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first day of fourth grade :’)

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JUST TOOK MY LAST FINAL EXAM WOOT WOOOT

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me and hal’s went to NY for a day with Naima and got to hang out one on one for the first time in i don’t even know how long. felt so reconnected and bonded. i feel so grateful for her being here, she is such a sweetheart and i love her

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i graduated with my masters (not quiet done yet tho) and my whole family came through + halimo and fatou. was an amazing time, i felt important and cared for, felt loved and appreciated. alhamdullilah for this experience.

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you exist and in return i love you

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so much happened!!!!! i’ll update soon

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i consciously experienced love at first sight when naima was born, and i’a i can’t wait to experience that again with my own children.

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ilhan graduated today

me and hal’s sent her flowers (the first flower delivery i ever did and i love it?? i gotta do this more often i love the feeling it gave me)

so sad i couldn’t be there in person but i don’t think i have the proper words to properly articulate how absolute filled with pride i am at her achievement. hope i can find a way to express that

i am absolutely filled with happiness xor her, she deserves the joy that i hope these next few days will be filled with

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It is xurrently graduation eve, the night of Wedesday May 15.

so many emotions going into tomorrow, i made dua and prayed for these next few days to be peaceful and happy for all of those around me.

for some reason, could definitely be my period, i have been so close to crying more than a few times. idk if it’s relief that this day is finally coming or a bit of disappointment? that is a feeling that i feel myself running from constantly, which is why i think i find it so hard to let other people celebrate me. could also be anxiety o having to navigate those situations. idk

i want to focus on walking a cross the stage tmr and getting dressed. i will listen to good music, take my time and share my space with fatou.

today has been a bit of a fiasco but i’m proud of how i navigated all of it. a bit of positivity and patience goes a long way.

I AM GRADUATING WITH MY MASTERS TMRRRRE ELELELELELEL

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Had my Quant and clinical Epi finals. alx it’s over

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the sickest thing that has ever happened to me

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went to tds and, as always, felt my soul moved when hearing their stories.

i want to be in more islamic spaces and be around religious people. this experience was so heartwarming and intimate, loved loved loved

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temi sent me this and i hope we get to recreate it😭

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DRESS ARRIVED