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I go back and fourth on this sl all the time!! On the one hand… good family angst (break my fucking heart but)

On the other the whole thing has been fucking terrribly written and plotted and the erasure of robert’s journey to fatherhood puts me in a proper mood. But I am still firmly in the ‘seb will back with robron soon’ camp even though every time I come on here it all seems very fatalistic.

Remaining positive and enjoying the family/husband content until I’m given a reason not too lol

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Aaron’s worry that Seb is going to be confused and think he and Robert left him is so heartbreaking because that’s probably what he’d felt all those years ago when Chas left him with Gordon. 

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Are you gonna quit Emmerdale if seb doesn't come back?

Most likely I’ve given 4+ years of my life to Emmerdale and I feel like I’ve been robbed at this point, I sat through 18 months of an utter shit show for this ending? Nah fam. I think it’ll be time for me to bow out. 

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Don't worry emmerdales new producers won't give robron another baby because they know a baby has to be with the mother.

Pretty much like? The whole narrative has been “a baby is always better off with the mother even if she’s not capable” because two dads are replaceable with a nanny right? 

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it’s funny I usually love angst but this is too much misery porn for me putting this storyline so close to Grace’s storyline just hurts so much I just can’t enjoy it- it feels like they’re going down this offensive narrative - just for the sake of making Aaron cry and ugh I just can’t.

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Even Tom thought his exit was shit. That's what he told fans at the studio experience last night.

The new producers haven’t done great in terms of exists, like all of that just to have him bow out the way he did - Ross and Rebecca’s exit - beyond shit and offensive. Joe’s exit was trash. Like I’m not impressed. 

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We weren't meant to see the clip yet. ED post them 9pm on Fridays. They even started putting random numbers in the links so fans couldn't find them.

Okay but we’re not meant to know if Seb leaves till tomorrow anon. So that still doesn’t pan out.

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Yep. He is gone.

We don’t know that yet. I can’t believe these past 18 month where for nothing - I can’t believe we’d get all these Aaron scenes plus Lily’s new contract. Also as @robron-til-the-end said why have that be the preview if we’re not meant to know seb left? We’re missing something big here!

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I have to believe his coming back or the last 2 years was a waste of time and useless and I’m not entertaining the idea they put us through that for basically nothing.

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Fuck this Emmerdale your canceled.

Tuesday 6th November; Aaron has Seb in the back of the car. he chats with him, clearly struggling with taking him home to Rebecca.

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Victoria: (advocates on Rebecca’s behalf to Robert and Aaron and Charity, reminds them of her shit year, tries to be a good friend and see her side of it even though Robert’s her brother)

Rebecca: I will be the last face you see as I gut you like a pig and watch you bleed out on the floor

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Mirror article says Christmas this year is about the Dingles again

Oh yay! Cause we don’t have enough storylines about them already.. yawn.

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Also I’m still bitter at the amount of “Aaron should shut up” I’m seeing yet no one has criticized Ross for how forceful his been when Aaron and Robert have been together for years and Aaron has helped raise seb for the last 6 months and they’ve been dating 2 fucking weeks why is that?

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If we get another baby story 😡😡like come I just sat through all of seb.

Here's where I am. I NEED her to go way more than I need Seb to stay. I cannot deal with her and her written as a constant victim anymore. I have maxed out on Rebecca. If the show is saying both go or both stay...BYE. I want Seb to stay for Robert and, now that he loves him, also for Aaron but I don't need Seb to stay. I just dont like the narrative tjeybappear to be doing it with which is a child belongs with his mother regardless of her ability or mentality.

The narrative is super iffy and dodgy and wrong, particularly as Ross doesn’t get Moses. I mean, lets wait until it all rolls out, but yeah, it is HIGHLY not good atm.

Look, if you need Rebecca gone under any circumstances, I can respect that. I am so tired of her, and I am tired of going round in circles for two years. I think if Rebecca and Seb left, or Rebecca and Seb stayed, I’d personally pick leaving too, because we’ve been here for two years, just going around in circles and it’s boring. I want Seb to stay, but if it’s an either or, I need Rebecca gone. 

Losing Seb however, it makes me supremely uninterested in the next year of robron to be honest. Because then it’ll be ANOTHER baby story, (they’re not going to leave robron childless) and I’m just bored. We’ve already had 18 months of babies, I don’t need another year of it, I’m sorry, I don’t. Grief added in to that story… it’s just… not something that makes me excited for robrons future. It’s not stories that I want. It makes me feel flat, when we’re just at the point that Seb should be in the baby cupboard, yet we’re starting again.

It doesn’t feel like a satisfying ending to a year of watching in any way.

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There’s this amazing thing called an unfollow button I’ve done it today? Instead of sending people hurtful anons just unfollow and spare and then the grief.