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Why would you love someone like me? I wish I knew! I really don't know... You're the one who told me you loved me first. You gave me that look... You even kissed me. But then you changed your number. Do you know how that made me feel?! Screw you, Hira! Go to hell!

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Another reason I'm obsessed with My Beautiful Man, they completely deconstruct the whole Tsundere trope and make it better.

Kiyoi's harsh attitude is used masterfully to not be seen as vulnerable and he even convinces himself that he's not as emotional a person as the rest of those around him. And Hira's worship of him just adds to this. But Kiyoi is greedy for Hira, even as he can't bring himself to accept just how much he has come to need Hira to love him.

This is why Hira and his insecurities while heartbreaking to see, never make me angry, because if this were every other romance then Hira would keep trying to make Kiyoi love him. But Hira limits himself, cause he's so genuinely respectful and hates the thought of doing anything Kiyoi wouldn't like. And Hira doesn't believe himself worthy of love so the Tsundere!Kiyoi has to break out of his own protective shell to be vulnerable!

Kiyoi can't live in denial about who he wants. His abrasive behaviour, which is a defense mechanism, has consequences! The man he loves just pulls further away. His inability to communicate his feelings verbally leaves Hira without an understanding of what Kiyoi feels. And so Kiyoi is unable to live in denial and is forced to accept repeatedly just how much he cares about Hira, just how much he wants him.

Kiyoi even tries to repeatedly let go of Hira in typical Tsundere fashion, which is a call for attention. But in this case it doesn't work! Kiyoi doesn't get to be chased as his ego demands! HE HAS TO DO THE CHASING!

Kiyoi has to learn to be honest with himself and with his lover. And that's why they're soulmates! Only Hira could have pushed Kiyoi into smashing out of his shell. Just as Kiyoi is the only one who can motivate Hira to grow and fight to overcome his own shell.

I know it seems like I'm obsessed with Kiyoi, but I'm actually completely in love with Hira and don't know how to verbalize my thoughts on that man. He's insane and completely amazing.

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so was Erick at Agus birthday party or not?

It doesn't look like he was

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american chocolate with the puke chemical in it -- it's one of our cultural delicacies. every culture has some sort of insane pickled thing that they've spent centuries honing a uniquely vomitous way to ferment, the united states of america saw that and went hold my locally produced microbrew. I will create a food that tastes like candy to all my beautiful children but reminds anyone else of actual vomit. only we can eat it. it might not be entirely pleasant but we can do it. it is our shibboleth. this is the true test of american identity: can you eat the hershey's chocolate bar.

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So the two who went to Universal with Chris and Agus seem to be a couple? Surely they shared a room so Chris shared a room with Agus or? That really would be WEIRD as hell. And I know for a fact they had a hotel room.

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watch cncoxbw stories Agus is literally in her bra and Chris shirtless in bed. They really be too comfortable with each other like wtf. I couldn’t imagine standing in a bra and pants while my best friends ex is laying shirtless in bed. 💀🫡

Her account is private, but I found this on X

And someone else posted this

Like...

I'm sorry, but I still feel like even if there really is nothing going on, this relationship they're developing is wildly inappropriate

And to translate her message: "truthfully there's no chance in life that anything would happen between Chris and I. We get together because we're friends, we have a group. What is something that I'm always going to be thankful to Erick for is having introduced me to people so beautiful as all of the boys and girls are."

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it really is fucking weird how Chris and Agus got way too comfortable with each other.

And it's just getting weirder 🫠

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now erick did unlike all of agus’ instagram pictures. 😂 petty. he never did unlike nadia’s.

Damn 😂

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hellll no now agus aka the clout chaser is now in Disney with Christopher and some friends :/

They're at universal studios but yeah. Idk what the hell he's doing. It just looks really bad that he's always with her recently

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*For non-Americans: when was the last time you left your closest analogue to a state (ie, province, prefecture, canton, etc)? If you live in a smaller country, when was the last time you left your country?

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i'm not a lesbian as far as i know and i already have a wife but thanks tumblr

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wow, that is a red flag. I don’t think it’s right for a friend to become close with an ex after we break up but that’s just me

Yeah, it's really weird to me. I'm just side-eyeing so hard at them. And of course, she's doing everything she can to show that she's with him. She posted him in the background in an Instagram story last night, and posted a pic she took in the side mirror of his car. I'm just waiting to see if they do start up some kind of relationship, if fans will give him the same treatment they gave Joel over Samantha. Something tells me that they won't be as unforgiving, even though Chris wasn't with Samantha for very long, and Joel waited like a year and a half to start anything up with her. Whereas Erick was with Agus for like 2 years maybe, and they've only just broken up

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Anyone else think it's a big red flag that Chris has been hanging out a lot with Erick's ex and they've been liking and commenting on each other's posts for the past 2 weeks? 😒

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I also don’t think Kexxy and Chris ever dated what does one picture say? Nothing. They’re in the same friends group.

Exactly. At most, I think they've possibly hooked up. But I think Chris is too smart to get involved (at least seriously) with a girl that's in the friend group

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It’s so weird that Erick and Agus unfollowed each other and yet are going out together in the group? He even unfollowed her by TikTok. Like are they just friends now or what?

She's still besties with Kexxy so 🤷

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I wonder where Chris is? Wasn’t Kexxy and him a couple or at least always part with Erick and his girlfriend. Haven’t seen him in a while i miss him.

Chris is at home doing an extra long stream to celebrate hitting 70k followers on twitch. He just hit 15 hours lol. I honestly don't believe that he and Kexxy were ever dating. All the proof we have was one picture, but it doesn't mean they were together

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for some reason i thought both of these were the same post and i sat for awhile trying to figure out which ice cream face was the weak bitch