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Hi Maya I was one of your first anons back in March and I manifested my dream life. i just wanted to share some things that helped me, and hope we can all pass some knowledge so we all get our desires life. I did, you did, and everyone reading this can and will so let’s all try to help out by sharing a little of our journey. I’ll never create a blog because tumblr is a mess, so I’ll just share them here bc I trust you as a creator and I hope you agree with what I’m saying. Even if you don’t these are my assumptions and my truth

il get into my methods in one second but users of tumblr there are only 4 THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THE LAW (Inspired heavily by you bc I used your blog religiously) I will say you’re kind of too nice and I wish I had someone to yell at me like this, and tell me to stop being a victim!!! So if it sounds aggressive it’s because it is in the best loving way possible.OKAY SO.

★you need to understand that you want to fulfill yourself in imagination because you don’t care about the desires only how you feel about it. Bare with me it sounds stupid I know. But I don’t care about men or how they feel about me. I just want to feel worshiped and love, and I could fulfill that in my imagination. I don’t care about money??? It’s fucking paper !!! I just want to feel secure and financially free and want the feeling of buying my favorite clothes without looking at the tag. I GOT THE SAME FEELING FROM PINTREST EVEN WHEN I WAS POOR GODDAMNIT. I didn’t care about getting all As in school when I’ve always believed school is not a representation of intelligence. I wanted to feel recognized adored and respected which I had to feel for myself in my mind before it projected. I don’t care about looking skinny, I just wanted to feel snatched, I wanted to be envied, and feel pretty. And in my mind everyone wanted to be me even when I was ugly and fat. BUT I DIDNT FEEL FAT. Even with no change in the 3D I had my desires. This applies to all your desires, and you really need to understand that.

★you can affirm,visualize, understand states, understand non dualism, use the Bible or Torah m, wall twerk and say “I AM THAT BITXH,” use sats YADADAA . No one cares it doesn’t matter. you don’t have to feel anything or, even believe in wth you’re doing. As long as you think that having it in imagination means it’s yours that’s all that matter. I’ve read so many teachers, Neville, Abraham, Abdullah, Edward art, paid coaches, and they all do different things but say the same thing. FAITH IS KEY. That’s all that matters. Don’t let anyone you otherwise or tell you what you have to do. All teachers were once students, all success stories were once struggled failures, all masters were once lost okay. You are god so have some faith in yourself.

★YOU ARE GOD. You know what a god is, you know how a god works, you know god can do anything with a snap of a finger, kill anyone with a thought, look anyway it wants, have anything everything and create whatever. You are an omnipotent loving creator so create and give yourself everything.

★you can’t over consume, you can think from lack of whatever, and doubt can’t hinder you unless you think it does. Having a desire does not mean you’re lacking or else having the wanting for it would mean that too no? When creators say that I want to slam my head against the wall. Even now I have all my desires and I still think about them constantly. Thinking of new clothes to buy with MY WEALTH, I think of new food to eat that won’t even affect my SNATCHED BODY, i find new places to try and explore bc MY SOCIAL CIRCLE IS HUGE AND IM SO LOVED, I think of new makeup up to try to enhance my GORGEOUS PRINCESS FACE. I think of it in the same way from when I didn’t have my desired (I always had them in imagination but you know what I mean.) so there is no thinking from lack, or else you’re always lacking it lmfao the fuck. Anyways I doubted my abilities up until I manifested my dream life. I was okay with it in imagination and whether it reflected or not it was my escape I was content with. DID YOU SEE THAT. I had doubts up until the very end, and it doesn’t mean shit unless you think it does. Just affirm having doubts and obsessions only speed up your results. That’s really all it is.

Now to my story if anyone cares. I won’t make a blog for reason number 2 and 3 listed above. That’s all you need but if you want more info for curiosity go for it. I know I was curious and that didn’t stop me from getting my dream life. Anyways I have the same story as about everyone else here. My life sucked, I found the law, and it worked! HOORAY!!! But how did I do it???? Easy peasy, in a couple of steps.

☞ I tattooed my four rules above in my mind. When fear and doubt emerged I sunk that shit like the titanic and went with my laws that I created. It’s literally called the law of assumption like come on, stop fighting with yourself when you assume and create reality.

☞I ignored anything that I didn’t agree with. Sometimes I’d get so mad and be like WHAT NO WHY WOULD THAT BLOGGER OR COACH OR ANON or whoever say that?? But am I dumb ??? each of us have our own reality our own bubbles. The fact that it works for them and not for me started to only motivate me more. It doesn’t work bc I assume sooo… sooo why not just assume the opposite and focus on my rules like they did. The law is always in effect and working. Either it’s in your favor or it’s not. It’s up to you

☞I used affirmations bc repetition is the only thing that works for my logical brain. Anything can change with repetition. It’s basic science. So in the morning and night time I would affirm. ONCE. Repetition meant for me doing it everyday and not wanting. The rest of my day was lived in my imaginations. And the affirmation was to remind me in my vulnerable state that I already have my desires. That’s why my affirmation was “I have my desires no matter what, and everything I do brings them to me faster than the speed of light” it was kind of funny and made me chuckle but I accepted it as facts. Look guys…

☞I didn’t repress myself. If I cried or yelled or told myself ���FUCK YOU” it wasn’t me tf. It was the devil or something. Be like those Christian fuckers who when their child comes out as gay…it’s the devil within them or whatever. I would talk to myself, yell when doubt emerged and when my thoughts weren’t the ones I wanted. It wasn’t fucking me so get the fuck out I have my desires so who tf are you ??? It will feel weird but you’ll get used to it trust me. If you’re uncomfortable it’s working. Getting rid of bad habits and your comfort in dwelling in bad thoughts is uncomfortable but it’s worth it.

I manifested my dream life back in March. I LITERALLY WOKE WITH MY DREAM LIFE. A complete 180. I won’t talk about my past life bc I completely revised it and I’m the only one who remembers so for the most part it feels like a long nightmare that has past. I’ll just talk about what I changed instead because that’s the stuff we all want to hear. Anyways I’ll just post some of my list here.

♥ my life feels like the song rich kids by freak ocean

♥I’m a pretty spoiled princess who gets everything I want but I’m still kind

♥I revised my entire family from looks to personality to zodiac to religion and etc. i rewrote my story which included my family

♥I have natural admired intelligent

♥my family has a net worth of 500 million dollars, and my entire family stems from old money. (Think aristocrats not slave or colonization money)

♥I can play many instruments and speak many languages

♥ I am 5’2, 100 pounds, I have natural stunning vixen beauty, and the most desires body in the world. I’m the beauty standard and people either want to be me or date me. I am naturally skinny and have no worries about my weight, I have clear skin that only gets clearer with my skincare routine, and I have my desired personality where I’m kind but also don’t put up with any shit from anyone because I know I’m that bitch. I also have great style and embody a princess !

♥my life is a combination of my favorite watpadd stories, Gilmore girls, gossip girl, and mean girls.

♥ too many people pursue me I have too many options

♥I have a perfect school life, social life, family life, friend life, and people always wonder what I did to be “so lucky it’s unfair”

♥my family has multiple mansions in America, monoco,Australia, france, and China.

♥I’m a daddies and mommies money girl

♥I put myself first (I HAD SUFFERED TOO LONG I NEEDED A SOFT LIFE)

♥everyone’s purpose it to make my life easier and make me happier

♥I’m spoiled and privileged in every aspect of my life

♥I’m a master shifter, and manifester

♥I revised my age to 14. I was 18 and graduating but I wanted to redo high school how I had envisioned it all my life

♥I have a “cool mom” people are always jealous how lucky I am

♥I have my main estate in Hollywood hills with my family that’s in a gated, gorgeous, gate kept neighborhood. It is 30,000 sq feet with my dreams decor, dream cars, dream pets, dream house help, dream room with all my stuff saved on Pinterest including decor, furniture, clothes, shoes, makeup and skincare.

♥everything good in my life I have manifested and it’s too much to list. THERES NOT REASON FEAR OR WAIT. Do what you want and assume it still works and it will.

You honestly said it better than I could have. Literally every single one of these points are so valid :)!! I’m glad you think I inspired you love but all I did was allow you recognize your own godly abilities. I’m very proud of you, and have fun girl 🥹❤️

Also. “All teachers were once students, all success stories were once struggled failures, all masters were once lost okay. You are god so have some faith in yourself.” This one million times !!!!! Invest your faith into yourself more than anyone else and you’ll see how fast your reality conforms. I also adore your point about the state of lacking bc I never believed in that. If wanting your desires insinuates it’s not yours, we would have no thoughts since that’s where it all originates from. In fact Edward explains it pretty well.

When Edward looks at lack, he sees it as being something that is only brought about by the individual. He believes that your own actions, thoughts, and attitudes will bring about an artificial scarcity of resources. Edward says that this artificial lack of resources is not actually real—it exists only in our minds, as we focus on the things that we don’t have rather than the things that are available to us.

He believes that true lack only exists when someone has no access to resources—whether those resources be financial, physical, mental, or emotional. When someone has access to resources but they squander them or don’t use them to their advantage, it isn’t a lack of resources that is at fault—it is the individual’s personal choices and attitudes that create the feeling of lack. Same way we see attractive people feel ugly though they have women or men chasing them, modeling opportunities, and experience many examples of pretty privilege lol. You’re a hot girl.. you’re just not using it to your advantage, same way you have everything in imagination and access to anything yet… nothing bc of your own perceptions. That’s not lack. Simply inappropriate usage of recourse. A waste for better use of words.

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When I picture you you’re always by my right

I tell you things I thought the second ago

You rest your head in my head and we spill the contents of both

In a field of grass, soft as a bed

A blue shadow, a purple queen

A boy with green eyes an a knowing smile

Sharp as a knife

In my chest.

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how to become your dream girl before the year is out

it is never too late to start, you have been putting it off for a long time, you have a lot of information but you don't know how to apply it to your life.

ask yourself how would the best version of yourself act? what would the best version of yourself look like? what are the habits that your best version would have? what are the goals of your best version? what would you like to change to get closer to your best version?

2. take action

after knowing what you can do to improve, put it into practice now. some ideas.

start with new habits

be more organized and disciplined

be aware of your value

have a more positive mindset open to change

change your perspective on things

let go of what doesn't serve or benefit you

more self-love

surround yourself only with things that are good for you (also people)

change your internal dialogue to a more positive one.

start acting the way you would like to be, without fear.

3. feel, act and live like your best self

changing old patterns is not easy, but start doing it by replacing those old habits with ones that add to your life.don't live in the past anymore, start living your present, start acting and being the person you have always dreamed of being that doesn't mean you have to completely change your personality, it means you are improving your lifestyle and the way you perceive yourself and the world, you are changing your perspective to a much more positive one, you don't deserve to keep on living feeling bad about yourself and wishing you were someone else. you have the power to change.

4. create your personal signature

reconnect with the things that you love, inspire and make you feel you. create your personal signature, with your favorite scent (perfume and cream), makeup, clothing and accessories, likes and hobbies, your favorite places, everything that inspires you to be your best version.

but in the end, the first step begins when you start to become aware of your value and that you deserve everything you want.

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What makes you an icon?

Icon series part 1 《☆》

For today's reading were gonna be addressing what talents you have, what people will remember you for, and the impact you're gonna have on others. We're essentially exploring why you should never forget you status as an icon. This is gonna be apart of a series where I use my favorite people from history to inspire the topic of the readings. The person below is my favorite singer Ronnie James dio. He's my image of someone who leaves behind a legacy and has an impact on others 💅

Pile one

Your talents》》

Everything you touch is immaculate. You have an ability to refine and improve anything you put your mind to. Your creative abilities come from you dedication and practice. Your creations are a result from how much you've matured in your artistic, musical, theatric endeavors. No matter what you do, you are a creative. You are constantly improving and have an ability to dedicate time to your passions in a way that makes you a master at them. Spirit is showing me that you're a litteral genius when it comes to what you do, and have the potential to teach and guide others with your techniques. The people who picked this pile are good at art, music, theater, gambling, risky games, divination, parenting children and things of that nature.

What others will remember about you 》

They will remember you as someone who never let fear hold them back. They will remember you as someone who provided a safe and secure place for others to work through their fears. You are supportive and people feel safe with you. People will never forget the security you've provided them in times of uncertainty, many of you will have families and people will remember you as a wonderful caretaker and support system to those families. This is both biological AND chosen families.

What impact will you have on others?

I've seen 1111 twice while doing your reading. Pay attention to that number if you've been seeing alot in your reality. But first and foremost, people who chose this pile will become family to people who've been cast away, abdonded or cut off from their family. You may have been through this yourself to an extent. The impact you will have on others is providing a sense of home to those who've been denied it. Espeically if you identify as queer, you will have a lasting impact on your community in providing support, community and even shelter. Your creative work may even focus on accomplishing a sense of unity as well. People who chose this pile may also have a lasting impact on immigrant communities as well. This pile makes me want to cry. You are an icon because you are home, you are unity and you are the brother, sister, mother, or father that someone may have never had. Even if you don't have to identify as queer you may just be an ally, either way your impact is undeniable

Pile two

Your talents 》》

People who chose this pile are likely talented in technology, design, transforming things, inventing things, your Intution also gives you an almost unfair advantage over other people. People who chose this pile have a talent in regonizing and pioneering new technology, ideas and software. You will improve apps, create apps, games, and many of you will likely develop new technologies in psychology as well. Infact I feel like this group is divided into 2 groups, those talented at specifically technogical engineering such as game design or software startups, and those talented in psychology. Others are a mix of both and will use that to their advantage. Psychic abilities as well

What people will remember you for 》

You will be remembered for your gratitude and appreciation of others. You never let anyone around you forget their importance and value. And because of that, people will remember you a as a gracious, appreciative and kind soul. I'm also seeing your faith being a main component of what others remember you for. You have an endless capcity to extend faith and gratitude, and you will inspire others around you to do the same.

What impact will you have on others

I'm getting another message about your intution. You clairvoyance is strong and will develop more over your life time. You know things about others that they don't know, you're able to perceive other worlds and opportunities that others wouldn't have been able to perceive independently. I see that people who chose this pile will help others with their intution, you will pioneer a new path ahead with your gift of sight. I'm also seeing that you will teach people to accept themselves wholeheartedly and to use their own gift of sight. You're Iconic because you're a talented psychic, and a kind soul who helps people accept who they are.

Pile three

Your talents 》》

You have a talent of forming alliances. And with the alliances you create, you will mobilize alot of progress in not just your life but the life of others. You are bold, and although you may intimidate some people you will create bonds that have alot of power. You may be involved in actvisim, political work, debates etc. You have a talent of creating powerful change with your ability to connect with others.

What people will remember you for 》

People will remember you for the alliances and connections you made. You will likely befriend or even elope with people who are famous or have powerful influence. People will remember you as charming and always expanding yourself through connection. I'm seeing you have a powerful lineage and many of you will be remembered as amazing grandparents as well. Even if you don't have children, you will be remembered as an important elder in your community

What impact you will have on others 》

You're gonna bridge the gap between cultures, beliefs, religions, etc. The impact you have on others is longterm, people will remember you for a long time in your family line. They will look up to you as someone they should be themselves. You have a lasting impact even after your death, your life will teach people things and teach them PRINCIPLES of morality that they should reflect in their own behaviors. This is a beautiful message !

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sometimes i think about that little girl that hangs on a pink portrait in my grandmother’s house, rosy cheeks and baby fat with little smiling eyes, toothy grin and blue overall. i get so angry at myself thinking about how i couldn’t protect her, how she was helpless against that monster i share a younger, paler, prettier face with. same black hair, same black mind. i couldn’t protect that little girl, and the light in her eyes slowly dimmed amongst shoutings and moving trucks. i get mad because if i get sad i would never stop crying. then, i drop the walls, tears running around rosy cheeks, as i remember the reason i couldn’t protect her: i’m still that girl.

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i can’t stand being in home stores. everything about movings and repairs make me sick. it maybe has to do with the way i always seem to remember another days living in the same city, houses littering the road like a shattered glass that composes my life. en algún lugar de mi mente, una niñita con los ojos soñolientos se pregunta a donde se han ido sus peluches mientras ella tomaba una siesta. a dutiful nomad, born to hide during daylight and travel by night, her natural habitat are hotel rooms and pick up trucks. i love chasing planes. liminal girl, i’ve lived seventeen years and i only remember three of them. kiss someone behind curtains and forget their name the day after. it was a name or some silly thing i said to hide the fact i forgot how you are called? todo es temporal, incluso yo. always living in the present, even when i close my eyes to fly. i am made of rage, nightshade and doritos. jenecherú es el fuego que nunca se apaga. the car is stopping, i don’t wanna go home so soon. the stars say hi to their sister, this is the prelude of a tale that can change the world. puedo recordar la manera en la que su cabello se enredaba en mis dedos. i won’t listen to the song he told me about again. goodbye my one-time lover.

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today i peeled my oranges for the first time in my life :)

mientras crecía en la casa de mi abuela, alguien siempre estaba sentado en el patio, mirando la gente pasar al atardecer. yo, siendo una niña retraída, siempre leyendo o en mi propia imaginación, solo salía cuando me llamaban, y siempre me preguntaban si quería naranjas. mi tío y sus ojitos tristes, mi tía y su cabello cobrizo, mi abuela y su sonrisa torcida. incluso mi madre, hermosa y altiva, dejaba su máscara inquisidora para sentarme al lado suyo y darme rodajas de la deliciosa fruta.

cuando crecí más, solo recurría a los jugos de las caseritas en la calle al salir de mis clases de violín, la máquina reemplazando al cuchillo, nunca haciéndolo yo misma. “valentina, te vas a cortar!” soy solo papel y cristal.

hasta hace unos meses, siempre que había naranjas yo las rehuía. las cortaba por la mitad y luego en cruz, tratando de que mis labios tocaran solo la pulpa en lugar de la amarga cáscara. fallé todas las veces.

el amor sabe a naranjas, las mismas naranjas que comía mientras el viento desordenaba mi cabello, las mismas naranjas que quedaron en el olvido. las naranjas que ahora yo corto por mi misma, porque ya no necesito a nadie que me ame cuando yo sola puedo cortarlas y dejarme crecer.

🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊

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i am in a garden of tajibos, surrounded by people that loves me, laying on grass under the stars. i keep my eyes closed, my breath is slow, but i still keep a knife between my fingers, ready to protect, ready to attack.

~ survivor mentality, 09-07-21.

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it is cold and alone at the top, but it is better than surviving off the ashes stolen from another groups, tasting embers that remind me that i don’t belong there.

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Little me :)

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tw: mention of ed

I can’t keep food in my body for too long, my body just rejects it along with all the baby fat in my face, thighs, arms, everything. I would like to say I puke it, but just like every person who walked in my life, I took all that served me and drowned them after.

Me siento como mi gato, que solía mirar por las ventanas de mi edificio para olvidar a su madre y hermanos, sintiéndose el rey del mundo al observar los pájaros. Pero yo no soy un gatito, soy una chica, y al sentarme al lado de mi ventana los barrotes de seguridad dan justo a mis ojos, y nunca me siento más como una princesa enclaustrada.

My hair brushes the floor I walk on, all shiny and black and just like I wanted it to be, but now I know what they meant when they called me Rapunzel.

Quiero quedarme por siempre, quiero irme y nunca volver. A donde iré? Siento que si me quedo algún día el departamento abrirá sus paredes beiges y me tragará, convirtiéndome en uno de esos espectros de los que tenía miedo en las noches, que ahora solo se molestan porque con la luz de mi teléfono no les dejo dormir.

I lost my friends, freedom and (faith). I don’t know which hurts the most. I lost so much to kindness. I won plenty, now I know myself.

Los árboles se mueven al compás del viento, y yo, que luzco como uno de ellos (muy muy delgada y siempre creciendo, arriba, arriba), no puedo ni siquiera sentirlo en mis pestañas.

My throat is not sore, is slimy. Impatiently waiting for the times I will be able to chat and laugh like before.

Estoy más hermosa que nunca.

I feel pure.

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y dueles tan bien…

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i think it says something about me how even though my hands have bled and hurt and healed lots of times, they are still very soft, and try their best to be gentle to everything i touch.

there’s still kindness in me.

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i don’t know my love language because i never really learned how to love.

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all my life i’ve lived like a ghost. never wanting to leave a mark, but wanting to be seen. waiting for someone to look at me in a crowd, and by some divine grace of by fate, discovering something beautiful.

i always wanted someone to look at me. but i never dared to step outside of my shell, never gave opportunity to admiring eyes.

please, please, please, look at me.

please be kind while doing it.

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Welcome! 🍬🍬🍬 Bienvenidx! 🍬🍬🍬

My name is Val, and I made this blog to just kind of let outside most of my thoughts. Some playground rules!

I don’t really intend anyone to see this but if you came here, please be gentle, both with me, yourself or anyone else.

This is my safe space since most of my life I was kind of scared to comment/publish something on internet, so if you are disrespectful, I will kindly block you <3

I am not diagnosed by a profesional in any mental health issues, so I can’t tell for sure. I just feel like I am not in the best place.

English is not my first language, so if I make a grammar/spelling mistake I apologize. Also I will make posts in/with Spanish <3

DMs are open, so if you need to talk, I will answer if I can <3