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crazy how, when i'm feeling physically terrible/weak/dizzy etc. i'm like "this is the worst i do not want to feel like this". then the second i start feeling marginally better i'm like "oh no, i want to go back to feeling badly cause maybe that means it's working"

like.................make up your mind girl

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Does anyone else love baking and then not eating it. I’m gaslighting myself into the process of eating by baking a lot

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safe foods grocery list <3

here are some things i basically live off of!!

rice cakes (all different flavors) (35-60)

halo top ice cream (varies, 250-400 per pint)

Yasso ice cream bars (70 for mint chip)

outshine sugar-free popsicles (30)

popcorn (varies)

fiber one bars (70-90)

laughing cow cream cheese light (25)

sugar-free chobani yogurt (60)

sugar-free pudding cups (40)

sugar-free jello cups (10)

water flavor packets (or liquid) (0-10)

sugar free gum (5)

skinny syrups (0)

stevia, sweet n low, Splenda (0)

cauliflower rice (20-50)

light string cheese (50-60)

drinkable konjac jelly (3-10)

fat-free cottage cheese (120)

starkist light tuna in water (70-90, diff flavors)

frozen fruit (60-80)

salad mixes (20)

repost to add ur own, love u guys!!

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I’ve been gone for a week in Paris and I binged the entire time lord help me but anyway back on track ! Protein yogurt an banana this morning

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literally me

it’s always a walk of shame back

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Binged today I’m so annoyed !! But I’m so stressed and have so manny things going on it was difficult not too. Oh well a new start tomorrow

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why don’t i look as sick as i feel

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Any tips on dizziness/blacking out/feeling faint???

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I’m going to Paris in 4 days with some friends that do not know anything about my eating disorder because they are relatively new to my life and I am so scared lol. I don’t want to eat any butter or oil help I only eat fruit and protein yogurts and sometimes fish lol how am I supposed to tackle this !!!

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does anyone else feel like they’re faking an 3d cuz they’re not sk1nny enough?

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what annoys me about eating disorder spaces is that everyone seems to be able to sleep and do drugs all day instead of eating? I go to college I can't just smoke that shit every time I want to eat a donut.

not to be a hater because if that works for people that's great, it's not like I'm against sharing tips, but it's just so different from my reality that i feel the need to post about it

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The brain fog is going kinda crazy today

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Hey guys I’m 154cm and my current weight is around 57kg which is Terrible, how many calories would I need to consume a day to lose 1kg a week??

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when it comes to myself, sk!nny is pretty.

but when it comes to others, i see the beauty in them regardless of their w3ight or looks.

why does my brain work the way it does?

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Sometimes I feel guilty or I don’t feel disordered enough to have an ED. Some girls aren’t eating for days/fasting where as I eat 600-950 calories. I feel like I should be doing better. I feel like I’m not good enough to be on here.

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Wieiad

-packet of rice cakes

-tuna salad

-rice cakes

-fat free yogurt with apple

- rice cakes

800 cals overall :)