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More naps for the boys (:

My headcanon is Derek has a beat-up old gameboy color (scratched up, the battery cover's missing, etc) that somehow survived the fire - maybe it was in a storage somewhere.

might line and render this later, but i liked the color combo so you also get this version <3

Dedicated to @renmackree who is the best hypeman, i appreciate you!

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Happy Valentine’s Day!

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You know Sterek has been frequently 'cancelled' and attacked for basically being the most popular ship in the TW world, right?

Because of the age gap between them, right? Well, I have to complain about it, because it really pisses me off that they're discarding the beautiful, slow-burning love story that exists between Stiles and Derek in CANON. Because damn it, they liked each other.

It bothers me that they tarnish Sterek's image for things like being a "pedo" ship when NO, they're not. They're trying to lump us all into a "sick shipper" category.

If we're being honest, Sterek has probably been the story with the most backstory, where we've seen how each season has seen the closeness between Stiles and Derek grow, where they've gone from 'hating each other and having to deal with each other because of Scott' to genuinely caring for each other to the point where Derek would take a bullet for Stiles or Stiles would go against the entire FBI to protect and get Derek out of whatever mess he was in.

They care deeply and genuinely for each other, so much so that Derek preserved and fixed Stiles' Jeep, keeping it in his garage as a sort of memento or anchor for him.

It bothers me so much that they talk shit about Sterek when this couple exists:

sorry but parrish/lydia was a canon pairing between a teenager and an ADULT and if that wasn't enough, an adult from the sheriff's department.

Why aren't people talking about this more? Why are they attacking Sterek instead? Sterek: a couple that wasn't canon during the show's run, and we only got confirmation of feelings for each other through the actors and through obvious hints in the show. But directly, it was never a canon couple between a teenager and an adult guy. They were together.

I put the adult that way because Derek's age was never confirmed as such. At the beginning of the series, Stiles says Derek is only a couple of years older than him and Scott. So at the beginning of the series, Derek was between 18 and 19 years old. But later on, they address the fire, so they change the age again, but they never say exactly how old he is, so canonically Derek could be 2 to 5 years older than Stiles. You choose what age gap to give them.

While Lydia, about 17, and Jordan Parish, over 20, are a CANON couple.

Anyway, hypocrisy and homophobia, right?

But there is a VERY important theme between the Derek/Stiles relationship, which if you ask me made the possibility of a relationship between the two of them impossible while Stiles was still a high school student and perhaps only when Stiles was older could something exist between them.

The existence of this damn bitch and what she did to Derek.

I hate her as much as you do, and it disgusts me to have to watch Teenage Derek with her.

But it's important to what I wanted to say; it's why I think Derek repressed his feelings for Stiles.

According to the Teen Wolf book, Kate was Derek's substitute swim teacher, who used certain hormones and scents to attract the teenage Derek to her. YES, that was not only a relationship rife with manipulation, power imbalances, and pedophilia, but she also ended up orchestrating the murder of Derek's family at a moment of vulnerability for Derek because Paige's death hadn't happened long before.

We all know Derek blames himself for the death of his family, and he hates Kate. He knows what she did to him. He knows he was manipulated by an older woman and that he fell for her.

Derek has serious trust and self-confidence issues.

He doesn't believe he's worthy of love or peace.

His anchor until Season 2 was anger because his life was infested with anger/hate/rage.

So he sees himself as something bad, something that hurts, someone who destroys what he loves. He's a victim of sexual abuse, even though he doesn't admit it.

But Stiles became that little glimmer of light annoying, but a light in his dark life filled with negative things. Stiles earned his trust. Stiles fought every step of the way and broke down that wall Derek built around himself to keep people away from him, because trust means giving someone the power to hurt you. Oh well, Derek's mind worked that way. Unbeknownst to him, Stiles earned that trust.

And that's where we have this scene.

This is where Derek lets us see how important Stiles has become to him, Stiles became his anchor.

At this point, it's undeniable that Derek already has feelings for Stiles. He trusts Stiles blindly. But then, why didn't Derek do anything to have Stiles? Because Derek is a victim of sexual abuse by a woman who took advantage of him in high school. And Derek never dealt with that trauma, or we were never shown to have it that way.

Derek dates women, of course—Jennifer (who also manipulated him), Braeden, etc.—whose relationships didn't end well or were never serious.

But not with Stiles, because Stiles is like that extremely important thing where he can't ruin that connection they have, he can't taint or sully this relationship he has with Stiles. It's too important to Derek. Plus, the untreated traumas surrounding his abuser are a clear impediment to starting something real, something serious. And everything seems to indicate that Stiles is THAT person his unconscious heart has chosen.

That is, to start any romantic relationship with Stiles, Derek has to face all of his demons, all of his traumas first, in order to give Stiles what he believes Stiles deserves.

Kate ruined Derek's heart and mind a lot, plus Derek already had a wounded and bleeding heart since Paige.

So, a relationship as such didn't exist in the series between S/D, and it was quite unlikely that it would, but the feelings were always there.

That's why I don't understand why they keep attacking a couple who has SO MUCH backstory, and who if they ever dated, it was definitely when they were already adults and able to deal with their own issues.

The sheriff's line about the jeep and Derek always makes me think that the sheriff was always aware and noticed everything. He never disapproved; on the contrary, he supported them, because he knows there's no one who deserves each other more than those two. It was also a clear confirmation that Derek always had feelings for Stiles, complicated feelings he didn't know how to address, but whose feelings led him to treasure and fix Stiles's jeep.

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Derek: It doesn't.

Isaac: He's lying.

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You know, I’ve never actually really considered comparing Scott and Stiles’ dynamic to Talia and Peter’s until just now. Which is wild, because their parallels are strikingly similar with the whole respected Alpha and their, idk, second in command/left hand? Also, Scott and Stiles aren’t related by blood, but they definitely see each other as brothers, while Talia and Peter are actually siblings.

Talia is shown as this naturally amazing and perfect alpha who everyone just falls in line for and respects, but we’re also shown that she had made some questionable decisions like separating Peter from Malia, and Peter here raging about her being willfully blind to the danger of the Argents (of course, there’s a whole lot of bias and unreliable narrator stuff going on, which I won’t get into, but just pointing out similarities that these events are wildly nuanced and maybe we shouldn’t be trusting exactly what we’re told). Scott also somehow has people lining up to follow him as some perfect leader (and that True Alpha bs) despite his own questionable decision making abilities. They’re both imperfect icons presented as infallible leaders, and seem to be very trusting to a dangerous degree.

Then we have Stiles and Peter, who are the more cynical and intelligent strategists of their respective duos. They’re both the ones warning their respective alphas about the dangers of trusting people, and both brushed off as paranoid. Which, to be fair, sometimes they are, because both sides of ‘trust everyone’ and ‘trust no one’ are inevitably going to have times they’re right and times they’re wrong. Stiles and Peter are more morally grey and viciously protective compared to Scott and Talia, more likely to suggest murdering threats than trying to talk it out and make everyone get along. Once again, sometimes that’s not the best way to go about things, sometimes it is.

I think about how Derek idolizes his mom and may be blind to her imperfections, and maybe that’s why he so easily follows Scott and respects his way of being an alpha, because Scott reminds him so much of his mom, who in his mind was the best alpha there could be. I also am thinking about how Derek watched Peter oppose his mother/alpha, and probably thought of him as the enemy for it, like any kid hating people who disagree with the parent they idolize. Maybe that’s part of why Stiles gets under his skin so easily, because he’s a lot like Peter, and even though they could be the ones in the right, Derek still has this unconscious bias and childish reaction to oppose anyone disagreeing with the person he looks up to. (And I’m a Sterek shipper first and foremost and there’s a whole lot more thoughts on that) There’s so much going on here I haven’t even scratched the surface of, but just do NOT want to type all out, this is already long enough.

Idk, I’m tired and migraine-y and very much do not want to type an essay out, but I figured I’d throw some half cooked thoughts out that were too long to put in the tags and eagerly invite everyone to throw their two cents in.

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tw 3x10 // tw 6x05 // ian at werewolf con ii // tw 1x12 // ruin and rising by leigh bardugo

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1x12 // 3x08

bonus 6x08:

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Season 1, Episode 2 "Second Chance at First Line" TEEN WOLF (2011–2017)

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Peter: The world was a different place when I was a young man. Eli: Yeah, they thought the Earth was flat.

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cheerios

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0:15/07.25-happy birthday to me :D

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Stiles (kind of jealous of the other couples in the pack that can blend in easily in town and his school) to Derek: I just sometimes wish we could be a normal couple and go on real dates. Not constantly worry about my dad, or hunters, or us dying because some alpha or mystical creature has a grudge against you. I want to be able to hold your hand, and it's dumb but

Derek: It's not dumb, tell me.

Stiles sighs: it be nice to go to prom, or a dance with you. I know it's impossible. And I don't regret going out with you. I love you Derek.

Derek thinks: I might have an idea.

The pack gets the high school/ the town to do a masquerade Halloween dance.

Please. They don't need the whole pack to do all that, Lydia just calmly suggests to the head of the prom committee that they need a masquerade prom.

Actually shocked that they didn't do that in the show it's SUCH a CW move.

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Whenever I'm feeling down I remember that Stiles canonically rubbed Peter Hales ass and my day is instantly better

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another Derek Hale/Tyler Hoechlin portrait..

I prefer watercolors for portraits but i didn’t have enough time : (

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