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i will never be okay again and i will never shut up about it

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any good spencer reid fic recommendations where reader is hotches daughter? i’ve been on the hunt!

EDIT: or single dad spencer!!! that one��s a great one too

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i NEED a spencer reid edit of goddess by laufey about him and gideon. i hope this reaches someone talented!!

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thinking i could get matthew gray gubler to fall in love with me if i met him and then i remember he was filming season 4 of CM when i was born 😕

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when i think about how spencer reid grew up tormented and home and school and he finally thought he found his purpose in the FBI, only for it to ruin his life. he was so pure and gentle and all of that was taken from him. his innocence, love, and peace. he slowly stopped caring if he lived or died and he didn’t even get a happy ending.

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remember when steve blackman said this right after season 3 came out? yeah what happened? obviously they had some really cool ideas. did he get hit in the head or something? even if they were expecting a 10 episode season instead of 6, they clearly had some really intriguing concepts that could’ve been implemented instead of the most boring, nonsensical, canon ruining piece of media i’ve ever seen

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how is this the only thing i’ve ever truly identified with

im a human but like in the way the greendale mascot is

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i’m obsessed with the theory that all of the siblings legal names are first name: number, last name: 1,2,3 ect. which is why five goes by mr. five because his last name is five, not hargreeves

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i just realized i spencer reided him

diego said five had that cia job for years. are you telling me little 13 year old five walked into the cia building with no resume or anything and they just gave him that job??? with no birth certificate or anything cause he just spawned in that new timeline??? goals honestly i need his mindset

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i always just thought he tested out of high school and then got a degree in like a year since he would already know pretty much everything and the CIA was just super stoked about it 🤷

diego said five had that cia job for years. are you telling me little 13 year old five walked into the cia building with no resume or anything and they just gave him that job??? with no birth certificate or anything cause he just spawned in that new timeline??? goals honestly i need his mindset

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whatever you do don’t think about how five spent his entire life trying to save him family. don’t think about how relieved he must’ve been to see them in 2019, but how he knew he couldn’t show it because of the apocalypse. don’t think about how he betrayed everything he stood for in 1963 to get his family home and it was for nothing. don’t think about how happy he must’ve been when him and klaus started the road trip because he thought he would have the life he’d been working so hard for. don’t think about how his heart must’ve sunk when he realized it wasn’t over. don’t think about how he didn’t know how to be normal in season four, so he kept searching for something to fix. don’t think about him being trapped again in his personal hell for seven years and the one person he trusted was using him. and especially don’t think about how all of it was for nothing and he died with a wasted life and without the connection he craved.

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so unfortunately i was correct

That’s fucked up tbh like getting this freshly 19 year old actor and then a 30 something year old actor together and not letting them rehearse the thing until it feels somewhat natural just sounds uncomfortable for both people. Like I’m sure both of them didn’t really want to do it. Also it sounds kinda like Steve was forcing their chemistry in a way. also kissing is a super intimate thing!!! I feel like they should’ve been allowed to rehearse beforehand so it wasn’t so uncomfortable

it’s different if two actors have amazing chemistry and have a connection in the show but five and Lila DO NOT

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this is so sad. i knew there was something weird about how he handled certain topics. i hate to see that be proven true

Well. This explains a fuck of a lot, doesn't it?

A few highlights from the Rolling Stone link above:

"The sources and the HR complaint paint Blackman as a manipulative and chaotic showrunner who fostered a toxic workplace by pitting staffers against one another; creating an environment of fear and distrust; taking credit for other people’s work; and allegedly making lewd remarks that sources say they found to be sexist, homophobic, and transphobic. (Blackman’s behavior was also mentioned in two other complaints made by a writing-team member and an actress, Rolling Stone has learned.)"

“From the get-go, it was one of the worst jobs I’ve ever had in my life,” says a Season One source.

In text messages provided to HR, he wrote, “Elliot wants to come out as trans on the show. As Ivan. Oh my fucking God. Kill me now.” (Ivan is the formal name of Page’s character’s original name; the show ended up using the name Viktor instead.)

Throughout the show’s four seasons, sources claim to Rolling Stone, Blackman would make what they viewed as homophobic and transphobic comments, including juvenile and perverse commentary on individuals’ sexualities and wondering aloud about people’s anatomies. “He found it very funny, like the butt of a joke,” one says. Again, sources claim, Blackman was clever in the art of the spin, attempting to pass off inappropriate comments as harmless jokes and innocent questions.

“He could be very good at dropping something that starts to be transphobic or homophobic, like, ‘They’re a he/she,’” a second staffer says. “But then [he’ll say], ‘It’s all good, I support it. It’s awesome, live your best life.’ … He toes the line of seeing who will join in and laugh with him, and then if nobody does, really skillfully backpedals.”

Blackman would also make sexist, lewd, and disparaging comments, such as remarks about female staffers’ breast sizes and wondering aloud about their sexual proclivities, sources and the HR complaint claim.“She’s relentless,” Blackman allegedly texted one staffer about another, according to texts that were provided to HR in the complaint and reviewed by Rolling Stone. “I’m sure that’s good for certain things… but in the room it’s exhausting. But … the rack.” 

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inspired by @ghysry