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Hello gals! Kamusta kayo! Wala lang hahahaha sana masaya kayo ngayon Gusto ko lang mag thank you ^_^ sa lahat From grade 7-now, kayo kasama ko. Parang half of me is from you all hahahhaha. Ang laki ng natulong niyo saakin. Pag sad ako, nakakalimutan ko pag kasama kayo, kahit ngayon na di tayo magkasama. Andiyan kayo. Nararamdaman ko. Mga late night talks natin. It is so amazing na di tayo magkasama pero parang ang dami dami nating napaguusapan. Everytime na naiisip ko kayo I can only think of happy things hahahaha kasi parang everytime na kasama ko kayo parang new adventures. Thank you sa lahat ng mga itinulong niyo saakin, sa character development ko :)) i think you guys molded me more than my parents did kasi for how many years ive been with you feeling ko na kuha ko na din personality niyo. Thank you nieky for letting me borrow your bold and confident personality. It comes in handy pag may away ako lol. Ikaw lang talaga nakakasundo ko sa mga gera, love adventures and other stuff lol. Thank you sa lahat, kasama kita pag malungkot ako. And pinagkitawalaan mo ko nung malungkot ka din. Sabay tayong nagdadamayan. Pag umiyak ka, iiyak din ako hahaha. Sana di magbago yung pagiging strong spirit mo. I know, i know na despite all of those internal battles, you chose to fight. And I hope na sana di magbago yun. Continue to fight ha? I’ll see you in the end na lang. I know na kahit ano naman piliin mo sa buhay, you’ll be successful. Sana naman maghanap ka ng magandang jowa ano? Yung aalalgaan ka. Next time na magkuwento ka (sakin) sana naman yung keeper na ano po? Hahahha. I hope you redeem yourself too. Alam kong may nawala din sayo, sana mahanap mo na din yun ☺ mahal kita nieky, ikaw ang other half ko eh ❤ Thank you abbey for understanding ur friends. You listen to my stories, seryoso man o hindi, and that helped me be a deep person. Natuto din ako makinig sa iba. You always speak with empathy sakin hahaha, naiintindihan mo ko. Salamat. Madami akong natutunan sayo, and madami ka ding natulong saakin. Nung mga panahong lugmok ako, nakita lang kita refreshed na ako. Willing mo i abot mga kamay mo sa mga tao. I hope you won’t change that. Madami ka napagdaanan, and inintindi mo yun lahat. Kung sino ka man ngayon, sa mga narating mo, achievements mo, dahil iniwan mo yung mga napagdaanan mo. Thank you ^_^ for showing me that part of you. Thank you dahil ikaw ang clown ng grupo. Thank you dahil sa mga corny jokes mo may topic kami. Thank you for being my friend. Sorry kung lagi kitang nabubully hahaha di ka kasi pikon kaya ang sarap mong asarin. Sana magkajowa ka na. Ang corny mo eh (ps last na asar ko na yan pagbigyan mo na ako) Alyanna for her collected and calm disposition. Kahit di ka masyado nag oonline HAHA namimiss kita, and you taught me that sometimes di naman talaga bigdeal isang bagay. Seeing how you handle things, i learned the art of not giving a fuck is best for your sanity. Thank you din, kasi nung mga jhs tayo, di mo na siguro naalala, pero every hapon tayo nagkukuwentuhan. Ang dami nating pinagkukuwentuhan, daldal tayo ng daldal. Di ko nga maalala ano yun eh? Pero di tayo nauubusan ng topic. Kasi when i’m with you i always speak my mind. And ganun ka din. Thank you din, kasi minsan kapag nagsasabi ako ng mga sama ng loob, nagagalit ka on my behalf. Tsundere ka talaga. Lagi mo kong inaaway pero alam kong ako talaga pinaka love mo hahahhaa. Kaya mo yan, you have it in you. Grit, will, and everything. Naalala ko nung sinabi mong, "valedictorian? Madali lang yun" and nagawa mo nga hhahaha. Di mo na naalala pero naalala ko. Naalala ko mga memories ko with you all. Di niyo na naalala pero tinatapon ko mga lessons ko sa utak ko to give way to all of you. Especially ikaw alyanna. Hahahaha ikaw ang aking doted friend. I am proud of everything you’ve achieved. Sorry if magiging protective ako pero sana wag ka muna mag boyfriend ha? � masakit sa puso hahahaha. Hahaha. Thank you guys. I hope you guys will become an adult we aspired to be when we were younger. :)) thank you for being a good friend to me. I’ll remember you :)) i love you nieky, abigail, alyanna ☺ . I want to see you guys grow, na nakamit niyo na yung mga pangarap niyo at kasiyahan niyo, nandiyan man ako o wala. Maraming salamat sa lahat. Sana wag kayong masyadong masaktan. Pasensya na ha? Sorry talaga kung nagsisikreto ako sainyo. Sorry kung di ko to nasasabi sainyo. Sana wag niyo din sisihin sarili niyo. Sana magpatuloy pa din kayo. Mauuna na ako! Mahal ko kayo at maraming salamat!

 Para kina: 

Binibining Nieky Martinez 

Binibining Abigail Tolentino

 Binibining Alyanna Fulgencio

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Today I cried 

When I killed a spider

Because I realized 

Maybe he deserved to live 

More than I did 

And who was I

To take this life 

Unsuspecting 

While I’m still here

Suffering 

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Bright and burning star

Sound sleep to my love across the far

Clear and glowing moon

Sweet dreams my love and we will meet soon

Silence and darkness

I love you and take my good night kiss

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This occurence is nothing new

Been doing this since one should not have yet killed the Mockingbird

I'll tell you a story,

I've been called many names, by someone I least expected

Oh, I am a fool for believing him, me being a promiscuous and yet constantly demand a service; cater and ease

The worth and image I've built are now shattered

I don't blame him. I blame the one gullible enough to say yes because of a thrilling experience.

" I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that cost too much to be free"

And yet I still pursued. I'm hopeless and pathetic

Till you came, a heaven's pawn, raising a soul from perdition

Still a fool for waiting for an angel do regain her wit.

Now that you came, I learned to pray. Two things I did not envision talking about.

You saw my value, contrast to what I view.

You talk highly of me, reputable you seem and so I started to believe.

Slowly, you start building the foundation once broken.

Now that my fingers travel, every inch is filled with disgrace and every chafe is a tarnish etched.

I thank you for everything I have now

If ever we now part ways, I want you to know you've been a big part of me. You played an imporant role in series of my life.

You changed my whole being, made me realized of my doings.

I love you so.

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I hope I am a help in lifting the burden on your shoulder and I really hope I am not the burden you're carrying. I want to make you happy. I want to see your widest smile everyday and your deep dimple that never fails to drown me. I love your eyes, its like a siren alluring me to dive with your thoughts and be with me evergreen... and so I went. I want your beautiful eyes to be filled with hope and enthusiasm instead of bitter tears. For I adore and love you the most I'd rather hear your roaring laughter than discreet sobbing at night. I do not pray, but I plead to Him to take care of you at times of dolor. I love you my dear.

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Smattering, I hesitate to utter my thoughts

My tounge is stuck, unable to speak my mind

My feelings are indistinguishable

I cannot express the clouds floating fast, blown by a heavy wind.

Then it became scattered; unorganized and puzzled

Silence. I chose to remain silence.

Atleast, when I can't tame the chaos inside,

My veneer composure is serenity

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I will always be sorry

For the things i have done and shouldn't have done

For being blemished, damaged and flawed; not ideal for an infallible like you

For the moments passed uncherished and wasted because of my doing

Yet still smiling and laughing, being silly with me

I do not deserve someone like you but I am glad you came

I want you to know how much I love you dear

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Me: I want to be physically fit and have an abs and can do 100 push ups and lift this 100kg off the ground

Also me: i du not wanna go to gym today i wanna lay in the bed allnight and watch anime

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Till now, I am regretting that I did not continue my belt. For all the people out there, I recommend you to try and pursue different sports and activities. It will be a long road and of course there will be pains and aches everywhere but the change will be worthwhile and the experience is irreplaceable. 

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Bloopers pt. 2

Me and my other friend were partners in sparring so we sparred for good minutes. We were getting competitive and the fight was heating up. Neither of us don’t want to be called a loser so our feet became more and more active and hyper. Exactly the moment as her feet supposedly hit the ground, my feet were about to kick the soul out of her and as the fate sang, her sole feet hit my dorsal surface, the dense part of a human feet.

Long story short my feet swell for 1 week and no apology were given.

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Bloopers

There was this one time, my friend did not have a mouth piece yet and she has a brace and we sparred with NO HEAD GEARS meaning no cover and bare head and face. We were told not to aim heads but I was not listening and my feet hurts because of an accident (a different story). 

We were given 5 mins to spar then less than 3 minutes I KICKED HER FACE AND MY FEET SLAPPED HER HARD LIKE AN ANTAGONIST IN THE STORY BULLYING THE MAIN CHARACTER AND  I SLICED THE INSIDE OF HER GUMS LIKE STOMATITIS BUT PARALLEL BUT SHE HAVEN’T NOTICED YET. I ONLY NOTICED IT AFTER 30 SEC WHEN BLOOD WAS FLOWING OUT OF HER MOUTH.

Coach bought packed of ice cube and we nearly had a FO

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The Training- Taekwondo

The coaches have been easy on us since we were only white belts. HOWEVER the training was so extreme that I barely could walk the day after.

So we started working on our calves and leg muscles. First for warm up, we jogged for 15 minutes which drained our energy before we actually started doing the actual training. 

Then we started working on our flexibility MY FAVORITE ROUTINE. Me and my friends always compete on how far we can split and who can last longer. Because of that not only I can reach my toes when bending but I can also hug my legs clamped while doing so.

Then we jumped over cones  and we have this hand racket where we kick paddles while jumping. Not to mention that I ABSOLUTELY LOATHE THIS ROUTINE FOR THAT WAS 10 UNITS AND WE HAVE LIKE 50 CONES TO HURDLE AND I WAS GASPING FOR AIR. My only athletic background was volleyball and I haven’t had this extreme routine before. However reading that, it may seem little and easy BUT NO. NO IT WAS NOT EASY. 

Then next is lesson. This is where they teach us different moves, kicks and Poomsae (is a defined pattern of defense-and-attack motions).

Next is sparring, this is where we apply what we have learned. Occasionally, me and my friends make alternative scripted kicks because we were so exhausted that we could not kick anymore properly. There, when sparring with higher belts, they always aim for my stomach and I will not tell you how numerous I fell down. That was when I learned that even a weak kick but centered on your abdomen can make you fall make you lose your balance

Then the next day, I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WALK PROPERLY. I COULDN’T TAKE A BATH BECAUSE I CAN’T GET MYSELF UP ON MY BED LIKE I WAS ON A VEGETATIVE STATE AND WALKING WAS A REAL PAIN. I WALK LIKE A ROBOT STRAIGHT WITH UNBEND KNEES. SERIOUSLY WALKING UPSTAIRS IS LIKE WALKING THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL. I AM ACTUALLY THINKING OF CRAWLING AND I AM NOT EVEN JOKING. THAT WAS WHEN I STARTED QUESTIONING THOSE ACTORS IN TV THAT CROUCH AND SAYS THEIR LEG HURTS BECAUSE OF LEG DAY AND I’LL TELL YOU, WHEN YOU HAD YOUR LEG DAY YOU WOULD AND COULD NOT SQUAT FOR REAL

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The Beginning- Entering TKD

It was summer before I enter Grade 9, my friends decided to try something new and be productive this summer. That was when we came across this Taekwondo center along the Municipal. The gym is full of mirrors and the ground was covered with  martial arts mats.

First day of training, we have 3 coaches, 1 junior black belt and lots of kids with their parents who also wants their kids to be productive. We were taught how to count in Korean, basic terminologies in Korean and sole rules and principles we must follow as an athlete. 

it was a new environment and I am a bit uneasy because of an unfamiliar routine however I know that this will be challenging for us. Until now I am glad that I have joined.