going at it 12 hours non-stop from early morning to evening; rip his unfinished works, hopefully, it doesn't cost him his sleep-)
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—[Part 4]— Video Timestamp: [21:37]
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As the experiment schedule progresses, we gradually adapt to the occasional surprises and scares that the organizers throw our way.
Sometimes, we have to earn "laundry vouchers" through games, and just when we think there will be a bigger "surprise" the next day…
Apart from finding small gifts piled up at our doorstep, nothing else happens.
Thanks to these thrills, Lucien and I lead fulfilling daily lives in the small town.
And now, we are standing in the bustling and lively market, engulfed in the sea of people.
MC: Wow, is this fruit stuffed with dried fruit? It looks so delicious! And those sugar-filled snowballs, I've never seen them in Loveland City before!
I'm drawn to the sight of various delicacies, and when I snap out of it, my bag is almost full.
MC: Ahh, I need more bags!
Lucien's eyes are filled with my reflection, and he smiles lightly.
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Lucien: If I were to give a mood scale, I'd give this little lady a very high score right now.
MC: Of course! Today is the last day of the experiment, and there won't be any more of those occasional "unexpected events"~
MC: And as a reward for all the hard work we've put in, today we can enjoy zero-cost shopping all day!
Lucien: It sounds like MC has some opinions about this experiment?
Recalling the beginning of accidentally joining the experiment and the process of various emotional experiments, I ponder for a moment.
MC: ...It's not that, but it's my first time participating in such a large-scale experiment, and I still feel like it's different from what I imagined.
MC: The organizers often arrange unexpected small activities and even give out gifts…
I recount a series of experiences from these days and come to a conclusion.
MC: Actually, it's not too far off from our initial intention of coming here for vacation~
MC: After all, isn't encountering odds and ends also part of vacation?
Lucien: From what you're saying, it sounds like optimizing the experiment model is indeed necessary.
Lucien reaches out and helps me pick up the cookies placed at the back of the stall, tossing them into the bag.
Lucien: Actually, I was involved in the original design of this experiment's model, but the model itself wasn't as interesting.
Lucien: Perhaps to increase interactivity and fun, the organizers optimized the model based on theory during its implementation.
MC: No wonder! With these "optimizations," even Professor Lucien couldn't figure out the organizers' "surprises".
The warmth of the sunlight fell on Lucien's face, warm and comforting, highlighting the smile on his face.
Lucien: [chuckles] I enjoy these 'surprises', they're worth leaving us with memories.
I raise an eyebrow, stuff an empty bag into Lucien's hands, lean in, and look up at him with a smiling face.
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MC: [smiles widely] So let's create some even more special memories. Today's menu is in your hands to decide!
Lucien: Is this a test for my experimental subject, or is it a challenge for this "vacation town"?
(T/N: he called ‘cooking’ his experimental subject njddjndjndf how cute-)
MC: Perhaps it's both?
Lucien chuckles and smoothly takes the bag.
Lucien: [chuckle] It seems I can only accept the challenge.
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Under the midday blue sky, the bright sun shines, and the warm aroma wafts from the food stalls, settling on Lucien as he walks around.
His consistently well-groomed hair is fuzzily tinged with light, making it fluffy and warm, giving him the appearance of a little fox going around and seeking food to store up before the winter.
We passed by various stalls, yet after half an hour, there was only one vegetable in Lucien's bag. I teasingly approached him with a bit of laughter.
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MC: After wandering around for so long, how come you've only bought these lettuce leaves?
Lucien takes out the lettuce from the bag and seriously explains to me.
Lucien: [in a serious tone] This is hydroponically grown loose-leaf lettuce. The leaves are compact, and currently, it's the freshest produce I've come across.
MC: That water celery we just passed by also looked fresh, but why did you pick it up and then put it down?
Lucien: That one is soil-grown. In this season, hydroponically grown water celery has more moisture and better flavor.
MC: I didn't expect Professor Lucien to be so knowledgeable about vegetables. I thought...
Lucien seems to be amused by my comment; the corners of his lips curve into an almost proud arc.
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Lucien: I just applied the experience of raising flowers and plants to vegetables, drawing parallels and adapting the approach.
Lucien turns around and walks to another vegetable store; it's also water celery, but the price has more than doubled compared to the one we saw just now.
I watch as he prepares to put other vegetables into the bag, silently choosing to avert my gaze from the price list.
MC: [sweating profusely] Ahem, it seems like we've bought enough vegetables. How about we go and get some meat?
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In front of the butcher shop, the well-dressed Professor Lucien calmly speaks up.
Lucien: Boss, if we want to make dumplings, what type of meat is more suitable?
Owner: Oh, that would be the foreleg, handsome guy, this piece here is a good choice.
The owner points to a piece of meat, and before I can take a closer look, he picks up a knife and turns towards me.
Owner: How much do you want?
Caught off guard by the question, I feel a bit flustered and hurriedly think about the quantity.
MC: Less than one kg should be enough...
Owner: I'm busy right now, so I'll try to cut as few pieces as possible to avoid holding up the people behind you.
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Lucien: Wait a moment, please don't cut yet. Is this foreleg meat?
Lucien suddenly speaks, leaving me a bit confused.
Owner: What do you mean? Is it not clear that I'm the one who sells meat?
Lucien takes the meat hook from the side and flips through the pork shoulder on the edge of the cutting board.
Lucien: The shoulder blade extends upward from the pig's front leg. When cutting, to make it easier, a portion of the shoulder blade meat is often cut together before further division.
Lucien: Here, there's no muscle pattern of the shoulder blade that aligns with the piece of 'foreleg meat' in your hand. Instead, it aligns with those pieces in the corner.
Lucien puts down the meat hook, smiling slightly as he squints his eyes, the curve of his lips gentle.
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Lucien: There are fewer fascia in the muscles of the foreleg compared to the hind leg. I suppose the owner was too busy and accidentally took out the hind leg meat.
The owner's face turns slightly pale, quickly followed by an embarrassed smile as he hands over the genuine foreleg meat from the side, giving us a discount.
Owner: Oh, I must have been too busy! The meat looks almost the same anyway. Take it, and have a good day!
I glance at the price difference between the foreleg and hind leg meat, and can't help but let out a soft grunt.
MC: Boss, don't forget to treat yourself to a pair of glasses when you're making money!
I take the bag of meat and as I walk out, I playfully tug at Lucien's sleeve.
MC: I bet the boss thought he could take advantage of you since you don't buy groceries often.
MC: But our Professor Lucien is a genius, and the boss's sneaky little trick got ruthlessly exposed!
MC: How do you even know the difference between front leg and hind leg meat? It couldn't be some research experience, could it…
Lucien meets my curious gaze, his eyes revealing a hint of cunningness.
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Lucien: In clinical experiments in neuroscience, we often deal with animal anatomy. Would you like to hear related stories?
I look at the pork in my hand and swallow.
MC: No, no need! Let's change the topic, shall we? Like... what do you think is the difference between buying groceries yourself and accompanying me to buy groceries?
Lucien ponders for a moment and quickly gives me an answer.
Lucien: The biggest difference is probably changing from an observer to a decision-maker.
Lucien: I need to think about the taste of vegetables and the texture after cooking. Whether you prefer them tender or crisp...
He sighs lightly, meeting my gaze with candidness. His brows furrow, as if analyzing some complex data.
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Lucien: [sighs] ...This makes me a bit troubled.
MC: [laughs] Why does it sound like buying groceries is more challenging than conducting research for you!
I stand on my tiptoes, cup his face, and rub the furrow between his brows. Lucien chuckles.
Lucien: [chuckles] It's not really challenging, just might require a bit of courage.
Lucien: I need to personally seek out and prepare, delve into these bright, warm... sometimes a bit dangerous corners.
I can't help but chuckle softly as I help him carry some of the bags.
MC: But I really like seeing you like this!
Lucien: Mm, I also noticed that this little lady seems to really enjoy seeing my troubled look while grocery shopping today.
MC: Humph, because it's very cute and quite rare to see.
Lucien seems to have already anticipated my answer, and he winks at me.
Lucien: Have you noticed that this reaction is the opposite of the conclusions we reached about emotions a few days ago?
I pause for a moment, then quickly catch on.
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MC: Right! Negative emotions are supposed to influence each other, but just now, I found you to be so cute when you seemed troubled.
MC: Maybe because I know these little troubles won't discourage you, but instead, they'll provide you with the pleasure of a challenge from another perspective~
Lucien tightens his grip on my fingers, a hint of a smile playing on his lips.
Lucien: In this light, those somewhat "negative" emotions don't seem so terrible, do they?
Lucien: The emotional fluctuations in our day-to-day lives are just a very small part of our overall happiness.
I smile knowingly, taking his hand as we head towards home.
MC: Then I won't push myself to be a girlfriend who's happy every single moment anymore.
MC: Let me just be the girl favored by Professor Lucien~
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As the New Year approaches, the supermarket is even more crowded, with shopping carts loaded with goods weaving through the aisles under the decorative lanterns hanging all around.
Lucien emerges from the bustling crowd, purposefully striding towards the sparsely populated kitchenware section.
He stops in front of a row of pots and pans, carefully examining the product descriptions. His brow furrows involuntarily, so he decides to grab a few, preparing to feel them in his hands.
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Salesperson: Sir, are you choosing pots? If you have a family of three or more, I recommend this one here. If it's less than three people, the one in your right hand is good.
The salesperson, who has been idle in the kitchenware section for a while, enthusiastically approaches, launching into a sales pitch about the features of several pots.
Salesperson: This is our best-selling item in the store! It features 16 cooking modes, comes with 3 types of pots, and you can even download our app with a vast collection of recipes…
Lucien squints as he listens to the salesperson's extravagant sales pitch, glancing down at the instruction manual in his hand.
Lucien: The so-called barbecue function seems to be just designing the lid of the pot as a grill pan, which probably won't achieve the heating power needed for a true "barbecue".
Lucien: Moreover, this pot has a relatively short warranty period, and the after-sales service centers are only available in select cities nationwide…
As Lucien calmly continues his inquiry, the salesperson's expression gradually stiffens, until they are left speechless.
Lucien pauses for a moment, then smiles and speaks again.
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Lucien: However, it seems my girlfriend is using the same model. Could you please help me with the installation?
The salesperson hesitates for a moment, then visibly relaxes, quickly pushing over an oversized shopping cart, which Lucien politely declines.
Lucien: I only need one pot, no need for a shopping cart.
Salesperson: Haha, alright then, please carry it yourself. By the way, it's best to use a wooden spatula with this pot, do you have one at home?
Salesperson: If your girlfriend enjoys making soup, it would be best to have a matching wooden soup ladle…
Salesperson: For boiling soup, it's best to use a dedicated anti-scald stew pot with a safety power-off feature. After all, most household accidents tend to happen in the kitchen, and this is also for the safety of your loved one…
This time, Lucien listens in silence to the salesperson's “targeted promotion”, his gaze focused. His eyes land on rows of kitchen utensils, and he raises his eyebrows a bit, making a silent selection.
Lucien: I'll choose the spatula myself.
Lucien: Please fetch the anti-scald stew pot for me, and also…
Lucien looks towards the empty shopping cart not far away and taps his knuckles against the heavy kitchen utensils.
Lucien: Could you please bring that shopping cart over here?
From the stew pot to the chef's knife and then to kitchen shears... in order to create a safe and easy-to-use kitchen environment for her, the shopping cart is now filled to more than half its capacity.
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Lucien: Apart from the kitchen utensils, I also need to purchase two sets of aprons and gloves, as well as kitchen-specific cleaning supplies…
Lucien: [chuckles helplessly] ...there's quite a lot to prepare.
Lucien glances at the time; it's almost been an hour. It's time to meet up with her.
Lucien: That's all, thank you.
As Lucien walks towards the checkout counter, he realizes that, for once, he's like everyone else in the supermarket, pushing a cart filled to the brim.
The level of meticulous preparation for a single cooking session is even more exaggerated than he had anticipated.
He wants to succeed, he wants the dishes to be more delicious, he wants... her to like them after tasting them.
Lucien: Falling into the trap of consumerism... is it because of this mindset?
Not far away, a familiar figure is waving at him. The closer they get, the more surprised the expression on that face becomes. Lucien can't help but laugh.
After she sees him, she will probably say that she just wanted to buy a new pot.
Part 5 & 6-> [Here]
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[CN] Li Zeyan’s Metropolis Date (Eng Translation)
⌚Warning⌚ This post contains detailed spoilers for a date, 都会之约, that is yet to be released on the global server! ♡
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[Translation under the cut]
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【Subbed Video】
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【Important Notes】 
some of you might already know this, especially those of you who follow my translations, but still gonna explain since it’s the pivotal point of this date 🤭
The term “哥哥” (gēge) literally translates to “elder brother”, you might be more familiar with the Korean or Japanese alternatives of this term (oppa/ onii-chan). if not used to address your own elder brother, you wouldn’t dare to use it with just anyone – so, when a Chinese girl addresses a boy as her “gege”, she’d use it to address sb she has a very close/ intimate relationship with, address her boyfriend, or take the leap and address a guy she has a crush on to be cutesy LOL. which is why the use of “gege” in this date is so multifaceted — the term which was initially used as a courtesy becomes a “barrier” in fear of being “friend-zoned”, but makes come back in the parts when used by MC’s friends to tease her or when MC hesitates to address him as “gege” in private b/c of the crush connotation haha.
✦ the use of “gege” with the connotation of boyfriend/ crush prevails in the canon verse too, MC used to address Li Zeyan by this term when they were little and after the first comeback, we’ve had MC use this term many times in the past years: ♡
setting and timeline:
the present day story takes place in New York, around 1925/27, and before the great depression (1929).
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【Chapter 1】 
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Hubbubs of laughter intermittently resonate from the stretch convertible as it glides through the night, weaving through the distant and nearby lights before coming to a halt in the front courtyard of the mansion.
Myself and a few female friends of mine, slightly tipsy and carrying a faint scent of alcohol, support the ornate headpieces wobbling on our heads as we step down from the car, laughing and playfully nudging one another.
Female Friend: Can you believe Jennifer actually invited that actor! Seriously, when our eyes met, I was practically drowning in those eyes; I didn’t even hear a word he said…
Thinking back to that man whose words were dripped with flattery, I lazily let out a yawn.
MC: Enough, Louise. Perhaps your brain is just filtering out those unpleasant bits of news, you know?
MC: He should thank his lucky stars for starring in a silent movie; otherwise, no one would buy into his performance.
MC: If it weren’t for Jennifer, the editor-in-chief, insisting, I wouldn’t even want to mention his name in the article chronicling tonight’s nightlife… it’s just a waste of space for another line.
Amidst the laughter of the girls, I suddenly seem to feel a certain gaze on me. I stop talking and turn my eyes in the direction of home. Sure enough, I spot a familiar figure.
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With one hand resting on the marble railing of the terrace, Li Zeyan looks in my direction, his eyes lowered. The light outlines his physique, carving out a slender silhouette.
Through the thick darkness of the night, those somber eyes lock with mine for a moment. Then, he turns and walks into the villa.
Female Friend: Would you look at that, your old-fashioned gege is still awake at this hour… Could he be waiting for you?
I receive a teasing elbow nudge from my friend, but I offer no retort.
“Old-fashioned.” That term does seem to match him quite well.
In this era where there is never any shortage of merrymaking, he rarely makes appearances at gatherings like banquets and social clubs.
Tonight, before heading out, I asked him if he would like to accompany me, and unsurprisingly, I was met with a rejection.
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LZY: No, I have no intention of attending.
LZY: It’s not that I have any other rendezvous to make an appearance at, but I do have more pressing matters to take care of.
LZY: You go ahead, but don’t stay out too late.
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Perhaps he does have something else he’s really eager to pursue, or perhaps he simply wants to steer clear of certain people… who knows?
Reflecting on the unexplained decrease in our interactions since becoming adults, a hint of melancholy suddenly settles into my heart. I press my lips together, incline my head, and speak nonchalantly as if unaffected.
MC: [blushing]  It isn’t something worth caring about, is it? Anyway, he’s not my “real gege”...
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Creak—
The sound of the gate slowly being pushed open rings out in my ears. I turn my head and see Li Zeyan behind the door, quietly arching an eyebrow. Undoubtedly, he has heard what I just said.
A flicker of guilt passes through me. Aware of my companions’ fixed gazes behind me, I walk into the house with my chest held high, close the door behind me, and walk past Li Zeyan.
LZY: Had a good time?
MC: Oh, it was pretty good… the atmosphere at the whole banquet was quite lively.
MC: Jennifer also showed us the new gemstone she recently bought. It was so… sparkling!
I nonchalantly remove my gloves and fling them onto the sofa, envy in my eyes as I raise my hands to gesture an approximate size in front of Li Zeyan. A light chuckle reaches my ears.
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LZY: If you fancy it, you can expect to receive an even finer one in the future.
MC: [blushing] I wish, but the qualities of the gemstones in New York in recent times have been really unappealing.
Li Zeyan’s eyes travel over my absent-mindedly pursed lips, but he doesn’t comment on anything. Instead, he simply taps his fingertips on the staircase railing rhythmically.
The air lapses into silence again, with only the swaying shadows of the trees playing on the floor of the hall. I stifle a yawn and walk past him as if nothing has happened.
MC: Alright, I’m going to go and hit the hay in my room. Tomorrow, there’s still…
LZY: MC.
Suddenly, a low whisper reaches my ears from behind. My hand gripping the railing pauses, and I stand on the stairs, turning to look back at Li Zeyan.
His intense gaze bores deep into me, and the emotions in his deep-set eyes appear more complex and difficult to discern than at any time in the past. After a moment, he finally speaks.
LZY: There’s something I believe I need to tell you.
LZY: Next week, I’ll be moving away from home.
MC: …
My lips part, and my heart suddenly pauses for one beat. My eyes wander over his face, trying to find any hint of jest in his words.
Did he say this in a fit of pique because of what I said earlier? But he’s clearly not the kind of person to behave like this…
While I stare at him with bewilderment and helplessness, Li Zeyan offers me no additional explanation. His brooding eyes trace over the intentionally rolled-up hem of my skirt before resting on my face.
LZY: Your father is waiting for us in the living room.
LZY: Come over after you’ve changed your clothes.
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【Chapter 2】 
I rush back to my room at lightning speed and take off the intricate and ornate feather headpiece from my head.
After changing into a dress that won’t elicit resigned criticism from my father, I head down the stairs in the direction of the living room, my mind in turmoil.
The sparkling crystal chandelier bathes the spacious room ahead in bright light. From a distance, I can hear the sound of gratified laughter, intermingled with my father’s heartfelt sighs. 
MC’s Father: …Zeyan, don’t ever speak such words. If the disaster of that year had befallen me, your parents would have made the same choice.
MC’s Father: I remember when you first came to this home, MC was only five years old–– clinging to you all the time like a piece of sticky candy, oblivious to day and night. [1]
MC: Why is it that the moment I step in, I hear you speaking ill of me~
I walk over to my father and give him a kiss on the cheek, then take my seat next to Li Zeyan naturally.
He holds my gaze briefly before averting his eyes, but his tone carries a subtle softness that is almost imperceptible.
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LZY: She was no bother. If anything, I find myself missing those times, too.
LZY: A plate of cookies was all she needed, and she’d joyfully sit by my desk, reading storybooks with me all night long.
MC: …I also really liked gege back then. No matter the time, you were always there to accompany me.
My father laughs, a wistful expression on his face. I also lift the corners of my lips to match the atmosphere, but my gaze lingers inquisitively on Li Zeyan’s elegant side profile.
Leaving… why did he have this idea all of a sudden?
I used to believe that no matter how much time elapsed… he would naturally remain by my side as a matter of course.
But this decision that came like a bolt from the blue seems to be telling me that I’m the only one who thought that way.
LZY: Yes, I’ve been keeping an eye on a promising aviation company. Their airplanes…
LZY: A number of stocks I acquired in the past few years have yielded good profits. After liquidating, my plans for the next steps include…
A baritone voice resounds from the seat next to me. Li Zeyan is recounting eloquently, seemingly answering some questions from my father, but I can’t pay attention in the slightest.
MC’s Father: …MC, won’t you raise a glass to your gege’s future?
My lower leg under the long table is gently touched, snapping me back to reality. I glance over to see Li Zeyan leisurely leaning back in his chair, his leather shoe brushing past me.
The brief touch just now was probably just an inadvertent act since he was shifting his sitting posture. However, it brings my attention to the fact that I’ve been staring at him for quite some time.
I let out a cough as an afterthought and quickly glance at my father.
MC: My apologies, I was a little lost in my thoughts just now, so…
MC’s Father: Of course, I am just as reluctant to part with him as you are… but I’m confident that when the time is right, Zeyan will come back to visit us.
This matter-of-fact comforting solace sweeps over my heart, gently veiling a certain “expectation” that I have never voiced.
An indescribable sourness swells within me. I raise my wine glass towards Li Zeyan beside me, wearing the same naive and coquettish smile as usual.
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MC: …gege, here’s to every expectation of yours turning into reality.
Li Zeyan lowers his eyes, his slender fingertips promptly picking up a goblet glass from the table. Then, he leans in slightly towards me.
Accompanied by the soft clink of glasses, his deep and low voice resonates in my ears.
LZY: Thank you. I really like this toast.
LZY: I’ll turn these words into reality.
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The moonlight behind the floor-to-ceiling windows filters through the sheer curtains, casting long and slender beams. I toss and turn on the soft bed for a long time before finally sitting up.
…Even if everything seems to be set in stone, I still want to fight for that last shred of possibility to make this man stay.
It’s very late at night, and the corridor is empty and quiet. I tread lightly past the door of my father’s room, then head briskly towards Li Zeyan’s room at the end of the corridor.
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From a distance, I can see a sliver of light escaping from the room–– to my surprise, his door is only partially closed.
A soft meow reaches my ears. Holding my breath, I watch Li Zeyan seated on the sofa, comforting Betty, whose hind paws are entangled in a ball of yarn.
He cradles it in his arms with one hand, and his well-defined hand trails down the cat’s back, with a touch just right that is neither too firm nor too gentle, preventing its struggling attempts.
His fingertips swiftly probe into the entangled mess of threads. With a few simple movements, the trapped paws are liberated.
Betty: Meow~
Betty purrs contentedly, nuzzling its head against Li Zeyan’s shoulder. His eyes also seem to be dyed with a subtle smile.
The familiar scene overlaps with memories of the past, and suddenly, I feel a little dazed.
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Under the ardent daylight, the greenery in the courtyard stretched ponderously.
The doors and windows lining both sides of the mansion had been opened early in the morning, allowing the summer breeze to weave through unhindered, bringing with it a touch of rare, refreshing coolness.
I was huffing in anger as I strode down the corridor, heading towards Li Zeyan’s room in the most familiar manner, intending to “interrogate” him.
MC: GEGE! Did you stop…
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I walked into his room, only to find a profound silence all around. Li Zeyan was lying on the sofa with his eyes closed and seemed to have drifted off to sleep.
Perhaps to block the dancing spots of dazzling sunlight, he casually rested the back of his left hand on his forehead, casting a gentle shadow over his eyelids.
His slender legs were rarely in such a relaxed posture, crossing casually. The business book in his hand had slipped to the floor at some point; its pages were blown by the breeze, producing a rustling sound.
Without realizing it, I lightened my steps and walked to the side of the sofa. I gazed at his dark strands of hair cascading down, gently resting on the prominent bridge of his nose.
Perhaps it was the light, but I suddenly noticed that there seemed to be some subtle changes on this face that I saw day and night.
Had his jawline become sharper? Or perhaps the knuckles of his hands seemed a little more pronounced? I couldn’t quite put my finger on it.
I could only feel my heartbeat accelerating for no apparent reason, as though something that had been overlooked for a long time was now breaking through the surface.
As if drawn by an inexplicable attraction, I involuntarily leaned down towards him, wanting to touch his cheek. 
The next moment, I saw Li Zeyan suddenly open his eyes and lift his hand to clasp my wrist.
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LZY: You…
He spoke in a low voice, his tone still carrying a hint of drowsiness. It seemed he regarded everything to be a dream.
His eyes took on a softer expression, and the hold of his palm on my hand did not loosen. Instead, he drew me even closer to him.
His breath caressed my face, and I could almost see my own reflection in his eyes. It was like almost in the next second, we would–––
MC’s Father: Where did you run off to… Betty?
My father’s inquiring voice suddenly echoed from a distance, akin to a pebble thrown into a lake, shattering the interplay of light and shadows before me.
Li Zeyan was frozen for a moment, and then a clarity flashed in his eyes as if finally waking up. He let go of my wrist. Suppressing the ineffable emotions in my heart, I swiftly distanced myself slightly.
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LZY: …Why did you come in out of the blue?
MC: …the door was already ajar, and I didn’t know you were sleeping…
I muttered softly, but then I suddenly recalled something, my voice gaining a touch of confidence.
MC: I also have a question to ask. When James checked with you about whether I was available for a trip to the island next week, why did you reject him on my behalf?
Li Zeyan didn’t respond right away; he lowered his hand and picked up the rumpled book from the carpet.
LZY: Your father mentioned we have to go to the horse ranch next week; looks like you forgot.
LZY: Besides, there is no need to get involved with a guy whose family business is going downhill, yet he still dates a different girl every week.
MC: [girlie is stumped and flushed haha]  But before this, you said about Oren that he was secretly lingering in underground bars!
Li Zeyan calmly flipped open a page, not making eye contact with me.
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LZY: [HEAVENS THE WAY HIS TONE DROPS HERE] I’m simply stating the facts. Besides, you’ll have better choices.
MC: Like who?
In my frustration, I kept pushing for an answer, but then, the air suddenly lapsed into silence, and Li Zeyan’s fingertips also came to a pause.
My heart suddenly began racing by a few beats, and I stood up from the sofa in an attempt to conceal myself.
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MC: …anyway, I won’t allow you to interfere in this matter anymore!
In a rush, I walked towards the door as I spoke. But suddenly, I heard Li Zeyan calling out my name.
I turned around. The daylight outside the window had already transformed into the fading colors of twilight, and with that light falling on his back, I heard him speak.
LZY: I will give you that answer in the future.
LZY: Until then, don’t barge into my room unannounced like this again.
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[Tidbits]:
[1] MC’s dad mentions a specific type of candy here (牛皮糖 - nǚpítáng), which is made from sugar and sesame seeds; and has a chewy and sticky texture.
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【Chapter 3】 
LZY: Come on inside, I haven’t locked the door.
Li Zeyan’s voice suddenly transmits from the room. I snap back to reality, only to realize that my hand, which I raised to knock, has been hanging in mid-air for quite some time.
Tightening my lips, I calmly walk into the room and seat myself next to him on the sofa, my eyes scanning the room.
In the long time that followed afterward, I have refrained from setting foot in this room again. In stark contrast to my memories, the surroundings appear conspicuously emptier.
In one corner of the room, a leather suitcase lay open… the realization of the fact that this person is leaving suddenly becomes palpable.
LZY: You’re here at this hour; is something wrong?
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MC: [blushing]  …you can’t leave!
Two voices collide in unison. Before I can even register the situation, I have already grabbed hold of his hand.
LZY: …
The hazy lighting interweaves with the moonlight, and something seems to flash across Li Zeyan’s expression for a brief moment.
A searing warmth transmits from his palm, and in belated realization, I draw back my fingertips. However, I feel my hand being discreetly clasped, as if he is unwilling to let me escape.
LZY: What’s your reason for saying that?
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MC: It’s not for any reason. I just want… gege to always remain by my side.
Even though it has been a long time since I have addressed him by that term when we are alone with each other, I still purposely soften my tone. I can’t help but expect that Li Zeyan would, just like in our childhood, give me that helpless glance and yield to my coquettish demands.
A silence hangs in the air as Li Zeyan lowers his gaze to mine. In the next moment, his palm enveloping my wrist loosens ever so slightly.
LZY: MC, I am not the same as the toys you wanted when we were little.
LZY: Just the word that you “want” this is not a reason enough to sway me.
I’m slightly stumped and speak without thinking.
MC: But we’ve been living a good life for all this time, haven’t we?
MC: We have the ancestral estates and assets, a steady stream of income… I don’t understand why you’d want to make any changes.
Li Zeyan lets out a very soft chuckle and tilts his head towards the window.
The lights of the distant structures shimmer brightly, reminiscent of a flowing banquet in the boundless night. They reflect in his eyes, exuding a mix of pride and ambition.
LZY: There is nothing in this world that remains unchanged forever, MC.
LZY: Even the prosperity that you indulge in today began after the soldiers returned from the European battlefield.
LZY: Everything we see now was beyond imagination just a few years ago.
LZY: This era can sweep away all outdated existence, and at the same time, it can also give people everything they desire… as long as they can grab hold of it.
Li Zeyan shifts his gaze back to me as he says this. Even though his tone seems to be gentler than usual, it also carries a hint of unswerving determination.
LZY: So, I had already made this decision a long time ago.
MC: …when?
Did it stem from the day he made his first profit in the stock market, relying on his own business acumen? Or was it when he caught the wind of the other “old money” people gossiping about him? Or perhaps it was even earlier?
In a state of bewilderment and urgency, I await a response, but Li Zeyan doesn’t answer my question. Instead, he just gazes at me fixedly, leaning slightly in my direction.
The tranquil glow of the lights paints his eyelashes, and my heart pounds wildly as I watch Li Zeyan approach. He lifts his hand, tucking a strand of hair that was lingering by my cheek behind my ear––
–– like an explanation, or perhaps a reassuring promise.
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LZY: [in the most tender tone possible x1]  I am so happy that you’re here to persuade me to stay.
LZY: [x2]  But, there are certain things I want that I can only obtain by leaving.
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Jennifer: Alright, honey, I’m not here to rush you about the manuscript or anything, even though that special column you promised me has been overdue for a solid three weeks~
My friend’s teasing reaches me through the light fabric. I pull down the covers sullenly, glancing at the blonde girl sitting at the edge of the bed.
MC: Once I’m back in the writing zone, I’ll submit it to the magazine first thing… but, setting that aside, did you manage to find out any news about him?
Even though I don’t explicitly utter Li Zeyan’s name, Jennifer shrugs her shoulders.
Jennifer: You know, your gege rarely attends any banquets within the circle.
Jennifer: I’ve been making discreet inquiries on the airline side, but all I’ve found is that there’s this new guy named Victor, whose company has become a rising star in the industry… but it doesn’t seem to have any connections with him.
[T/N]: Yes, his writers are using his EN name “Victor” as his pseudonym 😂😂
I press my lips together, thinking back to the day Li Zeyan left and how I was so angry that I refused to see him for one last time.
If only I had known earlier, I would have abandoned those inexplicable emotions, opened the door, and had a few words with him.
Jennifer: I have an idea. What if we were to spread the word that you’re planning to hold a banquet at the estate next month to reveal the person you’ve chosen to be your fiancé?
Jennifer: If he does have the intention toward you, there is no way he will able to keep it hidden.
I blink. This suggestion sends a few ripples through my heart–– daring as it is, it might be the most effective method.
With my tacit approval, this piece of news spreads from the mansion along with Jennifer’s departure, gradually circulating from one banquet to another.
Half a month slips away rapidly, yet I still don’t hear any updates. The day of the banquet approaches amidst apprehension and anticipation.
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Large swaths of Phalaenopsis and Dendrobium orchids embellish various corners of the entire property, delicate and beautiful. Under the crystal chandeliers, the elegant fragrance of the flowers intermingle with the intense scent of perfumes, pervading the air.
With a smile, I express thanks or greetings to those who approach to congratulate me in pairs or groups, but my eyes continue to search for that figure I’ve been waiting for amidst the passing crowd.
Suddenly, a figure in a suit and leather shoes blocks my sight. A tall man walks over, raising his glass in a toast toward me.
Man: I’m Adam Arnott, a classmate of Jennifer’s from the academy.
The surname makes me realize that he hails from another wealthy family. I nod politely. However, the man shows no intention of leaving.
Man: I heard from Jennifer that you have a column in her magazine? Honestly, I find that quite impressive.
Man: In terms of killing time, it’s much more meaningful than being obsessed about choosing jewelry. Perhaps we can chat more…
Despite his courteous choice of words, the subtle condescension in his language leaves me agitated. I turn sideways with indifference, picking up a cupcake.
MC: Allow me to correct you. I don’t consider it as “something to kill time.” Had you read my articles, you wouldn’t have had that kind of judgment.
Man: Miss MC, you surely do not treat it as some serious work, do you? Forgive my bluntness, but it seems rather meaningless for people like us.
The way his attitude drips of being pampered as though he were a prince causes me to furrow my brows. Subconsciously, Li Zeyan’s image surfaces in my mind.
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MC: Well, in that case, here’s to the everlasting prosperity of your family’s business… however, I’ve heard that nothing in this world remains unchanged forever.
The other party probably wasn’t expecting me to counter like this, causing the expression on his face to turn somewhat unpleasant.
Man: Why don’t we ask the talk of the town, the “new money” person, and whose viewpoint he stands by… Mr. Victor?
I nonchalantly turn my head and observe this rumored aviation tycoon from behind, involuntarily raising an eyebrow.
His slender physique is wrapped in a royal blue suit, complemented by a black and white polka dot tie around his neck. He stands out among the crowd of men, looking effortless yet debonair.
–– It’s the men’s fashion style I recommended in my articles. This person has actually read my column very carefully.
The corners of my lips can’t help but curl up slightly, watching that tall, straight figure turn around. But the instant I clearly see his visage, my lips part involuntarily.
With my heart beating like a drum, he walks to my side at a pace that is neither too fast nor too slow, bringing with him a subtle scent of sandalwood.
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LZY: Of course, I stand by her viewpoint.
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【Chapter 4】 
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My eyes widen, and my gaze sweeps across the face of the person in front of me without even a single blink.
Perhaps due to the Southern sunshine, his complexion seems a shade deeper compared to the last time we saw each other, but his facial contours appear to be even more pronounced.
The fringes that he used to groom in a “proper” manner have now been slicked back into the trendiest hairstyle of the moment, showcasing his deep-set eyes and prominently arched eyebrows.
A pair of thin-rimmed glasses rest halfway on the bridge of his nose, not quite settled, and he casually pushes them up with his finger pad.
Through the lenses, a glimmer of smile seems to be shining in those deep eyes… or perhaps revealing certain emotions that were veiled in the past, but now, at this moment, seem evident with greater clarity.
LZY: The cream is about to melt.
As Li Zeyan speaks, he effortlessly takes the wobbling cupcake from my hand.
His broad and slender hand, wrapped in a moon-white glove, extends to pass me a piece of handkerchief.
Casual and comfortable, as if it weren’t a reunion after so long of separation, but rather our everyday interaction from back when we were still together at home.
I suppress the indescribable mix of sourness and joy in my heart, watching as the man converses with the people around him before raising an eyebrow.
Man: Ah, so you’re so Miss MC’s gege? Well, I suppose that explains your biased comment.
LZY: I believe the words I said just now are sufficiently objective.
LZY: If I’m not mistaken, with the inauguration of transatlantic flight routes, the stocks of shipping companies dropped at least ten percent. Your family’s business should be no exception.
LZY: To be able to maintain such unwavering optimism even in the midst of all these… I must say, Mr. Arnott’s attitude is truly admirable.
The man’s countenance grows slightly more ashen, while Li Zeyan stands next to me, calmly raising his glass to the crowd.
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LZY: I rarely attend any social gatherings, so I haven’t formally announced it in a public setting. But six months ago, I had already disaffiliated myself from MC’s family.
LZY: And I’m not attending this banquet today in the identity of her “gege.”
I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but the tone of his latter statement seemed to have a slightly slower pace, triggering my heartbeat to accelerate uncontrollably.
Not as my “gege”… then, in what identity did he come? Perhaps, he knows about the news I’ve put out?
I clink my goblet glass with him, trying my hardest to maintain my usual casual expression, and lift my head slightly.
MC: I suppose I ought to be thanking you. After all, you’ve just returned, and here you are, immediately coming to my rescue.
Li Zeyan and I hold each other’s gazes for a brief moment. A subtle curve graces the corners of his lips as he also softens his voice.
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LZY: I was being sincere, though.
LZY: I haven’t missed a single column you’ve written in  《The New Yorker》.
A wave of warmth accompanies his words, traveling from my ears to the throbbing center in my chest.
I gaze into those familiar and serene eyes, gently tapping the tie hanging down from his neck.
MC: Well, in that case, allow this writer to make one more suggestion.
MC: If it were replaced with a corrugated pattern in the same color, it would complement your suit today even better.
Li Zeyan sets down the goblet glass in his hand on the long table.
LZY: I didn’t bring an extra tie. Can I leave it to your care?
MC: Of course, come with me.
As I speak, my hand that was initially reaching to grasp his palm pauses mid-motion, and in the end, I settle for only holding onto his cuff.
He and I walk through the clustered bouquets of flowers and the crowd of people in their fragrant clothes, making our way toward the upper floor of the hall in a manner that couldn’t be more familiar.
Eyes from all around fall upon our departing figures. I don’t know if these people noticed anything, but I don’t care either.
All I know is that from the moment of parting, the thought that I painstakingly disregarded for the longest time became gradually clear: I desire to be with him in an identity that goes beyond our familial ties.
Will he be angry? Or will he helplessly discourage my intentions? Or perhaps, in reality, he does harbor certain unspoken feelings towards me…
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Suppressing my tumultuous heartbeat, I close the door, and the chatter and music outside finally fade away.
The air falls silent for a moment. I let go of Li Zeyan’s cuff, turn around to rummage through the intricate accessories, and speak as if casually inquiring.
MC: Finally, I can breathe a sigh of relief… have you had a chance to meet Daddy yet?
LZY: [the muted joy in his tone HHHHH]  Yeah, I went to his room to say hello after coming back, and we talked for a long time.
MC: Ah, he must’ve been so delighted; after all, he reminisces about you every now and then. “If Zeyan were here…,” is a sentence he says more often than not.
I exaggeratedly mimic my father’s manner of speaking, and my eyes secretly fall on Li Zeyan, hoping to catch his expression.
MC: You said earlier, “not as my gege”... then, in what identity are you here?
Maintaining a brisk tone, I continue sifting through without pausing my movements, as if this will be able to cloak my erratic heartbeat.
Li Zeyan doesn’t answer my question, and his footsteps come to a stop behind me. Even though there is a somewhat elusive distance between us, I can almost feel his body heat.
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LZY: I’m not the one who can give that answer.
I turn around, somewhat puzzled, only to see a black, gold-plated box being extended towards me.
The huge ruby inside, set against the velvet backdrop, sparkles with a flash of dazzling brilliance.
MC: This…
LZY: A gift for you. A certain someone mentioned before that the quality of gemstones in New York isn’t good enough these days.
LZY: So, it was transported here on my company’s first transatlantic flight, all the way from Europe.
Li Zeyan removes the ruby from the box as he speaks, placing it in the palm of my hand.
The slight coolness of the gemstone accompanies the warmth of his fingertips, and I hear Li Zeyan speak in a soft tone.
LZY: Even the most impossible fantasies can become reality.
LZY: MC, as long as you say the word.
I’m utterly dazed, suddenly recalling the brief conversation we had under the stairs the night before Li Zeyan left.
From the past to the present, he has always borne the weight of all my wishes, even if I’ve only mentioned them in passing.
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The sound of my heartbeat drums against my ears. Without uttering a word, I simply tug on his tie and rise on tiptoes towards this man who used to be my “gege.”
The distance between us bridges bit by bit, my somewhat quivering breath fanning across Li Zeyan’s face.
He watches me in complete silence, his eyes burning. He seems to be waiting for some form of confirmation, yet he doesn’t evade my actions.
That is, until, a fleeting kiss lands on the edge of his lips, and we briefly exchange our warmth with each other. I pull back slightly, avert my eyes, and speak.
MC: …what if this is what I desire?
LZY: …
I don’t hear his response. In the next second, my waist is suddenly shackled in place.
A deep kiss, which has been held in check for a long time, finally descends, erasing the last vestige of distance.
Two sets of lips that have never touched each other before roll back and forth, their inexperienced and slightly shaky intertwining exchange breaths that have long been familiar but never explored so deeply.
In those eyes of his, I see emotions mirroring my own. Patiently restrained feelings, a fluttering heart… but now added with a touch of certainty.
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LZY: I’ve probably held onto this expectation for longer than you.
LZY: What I longed for has always been right there within sight… and you made it a reality for me.
The brilliant chandelier overhead leaves shimmering spots in the field of vision, leaving one slightly dizzy. It feels like a firework that has been brewing for a long time has finally burst forth.
Turns out, we both harbored the same feelings all along.
The eyes that turned to look back when we passed by each other, the hands that reached out to touch only to retract… all the entanglements and poignant emotions of the past gently dissipate in this moment.
I close my eyes and hear his voice resonate, but now carrying with it a deeper undertone of mirth than ever before.
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LZY: Allow this gem to be a commemoration of this special occasion.
LZY: For that first dance in a while, how about sharing it with me?
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[Tidbits]:
[2] so in love with this imagery here. “白月光” (white moonlight) in chinese means first love but it comes with the connotation of something “unattainable.” here, it’s the color of his gloves, the “barrier” between their hands truly touching~ 🤧
[3] “ruby” is a symbol of passion, protection, everlasting love-- indeed the perfect move for Li Zeyan to choose this stone as his ~betrothal gift~ 🥺
[4] welp, if it wasn’t clear already LOL, sharing the “first dance” at this banquet is their official announcement of their engagement~ 🤭🤧
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[Art] Mom, I’ve learned to play that music
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s Warm Fragrance Date translation
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This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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Arriving As Promised Free SR Event | Prologue+Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5 | Day 6-9 | Warm Fragrance Date (You're here!)
"I think, rather than a good little assistant, it's more accurate to say that MC is a very talented gardener lady."
"Huh? Why do you say that?"
Lucien doesn't directly answer my question, instead, he pulls my hand and places it on the location of his heart.
I immediately understood the words he didn't say.
"This beautiful flower continues to grow, connecting all the veins that are linked to you."
[T/N: VERY RECOMMENDED to read the event story first because some convo on this date will make more sense if you read the event stories first]
[Date – Video ver]
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(T/N: As always, I always recommend watching the video for a more comprehensive experience.
If the direct video doesn’t work - [Use this link]
(Besides, tumblr doesn’t allow us to use an old text editor anymore so I can’t add up more than 30 pics in this post. Tumblr post alone won’t capture the change in background and sprite as usual(for reference I always have like 60+ pic in one post LOL)
[Date – Transcript ver]
[Part 1]
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The gentle morning sunlight pours down, passing through the vines on the wall, casting specks of light and shadow.
I look around, and as far as my eyes can see, various types of plants occupy my surroundings. However, I don't catch sight of Lucien's figure amidst the lushness.
MC: …Is Lucien not here?
I double-check his text message, then I put down the jasmine flower pot I've planted and the "OPEN" wooden sign. Afterward, I turn around and walk deeper into the greenhouse.
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Today is the official opening day of the "Flower Shop." Perhaps 'Shop Manager' Lucien is currently preparing in some corner.
Following the path through the greenhouse, I continue forward. The comfortable temperature in the air makes me feel as if I'm in an oasis.
Under the towering green plants in front of me, dozens of calla lilies are cozily undergoing photosynthesis.
Next to the one blooming the most vibrantly, there's a label that reads "Reserved." My fingertips brush against that familiar handwriting, and I mutter softly.
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MC: Miss X?
MC: ...I can't believe there's a reservation already.
[A throwback to Dance SP MQ and main story Dr. X :"]
I can't help but sigh, and I bend down to carefully observe these well-taken-care-of plants and flowers.
The snow-white petals of the calla lilies bloom brilliantly, and the leaves stretch energetically. The red and yellow tulips nestle against each other as if even the falling patches of light have become gentle.
??: Have you been here for a while? Why didn't you call out to me?
A familiar voice sounds behind me, and I quickly turn around.
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The sunlight filters through the glass roof and falls upon Lucien, outlining a faint halo of light around his figure.
His white shirt appears exceptionally bright amidst the lush surroundings. His collar is unbuttoned, and he casually rolls up his sleeves, revealing his slender forearms.
The blue work apron he's wearing is loosely tied, and he doesn't seem to have noticed. A warm smile graces the corner of his lips.
With the jasmine pot I had just set down in his arms, he slightly bends forward and reaches out to hang the wooden sign on a nail above the railing.
This version of Lucien catches me off guard, and I find myself laughing with a belated realization.
MC: Pfft.
Lucien: (laughs, then playfully says) It seems my outfit is indeed a bit funny, isn't it?
MC: Of course not, "Shop Manager Lucien" is much more handsome than I imagined!
Lucien: Oh? Is that so?
Lucien slowly approaches me, and as his familiar scent envelops me, my heart rate instinctively quickens a little faster.
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Lucien: (chuckles) So, can you tell me, what did you imagine 'Manager Lucien' to be like before?
MC: Manager Lucien's appearance right now has completely erased any other imagined images I had in my mind.
I hook my arm around Lucien's neck, a smile playing on my lips.
MC: Right now, my heart and eyes are filled with just the one before me.
I retie the loosely knotted apron behind him smoothly. But as I start to pull my hand back, he captures it in his grasp.
The next second, a gentle kiss carrying the scent of grass lands softly on my lips. Before my eyes could fully close, all that was left in my vision were those eyes brimming with joy.
Lucien removed his glasses at some point, and the gentleness in his eyes reflected my gradually reddening cheeks clearly.
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Lucien: (whispers) Everyone else is busy in other greenhouses. Today, there are only the two of us here.
He slightly increases the distance between us, his brows and eyes curved.
Lucien: I remember that a lady once said that on the day she visits my "garden," she would buy the most beautiful flower from me.
MC: I remember that. I won't easily back down from my promise.
Lucien: Then, how about becoming my assistant? Consider it as payment for the flowers you intend to buy.
I tiptoe and peck his cheek on the side.
MC: Of course I'm willing to.
[Part 2]
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As we walk through the corridor built with flowering vines from the entrance hall, the floral fragrance becomes even more rich and fragrant.
Lucien leads me through the corridor, and a lounge surrounded by flower walls comes into view. A row of bookshelves and an innovative instrument sit quietly in the corner.
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Lucien: This is a newly introduced instrument from the Bioscience research center. It can measure various values of the brain's nervous system to detect the brain health of residents.
Curiously, I approach the instrument, looking around with keen interest.
MC: Can brain health really be determined using these two lines on top?
Lucien: If you're curious, you can put it on and give it a try.
Lucien noticed my eagerness and took the instrument's wires, guiding me to position my head correctly.
Lucien: Bring this wire over here, and place this device on here…
Following Lucien's guidance, I carefully placed the device from the instrument's wire onto my head.
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Lucien: Now, let's take a look at Visitor MC's brain health, shall we?
MC: …Um!
I stare at the screen intently, and after a while, a green curve with a centered slope appears on the display.
MC: How is it?
Lucien: Hmm…
MC: I-Is it very bad?
Lucien: (chuckle) Very healthy.
MC: Phew…
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MC: Back then, you were worried I might not adapt well, but the truth is, my "vitality" is quite resilient as well.
Lucien: How come I remember that it was a certain lady who was more concerned about me at the time?
Lucien: You prepared all sorts of emergency medicines for me, yet you only brought a small amount for yourself.
MC: Well, that might be because I've been eating well, sleeping well, and thinking about you a lot…
Lucien: From a medical perspective, perhaps "thinking about me a lot" played the most significant role.
MC: Although you're right, 'Professor Lucien' shouldn't go against medical principles just to prove the importance of "thinking about you".
Lucien places his hand on the top of my head and proceeds to explain seriously.
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Lucien: Medical studies have confirmed that positive emotions, or good moods, are beneficial for brain neurons.
Lucien: I believe this 'Professor Lucien' hasn't gone against medical principles.
Lucien: People, scenery, animals, objects... all can serve as triggers for positive emotions.
Lucien: Including the plants we are cultivating now, it's all for studying the effects of different species on brain neurons.
MC: Does that mean that even for the same species, the experience could be different for different people?
Lucien: Exactly. The factors underlying the generation of positive emotions vary from person to person, and the feelings evoked by the same external factors can be completely different.
MC: Hmm... just like how I feel happy when I drink sweet milk tea, and Professor Lucien feels happy when savoring a cup of tea?
Seemingly amused by the interesting analogy, Lucien chuckles softly.
Lucien: (chuckles softly) Yes and no.
Lucien: If we slightly modify the reference in the comparison to "savoring tea alone and drinking milk tea with MC," for me, the latter naturally brings more happiness.
MC: Oh~ So the Great Professor's sweet words must also vary from person to person, right?
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Lucien: Hmm... Not exactly.
Lucien: To be precise, I'm only like this with you.
I can't help but raise my lips; a kind of subtle tenderness seems to be quietly emerging from the depths of my heart, making me feel light and I can't help but indulge in it.
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MC: I'm only like this with you too.
The conversation is interrupted by the hum of the instrument, and the fluctuation in the green curve produces new monitoring data for the device.
MC: Huh? Is there a new change?
Lucien: Mm, it seems that at this very moment, this little lady is happier than before.
The rising curve on the screen dances exuberantly as if it wants to reveal my thoughts in full detail.
Feeling somewhat embarrassed, I remove the device, afraid that the next moment it might detect those beautiful feelings in my heart once again.
MC: Alright, alright, I admit that indeed "thinking about you" played a significant role.
MC: So... Professor Lucien, do you think about me a lot too?
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Lucien: Yes. Because I miss you so much, it feels as if the flowering period is endless.
Lucien's gaze softens, and the corners of his eyes curve like a gentle spring, causing the humidity in the greenhouse to quietly evaporate, filling the room with a sweet fragrance.
[Part 3]
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After becoming familiar with the structure of the greenhouse, Lucien guided me through the final preparations before the official opening.
Since he has already completed most of it, my next task is to transplant the calla lilies into the flower bed.
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Lucien: Here are these new gloves for you, and take this too.
Lucien hands over a brand new pair of gloves and then takes out a beige headscarf, naturally tucking my hair behind as he ties it on me.
His slightly warm fingertips inadvertently graze the back of my neck, creating a subtle and ticklish sensation.
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Lucien: Hmm, you indeed look very cute with it on.
Lucien places a small red trowel in front of me and begins to demonstrate personally.
Lucien: Calla lilies thrive in a humid environment but are sensitive to waterlogging. They have high water requirements, so the root seedlings are crucial.
MC: I remember you mentioned in the email that Calla lilies, being plants adapted to humid regions, are much more challenging to grow in the desert compared to other plants.
Lucien: That's correct. Therefore, during the transplanting process, be careful not to damage the root seedlings with the trowel.
I nod and carefully take the calla lilies that Lucien has prepared, ready to transplant them into the flower bed.
The delicate and fragile root tendrils seem as if they could snap at the slightest inadvertent touch, and I take a deep breath subconsciously.
Lucien: (gently) Take it easy.
Lucien gently squeezes my hand, and the familiar reassurance gradually soothes my emotions.
I nod and readjust my breathing.
First, plant the flower seedlings into the small holes that have been prepared in the flower bed. Then, rearrange the positions of their roots, and finally, cover the soil from the side onto the flower seedlings…
I'm mentally rehearsing the steps Lucien taught me, carefully following the instructions as needed.
MC: Wow! It's a success…
Before I could even finish cheering, the next moment, the flower seedling drooped in front of me.
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MC: ...Oops, did I just waste a flower seedling?
Thinking that each of these flower seedlings was personally nurtured by Lucien in such an environment, I can't help but feel a sense of guilt and regret.
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Lucien: You didn't, it's just not fully acclimated yet.
Lucien: Don't worry, let's try it again.
Lucien said as he leaned closer to me, his palm gently cradling my hand. He carefully adjusts the position of the flower seedling and then presses the soil down slightly.
As if by some kind of magical spell, the delicate flower seedling trembles and sways, but it never topples over.
MC: Is it... a success?
Lucien: Yes, you did great.
With the experience of this successful attempt and Lucien's hands-on teaching, I learned some small techniques, and the subsequent transplanting process is going much smoother than I had imagined.
MC: Phew, just one more pot to go until we're done!
As I said this, I raised my hand to wipe the sweat from my face. I was about to dig out the seedling from the pot when Lucien suddenly chuckled.
MC: ...What's wrong?
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He raises his hand with a smile and the clean back of his finger brushes against the tip of my nose.
Lucien: You've turned into a spotty bunny.
MC: …!
Thinking about the "fertilizer elements" in the soil, I hastily raise my hand and start randomly wiping my face.
Lucien can't help but laugh, then he grabs my hand.
Lucien: (laughs softly) If you keep rubbing like that, our spotty bunny might turn into a black bunny.
Lucien: Let me help you instead.
He uses the clean part of his palm to gently wipe across my face, bit by bit.
The delicate touch of his fingertips and the warmth from his palm gradually amplifies.
His breath, accompanied by a warm breeze, audibly falls on my ear, and my earlobe subtly starts to feel ticklish.
At some point, his gaze has shifted from my face to my eyes, and his finger lightly taps on my cheek.
Lucien: Now it's clean.
I can't seem to take my eyes off his face for a moment.
Lucien: (smiles) Do I also have something that needs wiping on my face?
MC: Ah? Well, right here on the chin…
I lift up my sleeve and gently wipe away the almost invisible speck of dirt on his chin.
The scent of flowers blending with the earthy aroma lingers in the air, and a gentle kiss softly grazes my cheek near my lips.
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Lucien: Thank you, Miss Gardener.
[Part 4]
After a day of busyness, the flower shop's business is doing quite well.
People keep coming to buy flowers and admire them, and Lucien can smoothly carry out his experiment. He has printed a thick stack of monitoring data alone.
Until the sun sets in the west, everything except for that reserved calla lilies has been sold out.
MC: Looks like it's time to flip the signboard and announce the closing time~
Lucien's gaze falls on the back of the wooden signboard, his fingers tracing the patterns on it.
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Lucien: Unexpectedly, there is a "gardener fox" on the other side?
MC: You noticed it!
I said as I leaned closer, my fingertips lightly tracing the slightly crooked wood-carved design.
[So it's her 'artwork' that she mentioned in the event :"]
MC: I carved it based on the desert fox's appearance and added a little touch of my own creativity.
Lucien: It's a nice touch. A little fox wearing glasses, an apron, and holding a pot of flowers.
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Lucien: Hmm... Is it like this?
Lucien speaks as he raises the sign next to his face, mimicking the posture of the little fox on the wooden sign.
MC: Hahaha, it seems I carved it quite lifelike!
MC: By the way, after closing the store, let's go see the desert fox together~ I saw it last time near the sand dunes near the guest house.
MC: This time, I have Mr. Fox with me. So who knows, we might just have a smooth encounter with it.
Lucien: Of course, that's great, but I'd rather have a chance encounter with a desert rabbit.
Lucien: This little fox seems a bit lonely. I think this wooden sign leaves me some room for creativity.
[He also wants to carve a dessert bunny to accompany the dessert fox so it won't be lonely🥺]
Lucien carefully puts away the wooden sign and retrieves cleaning tools from the greenhouse.
Lucien: You've been busy all day, take a break. I'll handle the cleaning.
MC: There's no way the little assistant can take a break and let the big professor be busy.
MC: Besides, I've been resting well these past few days, but you've been in the experimental greenhouse all this time. I think you should be the one taking a break.
I say this while playfully pushing his back, half-forcing him to go rest on the sofa next to the flower hall.
Lucien accommodates and sits down but takes the opportunity to hold my hand.
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Lucien: Well, there's no reason for the little assistant not to listen to the professor.
I can't resist this demeanor and tone at all, so I have to compromise and sit down next to him, nuzzling up against his side.
MC: The little assistant is now obediently resting. Professor Lucien, do you have any more requests?
Lucien: I think an obedient little assistant like you should receive her well-deserved reward.
Lucien promptly gets up and when he returns, he's holding the only remaining pot containing the calla lily with "reserved" written on it.
Seeing me blink in confusion, Lucien smiles and speaks.
Lucien: From the moment it miraculously survived, I selfishly reserved it in your name.
MC: My name? Does that mean…
At this moment, I finally realized belatedly why this unique pot of calla lily had been reserved early on and kept until now.
That Miss X is actually myself.
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MC: So this calla lily…. is the first one that survived as you mentioned in your email?
Lucien: Mm. You mentioned wanting to see it with your own eyes, and now it's yours.
A gentle voice brushed against my heart, and I quickly took a few steps in his direction.
He cradles that pot of calla lily in his hands so dearly, and I feel as if I can hear something blooming in my heart.
MC: It's really beautiful... From this angle, the outer edges of the flower look like the shape of a heart.
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Lucien: Perhaps that's why the calla lily's flower language is "the veins of our hearts are connected together".
The pure white petals sway gently in the soft breeze of the flower hall, the sunset's light casting a golden shimmer on Lucien's eyelashes. The picturesque beauty momentarily left me a bit entranced.
It's only when he bends down to place the flower in my hand that I realize our distance has somehow become so close.
Lucien: I think, rather than a good little assistant, it's more accurate to say that MC is a very talented gardener lady.
MC: …Huh? Why do you say that?
Lucien doesn't directly answer my question; instead, he pulls my hand and places it on the location of his heart.
I immediately understood the words he didn't say.
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Lucien: This beautiful flower continues to grow, connecting all the veins that are linked to you.
A soft feeling wells up in my heart, his warmth in my hand, and before me is his most familiar expression.
The accumulation of longing and his gentle words make me unable to resist leaning my head against his shoulder and nuzzling it.
MC: I'm the same.
MC: Every move you make, it's all connecting with me.
MC: Sowing, nurturing the soil, watering, fertilizing, and then the flowers bloom…
MC: Every time you share these with me, it's like I can feel your emotions in that moment.
MC: You sharing your happiness with me makes me feel even happier.
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Lucien: Mm, I like sharing with you.
Lucien: (softly) It's like we're taking care of them together, and you're right here by my side.
MC: If that's the case, then I'm just like you.
MC: When I see the photos of the seedlings you post, I imagine how you planted them.
MC: When I'm planting jasmine flowers, I also feel like we're nurturing them together.
MC: I get incredibly happy when I receive emails from you, and I imagine the world you see through the things you share.
MC: I feel like I have something to look forward to every day because of the promise I'm about to fulfill, it’s as if... all the waiting and longing is sweet.
Lucien reaches out and pulls me into his arms, affectionately nuzzling the tip of my nose.
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Lucien: (tenderly) Endless is just a broad concept of time, it doesn't even begin to capture a fraction of my longing to see you again.
Lucien: MC, I miss you so much.
Lucien: Even though you are right in front of me.
The gentle breeze, carrying the fragrance of flowers, rustles the branches and leaves inside the flower hall. In my ears, there is the gentle rustling of leaves and Lucien's slightly sinking voice.
In a moment of reverie, the hues of the sunset have a scent, and the fragrance of flowers has a sound.
I submerged myself in the veins of his longing, where love flourishes abundantly, lush and verdant.
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s Misty Date translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
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I cautiously observe Lucien, his expression is calm, and there is no emotion in his eyes.
It looks like just as he had mentioned before the experiment,
he really doesn’t remember me.
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whiteswanco · 1 year ago
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520快乐~ 🥴
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LOVERS WORDS
Happy 520 🥰
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s Role-Playing date + call translation
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Before I can think further, someone suddenly grabs my hand as I press the elevator button and pulls me into the nearest dressing room.
Lucien is pinning me against the door, he’s so close that I could feel his every breath.
The familiar scent of grass and the slight hint of moist breath mix together, imprisoning me within the confines of his arms.
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