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You where what I wanted but I didn't even make your list

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My Sunflower

At this point it has been months since we last spoke. I am sure you have forgotten all about me, part of me wishes I could say the same. I just want to know how you are doing, and hear your voice one last time. God knows I wish i would have never hurt you and I know you aren’t going to believe me but I meant every word I ever said to you. The truth is, I never believed in love at first sight but from the very moment my heart sinced your presents I knew. All those mushy stories about how true love hits you like a train, they have some truth to them. I feel in love with the way you live life, the inner you, and god those eyes. You had the type of personality that shot at you from across the room, even if that room had a million people id only see you in it. I could sit here, and write a million excuses for myself. However, I’m not going to do that and I’m also not begging for you to take me back. You left my life for a reason, perhaps maybe our timing was off. I tried really hard to let you know how much of a gem you are, but i fell short of everything else. You wanted to know me..to fall more deeper in our connection, but for me its easier to say it then to do. I build up my walls for a reason, to many times I have had them ripped and broken down. I tried to let you know, what my mind and heart were telling me. Unfortunately even I know its hard to love someone who can’t let their walls down, and let you in. All you wanted to do is know everything about me, but my walls had me blocked and closed it. That’s why you left.. I don’t blame you. It’s like trying to love a book you haven’t read but you know you’ll enjoy it. I do hope maybe by chance, or by fate this will somehow get to you. I feel such a void in my life without you in it.. and I will never forgive myself for pushing you away.. twice.. hurting you .over and over again. I don’t deserve someone with such perfection, and you don’t deserve someone broken like me. I remember once you asked me, why I called you my sunflower at the time I really didn’t have much of an answer. Now I do, It’s because even when you where down and out, and the world kicked you and I wasn’t really emotionally there. You stood tall, and could still find the light in the darkness. You will always be my sunflower. Please never forget that. 

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“Its no surprise that I got lost in your brown eyes.”

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Alice: How long is forever?

white rabbit: Sometimes for just one second. 

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“The child is grown, the dream is gone and I've become perfectly numb. “

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Found this little super-cute Pansexual Pride Pentagram…I’m happy to see that us Pansexuals have been more accepted ^.^

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What’s Pansexuallity ?

I struggled with this a lot in my teen years, i constantly asked myself was I gay? straight? bisexual? The way I felt in my heart was so different then just do I like penis or pussy. I felt much deeper then that, I knew i loved humans period. I fall for a person for the way that their mind works, not for the genitalia that they have. Body parts are just that, parts so why limit my love to just one sex if i click to another sex’s personality? 

Another common question is, isn’t Pansexuallity the samething as being bi? 

No its not, Bi means two which means you are attracted to two sexes. 

being pan-sexual I am fine with dating transgender, cisgender, and Androgyny. 

I would like to use the term “attracted to anything.” but only consensual adult sexual behavior i guess? is a way of putting it. 

People will always make stupid remarks, I get the usual “ So you would date a lamp if it had a personality.” 

-Eye roll-

People are ignorant and some people dont have to understand. All that matters is that you do. Love yourself for whom you are. Stragiht, Bi, Gay, or Pans like me. Be who you want to be. 

“You only live once so go fucking nuts.”

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Pansexuality is surprisingly an orientation that a lot of people don’t know about…for those of you who don’t know what it is - it’s not an attraction to pans :)  

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pan lockscreens!!

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