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Art by Matteo Moni

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Autumn trees surround a barn in Vermont🍂

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The time has come… by Roman Dubina on Instagram

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A gloomy fall >>>

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Corey Brickley

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Abandoned ruined tower in Szczecin, Poland. via AbandonedPorn

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Wolf Strache: Kurfürstendamm After a Major Air Raid, Berlin, 1942

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ANOK YAI at the 2024 Met Gala (May 6, 2024)

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WAREHOUSE 13; 3…2…1

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One of my favorite movies (and most quotable). 

RIP WILLIAM GOLDMAN.  THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.

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There is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul. - Ella Wheeler Wilcox

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Yet another day of my body deciding it doesn't want to function.

Cheers

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I used to be good at this

Writing. The words would flow so easily from soul to fingertip. Heart to pen with unlimited ink and it would all be so easy. I would feel good. Even in just that fleeting moment where I would look at the words and be proud.

Now it's as if something went away. All I feel is a drop in my stomach like when you wait for the rollercoaster to tip. My words don't rhyme, they don't go together like the puzzle pieces they once were they simply fall out of my brain and onto the floor. Looking up at me like every failure is every letter and there's no way to put them together.

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I wonder what life is like, without chronic pain?

What does it feel like to wake up with no tense neck, as if every fibrous muscle is wound too tight.

Bones that ache with no rhyme, no rhythm, no reason.

To not worry about calling into work because your brain is fractured, shattered and the pain spread through the cracks and crevices of my skull.

How does it feel to know how you will feel when you wake up in the morning?

Your muscles free, not feel your bones, your nerves, your brain? I want that so badly and I'm terrified I'll never have it.

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Oh. Hey Tumblr. Been a while...how you doin?

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I may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled, I have no idea what the hell im doing