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Please See Right Through All Of Me

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perhaps we only ever existed in my head

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Cover art for all 13 tracks from Cyb3rp0p Vol. 1 by KANPEKI - 2023

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“Our own selves make us most unhappy, and that’s why we’re so anxious to lose them, don’t you think?”

– The Secret History

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Senior Year - Nursing School

Yeah I know, I quite literally disappeared and came back at the end of all things.

After almost dropping out twice, almost failing two classes twice, and seriously reconsidering my path in life--

I'm officially starting my fourth and final senior year of nursing school.

By May 2024, I will have BSN at the end of my name.

By some point in 2024, I will also be adding RN to that.

As of now, I'm currently still a nursing student and Certified Nurse Assistant, so my letters are still NS, CNA!

It's pretty surreal that I've made it this far, but it's not over yet. I still need to make it to graduation and pass the NCLEX. The final stretch.

But yeah, for those of my mutuals that have been following my journey since the pandemic, 2020, I've finally made it. I'm so close, yet still so far.

Because of this, coping with the inevitable transitions have been overwhelming for me, and during times I feel the most stable, I instantly relapse back into anxiety. Yes, don't worry, I'm still working on it.

To my past self -- yes, it does eventually get better if you let it <3

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“She struggled with her sadness, but tried to conceal it, to divide it into smaller and smaller parts and scatter these in places she thought no one would find them.”

— Nicole Krauss

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my finals are finally over and now i can read without any academic stress on my shoulders. this is a cause for celebration

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I am stuck between "I want to be an independent woman" nd "I don't want to study"

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it's the pressures of academia for me

Unpopular opinion but being in your mid twenties is worse than being in your teenage years

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love passes thru me at all times like an electric current

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oh look it’s me (:

~ SF

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your 20s is all about the fog, actually