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This is a really good but harrowing documentary about women who ended up in prison in California and were sterilized without their consent...not fifty years ago, not a hundred years ago but present day and it is not some rare instance either but wide scale.

America is so full of lies. It pisses me off, but screaming about human rights…which they themselves do not adhere to. The fact that Califonia is still actively practicing eugenics is so sick.

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i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

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“I’m going to tell you a secret: You don’t have to believe every thought that pops into your head.”

— B. Dave Walters

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“I’m not much like myself any more.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

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turns out i simply cannot handle things or situations

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having a snuggable animal in your home is like a constant minigame of ancestral persistence hunting, every morning this beast is getting yoinked from various parts of the house to indulge our daily ritual of bringing him back to bed for cuddling purposes. im like the doom guy in hell meme but instead of ronald reagan im looking for my cat

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forgive yourself again and again and again and again and again

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7 most adhd moods

–the Only Mood everyone else knows about: i  wanna do THIS and THIS and THIS and THIS and THIS and–SQUIRREL

–galaxy brain: i was listening to the lecture but the prof said something that reminded me of something else and now i’m not sure how much time i was lost in thought

–the tutorial only comes in video format: i’m sorry, but you’ve thrown off the emperor’s groove *hurls product & its tutorial video into the sun*

–damn you hyperfocus: i went to bed intending to wake up and write but this morning i was possessed by a cleanliness spirit and spent the next 14 hours organizing the apartment

–i dont think u tried at all.jpg: did i seriously spend an entire free day refreshing twitter b/c i didn’t want to spend 10 minutes finishing my hw but wouldn’t let myself do anything else until i finished it???? (yes)

–patrick star: *unlocks phone* time to check the weather. *opens twitter* the weather. *opens messenger* the weather. *opens mobage game* the weather. *opens facebook* the weather. *opens twitter again* THE WEA–

–smells like depression: literally everything is too boring. i’m going back to sleep

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ADHD at night: I could write a book. I could get my Master’s Degree. I could go to the club and come home with 12 new friends. I could get a job at that club and meet the mother of my children. I could cure every disease and use my wealth to bring world peace.

ADHD during the day: Fold laundry too hard :( Come back next week

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“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany