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I don't know what to do next
All I wanna do is give up
Re-do my whole life . Nothing works anymore
Even if I'm finally sober , loneliness has bring the biggest clouds on my life
My heart and brain is over , I don't know what to do now
I lived hell and survived dark and insanely sad times. But this incolore filter on my actual life just reveals how much I'm failing . I will always be a big fail whats the point to continue
It will never happen
Will never be worth it
I'll always desapoint myself , who am I trying to convince ? I can't do it anymore
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#It's has been#More than#One month#I'm totally#Sober#It's shitty lol#deprresion#Hits me#Hard#Lolol#At least I got painting to help me feel better.#I just started today. After so long
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That's what I call - a very good painting session .
I took the whole day off. It fucking feels like wings.
I was smiling like I haven't for very long time . I even cried a bit when my boss said okay. Haha. Waw.
Myself time . Precious 🖤
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