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Fernando Pessoa, from The Book of Disquiet

Text ID: By thinking so much, I became echo and abyss. By delving within, I made myself into many.

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somewhere, in another universe

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*casually throws this and runs away*

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Menaces. Me and @linddzz talking about the terrible habits of our favourite twig boys let to this.

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Gennady Aygi, from Into the Snow: Selected Poems of Gennady Aygi; “This Year’s Roses: Notes on K., 1972” (translated by Sarah Valentine)

Text ID: I seek / your image. / In the receding Fire. / It is not here—not in this world.

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Jayce and his big 5 kilo head.....

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Something something, casual touch and accepting help are a type of demonstration of love in Zaun. So Jayce constantly touching Viktor's back and shoulders is like he is constantly saying "I love you, I love you, I love you". And when Viktor accepts help to stand up, to put his brace, letting Jayce do things for him, he is answering to that with his own "I love you"

Something something, gifting and sharing tnings are a type of demonstration of love in Piltover. So when Viktor shares his thoughts, the lab, his morning coffee (even unwilling), is like he is constantly saying "I love you". And when Jayce gifts him his brace and a new cane, he is answering with "I love you, I love you, I love you"

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viktor is the type of boyfriend to weaponize his cold as fuck hands and feet in bed just to fuck with jayce and jayce is the type of boyfriend to grit his teeth and hold onto whatever extremity he’s being attacked with like his life depends on it in the hopes he can direct all the warmth in his body into heating up viktor’s chronically freezing hands and feet

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affection is a language viktor longs to understand but cannot—a dialect foreign to a mind immersed in logic, yet so achingly familiar to a heart that dares to yearn, to crave. his touch, shaped by both pain and love, was an offering, tender and unconditional, though rarely received in kind.

“desiderium.” a word that carries the weight of absence. it is not merely a hunger but an ache that lingers in the silence, a void that refuses to be filled. it is the kind of yearning that cannot be eased by presence alone, for it craves something intangible; an understanding, a connection.

and then, he found it.

he found the one thing he had been searching for his entire life. he found someone who understood him, who cared for him, a man who didn’t dare to abandon him, even if it meant his own finality. he found someone who chose to love him. he found jayce—a man who had so much love to give, a man who looked past the scars, the missteps, and deemed him worthy of love.

how tragic it is that in the end, viktor’s gaze, meant to hold love, was that of confusion. a look that asked, 'is this what love feels like?' as though he could not reconcile its tenderness with the ache it left behind.

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I'm convinced Jayce is possessive, but he hides it very well; he makes it seem like he's loyal and a good friend, but he's actually just marking territory.

He made sure everyone in Piltover associated him with Viktor as he kept repeating non-stop that he was HIS partner to everyone, even if there was no need to say that out loud most of the time.

The first time Mel properly met Viktor, she said something like: "You're the professor's assistant..."

And immediately Jayce corrected her with: "No, he's MY partner."

He told that to the council members whenever he could.

He wanted Viktor to be by his side during his speech to say in front of half Piltover: "Here, this is MY partner, the person who's been working with ME the whole time."

He told that to Viktor himself a couple of times: "You should come up with me, you're my partner."

"Do you have any idea how this looks? I order a blockade, and MY OWN partner violates it."

"Goodbye? Viktor, you're my partner!"

No wonder why he got so sad and grumpy when Viktor told him they should part ways.

What are you doing, Viktor? Where are you going? We should be together! You're mine my partner!

That's why he said: "I thought you were done with Hextech and me," in such a bitter tone the moment he "saw" him again.

"Now all I want is MY partner back." Yeah, we get it, Jayce, you can't live without him.

Bet Jayce begged Viktor a couple of times to just take his last name the moment he found out Viktor didn't have one.

And he looked like a sad kicked puppy every time Viktor rejected his offer.

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they deserve this

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"jayvik is alive!" i say as they dragged me to the padded cell

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“where are you” by 54 ultra reminds me so much of jayce and viktor. the song’s longing, the sad yet beautiful melody… i need more jayvik-coded songs.

“i would go so far to make you mine

follow all along in space and time”

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“i never thought to say

before you went away

i'd make you mine”

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“oh, i know it's slow

but i hold hope

i'd see you again,

my friend”

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“i want you to know,

even though you chose

i love you,

and this love will never end”

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girly help i can’t stop drawing them

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Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in The Diary of Anaïs Nin Volume 1 1931-1934

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I love them to the point of impossibility, the second season breaks my heart to pieces.

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lemme just say this now bc i don’t think some of you realize how much jayce talis LOVES (yeah, loves, not loved) viktor.

jayce has wanted to investigate the arcane, investigate magic, since he was a child. he spent years and years of his life, dedicating himself to that research. he fell in love with magic, and went as far as to go behind the university’s backs in order to pursue it. he created hextech, created weaponry and ships and teleportation and so much more, but pushed viktor away as he did. got wrapped up in politics.

the second that viktor was alive, even though jayce knew something was wrong, he didn’t care. he was willing to drop his LIFELONG DREAM, his STATUS, his EVERYTHING, just to go back into his lab and stay beside viktor. be with viktor. never lose him again, because viktor’s the entire reason he has any of this in the first place. if he lost viktor, the man who gave him everything, what would be the point of his dream? what would be the point of his life, because this is the man who saved it?

even after jayce was shoved into the hexcore, came out wrong, or with trauma, or with whatever he went through during those months, viktor’s bracelet is still built into his wrist. the arcane itself showed him breaking in two, with part of him screaming as he fired the weaponry he created, they created, against the man that he loved. keeping one last promise, even if it meant destroying the first thing in his life that he loved above his dream.