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Where persistence ends and destiny begins
The harder that life gets, it really makes you stop and wonder if the things that you want, the things you work so hard for are actually even things that you deserve to have. Perhaps when fate says "no" you should just listen and give up. We are not all destined to have happy endings, are we? I now understand why human beings reach a stopping point. Why we give up on our dreams and aspirations. In a war with the stars, we will always lose.
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I own nothing
If you choose to live and mold your own life, you must be a selfish fuck. If you choose to give your life and efforts away into the hands of something / somebody else, then you are just a damn fool. If you choose to let a man pick and plan your entire life for you, then you are a lazy coward. Either way, it's quite obvious that being alive at all is just wrong. And life is my greatest sin of all.
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Not every argument is about winning or losing. God, why are humans so complicated?
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Green bean fries and a cinnamon curry tuna sandwich. Yeah I know what you're thinking. But it was supes delish
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Lioness
Over the years I have witnessed and experienced many different trials. I have stood strong and conquered so many things I never thought would happen to me. And learned to fight in ways I never wanted to fight. Sometimes I am so proud of the strength I have discovered, other times I do not want it. I do not want to fight to live at such a young age. I do not want violence to be my source of protection ever again. The greatest display of my strength will never be from blood shed, but from my hearts being big enough to walk away with forgiveness and smile again. I have overcome abandonment, depression, abuse, betrayal, substance and emotional addictions, fear, health and weight problems, poverty, homelessness. I am full of error and short on regrets. I am an ever evolving, fearless and righteous lioness. I refuse to be treated as anything less. I am going to own this life thats been given to me!
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I feel pretty. Oh so pretty. I feel pretty and charming and gay Or whatever :)
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Lol. Plenty of times...
When you go to a friend’s house to stay the night and get stuck with the scratchy blanket.
You know the one.
It’s made of wool.
It has satiny trim that tries to deceive you into thinking this will be a nice blanket experience.
But it’s not.
Every house has one.
It’s buried deep in the bowels of the linen closet, under some afghans and a comforter with the down coming out of it, but make no mistake.
The scratchy blanket is there.
And it waits.
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Been a while~
I moved to the empire I quit my second job Im really poor. I made all b's this semester so no more academic probation. I really dont care about my job anymore. I hardly care that i am poor. Havent been partying much. I suppose I've learned the meaning of dedication.
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I just used Shazam to discover Out Of My Mind by B.o.B Feat. Nicki Minaj. http://shz.am/t61959546
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Senses
I value my blurred vision, my stuffy nose, My hands, The feeling of a cold burn, the taste of Sweet capsaicin, Every obnoxious noise, and This entire body. Much more than anything else.
More than any amount of money! more than anything across the globe.
How could I ever fuckin appreciate whats out there without loving my body and all its amazing capabilities first.
Fuckin think about it guys.
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As they say:
"everybody ain't able"
Sleeping for four hours a night to wake up and go to work for four hours
then school
Then work for seven more hours. It isn't the funnest life but Thank God for giving me the strength to handle it. LET'S GET GOIN!
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I have the best
The best sister
The best father
The best boyfriend
THE BEST FRIENDS
Therefore, THE BEST Support System, and the very best family ever. <3 Still making strides
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not much going on.
I missed my tumblr. I really don't have much to update about. hmmm lets recap the last month or so. At some point, I reached 23 years of age. There's been a lot of alcohol consumption and not a lot of working out since then. I got a second job and now I'm working like all the god dang time.
I stopped having anxiety attacks all the time again.
I still haven't been smoking pot. I am still painting somewhat often. i have two new pieces hanging up. Thinking of taking a few classes soon just so i can learn some more techniques.
First time Jungle Juice with Delaney.
Haven't gained any weight back but losing muscle mass >_<
Bought some dumbbells and begain my workout routines again this week.
Haven't been grocery shopping in like 2 months. ( The joy of working in the restaurant business I suppose) Somehow, I still don't have money ever. Working out a new budget. Caught up on a lot of things.
School starts for me in October. I realized yet again i have no fucking clue what i'm doing in school. So for the last time ever (hopefully) I'm using this semester to bring up my GPA and then hopefully i can figure out life. Learned some new Curry recipes!!!! And started reading a manga called "Addicted to Curry"
So basically, I guess I can say life has been pretty quiet. been to busy doing the same shit everyday to really care.
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