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Hey everyone, just checking in. It's been a crazy few years, but I'm still here. Reborn in a way, I found my faith in the tuatha de denaan and started writing again. 50 pages in my book!

I've been moving around a lot, lived in Montreal for the past 3 years and just moved back to my hometown, with a plan to move out to the Pacific north west.

No longer running with any of my old crowd, especially after the failed marriage proposal, but I have a great new circle of friends and a wonderful girlfriend.

All is positive.

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“I have a mental illness”= generic, vulnerable, people judge you for it

“My bloodline is cursed to fight unseen demons”= heroic, fairy tale-esque, too weird to be open for further questioning

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Friendly reminder that…

you’re allowed to disagree with psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say no to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to correct psychiatric professionals when they get something about your experiences wrong

you’re allowed to say “this treatment/medication isn’t working for me, I want to try something else” to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say “this treatment/med is making me feel worse, I want to stop now” to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say “I don’t want to try that treatment/med” to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say “no, you’re misunderstanding me” to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say “no, you’re wrong” to psychiatric professionals

you’re allowed to say “that makes me uncomfortable, don’t do/say that” to psychiatric professionals

You should always have the last word according your own treatment - and any professional who makes you feel like doing any of the things listed above is unacceptable or inherently wrong should be fired.

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Sayume Tachibana (1892-1970) Spider tattoo.

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Songs for schizophrenia / psychosis

It takes a fool to remain sane - the ark

Intrusive thoughts - Jordana

Psychosis - poets of the fall

Spaceman - the killers

Unwell - matchbox twenty

I’m going slightly mad - queen

Secret for the mad - dodie

(for Swedish folks) Röster - Ayla och djurparken

Anxiety - Bmike

Everybody dies in their nightmares - xxxtentacion

Schizophrenia - xxxtentacion

Kids see ghosts - KIDS SEE GHOSTS and yasiin bey

Psychotic girl - the black keys

Horror with eyeballs - the dissociatives

They know my name - big little lions

Mad hatter - Melanie Martinez

Superpowers - coocon

Spiderhead - cage the elephant

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Maybe schizophrenics are just people who can see all of the alternate universes.

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no offense but you’re doing pretty fucking good lately, keep that shit up.

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the ol’ game of is the house spooky or is it just the schizophrenia

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I really need everyone to see me throwing a piece of bread into a bears mouth.