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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 𝓛𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼...

╱ carlos oliveira x reader, reader suffering with depression, bad mental health reader, suicide attempt, love confessions, it was heavily based and inspired by this tiktok, and the conversation is just from this. i hope yall enjoy ⪨ ࣪ ׅ

standing on the edge of the bridge, looking down at the fluidal abyss where everything just disappeared. it's almost nighttime, and you barely see anything which feels like something attracts you to explore how it would feel to sink in this water. you wish to know the consistency, and you also wish to discover if jumping down there to this so called paradise would rather feel like styx.

"i bet a beautiful girl like you has the men lining up." a manly voice echoed through your ears, snapping you from your thoughts. it's carlos, and you wonder what he's doing here. maybe he was worried that you haven't answered his 8 missed calls? but that wasn't the problem. he knew you right, and he had to prevent everything that could happen if he wasn't there.

"another cheesy way to start a talk. you'll never change. " you sigh and turn your head to look at him. he walks closer to stand next to you. if he could, he would just simply pull you closer in embrace, but he didn't want to rush things. "they hate me once they get to know me." you responded to him after silence enveloped both of you.

"can't believe that. i can only see good things about you." carlos' brow rose in a way to show surprise. he doesn't believe you, he doesn't hate you. he loves you. he knows when you're telling the truth and when you're babbling complete nonsense. but he can't blame you. instead, he wants to make you feel better.

"that's because i'm showing you my good side." you stare right into his eyes. the expression on your face seems confusing to him. you're not rather sad, but you're not happy. you don't want to cry, you just feel like in this meat mannequin is nothing inside. no tears, no sadness, no anything. "but i still want you to like me." and then suddenly in all of this desire appears. there's silence again, both of you don't really know what to say or do. it felt like the atmosphere was constantly whispering to carlos ear "don't rush things. let her be" and you were feeling the same. like mantra repeating "don't rush things." inside of your sick brain.

you stretched your leg forward like you were about to step into a new realm, but carlos was quick. he grabbed you by your shoulder and pulled toward himself.

"don't do stuff like that. it's not funny." carlos grunted. he wasn't angry, to be honest he just felt sadness deep inside of he fact you were so sure about this, like it meant nothing to you. carlos hands moved your head in a way you could look at him and the way of his glance was telling everything. it felt like he was devouring your soul with those eyes. a slight smile appeared in corners of your mouth. you knew what was coming, but you needed to keep calm.

"let's spend our lives together." carlos said and reassuring smile appeared on his face. as he wanted to comfort you, to let you know that in his arms everything is alright and he will take care of you. but he didn't know one thing.

"you're already living inside me." a statement that left your mouth in a weird casual way. both of you only smiled at this as if finally realising the truth and being clear with each other feelings. everything ended with a meeting of two lips and entwined hands.

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sometimes i just wanna cry and then i remind myself of re village especially ethan winters and then i just wanna cry even more

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imma download re3r rq just to see my princess💌

this stupid fuck is in my head for 6 hours straight now i think im developing unhealthy obsession with him

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this stupid fuck is in my head for 6 hours straight now i think im developing unhealthy obsession with him

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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 𝓐 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓫𝓫𝓸𝓻𝓷 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽...

╱ albert wesker x reader, fluff, poor sick albert can't say no to his wife:( tbh i dont know what this is i was half conscious writing this god. anyways i believe in softie wesker🙏🏻 enjoy ⪨ ࣪ ׅ

"stop acting like im dying, im telling you it will pass. i can handle it." the harsh tone of yours husband's voice echoed in your head. lately, albert wesker has been feeling terrible. his whole body ached, he had a severe cough and obviously a runny nose. but in his head, albert wasn't weak. he couldn't show any sign of discomfort from all these things. he was a man after all, right? a tough, confident, brave human being that wasn't supposed to be so attached to showing any emotion.

in your eyes, his way of thinking was a bullshit. of course you loved him but sometimes he was too much. he wasn't a machine, but a real person having his own sensitivity that was hidden under his cold facade. you could see his deep hidden nature sometimes, especially when it came to you. he loved you deeply. the problem was that he just wasn't able to show it properly. but he was always trying for you no matter what.

"come on, albert... i can see you're in pain. just take one or two days off and let me take care of you." another problem about wesker was the fact that he overworked himself a lot. you knew he was a scientist at umbrella. this was all you knew about his job. you never really talked about it with him... you didn't know what was he exactly doing in his work, what he was researching, or other lab shit. it wasn't that you didn't care – of course you did. but after a long and exhausting day at work, wesker doesn't really want to talk about it. he always brushes off the topic by saying "as usual" or "good" and quickly asks about your day. there was a moment where you really thought he could be cheating, but there was no evidence of it. looking back, it was dumb to assume this, knowing how he's feeling about you and how deep is his love for you.

"oh no, no, no." the man scoffed. "don't even think about it. i repeat myself for the hundredth time. im not some weakling that can't deal with cold." god why was he so stubborn? you didn't know what you should do to convince him. it was hurting you a little. even if he was sick, it was finally an occasion for you both to spend some time together.

"please, albert." you looked at him. and the gaze was just showing so much. the care, love, and slight sadness. you grabbed his hand, like you didn't want to let him go anymore. you didn't want to argue anymore since this whole talk was going for twenty minutes straight. albert looked down at you. he felt your gentle yet firm touch on his hand, wesker felt defeated. he realized that even if he's all tough he can't be always like this towards his beloved one. if it meant so much to you – he was willing to give in. that was just excuse. he couldn't stand a fact he was always a softie when it came to you. he moved your hand towards his lips, placing a soft kiss on it.

"fine. but only this time." you never felt so happy hearing such a simple few words. you almost jumped at him closing both bodies in a tight embrace, making his body even more sore but it was worth the moment. he heard you mutter "i love you" and his heart slightly skip a beat.

"go upstairs okay? i'll make you some hot tea. then i'm gonna make some soup for you while you rest. and maybe we can cuddle later" albert smiled at all of those words. the way you became so gentle and soft towards him. he already liked the idea of every form of affection that he could receive from you. he nodded his head and placed a kiss on your cheek before walking away towards the stairs. "of course, i will be waiting for you my darling."

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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 𝓡𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓼...

╱ 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒: it's simple! you can request anything – fluff, angst, smut, im up to everything! but wait... you're probably wondering which characters you can request... here's your answer!

╱ i will rather write for fandoms im the most interested in. some of them are – resident evil, devil may cry, detroit become human or jujutsu kaisen. ⪨ ࣪ ׅ

╱ 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄: im nikki, the most important thing about me is that english is not my native language, so i can make mistakes sometimes. im really open to meeting new people, and really – i love love love chatting with people about various topics. i like music – some of my favourite artists are the smiths, deftones, joji, tyler the creator, tame impala. obviously i like writing, im also interested in philosophy, history, and any form of art. ʚїɞ ࣪ ׅ