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U P D A T E

I don't know how i gained followers. I've been gone for like 57 years.

I wanted to say thank you to all the people who have stuck around through my absence.

No, i am not deleting. I do like Mer still i just don't know what to do with her yet/ I wanted to come by and tell people i still plan to come back. Just not yet.

Thank you.  

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I know i have not been around, but my Mere died. 

I am keeping this blog, but i wont be here until Teen Wolf comes back on.

I'll be over at my main blog. To find me, go to my blog. 

K bye.

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    "You think you have it all together.       You don't. You will crumble before      everyone and everyone one will      fall. You'll wish you listened to me."

❝ Listen to me Meredith, -Never- ❞

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        "I don't want to hurt anyone else."

" But why not ?  What is stopping you ? “

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        "I don't want you to be."

            “You know I’m right.”

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          "You'll see. One day You'll all see!"

❝ No, I am perfect alone! ❞

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                   ”Fine people don’t get put                     into Eichen.” 

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             She didn't say anything for a moment. Being silent              was something she had done best. Her head tilted              down a bit as she spoke. "Control them? You don't."

❝ your banshee        ❞ she didn’t want to say powers, that’s definitely something that a bloodcurdling scream certified as. ❝       abilities, how do you control them? ❞ 

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          "You need to go.I  can't help you and you can't help them."

         ”You don’t know that!”

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         "I'm not--- I'm not trying to."

                ❝ unless you can cook up a heaping pot of support———-                                                                                                       look.

             i’m not trying to scare you meredith, but            you’re really pulling on my patience here. ❞

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          "I'm not. I'm not wrong.            I'm not insane. I'm okay            I'm fine." 

              “Because you can’t see how you’re wrong.”

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                    "Exactly."

[  She listened to him and smiled slightly. There it was, that confirmation of who he was not because the truth was everything that happened to him was forced upon  him by another and that certainly didn't define him. He could have been different. He is different now and that is all that mattered.  He was trying. He was trying so hard to be a  different Jackson, a better Jackson and she knew that. Even from what little she knew, what little she saw. She knew. --- and she smiled a bit harder at his second set of words. She was humbled by it as if he were right because she wanted to believe so. ]

               "You're strong. Stronger than i am.                 You'll overcome and I'll ---  I'll still be                 trying to fix what can't be undone. I                  can't fix this, but I'll survive it. We'll be                 okay." [ her head nodded again ]  "We'll                 move on, people will move on and worst                  things will happen. We'll fade, what we did,                 it will one day be forgotten --- and --- and                  we'll be okay. Right?"               

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        No - no, don’t say that.

                        [ Because if there’s hope for you,                         there’s got to be some for me too. ]

No. That’s not me. Everything that happened to me, that wasn’t me. That was him. That defines him. I’m not some t r a g e d y. Hell no, I’m not letting my fucking existence be labelled a tragedy. That’s not who I am. I’ve worked hard. I’ve worked so damn hard. They can’t take that away from me. I will never let anyone take me away from me.

                              [ He knew he was making a valid point, but                               the anger burning in Jackson’s stomach made                               it hard to control his hot temper. Still, he sat down                               next to her. He let down all his guards, he looked                               at her openly and kept his hands to himself. He                               hoped she could see how hard he was trying. ]

You are whatever you make yourself into. You are a work of fucking art. Correct your mistakes. Go back to them and make them mean something. It’s all part of the finished picture.

                    [ Jackson was a goddamned masterpiece. ]

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        "You didn't have to ask. You didn't --- you didn't          have to. I know enough. What I've heard and           seen in my mind. You're not that strange from          the person you are really trying to hide. Colors         --- true colors always show in the end, don't they?          Maybe it is for the best. Me --- being locked away.          But i wont hurt anyone else anyways. Can you say          the same?"

          ❝Well, don’t blame me for that. I didn’t ask you to               intrude my private thoughts and act on them. That               was all you. I agree - you won’t kill again. Because               this time, they hopefully find a place to lock you up               in, that takes better care of its security. Not yet? You               don’t know me, Meredith. The man you heard at the               hospital is not the one standing in front of you. I am               not planning any more vendettas.❞ And if he did,              she certainly wouldn’t be the first to hear of it.

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            "I've got a list."

     “Gotta’ name?”

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       "What do you need?"

"yes."

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         "No one needs you."

      “Why? Why should I go away? They need me!”

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          "He's not at home. I checked. 

         ”Fine. I think I can find him for you.”