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THE LAND BEFORE TIME (1988), dir Don Bluth

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Dear, sweet, Littlefoot, do you remember the way to the Great Valley?  I guess so. But why do I have to know if you’re going to be with me? I’ll be with you. Even if you can’t see me. What do you mean I can’t see you? I can always see you.

The Land Before Time(1988) dir. Don Bluth

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just realized this

i just think he’s neat

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day 6: your favorite aesthetic

lovecore!

for @deadboystims 300 follower event!

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childhood summer smells

🎨crayons 🍎apple juice 🍃fresh-cut grass ☀️sunscreen 🏊chlorine 🍿popcorn 🎇sparklers 🌊sea air 🍊tangerines 📚old books

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Ya know what’s magic? Being outside after a summer storm. The shimmer off the concrete, the way the trees look greener, the simple silence in the air, and how everything literally smells brand new and refreshed. It’s unlike anything else

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꧁★꧂

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nakey warning but a revamp of one of my old Ocs

mostly a design from 2021 that i really don’t use anymore, so i decided to revamp her and make her look up to date :p (i plan on keeping her i don’t have it in my heart to get rid of her 😔)

alt skintone ver:

moodboard:

old version under the cut!

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to have failed is a sign you tried…. the mistakes, the relationships that didn’t make it, the job you didn’t get, the plans that fell through…. you tried, you lived, you loved.

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:-)

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ジェルキャンドル

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We are in SILENT hill. Girl shut up

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めでたいでんしゃ「かい」は本当に可愛いです…

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random but i think im gonna start using emojis to indicate social interactions and im gonna explain this reason under the cut!

🔋 = okay with chatting and holding a conversation.

🪫 = do not DM / interact. this mostly indicates that im not in the right headspace, mood, to talk and or I don’t feel like talking. my social battery is veryyy low, no exaggeration.

i may only use those emojis on discord and such since that’s currently the platform i use to socialize on besides instagram, but i feel like these will help with the constant anxiety and anxiousness i get when it comes to holding conversations and such.

i mainly have inboxes, DMs, replies, story replies, responses, and etc. turned off on nearly every single platform I have due to my social anxiety. it has not gotten better and it has been the worst it’s ever been to the point i literally feel my chest tighten / pain due to it. I don’t wanna put myself under constant stress and anxiousness — even though i receive harmless replies, messages, and etc, it tends to be really hard for me to respond to people, answer people, reply to comments, and a bunch of other things that require socializing. Even irl i struggle to be around other people without getting paranoid and anxious.

And before anyone assumes anything, no one has done anything to make me feel uncomfortable or make me feel the way I feel. I just struggle badly with communication. I don’t wanna keep forcing myself all the time, so I wanna try and limit this for my own sake and mental health, which is why I like when DMs are kept to a minimum. I’m usually to myself and I don’t tend to say much both online and offline, but I wanna be honest about my problems so that anyone who may follow my tumblr or other platforms understand these boundaries.

outside of this none of you know anything about me and i respectfully like to keep it that way. It’s an entire different thing if i reach out first or message you first, but please do not spam me or send tons of messages my way because it will be overwhelming.

anyway, this is just a small statement going forward so that people will be aware and hopefully understanding. I’m not really a huge chatterbox, so talking to people tends to feel really embarrassing or awkward to me and I sometimes feel shameful even. i sometimes don’t leave my house due to this issue. so yeah, i just wanted to make a small statement about it so i won’t be repeating myself.