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⁠♡ — ; | 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙤𝙫𝙖𝙨.

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SYPNOSIS:

Xielle, an active and famous girl who self destructed due to the unbearable agony of life of being in the spotlight where every move is being judged and criticized.

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Chapter II

As I make my way to my designated room, I can see a lot of people clicking their cameras to me and asking me for a pose but I can't at the moment because I have to prepare right away for the make ups and the fits that I have to wear to the Runway. The Staffs greeted me and I smiled at them and they started to do what they need to do, As a responsible being (lmao) I helped them out a bit so that the pace will be more faster and to lessen the hassles that they have to face, although, they feel guilty about it but I assured them it's nothing to worry about. The set up in my room's done and I made my way next to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I found Louvié sitting on my chair and as soon as he landed his eyes on me he immediately got up and gave up the seat to me and dried my hair with a blower since my Makeup Artist is not here yet.

Mind you, Louviè is already used to seeing me in a towel and sometimes naked specially whenever he comes with me here in Runway because, to tell you? Its pretty normal for us now.

"Your hair's damn frizzy by the way" He commented.

"Cus you kept on hurrying me earlier dumbass" I said as I roll my eyes and he laughed.

"𝘑𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳è𝘴 𝘥é𝘴𝘰𝘭é 𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘳, I was just really panicking earlier because I don't want us to be late" he said.

I smiled and leaned my head backwards and he hugged my head and literally did a head lock on me as a joke and we laughed. My hair's dry now and he then started combing it, the silence followed for minutes until he suddenly asked.

"Xielle, it's crazy how we're still surviving in this world, no?"

I chuckled as I get what he's trying to say.

"Well, we don't have a choice Louvière, we were born with the kind of parents we have right now, we need to suck all this pressure out" I sighed and hold his hands that's now resting on my shoulders.

"Yeah you're right, I mean it's not that we're new to this type of living but you know, a part of me wants to run away from all of this and just live normally" I can see him finally showing his real expression (resting face) as he say these words and he looked down on me and gave me a soft hair ruffle and we both just sighed and smile.

We were interrupted by my MUA barging in and greeting us.

"𝘉𝘰𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘊𝘩𝘭𝘰é!" Louviè greeted Chloé, my MUA ever since me and Louvière are still kids and also mom's cousin.

"𝘉𝘰𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴!" Chloé greeted as she gave both of us a cheek kiss and hugged us both.

Chloé asked how are we doing as she pulls out the sweets in her bag and Louviè's eyes are sparkling like a kid and she then started to tie my hair and set up clip pins on it and we eat a little first and brushed our teeth's after. She now started to apply moisturizer on my face and the next of skin care layer follows.

Minutes had passed and now she's going to do my make up. Louviè is taking pictures for us and taking a short video, and a mirror shot that includes all of us. He asked if my phone's low battery and I said yes and immediately handed it to him so he can charge it, he Faced ID his face on it and Airdrop all the pictures and videos he took when I heard a notification ping.

"Oh, it's from your delusional ex" his stern voice is scary like damn but i'm more annoyed that my ex contacted me again.

"what the fuck, I thought I blocked that jackass already? Or did he make a new account again?" I responded.

"block him." I ordered Louvière before he say another word because God knows how much scolding will I get from him again, smh.

My phase with Louvière saving me from that guy is, something I don't want to remember again because, Louviè did a lot for me back then, the efforts and sacrifices he did just to stay with me that time. I got a nonstop scoldings and nag from him tho but I don't blame him, he's literally the only person who could knock out some sense to me because i'm too dumb and numb to realize it on my own when i'm in my in love or blind phase of life.

My makeup's finally done and i'm now wearing the outfit that Chloé have for me for the first round, she did my long hair wavy and attached a bangs so she doesn't have to cut my hair, The theme for tonight is office wears so im basically wearing a unique suit and a tight top inside of it and a shape taker slacks and it's a monochrome tone and the fabric's smooth.

Louvière escorted me to the back stage and he greeted mom and gave her a cheek to cheek and sat beside her, my mom is quite a talkative one so yes, Louviè's in hell right now, my mom talks nonstop about me and he knows that she won't stop giving me comments if I fail tonight's walk to the runway. My dad is running late tonight since he still have a meeting when we messaged him earlier but he said he's on the way 7 minutes ago so I'm expecting him to be here 20 minutes from now since it's not that far from here.

I'm 8th in the line to walk and we also practiced some kind of staged drama earlier like collision while walking with an insulting expression from our faces before walking again.

When the 5th model is almost going back the 6th followed to walk forward and they collided lol, I still can't believe we can make a straight face despite all this but professionalism right? I saw my dad getting assisted by the event organizer towards the seat beside my mom and they greeted each other and shaked hands with Louviè.

The 6th model came back and it's now the 7th who's going to walk, they're all stunning to be honest and also these heels we're all wearing is a leg killer but can't argue with it.

7th's coming back so i'm now next to walk, and as practiced, we collided as well and our expressions are grinning this time and not insulting.

"Goodluck babe, i root for you" She whispers before we parted ways and I said "thanks you look stunning tonight" and faced the crowd. I could hear it roar as soon as the video camera moved its motion to me and I'm all over the screens, I started walking with a resting bitch face expression on my face and then look side by side and give the cameras a grin. I could see and hear clearly the crowd giving me a very big round of applause, I now took a twirl turn and looked at the camera for a pose then made my way back to the starting point to collide with the 9th model and I gave a wink and she smiled.

As I made my way to the back stage, some of the models formed a crowd and congratulated me and some are awed because they're finally seeing me in personal which they say their dream come trues. I felt happy ofcourse, these stunning ladies complimenting me and that. I also complimented them back because they really deserve it and their beauties are so fine like wines. When all of the models came back, I borrowed my phone from Chloé and set it to 0.5x and I asked them to take a picture with me and they giggly posed then I asked one of the staff to take a picture for all of us. I airdrop it first and thanked them for going here and told them I'll see them next time around and they're smiles are genuine I could tell and we bid our goodbyes.

I was only told to walk on the first round so after this I got changed and sat beside Louvière to continue watching the rest.

My mom is giggling like a teen and hugged me while congratulating me, my dad's smiling as well and told me congrats before we all take our seats.

"If only you've seen their eyes while watching you walk 𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘳" Louviè whispered to my ears and I gave him a smile before responding.

"How did I look earlier tho?" I asked.

"Stunning as always, your walk is outstanding and perfect as ever" he complimented me and I thanked him for that as well.

Well at least my parents aren't disappointed is what matters to me right now. I'm so exhausted that I asked my parents if I could go first with Louviè accompanying me and they gave us a go signal for it. We go to my designated room first to take a shower and remove my makeup then get changed to something comfortable, Louvière followed after me and get changed as well and later on gather all our stuffs and greeted Chloé goodbye and made our way towards the parking lot and he pressed my keys and found my car immediately and opened the doors for me, I checked the time and it's almost 11pm in the evening.

When everything's set, he started driving and the traffic's pretty bad. I can feel my eyes being heavy or is it because it's so comfortable because it's cold?

"take a nap first princess, tonight's pretty exhausting for us" he said with a soft voice and reached out to the backseat for my blanket and adjusted my seat.

"What about you tho? I bothered you enough today" I said and he shrugged and said "Nah"

"You should rest tonight in our house, how's that?" I suggested.

"Fine, i'll call Ma" he said and started to dial his mom, he got directed to the voicemail so he just left a message there.

The green light blinked so he started driving again, I closed my eyes because I can't take it anymore.

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I woke up to the voices of people only to find out Louviè carrying me in bridal style with my blanket still on me and asking our Maids to prepare his room and my room then started to make his way upstairs followed by our Maids then he patiently stood there carrying me while he waits for my Maids to come out then he lay me down and removed my shoes for me. I was too tired and hazy to say goodbye but he kissed my forehead goodnight then got out of my room.

I got back to sleep.

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I woke up in the middle of the night and tapped everywhere to find my phone, when I can't touch it anywhere, I took a breath first then slowly opened my eyes then got up, I found it sitting on top of my lamp table and I checked the time.

Holy shit it's 3am? I washed my face and immediately rushed out to my room to find Louviè, he's staying in the guest's room and I knocked to see if he's awake. I received no response so I guess he's sleeping.

I was about to go back to my room when I felt an arm grabbing me.

"What the hell do you know what time is it right now for you to knock?" His bed hair and squinty eyes are looking down on me while he's grabbing the back collar of my sweater. I feel bad for knocking damn, I must've disturbed his sleep big time.

I was ready to get scolded when he asked "Do you want to sleep beside me? I'm still too tired to talk to you right now" I nodded because I literally miss our sleepovers, it's been awhile after all.

He let go of my sweater and I entered his room and lay down beside him while we hug.

"Goodnight" we both said.

I closed my eyes again.

I could hear his heartbeat, time flies so fast he grew up so quick, he outgrown my height, I was taller than him before, unfair. He's now bigger than me like those bulky sexy dudes in the magazine, he's caressing my hair while sleeping, his habits never go huh.

To be honest, we're inseparable ever since we're kids, everyone often mistaken us as a couple although we're not. This kind of bond we have is normal for us, though he stopped being like this when I was still with my ex as a respect and the same goes for me when he was still dating his ex. We've been every ups and downs of our lives, helping each other every struggles. Our families actually wants us to be together, they approve us so much that they're hoping that we should date soon but we actually don't have that in mind because there's still more to explore.

Tho we made a pact that if we're still not married by the age of 30s is we'll marry each other, tho you know it's kind of impossible to happen knowing that we both have suitors, I've seen Louviè getting terrified over a girl who's courting him and I was laughing the entire time.

My thoughts got cut when my brain finally stopped thinking and I fell asleep.

𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆...

— end of chapter 2.

[wasabis-stuff]

⁠♡ — ; | 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙤𝙫𝙖𝙨.

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SYPNOSIS:

Xielle, an active and famous girl who self destructed due to the unbearable agony of life of being in the spotlight where every move is being judged and criticized.

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Chapter I

"Have you ever seen a supernova? It's beautiful isn't it?" The questions I always ask to people I've interacted with.

Their answers are either yes and no's following with reasons they could think and say.

What about me? Have i seen one? Yes, I've seen it, many times, even us explodes, even me. Now what's the connection of that with supernovas? We all know how supernovas are formed, it's when a massive star runs out of fuel, gravity taking over it then it self destructs and a rapid explosion happens. It also happens to all of us, we ran out of light and hope to living due to the pressure that was bestowed upon us and if we can't handle it anymore we self destruct, the difference is that we have types of self destruct. We have different pressures in life, we're our own stars, our energy and vibrance are our own treasure but what will happen if we lose it? Will we evolve into something good or bad? Supernovas are beautiful despite the sadness in chaos, So are we.

The thoughts surrounded my head as my eyes slowly gets heavy and i fell asleep.

I woke up the next day feeling still exhausted. It's Saturday.

My name is Xielle Voltaire, a Model and Musician. A College Student studying Bachelor of Science in Psychology here in France. Both of my parents are successful, now you're asking - why am I even complaining when i'm already living a luxurious life? Mind you, be careful of what you wished for, just because I live in this kind of life doesn't mean it's all about lavish and ease. I'm not bragging about our life because I aim to build my name not because my parents are successful and famous but because I've done something good that will spread and make my name known to people.

I got out of my bed and made my way to the bathroom and did all the necessary things a girl must do. While making my way to the kitchen I could feel my Father's cold gaze towards me, the maids greeted me and i gave them a smile and a nod bow as a greet back, I plan to make Lasagna today. My mom started to make her way towards me and "What are you making today sweetie?" She asked, I answered "Lasagna, would you both want some for lunch later?" I asked pertaining to dad as well, they both smiled and nod, to tell you they might be strict but they love pastas, "Oh and don't worry Mom I already ordered a Baguette so we'll have a garlic bread as side dish", my mom's smile widens and gave me a kiss and goes back to the table. They're taking their breakfast early as 6am while I'll just eat later since I don't really eat this early.

Two hours had passed and im done making lasagna and garlic bread then started to pack lunches for my parents. I asked our maids to bring it to them since they already left for work an hour ago. I checked my phone because it's been ringing notifications ever since I woke up.

Fuck, it's Louvière.

Louvière is my partner in crime, he's been with me since fetus. Reading thoroughly to his messages, he sure loves to curse when he's mad. Well i get it, he's time punctual after all, while scrolling I receive a call.

"Â𝘭𝘭𝘰 Louviè—"

"𝘛𝘰𝘪 𝘱é𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦! it's about damn time you answer!"

Damn talk about the temper.

"Listen Louvière, I—"

"No! Get your ass here now!" And ended the call abruptly.

I sighed and showered real quick and picked the outfit for today and drive towards where Louvié is. As I park my car I could see him from my side mirror approaching my car, I chuckled as i get my viola and get out. He's crossing his arms, eyebrows meeting and eyes squinted.

"Do you know what time is it?" He said.

I brought out the sweets i got for him as i was driving earlier hoping it would calm him down. I swear sweets works like magic to his temper because he quickly livened up as soon as he saw that it came from his favorite shop.

We then made our way towards the entrance of the building down to orchestra pit to practice our upcoming recital.

We were greeted by pairs of eyes as we made our way to the backstage, there's a lot of people watching us, all professionals and others are students. We quickly go to our designated rooms to prepare and practiced our created piece there before practicing it to the stage. The recital will be on Monday evening (after my class) and loads of people from different country, universities, and etc. Will come to watch and give a critique. Even my parents will be there. My Dad was the one who pushed this to me even if I didn't wanted to but i've come to sort of like it since I love music but I just hate the pressure he's giving me to be always on the top of everyone. Every note must be perfect, the movements or my fingers and flow of my arms should be smooth like water, and lastly the timing and mood, all of it.

Louvière is playing the piano for this recital. We're going vice versa as well. It's not just Violin and Piano that we know how to play, but also Guitar and Drums and Flutes. Louvière is a natural born musician, he devoted his life to music and the piece we're going to play is his own created piece, Inspired by Jakob Ludwig Felix Mendelssohn Bartholdy widely known as "Felix Mendelssohn", a German composer, pianist, organist and conductor of the early Romantic period.

We practiced for 30 minutes and later on fall in line towards the backstage to rehearse our event pacing and have the elderly professionals to criticize our performance so that there will be no errors when the event comes.

It was our turn and we positioned ourselves and started playing.

It lasted for about 10 minutes and the elderly professionals are clapping in satisfaction.

"𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘵! 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘤𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦!" one of the professionals clapped and shouted.

Me and Louvière bowed gracefully and thanked the elderly and made our way out. Our coach is smiling wide as she greets us with joy in her eyes.

I was so exhausted from playing that I took out a smoke and ignited it. "Give me one too" Louvière said and I tossed him one with my lighter.

"Exhausting isn't it?" He asked.

"Yeah surely." I answered.

"Where are you headed after this?" his 2nd question.

"Model Runway"

"Oh yeah, tough luck you have, I'll go with you." And starts to pack our stuffs as he grabbed my arms to get up and we made our way outside the building and he asked his driver to drive his car back to their home and tossed the keys to his driver. He opened my passenger seat and put our stuffs on the backseat and made his way to drivers seat and speed drive towards the Runway.

"What's up, you look dead right now" he asked trying to initiate a conversation in the midst of our silence.

"Dunno" I responded.

We arrived at the Runway and there's a lot of people as well, Cameras everywhere and my mom greeting me. My mom's a professional model, who fucking else isn't professional in this family except for me yet. Louvié escorted me out of my car and walked me to my designated room.

— end of chapter 1.