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[wavetomyheart]

“I’ve never loved anyone as much as I loved you.”

a/n: Took a while but here’s the second part ‼️ Took me so long for ts to turn out booty… 🥲

As I’m processing what the hell just happened over the phone, his words linger in my mind. If I barely had the guts to call him, how the hell can I face him in person? I start running my fingers through my hair in distress and take a deep breath. Okay, it’s not like this is my first time meeting him, but it is the first time ever since we broke up. I haven’t spoke to him yet nor seen him face to face. The only time I would see him was in magazines for his interviews. I hated seeing him look so good especially if he wasn’t mine anymore. My thoughts were disrupted by the door bell ringing. “The fucking devil is here..” I quickly let out a sigh as I got up to get the door. I was greeted by a familiar blonde tall guy leaning over the doorway. I saw his eyes move to the inside of my empty house. “Guess you were telling the truth.” His eyes shift back to me, “Why did you have to wait last fucking minute to tell me?” My face looks like a mix of anger and confusion.

“You’re mad because I didn’t tell my ex i’m moving to another town? I don’t get it, we weren’t on talking terms so I don’t understand why I had to let you know?” He quickly speaks before I can get anything else out, “I get it, I do okay but you were more than just an ex to me. You were a big part of my life, and we meant something to each other. I don’t care if we weren’t talking, I want you to tell me everything that’s important. What if you never called me huh? Our breakup would’ve been the last time I’d ever see or talk to you.” I can tell he’s being genuine, I was about to speak but my words were cut off by a warm embrace. I hug him tightly as if I never want to let him go. I felt Atsumu tightening the hug even more, burying his head into my shoulder. I can feel his warm breath on my neck, “Don’t leave me alone, I’m feeling how you felt the day I left you. It’s a god awful feeling.” His voice slightly muffled. I smile at his current state, “Yeah? Well it was about damn time you felt what you put me through.” My words did not match my actions as I run my fingers through his hair, as a sign of comfort. “As much as I don’t want to leave you, I have no choice. I already got the place and everything Tsumu.” He quickly looks up at me, I saw his cheeky smile pasted all over his face. “Been a while since I heard that.” I slightly smile as I scoff, “Yeah I bet you’d missed me calling you that. Sorry I didn’t tell you earlier.” I say quietly almost like a whisper. It was silent for a while, it wasn’t awkward. We were just taking in each other’s presence. He speaks up after clinging onto to me, “Nah, I should’ve reached out sooner. I couldn’t set aside my damn pride, yer more important than it. Let me make up for our lost time.” I saw the smirk on his face getting bigger. I slightly shrugged my shoulders as I spoke, “How can I possibly decline this offer?” Without hesitation he takes me by my hand and drags me outside. He waits until I lock my door before taking me to wherever he has in mind. “Are you not going to tell me where we’re going?” He starts chuckling, “Why would I ever ruin a surprise?” He opens the car door before I could reach the handle, “What a gentleman” I scoff as I get in. He puts the playlist we both made for each other on the aux, I look at him with admiration. I didn’t think he would still listen to our songs. After a while of catching up with each other we arrive at what was once called “our spot.” It was an unknown park with a small pond, it had beautiful flowers surrounding it. We sat down at a bench, facing the beautiful view. “Yer know, I came here quite a few times hoping I would see you. I never did, so I stopped and only came when I missed you.” Hearing this confession made my heart ache. I felt a lump forming in my throat but quickly tried to shake it off, “I couldn’t handle seeing you which is why I never came.” I rest my head on his shoulder, “Just because you never saw me here, doesn’t mean I didn’t miss you. I missed you so damn much that I wanted to come here every single second of the day just to see if you would be here. If only I had the courage maybe just maybe, we could’ve resolved this sooner.” He suddenly grabbed my hand and kissed it gently as if he’d scared I would break. “Theres hella things we could’ve done sooner if we weren’t so scared, but yer know what? We made it back to each other so fuck the past.” He chuckles, I can tell he’s trying to lighten the mood. “Damn right.” I lift my head back up and stare at him, with love written all over my face. “I love you.” We both stare blankly at each other as we both said it at the same time, laughter fills the place. He leans in for a kiss, it was gentle and sweet. As he pulls away, he moved strands of hair away from my face. “I missed you.” “I missed you more Tsumu.”

[wavetomyheart]

🖇️ I’ve never loved anyone as much as I loved you.

Calling up your ex boyfriend, Atsumu.

CW: Slight cursing

PRT2

A/N: My first writing, left on a cliffhanger cs i’m evil 😈 (writers block hit me hard 😣) BUT TRUST ANOTHER PART WILL BE OUT SOON!

Everyone wants a fresh start in life so why not move to a new city? As I was packing up my stuff from my room I came across a box. The memories start flooding in as I open it, it was pictures and little gifts my ex gave me. Fuck, why did he have to end what we had? Why would he choose a damm sport over his own girlfriend? I would’ve supported him regardless of how little time he spent with me. Just him showing me his love and loyalty to me is all I need. I was too lost in thought that I didn’t even realize my tears started to fall into my lap. Before I even knew what I was doing, I pulled up his number ready to call. I wonder if he even has the same number, hell worst if i’m blocked. Knowing how petty he is, he for sure would’ve blocked me. I sit in silence debating whether or not I should reach out, I want to hear his voice one last time. I mean I am moving right? I should just fuck everything else and just go for it. I won’t see him again for God knows how long, maybe even never.

After a while of fighting the voices in my head arguing whether I should call him or not, I press call. My stomach turns into thousands of knots, I nervously play with the end of my shirt. The phone rings for a moment, I start to regret calling knowing he wouldn’t have picked up. As I as about to hang up I hear a confused voice, “Hello?” I panic staying silent for a moment before speaking, “Hey I know you probably weren’t expecting my call, I came across the stuff you gave me when we were dating.” Silence fills the room, “Is that the only reason you called me?” I can hear how cocky he sounded and looked even without seeing his face. I make an irritated face but it quickly turns into a small smile, i’m glad he still hasn’t changed since the last time we talked. Fuck it, “Nah, I called because I wanted to hear your voice one last time.” I instantly regretted saying that, it would only boost his ego by much I missed him. I hear him chuckle, “What do ya mean one last time? You’re acting like we won’t see each other anymore.” “Ding ding, that’s because we won’t. I’m moving far away Atsumu.”

Silence. I don’t hear a word come out from Atsumu, I check my phone to see if we were still calling. “Uhm hello? Are you still here?” He finally broke his silence, “My bad just haven’t heard you call me that in forever, you moving shocked me too. You always loved this town, what changed your mind?” That’s right, I haven’t called him Atsumu since we were friends, it was always nicknames. Such as Atsu and cringe pet names that couples say. “Yeah you’re right, I have always loved this town but I just need a new refresher in life. I don’t know if I will come back here to visit family.” “Are you still home right now?” His question caught me off guard, “Uh yeah, i’m still packing up my room.” “I’m coming over, stay put.” Before I can even answer he hung up. What the hell just happened?