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finally posting the finished edition here, all 10 of my tptm ocs are completed...!!!

i will post all 10 designs here when i get home do they're in higher quality, but..!!! im glad to see them all finished :)

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Five nights at tptm...

I do not know why theres a line in the middle of the photo but anyway

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really long rant/vent below the cut.

i fucking hate my clinic. i hate everyone here. why is it so normalized to talk about someones "body count". why do they think theyre everything, fucking EVERYTHING. they act like some kind of god, judging people based on sex and what they look like and have extreme double standards and genuinly believe they have the right to look down on everyone that doesnt fit said standards. it boils my fucking blood. it makes me so mad to the point that i feel like im going to vomit whatevers left in me. i feel sick. whenever i try to tell them this though, they act like its not all that. like a simple: "can you not make such sexist comments while were eating? its kind of disgusting how you talk about such topics. thanks." hurts their fucking EGO. like one of m is a junkie, unwashed greasy hair, always wears the same stuff, acne fucking everywhere because he cant take care of himself and he still thinks that every woman on earth wants to fuck with him but theyre all whores because having a body count over eight is disgusting!!!! youre a woman and you dont have massive tits? ewww!! why do you even think your opinion matters? but if you did have and unrealistic of body youre also super disgusting because whatever you wear and do automatically makes you a whore. doesnt this all sounds silly to you? well to them it doesnt, because they profit from this bullshit. im not a white man am i? having a dick is all that i miss for them because now im a defect creature for having an opinion + identity and now im considers absolutely fucking disgusting. dont even get me started on the rest. im so fucking pissed, i cant stop hearing my goddamn heart beating and its driving me crazy. i know whatever i say doesnt matter to them. i know that "i should know my place" and stop being a bitch that thinks they have any fucking right to exist. it just frustates me. a lot. so much im scared im going to lash out, im not really strong; i dont have any skills in offense or assault but i feel like ramming their heads in and just thinking about how i would crack their bones by smashing a chair into them makes me exited. nervous and scared but exited. it disgusts me, but i honestly dont see why i shouldnt. the fact that i geniunly want to start making concrete plans scares me so fucking much. actually, i cant tell if im amused by it or deathly afraid of it.

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cats being capable of understanding accidents and even giving you a little head bonk to let you know you're still cool makes it infinitely funnier that they don't understand when you're trying to help them

cats when you step on their tail: i'll admit that was rather ouchie, but given the lifetime of goodwill and trust between us, one must conclude this booboo is but a fluke.

cats when you try to get their claws unstuck from the couch covering: this nefarious bitch has never had a single honorable intention in their dishonest and shameful life, this must be one of their sinister plots or perhaps even an attempt on my life,

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i must share this brainrot cover of disposable girl i made with you

its called skibidi girl i hope you like it

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Gooning sessions never edged by you

Never being rizzed, but it’s nothing new

I’m the middest beta standing in Ohio

Level 0 gyatt walking by with a ratio

Watching Youtube Shorts cause I didn’t get to sleep,

I just want to looksmaxx but I feel like such a tweak

Want to be such a sigma chad that everybody moots me

But I can’t glaze the feeling that everyone’s so boujee

I know it’s not a based way to feel

But to have a BBL would at least mean I’m fo real

When they call you a bop

When they say your delulu

That at least means I’m fire enough

To be fit checked by you…

Uh-oh! S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Iykyk

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Caught in 4k, 4k.

All the sigma chads make it look so easy

All the sigma chads make me look skibidi

So what is it? My aura or my yapping?

What is it that would make 10’s leave gagging?

Swear to gyatt, all I’ve done is dank memes

But I always get flopped like I’m an NPC

I get mogged, I get ghosted till they fanum taxed it all!

And the alphas who do it make me feel so goofy ahh

I know it’s not a based way to feel

But to have a BBL would at least mean I’m fo real

They don’t mew with me

They just put me in #quotes

You complain about the cringe

I just wish I was the goat

Uh-oh!

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Iykyk

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Caught in 4k, 4-

I feel sussy

I feel like a pick-me

I try so hard to mew right

To be more than just salty

But all the opps that get rizzed

The way they mog me

Don’t try to glaze me 

Tell me I’m living rent-free

I wanna spill the tea

I really fucking do

But if you were my pookie

You'd oof yourself too

What to do when the huzz feels like

It’s always looksmaxxing me

When everybody that I rizzed 

Have snatched waists and owned me

I know it’s not a based way to feel

But to have a BBL would at least mean I’m fo real

When they call you a bop

When they say your delulu

That at least means I’m fire enough

To be fit checked by you…

Uh-

I know it’s not a based way to feel

But to have a BBL would at least mean I’m fo real

They don’t mew with me

They just put me in #quotes

You complain about the cringe

I just wish I was the goat

Uh-oh!

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Iykyk

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Caught in 4k, 4k

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Iykyk

S-K-I-B-I-D-I-I-C-K

Caught in 4k, 4k

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she did it again (and again and again and again)

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do they become todds when theyre still like practically a baby but they can walk properly. so you have toddlers as fucking peasants and todds who are like...big brother. imagine a 1984 crossover with toddlers and todds. i fucking love you todd cmere

You ever think about how we call toddlers that because they can't walk right. They toddle about. Fuckin idiots. Fuckin idiot steppers can't walk properly. Call 'em wobblers. This is my son Jeffrey he's at the age where I mock him for walking like a fucking scrub. "Skill issue" ass name.

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"A computer claims my soul"

I'm very normal about her wdym

Ignore the fact the lyric says computer and shes using a television

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"EVER SINCE I WAS A YOUNG GIRL, I KNEW MY TIME WOULD END"

made another tptm girl!!! these are so fun to do jfc... she's based on my lingering thantophobia lol. also she's a hijabi yayyyy

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splitter!!!! thaira!!!! tahir!!!! ta!!h!!!! splitteer gir!!!!!!l

Splitter girl (real name warning) tahira being cool drawn as per request

sillyzonyt — “uhhhhh cool stuff that includes splitter girl (I’m NEVER calling any of them by their real names ok) doing absolutely anything like anything at all bro”

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ze zplitteh iz zplitarhing

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the clinic didnt burn down btw. the pipes FUCKING BROKE?????? so a bunch of hot water and steam flood the building. "flood" sounds a bit exagerated, thankfully no one was harmed though ^_^

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I love 'The Post-Traumatic Manifesto'

It's a small project made by the creator Weevildoing, and I've been obsessing. And considering I'm. Experiencing. I'm gonna force my love for this series onto everyone else.

Various headcanons be upon ye all:

There are two girls who could be considered "early risers" - Caliber and Irreverent. Caliber because she works a 9-5 on top of going to the gym, and Irreverent because the religious sermons co attended has influenced her sleep schedule. Co, however, prefers them nowadays to watch the sunrise :)

Also Caliber wakes up that early to either make coffee at home or splurge on fancy coffee - fancy coffee is saved for holidays, rough days, or as a littol treat. She will never admit to that third one though.

Girls with the most FUCKED sleep schedule include Splitter (to no one's surprise), Disposable, Fainant (<- hear me out-), and Caliber.

Splitter is splitter (/affect i adore her). Disposable likes to stay up late playing bideos games, watching anime, scrolling tumblr (ILL GET BACK TO THIS LATER), or researching conspiracy theories. Fainant WOULD have a normal sleep schedule in their ideal life but due to their ME/CFS and many other disabilities and chronic issues they kinda just have accepted her sleep schedule will always be a bit fucky. And Caliber, despite being an early riser is prone to working late. Go to bed at 2 and wake up at 6 kinda lady. This is why she needs coffee.

Chocobo would LOVEEE to work as a barista. Not at fuckbucks but like. If he could get paid properly and be considered a Cool Barista:tm: it'd be THRIVING.

Adding onto that; if it were a barista she'd work at the same coffee shop Caliber visits and Caliber describes him as "the sweetheart who writes nice notes on her cups and can make a killer hazelnut latte."

Splitter and Disposable are friends - semi-long distance, like an hour - and they bond over anime, games, and all the out-there shit they both like/believe (conspiracies and such). They keep each other up watching anime or gaming over discord its amazing. They also both confide in each other about violent or s/h related urges, just kinda listening and going along. They're both SEVERELY mentally ill so they dont really try to give advice; theyll just mutually acknowledge it and be like "yeah that shit sucks. ill hate it/them with you tho."

^^^everytime they meet up they spend at least 3 days together.

Chocobo and Fainant are also friends. Specifically, Chocobo loves to bake sweets for Fainant and Fainant will invite Bo over for frequent movie nights, tea parties, and general hangout sessions lot. Chocobo is one of few people Fainant will willingly go out with because he is willing to leave as soon as they say theyre getting tired.

Chocobo and Irreverent are the UNLIKELY DUO!!! Chocobo is excitable and sociable and anxious and Irreverent is aloof and a lil socially detached but a good logical counterpart who isn't as worried about what others think.

To that end, Chocobo is an age regressor (between ages 10-14 usually) - it won't do it in front of many people, but he trusts Irreverent to caregive. Co makes sure to be extra careful with Bo's boundaries during these times.

Taxidermy and Chocobo don't know eachother BUT Fainant knows Taxidermy and has been intending to introduce the two.

Taxidermy and Fainant never go out. Unlike Chocobo, Taxidermy is the friend Fainant will scroll on their phone with and occassionally send memes for hours then go out for McDonald's at 2 am.

OH ALSO. Splitter and Fainant are work buds. They work at the McDonalds mentioned above. They talk over discord and also send each other memes.

Im not sure how many of you follow Weevil on instagram but. there was a post where Bo very clearly has a crush on Disposable and honestly. Yeah.

For context, there's a skate park near the cafe - and Disposable skateboards there and practices moves on railings and shit. One time Chocobo saw Disposable successfully pull off a kickflip coming off a rail and it's heart went doki-doki.

Splitter has met Chocobo in person a total of two times - the cafe is a rare safe place for Splitter and Disposable to hang out in a dark corner - and both times she could SEE Chocobo staring.

She has tried to get Disposable to talk to him. It is VERY hesitant. Next time Splitter visits she plans to drag Disposable over to Chocobo.

Okay so anyway hard pivot back to Caliber and CHEMICAL!!

Chemical canonically loves rhythm games and fitness - what I'm saying is that she attends the same gym as Caliber and they share a Zumba class.

Whenever Caliber is there Chemical is lovingly on her ass - making sure she drinks water and always inquiring about her home life. Caliber spares details, not wanting to worry a LITERAL TEENAGER, but takes her advice to stretch and drink water.

Caliber admires Chemical's high energy and boldness - and constantly tells her to use those strengths to her advantage. Chemical doesn't seem to fully believe her but appreciates it anyway.

Chemical sees Caliber as an older sister figure for sure.

Chemical is another friend of Fainant! They don't hang out as much as Taxidermy or Chocobo but Chemical helps Fainant stay as active as they can with all their disabilities.

Same for Splitter. She got Splitter into rhythm games. They also geek out about figmas, gundams, and garage kits together.

A decent chunk of the girls deal with feelings of nonhumanity btw - not even just in a trauma way. Fully convinced Disposable is a dog therian and is trying to unlearn its inner cop.

I have more but this feels excessive. Weevil if you see this I hope they vibe. also hi i love this series sm

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yippie

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should i make a hastag for my posts? #viviviolet sounds kewl.

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guys opinion on my buddy.....hes the absolute cutest <3

guys the clinic where i live at is burning down??? damn???? idek atp because people are saying a whole bunch,,, A WHOLE LOT actually. the fire or steam or whatever is under control though and im at therapy rn so ^_^