weepspidey

[weepspidey]

ed & sh stats ⋆ dni if in recovery 4 ed/sh ⌁

if you do not wish 2 see this, you can click away now or view my intro

sh﹐tw . . . ⋆ i have been cutting since 2022 ⋆ i have hit styro and beans ⋆ styro on my thighs and arms (full arm) ⋆ i have cut my thighs, arms, stomach, chest, hands, and neck (neck not regularly) ⋆ most scars on thighs + arms (full arm) ⋆ small beans on thighs, deeper beans on arms ⋆ slowly becoming addicted 2 cutting deep... ⋆ my parents know about it + irls in general

ed﹐tw . . . ⋆ i have always hated my body ⋆ irls know (parents see my habits so they also kinda know) ⋆ at my lowest weight, my mom took me 2 an ed clinic and i "recovered" ⋆ started trying 2 lose weight january 2023 ⋆ started around december 2023 (probably b4, like over the summer but idk…) ⋆ 160.7 cm (last time i measured myself at least..) ⋆ sw 57.6 kg (bmi 22.3) ⋆ hw 60 kg (bmi 23.2) ⋆ lw 44.8 kg (bmi 17.3) ⋆ cw 49.5 (bmi 19.2) ⋆ gw 1 50 kg (bmi 19.4) 🔒 ⋆ gw 2 45 kg (bmi 17.4) ⋆ gw 3 40 kg (bmi 15.5) ⋆ gw 3 35 kg (bmi 13.6) ⋆ ugw 30 kg (bmi 11.6)

[weepspidey]

intro ⋆ READ B4 INTERACTING ⌁

you may know me from one of my previous accounts @spinnspidey, @radiospidey, @knifespidey, @razorspidey, @paraspidey, @retrospidey, @necrospidey, @varicspidey

THIS IS AN ED AND SH BLOG. THESE TOPICS WILL BE BROUGHT UP. PLEASE BLOCK DON'T REPORT. THANK YOU.

i go by many names but you can call me ajax or reo (spidey is also acceptable, or any nickname you want as long as it's not a weird pet name) my pronouns are cy/dae/hy/nix/thou/sin/bit/vam/xe/pluv/zom/he/any no fem pronouns

i am a minor (i'm 15 years old)

i am transmasc (ftm) and am unlabelled + lovesexual. i am in a LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP so please refrain from saying anything weird

i shitpost + vent post about my ed, sh, trauma, family issues, etc. if you have any trigger that you wish 2 b tagged, please inform or block the tag or block me if i frequently post about it.

i am mentally ill and i WILL talk about it. i have dx depression (i'm medicated 4 it), and my therapist suspects i have other mental illnesses. please keep this in mind.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT PROMOTE ANYTHING THAT I POST. I AM POSTING AS A WAY 2 VENT.

dni, byi, interests, tagging system, and other stuff under the cut!!!

dni . . . ⋆ basic dni (idrc ngl, do what you want but don't report me, and i block freely) ⋆ judgmental people ⋆ people who have mdni in their bio (i am a minor so??) ⋆ nsfw accounts (this means people who post/reblog porn/nudes, etc. if it's just text, it's fine) ⋆ overly sensitive people ⋆ people who aren't ok w dark topics/get uncomfortable by stuff like that (this is more 4 you than 4 me, i don't wanna make anyone upset) ⋆ people who get triggered by talking about sh, ed, alcohol, etc… (yes i am aware that it's bad, no don't come 2 my dms with a savior complex telling me 2 get help. i'm trying 2 get help) ⋆ i block freely btw cuz ik a lot of ppl don't respect dni lists + there's people who are unavoidable at times…

byi . . . ⋆ if you interact with me, i might seem excited n stuff ⋆ i might sound like i'm flirting but i'm not (i have a partner and i love them) ⋆ i can make a lot of sex jokes ⋆ i am very immature ⋆ don't try 2 "fix" me, i'll probably block you or ignore you ⋆ i'm a little unusual so yeah ⋆ don't b scared 2 interact w me i luv talking 2 peopleヾ(≧∇≦)ゞ ⋆ i am not pro ed or sh i just post about it and my experience…

fandoms . . . ⋆ hypmic (hypnosis mic) ⋆ paralive (paradox live) ⋆ reverse: 1999 ⋆ servamp ⋆ tougen anki ⋆ karneval ⋆ bsd (bungou stray dogs) ⋆ seraph of the end ⋆ litc (lost in the cloud) ⋆ kagerou daze ⋆ the case study of vanitas ⋆ pandora hearts ⋆ enstars (ensemble stars) (i am KIND OF a part of it bcuz my ex filled me up on a lot of lore when we were together…) ⋆ pjsk (project sekai) ⋆ theres probably some others but i forgot…

interests . . . ⋆ vkei ⋆ scene ⋆ anything bloody ⋆ cannibalism (ooh edgy) ⋆ tortures ⋆ psychology ⋆ music (i listen 2 vkei, scene, metal, etc…) ⋆ vampires ⋆ fanfiction (mostly genshin but other stuff occassionally) ⋆ true crime (i'm not tcc) ⋆ rarepairs (mostly genshin) ⋆ bats ⋆ writing ⋆ books ⋆ etc… ⋆ btw if you're interested in any of these or r interested bcoming friends PLEASEEE message me 🙏🙏😓 i'm looking 4 friends pleaseplwaseplease

tagging system . . . ⋆ #ajax posts ཋྀ » all posts will be tagged as this ⋆ #ajax reblogs ཋྀ » reblogs (obviously) ⋆ #ajax answers ཋྀ » answering asks ⋆ #ajax rants ཋྀ » ranting/serious topics/anything that's long ⋆ #ajax vents ཋྀ » vents ⋆ #ajax diary ཋྀ » things that happen in my life ⋆ #ajax polls ཋྀ » polls ⋆ #ajax pics ཋྀ » photos of me irl/that i have taken ⋆ #ajax meowties ཋྀ » mutuals!! ⋆ #ajax ed ཋྀ » ed related posts ⋆ #ajax sh ཋྀ » sh related posts ⋆ #ajax nsft ཋྀ » nsfw/suggestive posts ⋆ some tags will b added if i find a use 4 them ⋆ filter any of the tags or my blog if you do not wish 2 see it!!!

other . . . ⋆ link 2 my post with my ed & sh stats ⋆ alt blog with important things from this blog : @weepspidey ⋆ poem blog : @fleshspidey ⋆ rentry (more links in my rentry so check that out!!!)

remember!!! block DON'T report this blog if you need 2 ^^ this blog is meant as a way 2 vent my feelings/talk about my feelings so please don't dm me about how it's bad. i am aware.

[weepspidey]

new account is @skelespidey

chat i got termed On my way! 2 make a new account if any of my mutuals see this (i was @varicspidey) please reblog this and try 2 tell my other mutuals!!!

[weepspidey]

chat i got termed On my way! 2 make a new account if any of my mutuals see this (i was @varicspidey) please reblog this and try 2 tell my other mutuals!!!