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I used to worry that doing dirty things with you would make me love you more, or maybe make me feel dirty in return, but I really dont regret it. I’m happy we could do what we did, I dont think I want it again, though.

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I am a liar. I don’t miss you. I might tomorrow, but I didn’t really miss you today.

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Everything you two do piss me off, I really want you guys to leave me alone. I hate you both, leave me alone.

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I hope the world stops spinning, and the earth tips off orbit. I hope we’re knocked out of the solar system and everything gets unbearably cold.

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I remember seeing you again after that night, you seemed scared to talk to me. Like I would outwardly hate you like I did that night.

Everything I said was true, I ment every word.

But I pretended to forget, I pretended I had moved on.

You should’ve killed me that night, just like you said you were going to.

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Sometimes I like to pretend to be dead, like a corpse thats been left to rot. It feels good.

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Instead of killing myself, I think I’ll just jerk off. Maybe it’ll make me feel better.

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I really don’t want to talk to anything. I dont want to do anything. I wish I could just be happy, but I cant.

I want to delete everything and become nothing.

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I’m scared, really.

When you reach out I get scared.

I’m scared.

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I wonder if you think about me.

I wonder if anybody thinks of me

Looking back at my past, how many people I’ve met, I wonder if any of them remember me. If they think about me, or have changed and grown because of me.

I doubt I’ve effected anybody’s life so drastically. But I cant help but wonder if I’m more important than I think I am.

If you saw me today, would you recognize me? Would you love me like you did back then?

I would probably be horrified. No matter who you were. I would be scared of you.

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I hate myself, I hate everything about me. I wonder if this is my punishment? Something so horrible only divine punishment could inflict.

There is no reason to live anymore. I have no reason to be alive. All I am is trash that deserves nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

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I want to be used.

Treated as sub-human.

Like an object.

I want to be fucked and forgotten.

I want to be beaten.

I want to be kiled.

I feel so alone.

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My day will be fine, but then I remember things I wish to event. Why would you treat me so harshly? We are family.

I wish you killed me that night.

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How long until I can ascend this body? My palms hurt, I feel nails in them. When will I be able to ascend? Maybe if I poke my eyes out, I will be able to see the light. I think it may have to happen.

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I love to lay in darkness.. I feel at home

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I hope you cry here soon. I hope you feel so alone that you have no choice but to cry.

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Why do you appear in my dreams? Leave me alone. I hate you. I will forever hate you.