vm-confessions

[vm-confessions]

I CAN'T TELL ANYONE I'M STILL STUCK ON YOU

[vm-confessions]

when you aren't confronted every day with all of the things you do not favor about a person, it is much easier to remember them with affection. the negatives are quickly and efficiently erased - painted over - from the memories, leaving you with the crushing sensation of having a hole in your heart and every desire to go back, to reach out, to try again to fix things. it is important to remember the truth. why things went the way they did in the first place. it's alright if you aren't able to entirely recall those unpleasant feelings, but to at least acknowledge them (their presence at the time they were initially felt) objectively, and account for them whenever the nostalgia hits, is the least you can do for yourself. they are critical memories, do not deny them in favor of a crimson lense.

[vm-confessions]

maybe i'll chase this feeling forever. maybe i'll never find it sober. maybe that's okay, and maybe it's not.