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I got to my lowest weight 122 lbs last may thats 48 lbs i lost since i started this account. Im now at 138 lbs and feel myself climbing and the more i gain the farther i feel away from myself. Getting to that weight requied complete isolation and months of hating myself into the ground. This time im going to fast and restrict the best i can for the next month. So i can get back to a weight that i can manage. At 125 i looked the same at least in my head which i thought was a joke they’d make about edbut nope i felt no difference. I know for sure it wasnt in my head cause ive seen girls my hieat and low weight fit into a size 2. Which means i dropped a bulk of weight, yes but the fat was still there. Which means that i had needed to double down on a workout routine at my lowest weight not fall off and stop paying attention. Not again not this time. This part of my life can’t follow me past this point. I can’t keep hating myself.

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(not my video)

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Okay I’m doing a 20 day water fast. I know what I have to do. I have my electrolyte water and an electrolyte soap which I didn’t know existed but you should definitely check it out. I’ll be at home most of the time and the best part is I’ll be home alone. I’m mildly aware that parents know I have an ED but they also never address any issues so this is great. 20 days no food just water. After this fast I’ll be focusing on gut health and eating cleaner. I’ve been eating so bad all summer so I have to fix it now before I find myself back at my start weight god forbid. Anywho wish me luck

Update: I take back the whole “my parents won’t do anything.” I ate some mash potatoes, a grilled chicken thigh, 2 slices of bread and 2 glasses of orange juice. Doesn’t matter tho cuz tmw is game on

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🍂Skinny by Fall Diet🍂

1. 550

2. Fast

3. 500

4. 300

5. 350

6. 120

7. 100

8. 250

9. Fast

10: 450

11. 200

12. 220

13. 480

14. Fast

15. 300

16. 100

17. 400

18. 300

19. 500

20. Fast

21. 300

22. 600

23. 300

24. 550

25. 200

26. 450

27. Fast

28. 200

29. 300

30. 250

31. 400

32. Fast

34. 300

35. 230

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