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I'm so so sorry for what you've gone through. I wish you all peace and safety. So proud of you for being brave enough to come forward and be honest about everything. To your new host- I know there's probably some adjusting you might need to do, because god knows how hard hosting can be, but I know you're here for a reason, you're valuable and you're stronger than you think. Please know you ARE cared for and you are worthy of everything that is good in your life. You are enough. You are all enough.

Good luck out there, and I hope better days will come your ways soon.

- 🌈🦋 Ash and Lotus, from the Tea Forest system

I wanted to answer this before I fell asleep, but thank you so much 😭. Genuinely, it was scary to say something because it felt like another excuse (and you know potentially a way to link this blog to me and cause more drama-), but I felt like it was important for everyone to know where my head is currently with everything just rushing and rushing and... ugh, you know?

- Nurse Maizie

I'd also like to thank you for your kind words; I hope I can provide the sort of community that the old host and main person behind this blog, former Head Nurse Mari, could. I will do my best not to mix up their names or something again. 🫡

- Head Nurse Ivan

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Time to be Honest; Where I've Been

I know the hiatus has continued, and I'm sorry; here's what's going on (TW: stalking, death threats).

tl;dr, I'm probably just going to move accounts, set this one up with my new account as a collaborator, and should be back to posting properly within the week. The key word here is should.

On top of our idol activities, we've been stalked since September/August, with several threats thrown our way (from finding us in person to getting someone killed if we don't do what we're told). The individual in question consistently block evades us and tumblr won't do anything about it. Heck, now I can be punished if I publish proof of what she's said and done to me! The whole ordeal has been incredibly traumatic, causing us to have frequent episodes and act out; we've also switched hosts due to this, and our new guy also knows nothing about this game and doesn't want to mess it up.

Again, I'm so sorry about the delay. We're just sorting things out.

-Nurse Maizie

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I'm so sorry that the queue dried up, I'll add more... later? I had another performance, and doing Rolling Girl as a chronically ill person? I died for a few days. X_X

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Tsukasa Tenma and Minori Hanasato are both autistic, and have trouble regulating the volume of their voices (totally not projecting smh)

Tsukasa Tenma and Minori Hanasato are both autistic, and have trouble regulating their voice volume (and the submitter is not projecting)!

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Ena has NPD (<- totally not projecting)

Ena Shininome has Narcissistic Personality Disorder (and the submitter is definitely not projecting)!

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My disability headcanon is that Shizuku has experienced damage to her brain!

(sorry for the clunky wording; I just wanted to make it clear that this is intended as a headcanon, not an insult)

I figured I'd break my mini post break with this one because I wanted to say that the term brain damage will not be ridiculed or taken as an insult here (to anyone who feels it's harsh, there was a post floating around the cpunk tags explaining it). However, I will word it the way you have here.

Shizuku Hinomori has experienced damage to her brain!

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Toya has chronic hand pain

Toya Aoyagi has chronic hand pain!

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Unsure if it's been done before but WxS Luka has narcolepsy to me <3

WonderlandsxShowtime Luka has narcolepsy!

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so many ans lately... truly the pride and joy of the disabled community

Definitely!

Like, I think we all adopted Saki due to the canon disability and wanting better writing, and then half of the fandom also just nabbed An, and I think that's beautiful!

Like, obviously there are other common characters like Kanade, Mizuki, Nene, Emu, Tsukasa... but the number of An asks I get in a day is so fun! Maybe I should just queue them all together and give you an Anpocalypse..............

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An is AuDHD… to me…. Like, executive dysfunction + alexithymia + sensory issues. Hates extreme temperatures. Also she stims, she has physical stims (hair twirling, jumping around, etc,) but she REALLY likes vocal stims, like she has a lot of vocalizations in VBS songs you can’t convince me those aren’t stims.

Also Kohane is autistic too, they’re autism4autism I think <3

An Shirashi is AuDHD, hates extreme temperatures, and has a lot of physical and vocal stims! Kohane Asuzawa is also autistic, they are autism4autism!

I read this and immediately thought of their "Odo" cover because my partner and I are planning on covering that one and I sing for Kohane, and like... I just keep listening to An's vocalizations and being jealous that he gets to do them!

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Inhales

An Shiraishi has BPD thank you for listening

Runs off and dissapates from existence

This is so true!!! Wait- where did you-?

An Shirashi has BPD!

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Okay one more actually

Rui Kamishiro has ARFID? 👀

Rui Kamishiro has ARFID!

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an shiraishi has EDS and chronic fatigue but she pushes through chronic pain and puts on a brave face for vbs <3 she will Not hear it if her friends tell her she's overworking herself even though she's exhausted at the end of every day because she's at school and at work and practicing on vivid street

An! Stop doing that! It's bad for your body and mind to overwork yourself like that!!!

An Shirashi has Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome!

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Mizuki is a cane user and helps all the pther characters who have mobility aids with decorating them and making them look pretty (i imagine them decorating their own with ribbons)

Mizuki Akiyama is a cane user and helps the other mobility-aid-using members of the cast decorate them!

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I'm going to be cosplaying her at a convention today (hopefully, if the package arrived), so I'm giving myself a projection day, sorry everybunny!

Kohane Asuzawa has horrible chronic pain in her knees specifically that has more than one root cause! And she's using a wheelchair for it sometimes because she's just like me!

Update: I'm actually Emu today, but my hypermobile Emu headcanon is already out there, so I'm keeping this one in the queue!!!

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Headcanon that Tsukasa is good at helping out the rest of WxS when they have flare ups since he learnt from helping his sister with her disability (Rui is epileptic w/ CFS, Nene is deaf and has chronic pain caused by stress, Emu is hypermobile)

This is so true, I know Tsukasa personally. /silly

Tsukasa Tenma is very good at helping out the rest of WonderlandsxShowtime with their flare-ups!

Rui Kamishiro is epileptic with chronic fatigue syndrome, Nene Kusanagi is Deaf and has stress-based chronic pain, and Emu Otori is hypermobile!

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That's Honami not Haruka

I'm crying, anon. /silly