wereyeena

[wereyeena]

update

recently i’ve been on a journey of discovering myself. since 2020 i have been questioning a lot about my identity and my brain, i have recently come to realise i am a system. we have multiple alters, who i wont mention on this page as i don’t feel comfortable doing that. i haven’t been posting a lot because discovering myself has been a big part of my life recently and its used up a lot of my energy. i may not post or be active a lot on here, apologies.

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this is kinda just a rant so feel free to skip over

I hate that whenever I try to make any sort of art relating to my alter human identity it always seems to go slightly wrong. for example, I've tried to draw how I see myself, but I can never get it quite right, and when I try to make masks of myself it never turns out even looking like a hyena. it feels so horrible. it feels like the world is trying to tell me that everything isn't real, and it's all my imagination. I know it's stupid to be this upset over little things like this, but recently I've been feeling super out of touch with my non human identity and so the little things are meaning a lot more to me.

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if youve never moshed alone in your room DO IT. its so fun. i feel like i can be a feral fox.

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BE FREE!!!

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I feel like one of the downsides of being a therian is that I have trouble comforting people. In my head the things I could do to help a frustrated or grieving packmate would be things like hunting for them or pressing my fur against theirs to make sure they stay warm. I want to press my head against yours and help you groom your fur I want to play fight and tussle with you so you can get your energy out and we can rest muzzled against each other after that but I can't do those things to a human and I don't know how to comfort a human

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"well *I* still think im human! "

okay? thats you

"youre mentally ill"

yeah that comes with having clinical zoanthropy

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more on confusing identity

I've given up on trying to figure things out. labels are hard and nothing feels right. I am a hyena, I'm a wolf and I'm a fox, I'm all. I don't know how to explain it with words, it's hard to, but writing it down helps. aaaaahhhh I'm just so confused

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confusing identity

my identity is getting so confusing. I am a hyena, I am a wolf, I am a fox, I just am all of my types. it's not like they're theriotypes, they are me, I am them. the hyena, fox and wolf in me feel so different compared to the sandcat and Dalmatian. with my Dalmatian I can tell it's a past life because of shifting. my sandcat is a theriotype, it doesn't feel the same as the other parts of me and I can only really, willingly shift as a sandcat, while the rest are just me. it's like I'm a mix of all of these animals, but they're all seperate? almost like there's parts of me that are hyena, parts are wolf and parts are fox, so confusing.

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hello!!! I know you're doing requests bcs you told me..,, are you able to draw me a spotted yeen tee hee , THANK YOU!!!! <3

another drawing to add to your collection

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--- Rant post ---

Don't talk about medical things when you don't know anything about them. Don't try to educate people when you're yourself uneducated. Don't diagnose strangers with disorders that don't actually exist.

I'm mainly talking about clinical zoanthropy and tiktok (therian?) kids making it into something it isn't, demonizing it to no end in efforts to paint theriantropy in better light. Sorry to bring it to you, but normies won't accept you better if you spit on others. Not to mention, clinical zoanthropy is very rare (and poorly researched) and doesn't exist on its own. There is no zoanthropy in the DSM-5. In the little papers we have on the issue, it is always or almost always part of different diagnosis such as schizophrenia, psychotic disorders or certain personality disorders. Do you smell the sanism there? Yeah, it's crazy. Do not diagnose people with it, just because they're transspecies or physically alterhuman. It is not your place to do so. Attacking those people will not make you look better. Just stop.

"No, but we don't actually think we're animals, we're better than those other people!!" Just shut up.

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mine is a pretty boring reason, I'm a wereyeena so I put it as my username!!

ALTERHUMANS I GOT A QUESTION!!

How did you come up with your username? I think they're all so cool and I'd love to hear I'd they have any significance or if you just think ur user's cool!

I'll go first.. quack is from the fact I really like the streamer quackity and he's been one of my long time hyperfixations... and woof is beacuse well.. I WOOF!! :3

also thank u for all the responses oh my dog they're all so cool

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I smell another yeen!!! it’s nice to finally greet and meet you!! :3

AHHH!! MORE YEENS! NICE TO MEET YOU AS WELL AAWWOOOP! ヾ(＾-＾)ノ

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"therians dont actually think they're animals !!11!1!111!" stfu, i'm an animal. Im an animal and i know it. Maybe not physically, i identify as human physically but im still an animal and there are many others in this community who are physically animals.

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little entry !!

This is just a little blog post because why not!

A few months ago I'd really struggled with expressing my nonhumanity. I didn't want to do vocals, I was scared to buy a tail and I didn't even want to act in the ways I felt I was supposed to with my boyfriend. I was terrified that the creatures in my life would be embarrassed by me or not want to associate with me due to how I behaved, but then I realised, who cares? I've always tried so hard to have this mindset, and my boyfriend (who is psudohuman himself!) really helped me crack open my shell. He taught me that it's okay to act on my animalistic urges and that I don't need to be embarrassed of wearing a tail. After a few months of trying to remember this I'd say I've gotten way better at being less embarrassed. I still do sometimes worry about acting the ways I do, but I know that I'll always find more comfort in acting like this, than acting like a human. I love my nonhumanity and although it's hard to understand, I wouldn't want it any other way.

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Can I get an Awoo? [Or your theriotype(s) vocal]

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PSEUDOHUMAN

a term used to describe a being who may appear as human, but is not.

a symbol i made for this term.

note that i did not come up with the term, just the symbol.

using the greek letter for H (heta) and P (pi) i combined the two. the symbol is called heta-pi and is written as ͰΠ

i came across this term, and i find it describes me as a physical nonhuman perfectly, as how my human appearance is a deceiving illusion to myself and others.

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drew a more MORE updated version of myself

using suggestions from @wereyeena who can see glimpses of my real body, i came up with this!!