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Hey here's a preview of our new song that's about to be fully released by next week! Full album to come! Art by apis mellifera

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Hercules and the Hydra (detail) by Lucas Cranach the Elder, c. 1537.

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Boogeymen - part of a series of eerie stereoviews - dated 1923 (Via)

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Light pillowy love to fall into

Indentations created dimples that revealed joy

Silver spoons to keep you well

Covered in honey and ginger and frozen

Melt in hot porcelain cups with Chinese inscriptions.

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Flowers bloom up through the ground like a child being born

Rain collecting in the flowers curves like a cup of tea

Dew drops drip off the grass that is thin and hangs from the earth like feathers of a parakeet meeting the sky it's blue brother.

A child rolls his toy duck down the street like a sack of potatoes, heavier than he expected it to be this morning.

The sun Heracles and

I am king amyntor

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tides that rumble

choppy thought

broken cycles

lies bought

like ripened fruit

ready to pluck

spread like ants

gamblers luck.

Who’s alter

so pristine

holy dancer

why so mean.

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A mean streak

A shard of glass

A white veil

A piece of trash

Always there to make a pass

Never gonna last

Never gonna last

Never gonna last

You hike up your long cuffs

Ready for the final blow

But when the words leave your mouth

You look just like a doe

In headlights in headlights

I want you to stand up for me

I want you to stand up

But now I point my bow

Remembering to pick my battles

As I hold my tongue

Hold my tongue

Hold my tongue

You can swallow it this time

You can fall right into line

You can swallow it this time

It'll all go back to normal ones the sun shines

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I am fixing my brain with images

history

I barely remember.

Timelines just jumble up and I feel remorse 

I am disengaged.

I help myself by reading of wit and wisdom

and I wonder how to strike that balance

I want to laugh at myself.

How can I attain their love

or admiration.

This is a thought that enters my mind, then I am reminded that it should not matter.

I should want to love my own life, and what does my own life give to me?

I see the raindrops are falling and I am reminded of the smell of the ocean back home, and the puddles that create small ponds on the beach

The dry coast becomes a marsh.

I can remember that my hands are big like my fathers

My heavy steps are like his.

I wish I could be connected to something that gave me greater ideas.

Inspiration.

It is Sunday. It is January. I do not think it will be good if I push the agenda. He needs these things. I need to pray to wind. I have no tether other than my insecurity. It pins me to the ground like a safety pin. Am I grounded? I feel boring. 

Orions belt is a constellation bore from the pursuit of rape and demonstration over women. Maybe pursuit of love or obsession of the pleiades. These were the young daughters of atlas. Atlas was forced to hold up the sky and therefore could not protect his daughters.

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by Adam Gibbs

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Fairy Land

Artist : Gustave Doré

1881

Source : artic.edu

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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980; February 17th, 1970

Text ID: I don't feel guilt at being unsociable, though I may sometimes regret it because my loneliness is painful. But when I move into the world, it feels like a moral fall—like seeking love in a whorehouse.

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Natalie Wee, Never been kissed

@natalieweepoetry

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Aurora borealis captured by Matt Robinson, on Senja island, Norway (22/11/2020)

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Buy her the lingerie you want to see her in.