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When you fail to be selfish in the big important way in which you actually should be selfish you end up being selfish in stupid irrelevant ways in a last ditch unconscious effort to mark yourself on the world, in situations, because at the end of the day we all need to feel ourselves as vital in the world or within our interpersonal systems. You need somewhere in life where you feel important. I’m not saying you need to be the star. Just that what you can offer must be loved and appreciated and of value. Think about your days. You need someplace you need someone with whom you sense the truth of your integrality and importance. If you would be selfish in the big important way maybe they won’t love you anymore but they’ll have to respect you and maybe you will respect yourself. The soul speaks a symptomatic language. It hit me that I feel like ornamentation most of the time, and my soul is angry with me but at the same time tired of all of it. Static on an old TV
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i felt a great shift in the seed energy flow. I can tell that bugs are having a war nearby
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Is there a friendship with men that is good and true
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my roommates dog put a hole in my tights and i’m bringing my date flowers like a dumb ass
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showing up to a date after an argument dressed like her mother who she loves so she’ll have empathy for me
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sorry for believing in the healing properties of a true loves kiss
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I will pay for this. I pay everything 4 u. I want to give you things. I wish you would use my body in way that makes me feel more human. I have no sense of time. I think I feel you accurately. I don't understand your silence and you have a finger on every trigger. I wish to bite your skin in a deeply intimate way. I think you think im deranged. The way you touch me is not nearly enough. I need more. I think you're already forgetting my face as you spit in my mouth.
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